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jellysundae 04-04-2009 02:31 AM

I know...if the mods want to tell me off they're welcome to :twisted: most of the conversation stemmed from pictures posted, so it's all good. :)

I was talking to him at the time you were having your "spring clean"so he mentioned what you'd done. You want to know my amateur psyche evaluation on your behaviour habits? xD

My eyes are playing tricks on me, I though that was a penguin plush lying on the lawn for a second =_=

King of Bedlam 04-04-2009 02:32 AM

This is for pictures of the user.

You have a very nice coat Jennifer. :3

*pets you*

@jelly: Well, just wanted to make sure, thanks for clarifying

Jennifer 04-04-2009 02:33 AM

That's my second form, aren't I gorgeous? :D

jellysundae 04-04-2009 02:37 AM

Bunnies are nice, complex creatures though with all kinds of hidden meanings to what they do. Easily offended by the things humans do to them apparently!

King of Bedlam 04-04-2009 02:38 AM

you are adorable.... *pets you some more*

@jelly: I agree.... so many secrets..... so many [link]

Jennifer 04-04-2009 02:41 AM

Honestly, it was wrong of me to do what I did. And it'd be really wrong of me to trash talk him in here. I adore the guy, but he's a closed book that doesn't want to be open. And I ended up telling him what I think. Which I guess wasn't best to do. u___u But he doesn't tell me anything anymore, so it kind of upset me, ya know.

Yes, do tell. :gonk:

OO~ here's another picture I found (which I've probably post a long time ago). I was eighteen in this photograph. Don't look it, do I?
http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/f...enniferOO2.jpg

jellysundae 04-04-2009 02:42 AM

Wow Kibs, that's...weird! xD

EDIT: Jenny. I said I think it's a kind of defense mechanism of yours. That when you get stressed and don't know how to deal with what life's throwing at you, you kind of punish yourself by intentionally cutting yourself off from friends and family by doing dumb things <.< >.>

He's a very private guy I suppose, we used to talk a lot when he was on more, but he's not one for divulging personal info, you need to use subterfuge to get stuff out of him by suprise xD

Jennifer 04-04-2009 02:47 AM

Holy crap, I second that. o___O

King of Bedlam 04-04-2009 02:47 AM

@jelly: Its a song by horse the band, its a good band :3

@jenn: Yeah.... well x.x..... we all talk shit every once and a while..... just explain yourself and i'm sure he will understand.... i hope he will anyway :/

Secrets of bunnies answered by the link below.

You don't.... you look pretty though^^

I have to go soon x.x

jellysundae 04-04-2009 02:51 AM

She's not talking bad about him though, and while the poor guy may be mortified to be the subject of public discussion xD he's honestly one of the most understanding guys that I know, So I'd be suprised if he reacted badly.

King of Bedlam 04-04-2009 02:53 AM

Hmmm... x.x.... i'm confused..... but.... its none of my business.... i just hope the best....

CK 04-04-2009 02:57 AM

Daw... :hug: <-- For King (King-King, not Bedlam-King, sorry) and Jennifer.

You two are such sweethearts that I'm honestly shocked that you guys are still somewhat on the outs. (I've no idea when this happened, mind you, as I don't sign onto MSN so I don't get to talk to King very often, just I assume that either of you two would be able to make up with anyone you wanted to be friends with within a few days. o.o )

None of my business as I know neither of you as much as I'd like to. :B

King of Bedlam 04-04-2009 03:04 AM

haha, i'm not offended XD.... anyway.... I'm going to step off, its late and i have to prepare to get off of work.... nice talking to everyone. Everyone on this forum is officially on my awesome list (even you CK). Thanks for an excellent conversation^^

Jennifer 04-04-2009 03:05 AM

*cough*X


I don't think he knows how much it kills me to NOT talk to him. I'm not requesting he be there all the time, because I know he's busy and all. But did I mention that I have been slightly jealous pf you, jelly? :lol: After he got on staff, he pretty much changed. And there would be times he was too busy to talk to me because he was talking to you. And I was throwing darts at a picture of you on my wall...(totally kidding of course). :XD Hey, I was happy for him, trust me. But curse him for being a guy! They're so stubborn on their own terms. >___> He's an awesome friend, there are times he let me in on his secrets and whatnot. But then he just sort of cut me out for the longest while. He is so hard to get to anymore. So I got mad and went out my stupid outrage that I did. :( And trust me, it's been bothering me for so long and now it just feels great to get it all out. I miss him, but I don't think he misses me. I guess I figured he would have messaged me saying, "WTFMATE?" or something.

Many people have no idea that we was friends. Because we only really talk on MSNM, not the forums. :lol
edit; Aww, thanks CK. :hug:

Also note, that I accept and know my behavior was childish. It was very wrong of me to go on the deleting spree. Also, I do not like him more than a friend. He's just a close friend that I've cared a lot about; as friends do.

CK 04-04-2009 03:34 AM

XD Yay, even me! Thanks Bedlam. XD

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Jennifer - lol! I know what you mean. I've had a lot of extremely close friends - to the point that we'd call each other "husband" and "wife". So people would kind of give me that sidelong look when I talked about them. Even if they were gay with a boyfriend or a girl.

I also fully understand the jealousy over a friend's time/attention. It doesn't mean that you want them to be more than friends it just means you selfishly want as much of their time as you can have. XD Even if we know intellectually it doesn't make them any less of your friend if they spend time with other friends, it can still be disappointing.

I sulked when I realized my friend in Australia would be off for three days from work... the same three days I'd be gone to Momocon. :c Sometimes we can go weeks without being able to talk to each other, so a few days in a row is a treat. XD And she was disappointed at the scheduling too.

Rambling so much right now, though. Just saying I understand.

Jennifer 04-04-2009 03:48 AM

I like this feature.X


It's always bothered me to know that HE might think I like him. Even though I've told him a plethora of times, that I only like him as a friend.

It only really bothered me, because he doesn't get on that often. So when he did, I wanted to talk to him. But he didn't really want to. I should respect that. There are times when friends need their space and whatnot. I didn't quite fully comprehend that til later on. But for some reason, I wouldn't let it get beneath my skin.

I have just been more upset that (I'm guessing it's a guy thing) he didn't really care to talk as often as myself. Which again, is quite very silly for me to be upset over. I've known him for over two years now and things have just been going down lately. Since he wouldn't share much about himself, I thought I'd share my life. But I definitely am too open (as I've stated many times before.) and he's more of a guy that likes to keep things more private. Which is totally cool. I actually wish I could be more private about my life and whatnot. He's a great role model in that sense. But sometimes, it's discouraging. Because without him saying much -- not much more is coming out of the friendship.

YET, wouldyaknowit. As much as all this is going on, I'd still suffer from not talking to him. Trust me, it's been a bit like hell between the last time I talked to him and...now. He's a friend that I care quite a lot about. I have myself to blame. But I feel he's somewhat at fault, too. Is that...wrong to think? :(

He's probably one of the smartest persons I know. He was fun to talk to and exchange links with, secrets, our life...ya know. I've always considered him my best friend.


Sorry for dropping all this in this thread. o-o
Here, I'll post a picture! :D
http://www.betsydorman.com/images/polaroid_empty.jpg
Oops, seems I must have jumped out of the picture. :O

jellysundae 04-04-2009 11:29 AM

Jen :hug: Life's complicated, huh? But I am sure that everything will work out in the end. Just no more darts, ok? xD

*rummages for a picture to keep things on topic*

Um, here's some bread that I made...that's on topic, right?

Jennifer 04-04-2009 11:59 AM

In too many ways to count. It's just nice to have people around for the support and advice. I messaged him an apology for being me being stupid. I hope he'll write back.

I ran out of darts a long time ago, I've been using sharpened pencils. :ninja: BAHAHA. :hug:

I love homemade bread, it's my favorite. :drool:

jellysundae 04-04-2009 05:25 PM

I like pencils! Yan saw the pot I have of them on my desk and he thinks I eat them now D: Lemme see if I can find the pic in my chat logs...

Here it is...
http://i5.photobucket.com/albums/y17...mmypencils.jpg

He draws lots of silly pictures at me xD

Jennifer 04-04-2009 07:03 PM

Well one can never have too many pencils. Now you can write with them AND enjoy them as a snack. :lol: Hey, at least your organized. :XD

I prefer pens and dry erase markers though, lol.

jellysundae 04-04-2009 07:49 PM

Doggy! You has sausage dog?

Jennifer 04-04-2009 08:31 PM

Mini Dachshund, his name is Samson - we had to give him away though. :cry: Now we got a big fat, stupid dog that stinks no matter how often you bathe him. >[
[email protected] dog. :XD

jellysundae 04-04-2009 08:42 PM

That's what we call them over here <.< >.>

Rylynne 04-05-2009 03:11 AM

Sausage dog! xDD;;

I called them sausage dogs till I figured out what their names actually are. xDD;; But then I like sticking to sausage dog (or hotdog dog xDD), because it sounds cuter. 8DD;;

Jennifer 04-05-2009 03:29 AM

Wiener dog is another name for them over here, heh. Which totally sounds weird. :XD


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