Sweetie 2600 is only trying to understand and offer some advice. I don't think she's trying to make excuses. She's just saying how rare it is to actually get a respectful roommate.

*huggles tight*

2600: Moving would only add more stress to me... which is something I can't handle right now... I'm honestly about ready to just buckle under how much stress I'm under. :/ To me, though... Asking for someone to respect someone else, especially living in this close of an environment... in 8 years of college... I HAVE NEVER had this much issues with roommates and them not respecting me as a person. I respect them... although that's going down the drain fast. but I WOULD NEVER treat someone they way that they treat me... EVER... Even though I hate them, and can't stand them. The only time that they ever talk to me is to berate me and treat me like crap... AFTER they told me point blank at the beginning of the semester "We don't want a stressful living environment... " yet they are doing this to themselves, and I'm to the point where I DO NOT EVEN THINK I WANT TO FINISH THIS DEGREE despite being a week and a half plus one more semester away from finishing... -.- I just want to run away... AND NEVER LOOK BACK.

And I can guarantee that all that anyone would be able to do is to move me... not them, they're the issue. I am not moving. No. No no no no. -.- I move, they win. -.- They get away with treating me like crap. They have expressed that they want me out of here, at the beginning of the semester. Basically they don't want me here, they've made that PERFECTLY CLEAR! Clear as day. Because apparently they hate me for no apparent reason. And basically I do not even feel welcome in a home that I'm paying for monthly to live in... JUST LIKE THEM. *scream, and hides in a dark corner and thinks about disappearing*

Lavi: Yeah, I know.... bleh... Doesn't stop me from wishing I never said anything in the first place... *clings* In 8 years of dorming.. I HAVE never had this much trouble with respect from a roommate... EVER. So for me, honestly saying that it is hard... no it is isn't hard to respect someone else, I've not had this much trouble. UGH! *bangs her head into a wall* T_T

Is there a way you could leave the degree and then re-join it another year once you've sorted stuff out and feel better? You get chance to go back right? Or is it too late for that?

At this point... if I leave, I will NEVER go back. That is not an option. Either I stay here, and suffer... or I leave and regret it because I have basically just wasted 8 years of my life on nothing. -.-

If i could i'd come over there during the christmas break and personally move your stuff in to another dorm for the last semester, so you don't have the stress of having to do it yourself!

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WOuld it really be a waste though? You still have the previous 8 years of knowledge and experience. And maybe you could take the last semester another time? I'm sure there's an option for that, maybe distance learning?

Aww, thanks! [hug] I'm really picky though with moving my things, and I've had issues with people moving my stuff -I can never find things. [sweat] (My mom loves to rearrange my room at home and it throws me off as I can never find anything.) I'm just so tired of all of this. I just don't think I can even put up with it for another semester. They really need to be sat down and told that basically this is not ok behavior, but I can't prove it - it's my word against theirs... :/ And they'll gang up, know it, and say that they weren't doing anything wrong. And that it's all my fault. (Because they have done that in the past. Basically told me that things are my fault.)

I dunno, it just worries me, cause the more you talk about it these last few weeks, you have been getting graudally more worked up about it. I don't think you can make it to May. I get how you feel when you are so close to the end but you have to think about your health. It's much more important than a degree.

At this rate - I'd probably be moved out of the building that I'm in, which I'm in because I want the community... so basically they'd be chasing me out of the community that I'm here for... -.-

And I don't think I can make it till May either.

Oh dear Amane xDD

*snuggles Cloud*

I'm just glad that whatever happens, it will be over by next Summer.

Yeah... I just don't know if I can even make it till next summer.. :/ Because at this rate... I doubt I will.

Maybe after you've rested during the christmas break you will feel more ready to tackle the stress of trying to sort the situation out? Like moving dorm rooms or at least getting somebody to tell them to stop being bullies!

I know that moving rooms would cause more stress... It stresses me out just thinking about it. And I highly doubt anyone can do anything about them. As no one else has seen them treat me this way.

But they're basically bullying you, they can't just ignore it if you constantly tell somebody how horrible they are and how depressed they're making you. I mean surely you wouldn't lie. Wanting to leave one semester short of graduating is obviously saying there's a problem. You just need to trust them to help before you snap. If you told somebody what you tell us in here they'd know it was at crisis point.

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Not everybody see's bad situations except the victim, even the bullies themselves quite often don't realise how bad they're acting. It's up to you to make other people believe that what they are doing is hurting you and your education. Keeping it quiet because you are worried nobody will do anything, is only going to make it continue, and that's something i don't think you can deal with much longer.

SOrry if i'm not helping hun i'm probably just stressing you out more, it's just making me angry that you feel so awful everyday and i can't do anything to help.

I'm not exactly a fighter but i'd definitely give it a try if i was close enough! D=

I've been working on writing an email to one of the higher ups - to see if there is anything he can do... And if he can't do anything, to ask him who I should talk to. Time to add yet another thing to my already insane list of things that need to get done. :/

HOW VERY DARE YOU! NAUGHTY CORNER NOW AMEHH! [illgetu]

Get in line. [yes] My sister in Australia wishes that she wasn't half way across the world right now because of them. And she's not one that you want to cross.

Well please do it Cloud. Because it sounds like you are putting off asking for help because you are worried it won't work. Not trying definitely doesnt work. At least if you TRY then they know. Even if it doesnt work, they will be aware of the situation so if you report their behavior again somebody will speak to them about it.

If only they could just stay out of your way, but its not that easy when you live together is it D=

I just have to figure out when I ask him when we could meet as I'm busy like all week with getting essays and work and stuff done... :/

Remind me not to annoy your sister at any point then, i've never really been in a fight haha. I shout at people sometimes but only if i know they won't hit me xDDD
(like my brothers friends)

Oh God this morning two of them were arguing so bloody loud in the garden i thought a neighbor would ring the police, i had to go down and personally break it up.

Now there's an example of disrespect! My mums disabled and resting (and she hardly sleeps i'll have you know) then two drunk idiots start arguing as loud as anything right outside our house, waking her up and scaring her in to thinking her windows or belonging are about to get broken.

THIS IS WHEN BIATCH LAVI WAKES UP