Sorry for the language I'm just sick of being the nice girl who gets walked all over and her heart broken all the time.

WAIT WHAT IS GOING ON???? :shock: :shock:

I have no life and no friends besides the ones on here. Nobody is going to honostly miss me. I just found out that my ex has been calling this girl at work and he asked if I would get upset if he "went out".... he doesn't give a shit about me and it seems like nobody else does (besides the exceptional few friends I have on here....but what kind of life is that?)

Sweetheart ......you will always have me and I know it is not the same ..
remember what I told you? no bad luck lasts 100 years.....please look ahead...you dont need him as bad as you think you do.....do you really feel any interest on a person like that? ...no baby....you worth a lot more...

I'm not worth shit! I'm lazy, no job, no liscense, no anything I don't have anyone for anything, I try to hard to impress people, I'm too damn jealous, I'm a depressed person! Seriously I have major issues, I really am depressed all the time...very seldom am I truely ever happy. I hate myself I really really hate myself, I don't think I'm a good person at all. I just think everything would be better for everyone if I was never born.

Aww, Shangrala!

*hugs*

You have us here!
Remeber that you always have your friends here, and it does not matter the distance. A friend is always a friend and they will always care about you. I care about you, and I know Annie does too, and so many of your other friends from here.

And we are all here to support each other. It does not matter that we met here, we are all you friends, and we are real friends that want to see you happy!

you are so wrong, you are a great friend, I saw your picture you really look good =( more than I will ever do....I mean it.....why you think those things hun you are sooo young.....you have a life to build and you will ...this is just a bad time but not the end...I understand you feel this way, I used to feel thast way for years...but it is not the end....
you are not lazy dont blame yourself just dont....
*hugsssssssssssssss*
I love you ...and I would really feel a stone in my heart if you do sth stupid....

Lilim check this :
http://www.menewsha.com/viewtopic.php?p=626271#626271

You really are a wonderful person, I love talking with you here, and It would not be the same with out you. We really need you as a friend, and believe me, things will get better. It's always darkest before the dawn they say. Don't look back on the bad things, look forward to the next day, to all the wonderful things you can do.

I know that you can do anything you want to. Just think of something and it will be possable for you.

I don't know, I guess I'm just stupid for ever thinking things between me and him would be different, I just don't understand why this shit always happens to me. I was engaged before and was with that guy for 3 years and he got to the point where he couldn't handle me anymore, so it's obviously me. I'm just so hurt and confused, I really appreciate you guys you have no idea how much.

I'm 21 :cry: and I have nothing, I mean nothing! All I have are a few clothes, and of course you guys.

You are not stupid, it is not your fault that he was like that. He is the stupid one for not seeing how great of a person you are. He is not worth you time, I am sure there is someone out there who is 100 times better than him, and that person is just waiting for you to come and make a happy life with them.

We really appreaciate you too!
*hugs*

We will do everything we can to make you feel better again, because we really do care about you.

Sounds like my life...except I was also told that I'm ugly by my family, how lovely is that to hear from people that supposedly care about you? All my life I've been made fun of for all different kinds of reasons. Life sucks right now.

we will be here for you always lovely
<3 just think if we all love you it must be for a valid reason right?
have you ever tried self help books or lectures online? I can recomend some life savers I recomended to D-Yoop and used on myself...it really helped

I think it sounds like my life and Nell's life and so many people who has been suffering for so long...but you know what? now we are not alone anymore we have us =) a family
would you like to be my sister? <3

I'm not really sure if there is anything that can help me. I'm too stuborn...must be cause I'm a scorpio....and stuck on my ways, I mean I really do want to change but I just don't know if I can.

I know the feeling, you are scorpio Im a dragon it is just so difficult when I got depressed but nothing is impossible if you comit yourself, you have us here

What matters is that you want to change things. It is a really good start, and if you just keep telling yourself that eventually you will be able to change things for the better. Believe me, I have had my share of not getting things done in life... but you just have to keep telling yourself that you want things to be better, and if you push enough eventually you will be able to make it all work out.

I'm sorry. I don't know what my father was like, he died when I was like 3 months old and I had a father figure but it didn't last long and so I didn't really grow up with a father only a mother who never gave a shit what her kids did. I'm really skinny too :? not on purpose, my metabolizm is super high. But I'm just going through some shit since Dec. 29th last year when I had my miscarriage...since then everything with my ex went downhill and I became even more depressed.