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Poetry written by me <333
Alright, a place for my poems.
Since I don't usually like to change my poems, a lot of them have bad spelling from when I wasn't the greatest in grammar. So please, don't hold it against me. A lot of n00bish spelling as well...but Oh well, again don't hold it against me please. I really enjoy writing, just depends what I'm writing about. So here are a few poems, that have significant meaning to me |
the times gone by so fast
i cant beleive its gone only thing left is our past and our many songs 13 yrs of memories through which i remember well all of our stories and our secrets that we tell the way you supported me when things were at its worst you always saw the best in me as you also were growing up you're still my big brother that will never change you were a big part of my life i wouldent rearrange Through the friendship that we shared And the mistakes we both have made never did we ever think that we didnt really care your the first guy i ever loved With all the tears we shared with all the years behind us and the time thats yet to come i cant help but feel numb You've watched me grow up Become all that i could be Wishing you would call or come to see me Your last year of highschool it seems to have went by too fast Only 3 years ago we were skating you were learning the harlem shake never did i ever think about the risks we both would take the mistakes we both would make the friendships that could break through it all i still can't lie i miss you through it all but i know how you are youre still standing tall getting ready to graduate with the big class of 2005 makeing someone of yourself doing something with your life we both know you would get a career in basketball and baseball wasent your biggest strength dancing could be a good profession but a big risk you would take going to college would be a good choice A few years of more schooling wouldent hurt But no matter what you do I'll always be here for you I can look through your mistakes I know who you really are Your Shane Short Shane Shane Micheal Edward Mitchell The little kid with hairy arms And a stupid skateboard Who i would soon grow to love I watched you run your moped into a po-barn I cried over you on various occasions I grew up with you for 13 great years Never would i want something else You're my big brother Who had it bad for all those years Who just wanted to be a lil bit taller Your my Shane Who's now grown up |
Razor
My feelings are overrun By emotions and Anger Dont know how to stop it Before I do something dumb again The Razor looks so sharp, filled with pain from the stories untold. My skin, my body, so delicate. The pain that could be released Stories that dont have to be told The razor has never been more beautiful A sight to see, so precious to hold So many questions, running out of answers It doesent seem possible something so beautiful can feel so good The thought of blood has never sounded better Smell of flesh, oh so good The changes that it can bring The feelings The emotions running wild My anger coming out And there sits a razor, reflecting light as if it were life Until it gets pressed to my skin Then, in that moment, everything changes |
Two years, too fast.
Sometimes when I needed you You were never there I'd always end up looking But into nothingness I would stare You never knew you meant to me How much that you do Even now that your gone I still love you I can't help but imagine The pain and hurt you went through If only I could take that pain So I could feel it too One last trip home Thats all you wanted to do But right before that trip took place The impossible came true That day I lost you And everything that you were That day I felt dead I mean, I didnt see you, sure But even after not seeing you It didnt make things change No one else could do... What you, a father did to me. Yes you caused me pain But you also showed me love One last time I wanted to see you Maybe all that pain would melt away Little did I know It was more then just heartache I lost someone very precious And saw the new road I'd have to take 2 years have gone Gone by too fast I can't seem to forget As much as I might like... You mean more to me then forgetting All of those horrible fights Seems like all I can remember When those days were oh so cold That day...the gun...the trigger Nothing seemed right about it Scared, confused, emotionless at the time No one dare look into it Look into all the signs I should have expected it I should have known But how do you tell an 7 year old Its too late for you to go home The damage had been done Papers already signed Never did I know, that you were gone Never for me to see again If I knew those were my last moments with you I wouldent have let them end You moved away... Far away Never saw you again Even though you left me It didnt change a thing You were still a part of me My dad, part of my everything You taught me a lot in life Things I cant forget Things I won't forget You're my dad... Daddy... I wish I could have spent more time with you Wish you would have known... Wish you could have gotten help Before it was too late... But daddy, I don't blame you I know your in a better place But I can't help but cry And worry about you day to day He didnt know what he was taking from me And I didnt know why I'd ask myself every day If it was so wrong to cry The last words I heard you say Were the ones I wont forget Through your breathing, and my tears I'll remember them forever You told me you loved me, and you missed me You even called me "furball" I love you too daddy And I miss you more than ever. |
Lost Soul Just a little girl Little useless girl Up to no good A smile on her face and a tear in her eye Looked down upon by everyone Because expectations were so high No one got to know her No one wanted her She was alone in this world The world of the free and the mean When no one wanted her What could she be? No one would notice it If she got into drugs To them, she's nothing Another lost soul Another dead girl Too late to show them What she really could be Waiting for her last days The days she thought would never end The end of her... No one saw her when she walked by No one said anything Not even a hi... When she looked in the mirror No one could see No one acknowledged How pretty she'd be If only someone would look They'd be able to see What a nice girl She knew she could be But it didnt matter To everyone, she was just a bad girl A troubled girl A lonely girl Just another lost soul That troubled...lost girl....that was me Dead to the world That only you could see... |
Just a poem
As a girl of five I never thought I could survive As my life got worse The worse it hurt I thought in time That somehow, I'd be fine But things still went down hill from there It seemed like no one really cared Not even me Truthfully...behind the lies I see I didnt care I hid everything I wore a mask everyday of my life But that really wasent the only thing in life I had to fight I wanted to die I thought maybe someday I'd end up being able to fly Oh what a fool I was Even full of life, I can still fly high I've made mistakes, I've hurt others I've done things that I'm not very proud of I've caused all the pain in my life... Nothing can cure this, no gun...no knife Suicide is the pussy way out It seemed all I got to do is pout Didnt show anyone the true me A fake, a Poser...thats what'd they'd see But now...its only the real me that shows I'll make mistakes I wont be perfect But I wont lie... Its not my time to die I wont be who you want me to be You get what you see Dont try to change me You wont get far Deal with who I am Deal with who you are |
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