Suzaku puts his books back into his bag and gets up from the bench. He heads after Lelouch following to where they lived at. Which wasn't that far from the academy since Lelouch and Nunnally lives right on campus. He looks around once they entered the silent house figuring Nunnally was still at class. But he follows Lelouch before watching Lelouch sitting down on the couch. He place his bag down in the chair as he just decides to stand before looking at Lelouch.

"Well after we finally got off the island. I was arrested what happen that day. I still don't know what happen to me..but anyway. After thinking I had decide not to be Euphemia's knight anymore right before we attack Sawasaki." Suzaku walks back and forth alittle. As he was having an hard time trying to get this out the right way. "But thats not I wanted to tell you....during the fight between me and units. Right before you showed up with the power filter..thanks by the way." looking over at Lelouch walking over and sits down then. "Euphemia came over a private channel...and I really didn't pay attention cause I was more focus on the fight. When she came out saying to love her..and well I said yes without thinking what she had said. She more commanded me." he pauses for an moment waiting to see how Lelouch would act or say.

Lelouch stared at Suzaku, watching the other first stand and then sit, his mind following the words but not quite prosessing the final few sentences. His sister, Euphemia Li Britannia had ordered his Kururugi Suzaku to love her and he'd said yes. He turned to face Suzaku more so taht he could look the other in the face. He locked their eyes and stared into Suzaku's emerald orbs.

"And do you?" he asked, his voice quiet. "Do you love my sister?" He would wait for the other's answer but he knew what he hoped the answer was. He hoped the answer would be no. He wouldn't abandon Suzaku if the answer was yes he did love Euphemia but he silently hoped that the answer would be no. He would be Suzaku's friend either way but...

Suzaku stares back into Lelouch's eyes..those eyes he cares so much for. And also loved him since he was little. But it was hard to say really so many emotions was pulling at him. He wanted to say no but at the same time wanted to say yes. There was a long pause there before he finally spoke "The truth is..I don't know...I did told her I love her..but right now I can't really give a right answer. My emotions are torn..." says softly. "But any case it won't effect my loyal to you...plus I think it gives me in a better postion..." Suzaku really wanted to tell Lelouch about his feelings toward Lelouch but he still wasn't sure if Lelouch felt the same. One thing he was just hoping that Lelouch wouldn't turn his back towards him.

"I see..." Lelouch's tone was neutral, void of emotion but he knew he couldn't hide everything, knew that, just for a moment, a spark of jealously had entered his eyes before it was quickly shoved away. No he wouldn't do this to himself. He had thought that there might be something between them when they were on Kanime Island, when he had all but crawled into Suzaku's lap for comfort and warmth during the night but apparently he was mistaken. Suzaku said he was unsure and Lelouch wanted to believe him but really what were the chances that Suzaku would opt to be with him rather than his sister/ He wanted to tell Suzaku not to go anywhere near Euphemia but he knew he wouldn't, couldn't do that to his best friend. If Suzaku wanted Euphemia...well he would have to make do with what he had. "Is there anything else you wish to discuss with me, Suzaku?"

Suzaku sat there staring at Lelouch. Searching for something with his eyes..trying to find something. But with Lelouch it was hard to tell..he was just a big book of secrets. And plus he hope Lelouch would say something more about what he told him. Maybe there was nothing after all. But what could he do? He couldn't force Lelouch to say what he really felt about it. Suzaku sighs deeply alittle forcing a smile "No..I thinks that was about it mostly. I just felt I needed to tell you...anyway I need to get going Milly has asked me to help out with the school festive. Plus I think she is looking for you too. And I have a class soon..I'm so far behind in class." Before he stand up to leave he leans over and hugs Lelouch. Maybe it would do something he wish it would happen. Cause there was some sparks between them on Kanime Island. And part of him wish they still was on the island..but things had to done first.