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*wanders in*
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*Pokes Kirin*
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no poke
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Then what do I do?
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Use your words.
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Erm... and say what?
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Well, hello might work.
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I did say hello... I poked you
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No, you need to use your words. Poking isn't nice. *said in her best preschool teacher voice*
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But... poking is easier to get people's attention with...
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[poke] poking is fun! |
xD reminds me of this one thing on facebook...
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Eww... the site that shall not be named! D:
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Quote:
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Poet typically tries to cover or look away from streakers
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oh no streaking again? |
*prepares the blanket* Where?
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xD but FB is like prison xD
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Exactly why I visited with a false identity
that place is scary |
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I'd run away, all the time. For no reason (Well, my mom's husband isn't exactly the nicest guy in the world either. Lots of mental abuse.), just compelled to. I felt trapped like a bird in a cage if I didn't take off and roam. Anywhere. Seriously didn't matter. Needless to say I got myself into a lot of really messed up situations. I also did a bunch of *cough* illegal substances. When I was younger the mania was a lot more prevalent, came with serious depression and occasional "fits". Just picture every emotion possible and cram it into a weak plastic bag, once it breaks it's laughing, crying, screaming, breaking things etc. All at once within around a fifteen minute time frame. Then you end up so drained you end up sleeping for over 12 hours. Then you wake up and can't sleep for days. xD Then I got a little older, not so flighty anymore but still can't sit still for too long or I go nuts. Still occasional mania, more and more depression and anxiety issues and lots of hospital visits. I've always had "anger issues" and a short fuse. Still have night terrors. Still very ADHD (Usually comes with the territory too.) STILL SANE MINDED THOUGH!! Big misconception with bipolar disorder is that you'd be some dillusional loon or something. Nope, your brain chemistry is just super out of wack so your emotions are all like fghfgybddhhbbllllaaaarrg! everywhere (lmao Only way I can really describe it.) I don't hear voices, and I'm not going to go all Columbine on anyone. lmao Though I always have been a little dark and morbid and find humor in things a lot of people would find inappropriate. xD But that's pretty normal these days. lol I was really sketch about being medicated again at first because I was being used as a human pharmaceutical guinea pig for years, and I was like "Ohfuckthat. /: ". lol But after taking my new ones for a while, I actually feel normal I guess? Not that I'm entirely sure of what that's really like, but I feel more "functional" anyway. lol Still have my issues to work out, but I'm getting there. :) I'm also one of those lame people who listens to music that fits their situation to cheer myself up. xD Helps though. lol I find this skit quite hillarious... http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=MKl5D...%3DMKl5DXIFfnI Oh, and this skit too... http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=CcnoW...%3DCcnoWXjUKnU ...and this song makes me happy. xD http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=Hg0nC...%3DHg0nCW-Jg0o |
Ahaha, I love your Gir gif xD
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hiya, PWEEP |
@Soul - That's quite true... people don't know much about Bi-Polar. I honestly think it's the mania that makes them appear delusional, because the person I knew actually "talked to someone", granted I knew there was something in the house... but I wouldn't talk to it >.>"
Anyways, glad not everyone is like that... o.o what that "voice" told her to do all the time was scary... was always worried me and my partner wouldn't have money for food. (She goes on huge spending sprees) Good to know you found a good medication. While I have my own issues, I refuse to be medicated for anything. I know my partner is the same way as me but when they tried to medicate her they basically tried to turn her into a vegetable... Aspergers (or suspected in my case) is not THAT bad [illgetu] As for music... depressing music (Boulevard of Broken Dreams is a major one) makes me happy for some reason... |
happy Poet is happy |
Did poets post say poet was happy? o.o Not that it's wr-...... does hummy have a secret camera in poet's room? D:
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