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hummy 02-08-2015 09:36 AM


i'm working on trades
i so wanted to have them finished already
clearing out spam on Kin and nodding off

OnYourGoat 02-08-2015 09:37 AM

I'm so excited uvu hummer you look cute with that nose

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 09:37 AM

At least you're getting them done, one at a time. [hug]
I know about starting to fall asleep - I just need to stop watching this show. XD
Darn you netflix and automatically going to the next episode. xDD

hummy 02-08-2015 09:37 AM


when do you get to see each other, goatie
*bows* why thank you so much

OnYourGoat 02-08-2015 09:41 AM

The 25th! Hes so handsome and hotheaded I don't know how we'll do in person. *is the ugly sad type*

I want to poke it. It's telling me to poke it.

hummy 02-08-2015 09:41 AM

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Originally Posted by CloudDreamer (Post 1773195142)
At least you're getting them done, one at a time. [hug]
I know about starting to fall asleep - I just need to stop watching this show. XD
Darn you netflix and automatically going to the next episode. xDD


LOL, i know, right

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 09:43 AM

Haha, yeah - evil trap of doom... sucking one in.

*sighs and curls up in a corner* I swear this world is just an endless cycle of reminding me how everyone else seems to have someone else yet no one wants me... :/ D: And there goes my mood again... :(

hummy 02-08-2015 09:43 AM

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Originally Posted by OnYourGoat (Post 1773195147)
The 25th! Hes so handsome and hotheaded I don't know how we'll do in person. *is the ugly sad type*

I want to poke it. It's telling me to poke it.


i hope it all goes well for the both of you
poke it, poke it!!!!! [poke]

OnYourGoat 02-08-2015 09:44 AM

Anyway I just wanted to share the news cos I knew you'd be happy to hear it. I'm off to bed. You both take care~

hummy 02-08-2015 09:46 AM

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Originally Posted by CloudDreamer (Post 1773195150)
Haha, yeah - evil trap of doom... sucking one in.

*sighs and curls up in a corner* I swear this world is just an endless cycle of reminding me how everyone else seems to have someone else yet no one wants me... :/ D: And there goes my mood again... :(


i know you don't think so right now,
but there is someone out there for you
have a little faith, cloudie, i'll have a lot of faith

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 09:48 AM

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Originally Posted by hummy (Post 1773195153)

i know you don't think so right now,
but there is someone out there for you
have a little faith, cloudie, i'll have a lot of faith

Yeah, people keep saying that... Yet I'm 26... and never been kissed.
And I've really not had a serious boyfriend... no I take that back. I have not had a serious boyfriend...
Yeah, sorry, I really don't believe it - and basically lately it is just like everyone else around is is shoving their happiness down my throat... I'm so just sick of having to act happy for everyone - all I want to do is scream. -.-
Sorry if I don't believe it if there is someone out there for me - because NO ONE at all gives me the time of day. -.-

hummy 02-08-2015 09:48 AM

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Originally Posted by OnYourGoat (Post 1773195152)
Anyway I just wanted to share the news cos I knew you'd be happy to hear it. I'm off to bed. You both take care~


i am very happy to hear it, goatie
good night and sweet dreams <3

OnYourGoat 02-08-2015 09:49 AM

Doesn't look like everyone is happy for me..

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 09:51 AM

Sorry, I'm just tired of feeling like I'm expected to be happy for everyone... when I'm tired of smiling and acting like I'm ok. When I'm not. I can't just smile and act happy when all I want to do is scream... Sorry, I'll just go...

Dystopia 02-08-2015 09:52 AM

Eh. That's okay, you don't need everyone to be happy for you. All that really matters is that you and your lover are happy, ne? Gratz Goats.

hummy 02-08-2015 09:54 AM

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Originally Posted by CloudDreamer (Post 1773195154)
Yeah, people keep saying that... Yet I'm 26... and never been kissed.
And I've really not had a serious boyfriend... no I take that back. I have not had a serious boyfriend...
Yeah, sorry, I really don't believe it - and basically lately it is just like everyone else around is is shoving their happiness down my throat... I'm so just sick of having to act happy for everyone - all I want to do is scream. -.-
Sorry if I don't believe it if there is someone out there for me - because NO ONE at all gives me the time of day. -.-


remember giving the dress and goldies away today
then out of the blue you had a random donation of 1000 goldies
well that's kind of how life works, you put good out and good returns
be happy for goatie, she isn't shoving her happiness down your throat
she knows i worry about her unhappiness and how mean people are to her
so this sliver of happiness is a blessing for her and makes me happy for them
no one knows what life brings us, hopefully only good things, but tough times
make the sweet times all the sweeter and i know you will find happiness someday
probably in the most unlikely place at the most unlikely time in your young life, cloudie
don't think of life as unhappy because you are healthy, your family is healthy,
you're getting a good education in a field you love and excel at, thankfully.
life is what we make of it, the good and the bad, the happy and the sad
i truly believe God makes someone for each and every one of us
have you tried a Christian online sight
i love you and i know you will be loved


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oops i meant site
sight is always on my mind

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 10:01 AM

I've given up on online dating... the men on there are all jerks anyways.
The last time I tried dating someone I met online - he faked attempting to kill himself and blamed it all on me.... -.-
And then I caught him in the lie... -.-
And I don't have the money to pay for anything worth my time.
Everyone else my age is either in a steady relationship, engaged, or married... with kids.
No one else takes 8 years to get a degree that should only take 4.
At this rate, I honestly don't believe that there is someone for me...
I'm to the point of just wanting to scream, and run away from life.
I'm not even sure I can get myself to finish this semester... I'm so low on motivation.
And being this happy smiling person that most people think I am, is starting to feel like it's just a screen that I hide behind, because I really am not.
Because right now, I'm just breaking apart and struggling so hard to try to keep myself from falling apart completely.
I'm just the one who will always be alone because I don't believe that there is someone out there for me.
Why would there be? Apparently I don't deserve love. -.-
Sorry, I'll just go.

hummy 02-08-2015 10:02 AM

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Originally Posted by OnYourGoat (Post 1773195156)
Doesn't look like everyone is happy for me..


as long as you and your handsome hothead are happy life is good



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Originally Posted by CloudDreamer (Post 1773195169)
I've given up on online dating... the men on there are all jerks anyways.
The last time I tried dating someone I met online - he faked attempting to kill himself and blamed it all on me.... -.-
And then I caught him in the lie... -.-
And I don't have the money to pay for anything worth my time.
Everyone else my age is either in a steady relationship, engaged, or married... with kids.
No one else takes 8 years to get a degree that should only take 4.
At this rate, I honestly don't believe that there is someone for me...
I'm to the point of just wanting to scream, and run away from life.
I'm not even sure I can get myself to finish this semester... I'm so low on motivation.
And being this happy smiling person that most people think I am, is starting to feel like it's just a screen that I hide behind, because I really am not.
Because right now, I'm just breaking apart and struggling so hard to try to keep myself from falling apart completely.
I'm just the one who will always be alone because I don't believe that there is someone out there for me.
Why would there be? Apparently I don't deserve love. -.-
Sorry, I'll just go.


never give up, never
you can always lean on me

just to let you know some people take awhile
my mom's youngest sister was positive she would never marry
she didn't want kids and never found anyone interesting to date
she found a 'friend' she loved being around, thought he was gay
so they are 'besties' for years and finally they decided to date
they risked their friendship and it worked, she was shocked!
she was almost twice your age! so there is always hope.
and about how long it's taking, don't worry.
some people have to quite college and never finish.
how ever long it takes, is how long it's meant to take.
you changed majors and that added time to your graduation


star2000shadow 02-08-2015 10:19 AM

Morning everyone 'waves'

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 10:27 AM

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Originally Posted by hummy (Post 1773195172)

as long as you and your handsome hothead are happy life is good



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never give up, never
you can always lean on me

just to let you know some people take awhile
my mom's youngest sister was positive she would never marry
she didn't want kids and never found anyone interesting to date
she found a 'friend' she loved being around, thought he was gay
so they are 'besties' for years and finally they decided to date
they risked their friendship and it worked, she was shocked!
she was almost twice your age! so there is always hope.
and about how long it's taking, don't worry.
some people have to quite college and never finish.
how ever long it takes, is how long it's meant to take.
you changed majors and that added time to your graduation


The last time I put myself out there, I got so badly burned.... And then he had the freaking GUTS to tell me that 'it'll be ok'. You know how FREAKING hard it is for me to trust anyone after what HE did to me. -.- Who fakes attempting to kill themselves... for a joke... -.-
Yeah, but I can almost guarantee that if it comes to that, I'll be that one that no one wants to be around, because the one who I fell for in high school ... is gay. (nothing against that and I am glad that he's finally able to be true to himself).
True, but still... I have people who rub it in my face and because they're happy... apparently I'm not allowed to just want to scream. I'm so close to just cutting so many people out of my life because of it. Just because someone's life is perfect doesn't mean that everyone elses life is perfect. I'm just tired of feeling like I need to smile and act like I'm fine - when I'm not. I can't even pretend to act happy for someone anymore. Faking a smile and saying "Oh, I'm happy..." No, sorry, I can't do that. -.-

And right now everything is to the point where I don't even know if I can make it to May... I'm just so ready to run away from school screaming because I'm to the point of hating it. -.- And I know my roommates would love that. They'd have finally managed to run me out... -.-

In other news: Some sort of bus just stopped on the road on the other side of the fence from my building and I think they dumped all their garbage on the road... And then drove off? :/ Disgusting! D:

hummy 02-08-2015 10:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by star2000shadow (Post 1773195183)
Morning everyone 'waves'


good morning, sweet star


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Quote:

Originally Posted by CloudDreamer (Post 1773195185)
The last time I put myself out there, I got so badly burned.... And then he had the freaking GUTS to tell me that 'it'll be ok'. You know how FREAKING hard it is for me to trust anyone after what HE did to me. -.- Who fakes attempting to kill themselves... for a joke... -.-
Yeah, but I can almost guarantee that if it comes to that, I'll be that one that no one wants to be around, because the one who I fell for in high school ... is gay. (nothing against that and I am glad that he's finally able to be true to himself).
True, but still... I have people who rub it in my face and because they're happy... apparently I'm not allowed to just want to scream. I'm so close to just cutting so many people out of my life because of it. Just because someone's life is perfect doesn't mean that everyone elses life is perfect. I'm just tired of feeling like I need to smile and act like I'm fine - when I'm not. I can't even pretend to act happy for someone anymore. Faking a smile and saying "Oh, I'm happy..." No, sorry, I can't do that. -.-

And right now everything is to the point where I don't even know if I can make it to May... I'm just so ready to run away from school screaming because I'm to the point of hating it. -.- And I know my roommates would love that. They'd have finally managed to run me out... -.-

In other news: Some sort of bus just stopped on the road on the other side of the fence from my building and I think they dumped all their garbage on the road... And then drove off? :/ Disgusting! D:


i guess some people don't know how hurtful 'jokes' can be
and i think that is way beyond a hurtful, mean and wrong thing to do
Karma will get him!

with one more semester to go just concentrate on a day at a time
it's scary to complete something and then have the unknown
i hope your mom can help you through this last few weeks
i am always willing to listen or to try to help anytime

don't give the roommates the satisfaction
stupid mean people annoy me to no end!

what? a bus dumped their trash
i hope it wasn't their latrine!

CloudDreamer 02-08-2015 10:45 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by hummy (Post 1773195186)

good morning, sweet star


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i guess some people don't know how hurtful 'jokes' can be
and i think that is way beyond a hurtful, mean and wrong thing to do
Karma will get him!

with one more semester to go just concentrate on a day at a time
9it's scary to complete something and then have the unknown
i hope your mom can help you through this last few weeks
i am always willing to listen or to try to help anytime

don't give the roommates the satisfaction
stupid mean people annoy me to no end!

what? a bus dumped their trash
i hope it wasn't their latrine!

Yeah... He said it was the only way he saw to 'get away from me'... and then he wouldn't even tell me what I did wrong. I had started looking into grad schools... on the other side of the country, closer to him - considering to move cross the country, away from my family. (sure the top school for my major is on that side of the country, in DC, anyways.) But that's beyond the point.

I can't even find motivation to get anything done. I've spent the last three days trying to find it in me to actually get work done, when I've done nothing. :(
98 days 3 hours and 47 minutes - I have a count down on my tablet - yeah, it calculates it down to the minute. xD

Stupid mean immature people drive me insane too... I'm so close to throwing away all their air fresheners... I'm tired of them feeling like it's ok to just change things we agreed upon... without asking me first. And the dorm people really not taking me seriously when I tell them what's going on.

Yeah, it seems like it's trash, I can't really see very well from where I am in my room.
It doesn't smell bad, so I don't think it is. It sounded like glass when they drove over part of it.
I thought they had like a flat tire or something, but then they drove off. LA. I swear.

hummy 02-08-2015 10:52 AM

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Originally Posted by CloudDreamer (Post 1773195190)
Yeah... He said it was the only way he saw to 'get away from me'... and then he wouldn't even tell me what I did wrong. I had started looking into grad schools... on the other side of the country, closer to him - considering to move cross the country, away from my family. (sure the top school for my major is on that side of the country, in DC, anyways.) But that's beyond the point.

I can't even find motivation to get anything done. I've spent the last three days trying to find it in me to actually get work done, when I've done nothing. :(
98 days 3 hours and 47 minutes - I have a count down on my tablet - yeah, it calculates it down to the minute. xD

Stupid mean immature people drive me insane too... I'm so close to throwing away all their air fresheners... I'm tired of them feeling like it's ok to just change things we agreed upon... without asking me first. And the dorm people really not taking me seriously when I tell them what's going on.

Yeah, it seems like it's trash, I can't really see very well from where I am in my room.
It doesn't smell bad, so I don't think it is. It sounded like glass when they drove over part of it.
I thought they had like a flat tire or something, but then they drove off. LA. I swear.


some people are just hurtful dicks
i guess it makes them feel good somehow
i don't see how it does but i guess it must

i'm sorry the roommates are changing what was agreed upon
i hope it can be fixed or compromised somehow

hey at least it wasn't a body! LA kind of scares me
i've only been in LAX but no where in the city itself

star2000shadow 02-08-2015 10:52 AM

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Originally Posted by hummy (Post 1773195186)

good morning, sweet star


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i guess some people don't know how hurtful 'jokes' can be
and i think that is way beyond a hurtful, mean and wrong thing to do
Karma will get him!

with one more semester to go just concentrate on a day at a time
it's scary to complete something and then have the unknown
i hope your mom can help you through this last few weeks
i am always willing to listen or to try to help anytime

don't give the roommates the satisfaction
stupid mean people annoy me to no end!

what? a bus dumped their trash
i hope it wasn't their latrine!

Haven't exactly gone to bed yet and its arleady almost five thirty in the morning 'rubs face' oi im gonna be tired today haha.

hummy 02-08-2015 10:54 AM


oh i think it's neat you have the countdown on your tablet
i hope you find some motivation to help you get through things

sorry i'm getting tired and forgetting what i'm wanting to say
and i'm not saying things very well either, i apologize for that


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Quote:

Originally Posted by star2000shadow (Post 1773195194)
Haven't exactly gone to bed yet and its arleady almost five thirty in the morning 'rubs face' oi im gonna be tired today haha.


you need to sleep!


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