I think I'm going to head off to bed, as I can't seem to make myself find anything right - I'll see y'all around!

~crys~ I was gonna eats dys pie and now its all splatted t.t

Yeah, that did help, but now I have to deal with the memories that are just flooding back. It makes my days hard to get through at times. *hugs* I'm not a fan of March much, I used to love my Birthday month, but now it just makes me realize that I'm another year older and he's not here. I'm thinking of possibly heading off to bed, and attempting to sleep.

Thanks. Lately they've not been all that great, but one can hope.

The closest store to me is like a freakn 10 mile walk and I got a bad foot omg this just super stinkx ;( I need a car

Ooh yes, My plans are all coming together perfectly.

I'm trying to be as strong as I can for them all, I had my mum take Becca today, because I don't like crying in front of her. When mom left, I sort of broke down today.
Thankfully mum was free last minute. *hugs* It means a lot. [hug]
I just don't feel as strong as everyone thinks I am, right now. It's a daily struggle lately. But I just have to make it past the 23rd. I can do this, even it is just one hour at a time. I'm sort of still here, I'm not feeling like getting up. I may just disappear randomly. We'll see how this all goes.

Of course they don't speak to me, They're plans.

o.o my plans speak too me though o.o

Thankyou I was looking at avi and was hmm what can I add to that hand I had the gold coffee cup there n it looked kinda funny n I found coin way in back of closet , :)

He is, I know it. He would hate that I am sad, he would head smack me. But life without him is just not right, and this is being said seven years later. I do have my husband and daughters, but it's just not complete without Carlie in it. Part of me is missing, and I can't do anything to get it back. :(
Mum was a lifesaver today, it did help, but at the same time - I'm just so exhausted, mentally and physically, and the nightmares don't help either. It's my life and I've learned to live with it - even though it's not something i'd wish upon anyone, ever. It really is just hard. Harder than words can express really.
*hugs* Sorry to hear about your friend. :( It is hard losing someone close to us, it really is. [hug]

It may help? I don't really know. I've never really tried.

One for today that Jon, his boyfriend at the time when Carlie passed, reminded me of at his son's birthday party, was the time when Carlie managed to flip over the couch, like tripped and did a roll - somersault (kinda) - and landed on the floor on the other side, sitting down. And neither of us can remember what was going on to cause that all to happen. Just that we were all kinda like "omg, did that just happen?" and then all three of us busted up laughing.

Hey Anarchy- I'll probably be sending your stuff back soonish. I have more avvies to make.