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DJ: I totally agree with you there!
Clock: No worries! I ended up falling asleep soon after as well. [yes] Oh, sweet!! Yay for heaters!!! [heart] Hehe, thanks hon!! <3 She knows it too! [yes] |
but now it got too hot. |
Is there any way to crack a window and try to find a balance that way? or would that just make it too cold again? Or to turn the heater down a bit? Or is there only one setting on it? I'm sure you'll be able to find a balance somehow. :]
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it happens to have a cool setting on it, |
Oh, that's nice. Hopefully that'll work alright and not be too hot yet be able to keep it warm enough. :]
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so didn't you say a little while ago that there was a new boy in your life? |
Yep, I do have a new boy in my life, and he's amazing and brilliant and he makes me smile. The few times that he's been around Norah, he's so wonderful with her, but I don't want him around her too much just in case. I'm super wary about commitment, but he doesn't push, and thankfully from what I've told him, he understands my reasons why. We're taking things slow, I've not told him I love him yet, but I know that I do. I'm just afraid - but he's told me that he understand, and won't push me into anything I'm not comfortable with. He's told me that he loves me, but understands why I can't say it back right now, and just because he's said it he doesn't expect me to be able to say it back right now, given my history.
Here's a picture of me and him. :] http://oi41.tinypic.com/2vd1gth.jpg |
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Awww, thanks dear!!
Yeah, me too, it puts a lot less stress on me and makes me feel better! But he does make me happy! [yes] Although the fact that I'm dating a guy makes it so much harder for me to feel like I can come out as bi to my parents as I know that they'd not get it because I can already understand the whole "but you're dating Daniel." coming from them because they have met him, and know that I am dating him. >.< Ugh! But Danny does make me happy, so I'll just go with this, and see how things play out. |
honestly, that seems like the best option, |
The sad thing is, is that I know that my parents won't accept me if they knew the truth. :[ My brother and his wife know (and they're ok with it, thankfully), but I made them promise not to tell mom and dad. They'll seriously disown me. I know it. :[[ Makes me sad.
But for now, I'll just go with this. Danny knows that I'm Bi, but knows that I am committed, even though some things make me skittish, to our relationship, and he is ok with it. He definitely makes me happy. [heart] |
I'm glad they know and you have some support. |
Yeah, my parents are both strong set in their religious beliefs... blah. :[
I agree, it pisses me off to have to hide that part of me. :[ But I need their support with Norah, and my life right now, and I can't risk putting that all in jeopardy. *sighs* Norah at least needs one set of grandparents in her life. I'll not do that to her. He is super wonderful. [heart] Thanks! Me too! *crosses her fingers* [yes] |
I really don't understand how people can be that |
I totally agree with you totally, dear! [yes]
But really, there's no changing it, and I'm not going to risk it, especially now. Both Norah and I need their support. If I feel more comfortable later being honest with them, then I will, but who knows. |
of course, it's completely understandable to feel the way you do, |
Yeah. But who knows what the future holds. It's all a mystery.
I think I probably should get to bed, as I am getting tired, and I do have to be up somewhat early with Norah, although she does somewhat sleep in. But not much. Depends on the day. *lol* |
well I hope you get lots of sleep [hug] |
Thanks dear! I hope that you sleep well too when you get there!
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whoa it's 2am, |
Awwww! I do hope that you did manage to get at least some sleep, hon!
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heh. it was a late night, |
*snuggles with Clock's thread and goes to sleep* [zzz] |
-tucks Nisty in- |
Sorry to hear that sleep wasn't cooperating with you. :( That's not cool of it.
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