(I have to say, I love your mule's username! I'm surprised that no one already had it! :D)

Well I feel like everyone just takes me for granted and takes advantage, like as soon as they need someone to complain to... I'm there, what about me? -.- What about how that all makes me feel? -.-

Well I just feel like over all... people feel like being considerate and actually treating those they consider to be friends with respect is too much to ask. At least that's how I feel. I'm just that fucking person who everyone feels the need to always go to as I WILL LISTEN, but sorry, I expect friends to be there for me as well. -.-

Yeah - I'm learning the hard way that finding real friends is hard. I'm meeting quite a few liars - and people who swear they aren't like everyone else... YET guess what.... THEY are.

You say that it shouldn't be too much to ask for, yet I feel like most everyone feels like it is too much to ask for. Whatever happened to treating fellow humans with respect and kindness and decency? :/ Meh. That's how I feel - ugh, meh, bleh. EXTREMELY EXTREMELY BAD. I've been on the verge of crying all afternoon and can't let myself. Because I refuse to let anyone around me know how badly I'm hurting. Time to push it all back inside, because no one really wants to hear the whole mess... -.- How fucked up I really am... -.- I just get told time and time again that it's not a big deal and I am making a bigger mess out of things than I should. -.-

And I honestly do regret coming back... I shouldn't have come back. I only made things worse. -.-

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And then there is an art commission that I commissioned last December... that I still haven't fucking gotten... -.- PISSES me off. LIKE NO other, but has nothing to do, other than the whole thing of people SAYING they'll get to things... But never fucking follow through. -.- DESPITE promising that they will.... -.-

Thanks, I'm surprised too!

Yeah, I totally get it. I don't like it when people do that to me, so I know it's only fair not to do that to other people. Friends should listen to each other. After all, friendships are only made stronger when friends talk to each other.

When friends don't talk often, it causes problems. :( I definitely know that!


Did you remind them about it? :(
I don't know, maybe they got really busy and forgot about the commission? Hopefully they didn't, but I don't think it should take six months to finish a commission, but I don't know them and I don't know what's going on in their life, so I really shouldn't judge haha. [sweat]

Welcome!!

Yeah well that's how most people seem to treat me... and I'm seriously ABOUT TO SCREAM. I'm SO FUCKING OVER IT. Apparently how I feel about anything NEVER fucking matters. -.- Either that or people just think that I'm someone not worth talking to except to fucking complain to. -.- SO SO SO FUCKING OVER ALL OF THIS.

Oh, I have, no reply. I get that life happens. I truly do. But as a customer... I WOULD appreciate being told "hey, something come up. It's going to take a bit longer to do your commission." -.- You remember that commission I Was telling you about when I left Mene months back - yep... that's it. -.- Now I'm being told that I need to stop complaining, she's a mod... she has other responsibilities yadda yadda yadda... BEING told how to act... SO OVER ALL OF THIS... These high and mighty people.... -.- TYPICAL. Sorry, but no... I'm fucking frustrated and annoyed. -.- It shouldn't take fucking months to do a commission that was a simple commission that I asked for during the Christmas EVENT... MONTHS AGO!! -.-

Coming back was a fucking mistake. A huge fucking mistake. BIG ASS MISTAKE. I should not have let myself come back at all... -.-

I totally get it.
It's SUPER frustrating when people do that! >.< Your feelings matter to me. But I understand, when people only complain to you and don't offer a "how are you doing?" it's super incredibly frustrating.

I will shoot you an email. I don't want you to feel you have to stay here if you don't want to. :( I think my email is glitching again, I got your last email and I thought I sent it, but I guess it didn't make it through. I'll re-respond to your last sent email and then I'll shoot you another re this conversation if you want?

Yeah, that's not good customer service at all. The least they could have done was given you an update on how the commission was coming along, or at least tell you if something came up and let you know if they are still working on it or not.

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Just letting you know,
I'm getting pretty sleepy so I'll shoot over that email and then I'll probably just go to sleep if I can. x.x

Sleep beckons me...

It is frustrating, and I'm fucking sick of it. I see where people are - where they feel like they can just ignore how I'm FEELING because they don't get how to respond... yet feel like they can just dump their fucking problems on me... YAY more problems for me... LIKE I fucking need those. -.- I have enough of my own... thanks.

I don't think I can stay and I'm going to ask someone to just delete this thread because I don't want it... -.- No real reason for me to stay. Darn that your email is being annoying! :( I've had issues with Yahoo in the past, that's when I moved to MSN and then that started being annoying and I moved to Google, and stuck there. :] I have left a trail of abandoned email addresses behind me. xP Do what you want, I don't know where I'll be. Somewhere I suppose.

Yeah... but apparently I should just be quiet and let them get to it, despite the fact that the last time they said that if they take a break before getting to my commission I have a right to poke them... WELL they have gotten a huge like 3 month gap (that was in MARCH) and now I'm starting to REALLY get pissed off. This is NOT ok. I'm so close to canceling the trade... telling her I don't want the commission and selling the items that I bought that she said she wanted... -.- Apparently despite her being someone who is upstanding and will do to the work... she doesn't feel like it's ok to keep customers UPDATED ON HOW THEIR COMMISSION IS COMING ALONG!!! *SCREAMS* I would have freaking understood if she told us that something came up, it may take a bit longer than she anticipated... but nope... NOTHING.

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Yeah... I just got a fucking harsh reminder of why I hate Mene... -.- Because of it I doubt I can get myself to stick around... *sighs* :(

Cloudie welcome back girl. I am glad to have you back.

Man I was reading through the list of invites, and Ava The Vampire: you'll enjoy this, and went Tom Hiddleston is on Mene?

Hehe.

You're so cute Silver Storm:

*Tom Hiddleston belongs to Ava*
(Okay, not actually, in reality he belongs to his own self, but on Mene, he belongs to Ava.)

@Cloudie

If you leave, I would definitely miss you, but I'm not going to try to pressure you into staying if you don't want to. :(
It's completely okay to feel how you do. I'd feel the same in that situation.

Silver Storm: I do not think that I will be sticking around. It's not good for my mental health and I'm currently dealing with some Jamberry drama - I have to go hobbyist, and I'm dealing with some EXTREME negativity and I'm to the point of REGRETTING joining up at the moment... I'm so over it right now... IT'S REALLY BAD. -.- I've pretty much been on my own as I've had no guidance for the last 2 1/2 months... And of course when I try to reach out, I get blamed for it BEING MY FAULT... -.- ALWAYS MY FUCKING FAULT.. So much easier just to blame me. -.- Apparently once again I'm just a fucking immature childish person... -.- I FUCKING GIVE UP!! *screams*
Not that that's the thing here... but... Last night I got a VERY VERY HARSH reminder of why I HATE mene, and that's all I'll say.

Ava/Tom: I did get the email last night - just wanted to LET you know that I did get it. =]

I can't stay in a place where people feel they can just treat me horribly - no one in here - this is regarding something that happened that I hope will be dealt with... but it was just a VERY VERY HARSH reminder why I chose to leave Mene all those months ago. I thought I could come back... but no, apparently I can't be here.

Alright! So now I know from now on I need to make sure to use my phone to respond to emails.

It's totally understandable if you want to leave, Cloudie. I don't blame you. It's not worth it if people are treating you poorly.

People wonder why Mene doesn't have a lot of people coming on anymore. I think that they need to realize that it's their extremely toxic behaviors that is making people leave MENE and not wanting to come back - just in general. Because mene has gotten toxic in the last few years - and that is NOT ok, but I can guarantee that is one of the reasons that people leave Mene and don't come back. Because they want to get AWAY from the toxicity of this place.

It is not as friendly and nice as it was when I originally joined.

I still will be around - maybe - for the next day or so... possibly, no guarantees.

Completely understandable. :(

Do what you feel is the best for you. [hug]

I have to wait for a few things to be figured out before I leave again. *stares at her inbox* Nope, not working to make things go faster. xP

Alright. We'll keep in contact outside of Mene!
I won't make any promises because I know I'm not that good at keeping them, but I will definitely do my best to make sure that I do my part to stay in contact! :)

Promises don't mean anything to me much anymore anyways so that's ok.
They're the same as the word "sorry" to me... people say they promise things, and then go ahead and break those promises when things get tough for them. -.-
And if you do, I'll be sure to write back. :]

Understandable.
Promises are hard to keep, so I don't make them anymore. Not unless it's something like, "Do you promise you'll eat my food I don't want?" Then that's a definite. Unless it has meat in it.

"Sorry"s are the same too. I say sorry a lot and while I do mean it, I understand that it loses it's value when you overuse it.

Sorry is just a word and so many people say sorry.... but their actions prove otherwise. [yes] TIME... and TIME again. And so many people HIDE behind the word sorry... that is NOT ok with me. And they use it as an excuse as if just saying it makes it better... no it doesn't... PROVE IT TO ME THAT YOU'RE SORRY... Don't say sorry but not fucking mean it. That's what I want to say... -.-

I agree with you, Cloudie.
Anyone can say "sorry". But actions speak louder than words.

Exactly, so the word sorry is a broken word to me because usually people's actions speak a different story than their 'words'. :/

Very true.
I think society is to blame for that. It says one thing, then does another.
Like, "We care about women", yet rape culture is alive and strong. Sad.

But also I think it depends on the person.

And that is sad - and for me it is a broken word no matter the person - I believe actions over words no matter who it is. [yes]

How's your day going? I see you're back to you? :P Giving Tom a break. hehe

That is understandable. It doesn't really matter who it is when it comes to broken promises, but I think the reasons why they break promises depends on the person. Not everyone is conditioned by society, some people are just mean people naturally.

Haha. My day is okay. My period started today and I was feeling crappy earlier, but I'm feeling better now. I have been home all day. I want to go out and do something. Yeah, I wanted to give Tom a break earlier, but I was already logged in with Tom, so I was like, "well, whatever. I'll be Tom I guess." xD How about you? Hows your day been?

I'm leaving. For Good... I will NEVER even attempt to come back... I FUCKING GIVE UP ON THIS FUCKING SITE.

GOOD BYE FOR EVER MENEWSHA.... IT WAS NOT GOOD KNOWING YOU... thank you oh so much for showing your fucking true colors. Anyone want my items, I don't fucking need them as I will not be coming back... EVER.

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Ava: Awww, that's no good, but hey, at least you're feeling better now. I've been home all day too. Eh, my day hasn't been good... I can not stay... selling EVERYTHING and leaving. :/ (All that I have in my inventory is all things I love too, but I can not stay... I give up... I'll explain what happened in my next email, off site. so they can't get me for 'breaking their precious rules'. -.-

---------- Post added 06-18-2015 at 01:21 PM ----------

I'm here.... posting only in here... and in my selling thread until my last things sell...

SELLING everything if anyone is interested.

All proceeds go to Charities - probably RAK - not yet decided.

llonka:
PLEASE delete this thread immediately because apparently from what I'm getting, I'm the fucking toxic immature person where and NO ONE wants me around. I DO not want this thread... FUCKING delete it -- I do not want it... GET RID OF IT.

And I will leave ALL OF MENE alone for good... GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE. -.- I'm so over this fucking site.

Well that makes sense.

I'm sorry girl. I am with Tom/Ava. I will miss you if you leave but I completely understand.