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I'm so excited uvu hummer you look cute with that nose
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At least you're getting them done, one at a time. [hug]
I know about starting to fall asleep - I just need to stop watching this show. XD Darn you netflix and automatically going to the next episode. xDD |
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The 25th! Hes so handsome and hotheaded I don't know how we'll do in person. *is the ugly sad type*
I want to poke it. It's telling me to poke it. |
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Haha, yeah - evil trap of doom... sucking one in.
*sighs and curls up in a corner* I swear this world is just an endless cycle of reminding me how everyone else seems to have someone else yet no one wants me... :/ D: And there goes my mood again... :( |
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Anyway I just wanted to share the news cos I knew you'd be happy to hear it. I'm off to bed. You both take care~
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And I've really not had a serious boyfriend... no I take that back. I have not had a serious boyfriend... Yeah, sorry, I really don't believe it - and basically lately it is just like everyone else around is is shoving their happiness down my throat... I'm so just sick of having to act happy for everyone - all I want to do is scream. -.- Sorry if I don't believe it if there is someone out there for me - because NO ONE at all gives me the time of day. -.- |
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Doesn't look like everyone is happy for me..
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Sorry, I'm just tired of feeling like I'm expected to be happy for everyone... when I'm tired of smiling and acting like I'm ok. When I'm not. I can't just smile and act happy when all I want to do is scream... Sorry, I'll just go...
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Eh. That's okay, you don't need everyone to be happy for you. All that really matters is that you and your lover are happy, ne? Gratz Goats.
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I've given up on online dating... the men on there are all jerks anyways.
The last time I tried dating someone I met online - he faked attempting to kill himself and blamed it all on me.... -.- And then I caught him in the lie... -.- And I don't have the money to pay for anything worth my time. Everyone else my age is either in a steady relationship, engaged, or married... with kids. No one else takes 8 years to get a degree that should only take 4. At this rate, I honestly don't believe that there is someone for me... I'm to the point of just wanting to scream, and run away from life. I'm not even sure I can get myself to finish this semester... I'm so low on motivation. And being this happy smiling person that most people think I am, is starting to feel like it's just a screen that I hide behind, because I really am not. Because right now, I'm just breaking apart and struggling so hard to try to keep myself from falling apart completely. I'm just the one who will always be alone because I don't believe that there is someone out there for me. Why would there be? Apparently I don't deserve love. -.- Sorry, I'll just go. |
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Morning everyone 'waves'
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Yeah, but I can almost guarantee that if it comes to that, I'll be that one that no one wants to be around, because the one who I fell for in high school ... is gay. (nothing against that and I am glad that he's finally able to be true to himself). True, but still... I have people who rub it in my face and because they're happy... apparently I'm not allowed to just want to scream. I'm so close to just cutting so many people out of my life because of it. Just because someone's life is perfect doesn't mean that everyone elses life is perfect. I'm just tired of feeling like I need to smile and act like I'm fine - when I'm not. I can't even pretend to act happy for someone anymore. Faking a smile and saying "Oh, I'm happy..." No, sorry, I can't do that. -.- And right now everything is to the point where I don't even know if I can make it to May... I'm just so ready to run away from school screaming because I'm to the point of hating it. -.- And I know my roommates would love that. They'd have finally managed to run me out... -.- In other news: Some sort of bus just stopped on the road on the other side of the fence from my building and I think they dumped all their garbage on the road... And then drove off? :/ Disgusting! D: |
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I can't even find motivation to get anything done. I've spent the last three days trying to find it in me to actually get work done, when I've done nothing. :( 98 days 3 hours and 47 minutes - I have a count down on my tablet - yeah, it calculates it down to the minute. xD Stupid mean immature people drive me insane too... I'm so close to throwing away all their air fresheners... I'm tired of them feeling like it's ok to just change things we agreed upon... without asking me first. And the dorm people really not taking me seriously when I tell them what's going on. Yeah, it seems like it's trash, I can't really see very well from where I am in my room. It doesn't smell bad, so I don't think it is. It sounded like glass when they drove over part of it. I thought they had like a flat tire or something, but then they drove off. LA. I swear. |
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