Kale congrats I hope you guys can make it to buy it would be so cool! <3

Awww your making me cry again...ugh...life can really suck sometime thank goodness for the few friends that I got. *Hugs Annie*

@Neko Kitty
I'm good, just tired from work

@DLV
I hope you know, whatever is troubling you, your friends here love and care about you.

I'm okay. Have you checked out the Sony Viao?

you will always have me sweetheart we all love you here, Tiger was worried too she asked me where you were we were all waiting for you *hugs* cheer up a little please !!! *hugs again*^talk to me in pm will you?

Vamp, when you speak to friends about problems it is not bothering them at all because your friend's want to be sure that you are all fine and happy. It saddens friends to know they can't do anything to help a friend.

I'm so sorry for making you guys worry...please don't be upset with me I can't handle that right now.

@Kale
You said that so much better than I did,
But I hope Vampie understood what I was trying to say.

If you all really want to know...to make the story short...my fiancee is breaking up with me and I'm moving back to Kansas and it just really hurts, plus I might be pregnant again and I can't afford to loose another child.

Aww.. I'm sorry Vampie... :(
I'm afraid to say I have to go now.
Feel free to PM me though and I'll reply when I can.


Bye everyone. I'll be back once my bro is off.

Later everyone I shouldn't be long.

*hugs Vampie* you will be ok hun you will ,.....Im so sorry you had to go through all this......I wish I were there...I was going to offer you maybe you wanna talk to me if you have a cellphone I could call you ...idk....talk a little....I feel so useless

@Kalie bye sweetie see you tomorrow!!!

-hugs Vampie tight-

Oh girl.
I hope you know you can talk to me anytime you want.
I was in very abusive marriage and it was 10 months of pure hell.

-hugs Kale-
goodnight girl

I just keep thinking that it's all my fault because I'm overly jealous and I can be a complete bitch to him but I don't mean to be...I love him so much I don't want to loose him...I went threw this before when I was engaged a couple years back, but this is different I love him so much more than I ever loved anyone. My whole body hurts and I can't stop crying.

Is there no way that you two can talk and try and sort things out.
I hate to see you sad girl.

No because we went through this a little over a week ago and he said we will work it out but he just told me today that he still feels the same way.

Awww....but what if you are pregnant? he doesnt think about that????
What will his parents say?

I really don't know...I seriously don't think it would change anything, besides I don't want him to stay with me just because of a child...relationships never work that way. He's been talking to his father about it alot aparently because they work together and go drive everywhere together, so obviously they aren't going to say anything.

I see....of course Im not saying you should stay cause of the kid but I mean....if he cares...he will have tofind you a place...he cannot just kick you away......

He hasn't really talked much about it...I guess he wants to find out if I am pregnant before talking about what's going to happen with that. He's buying me a pregnancy test tomorrow to find out if I am or not.

I have one...and when I had to pay for a repairment I paid like 400$ I wanted to die...................Sony makes you pay for exclusivity T__T

Please come to me tell me how it was ok? please!! anyway if you are not pregnant he has a moral obligation to see that you can get a good place to stay and not leave you...you know when you accept a person under your roof you are in a way responsible for that person like if he or she were family......that is my idea...

Of course I'll let you guys know what it says...but just to let you all know...I more than likely wont be online depending on who I find to let me stay with them. So this is probably my last week online. :cry: