I think the reason I don't like Diablo 3 is because I can't just buy the box set and play it whenever I want. I have to p2p (at least that was my understanding with the Trial)

And I play the expanded Diablo 2 Lord of Destruction, so there are 7 characters to choose from :D I just enjoy older games more, because they are simplified. Don't get me wrong, if Diablo 2 had the graphic qualities of Diablo 3 I would be ecstatic lol

Hi Fuu.

I got two and a half hours of sleep this morning, and none at all the night before.
So five hours in two days. I'm on a roll!

Ava, are you alright?? Is something keeping you up at night? [:(]
I hope you'll be okay!

Well, I stopped taking my medication recently and I think insomnia is a withdrawal effect? She I was taking it, it made me sleep too much. Now that I'm not taking it, I don't sleep at all.

And I haven't eaten anything in two days and I felt incredibly nauseous, so that kept me awake a while too.

You guys don't know me, so I don't have to be scared to say this, I hear voices and they have really been kicking my ass with paranoia for the last couple of nights. Getting louder and louder each time I try to fall asleep.

Just a bunch of things piling up to create one, big, clusterfuck of problems that help to keep me awake at night, and the weird thing is, I'm not even tired. Or hungry.

I don't have any plans.
If I'm lucky I can draw today and maybe make some progress with my drawing and I can see my mom's pants.

How about you, Fuu?

Don't be afraid! This is a safe place [hug] I'm a schizophrenic, so I hear voices too. I see things too, but I haven't in a while. They use to keep me up all night and I was paranoid people were watching me like an experiment or something. I know exactly how you feel!!! I was never tired or hungry, just scared. They put me in the hospital for a long time, but if you can just be kind to yourself. Try and eat SOMETHING even if it's just yogurt or soup broth (something liquid). Don't force yourself to sleep, you'll go in eventually when your mind is ready. I'm always here if you need me! [hug]

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Nope! My plans were ruined by my boyfriend [:)]
I was going to go on a date with him... go to a movie and a nice dinner...

But we got into a screaming match last night, so unless he apologizes I'm not saying a word to him. [angel]

IT IS!!! We very rarely fight.... maybe once in a blue moon.
It's usually just very petty squabbles that clear up in a few hours, but this was awful.

I deserve better than that.

Yes! Yes, that is exactly how I'm feeling right now.
I'm kind of worried because I have been to the hospital before and I hate it very much. Every time I had gone inpatient, I noticed the events that led up to it, I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't eating and I stopped taking care of myself. (Personal hygiene stuff) I'm doing my best to not have to go back to the hospital because I HATE the hospital.
That's why I called my therapist three times in three hours.

Truthfully, I feel very nauseous, like I'm going to throw up any second, (which is weird because I haven't eaten anything, so if I threw up nothing would come out!) and I don't want to eat because I have a horrible fear of vomiting.

I'm so slow at typing!

Did my avatar make you think of it? XD

I will definitely try that, Fuu!!
Thank you so much for the suggestions!

I have some mint that I bought from the farmer's market the other day, I can put that in some tea and drink it once I get downstairs.