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ToriKat 01-10-2008 06:17 AM

*glomps Tetsu* Hehe, yes...^_^ *is evil, pets Theo*

Eep, and good luck on getting all the stuff for SCAD together. *remembers how stressful that was* D:

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 06:21 AM

@Tori: ;__; I feel like I could cry right now. This college crap is making a friendship fall apart right now and it really sucks. I swear she was gonna bite me head off when I was talking to her about financial aid. Sooo I guess we aren't talking right now because I don't feel like going through it >.>;

I dunno, it's hard. My mom makes a lot of money but she's in school and raising two more kids. Though neither are hers or legally any binds to her. But she has a letter from their father saying that she's raising them now so maybe that'll be enough to prove that we really don't have the income it says? XD My mom can't even pay the like.. 25 dollar application fee for me xD

So I'm gonna email the admin person I talked to at the college fair and ask her if she knows what i should do about it. Because.. I really need the aid @[email protected]; Really. *dead*



and xD Poor Theo hehe bad prince! Stop leering at him xD

ToriKat 01-10-2008 06:37 AM

@Tetsumiro: T_T Oh no...it IS a lot of stress.

*blinks* So they're not related to you? Are they friends of the family? Cousins?

The majority of students receive financial aid. It'd be only the multi-millionaires who won't get any. xD *nods* But do talk to the people in charge of financial aid and whatnot. They'll know what to do. *hugs*

Lady Arucard 01-10-2008 06:45 AM

Wheeeeee *plops on the thread pillow again* x3

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 06:47 AM

@Tori: Yeah, I'm gonna talk to the admin assistant and see if she can guide me to a particular person so I'm not hunting people down xD;

Noo they aren't. My mom's ex boyfriend's kids. she raised them and he's a bad person >.>; so we have them now. He's abusive and stuff xP but he doesn't want to give legal custody because he of course, wants to keep putting them on his W4 for claims xD; the bastard *cough*

Well, that's good xD I just you know, don't want to be stuck in debt for the rest of my life >.>;;; *HUG*

ToriKat 01-10-2008 07:02 AM

@Lady Arucard: Thread pillow is so welcoming. ^^

@Tetsumiro: *nodnod* :3 You won't be the first person to ask about financial aid. ^^

GUH! What a jerk! *shakes fist at guys like that* >_<; Ugh...he'll have karma slap him in the face. >_>;

*hugs* I don't want to be either. xD Thank goodness the government lent a hand...even if it's just a tad.

Lady Arucard 01-10-2008 07:03 AM

*nodnod* Im actually quite sleepy right now.. and a thread pillow would be very nice. :3

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 07:08 AM

@Tori: Yeah, I'm hoping I get a good help xD Because uhhhh it's gonna cost at least 30k ish per year xD; *dead* and even just a little would help because I could get a loan and I HOPE scholarships and grants and stuff xD ANYTHING @[email protected]; *dead agian* XD it's so crazzyyy I wish I had more people here to help though. I don't really know too many people going to college or planning to go xD

ToriKat 01-10-2008 07:44 AM

@Lady Arucard: Go get some rest. :3 It's good for you! I have about...uh, two and a half hours before I get to flop into my bed and pass out. 8D

@Tetsumiro: ........30k a year? *dies*

I wish I could remember how we did all the paperwork for financial aid...grants...and the like. x_x *is so useless* You need to enter for as many scholarships as you possibly can though! Go to sites like FastWeb.com to find a ton. ^^

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 07:51 AM

@Tori: I've been to fastwebs :3 I actually look around a lot of those--my biggest problem is that many are for enrolled students so I have to wait until I'm enrolled xD if I'm understanding that right haha *bit of a flake*

and man, I think this night just keeps getting worse. I don't even know what to do anymore @[email protected]; *clings to some rps*

ToriKat 01-10-2008 08:00 AM

@Tetsumiro: Hmm, I do remember some requiring me to prove that I was going to attend...But there are some general ones where you write essays about some topic, and they'll give you money for books and stuff. :D Try those. ^^

Ee...*hugs Tetsu* It's not hopeless...

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 08:22 AM

@Tori: Yeah, I'll have to look into those and just bite my tongue on the essays xD I hate writing those so much >.> I'm good at it, but my mom always just did them for me because she was bored xDD Except one that i got a really good score on x3 I was happy *highest score in class*

I know it's not--but I'm pretty sure I just lost a good friend. Because I don't know how to mend it anymore. I guess I really messed up again--and I feel really horrible, but she didn't tell me that she didn't like what I say until now! So I don't know how I would have known. We always joked around and called each other morons and baka and dork and dummy, I mean, it was an every day thing and now she's saying it hurts. and I said something when we were talking about financial aid how the aid would possibly be different because her mother doesn't work (and I didn't mean it in a bad way--and I guess she understood that) and my mom makes a lot of money though it's all towards my mom's school and my siblings and living costs, but apparently that made her feel icky too. And she's upset that I don't chat with her much, but I never know what to say. I'm not chatty. I'm quiet and I'm pretty shy, even if I can be a goofball sometimes. I mean... unless there's something I want to chat about, I don't get going. SO we usually rp, and apparently I ask to rp too much. which, we haven't rped in a while actually @[email protected];; except on here and I only asked her to post because she seemed excited when we started this one.

Sorry, that's probably one hell of a jumbled mess. God, I don't want to work Friday morning. I'll probably still be a mess xD;; she was like.. my best friend. and now I can't even bring myself to say something in response because I don't think I can make it any better anymore.

ToriKat 01-10-2008 08:33 AM

@Tetsumiro: T_T I'm sorry to hear what's going on with your friend. My gosh...Bani and I are kinda like that. The negative and positive jokes to each other...

*nods* I'm kind of the same way. xD Unless there's a topic that I have a lot to say on...I kind of just listen. I'm more of a listener than a speaker anyways. And I always apologize to people, because I'll tell them that the most I can offer is some company and an open ear or a shoulder to cry on. *will never be the life of the party* D:

*hugs* Maybe you both are just really stressed out with your financial situations and whatnot...So...*hugs again* it's kind of seeping into other facets. :< Perhaps if you kept the communication lines open and give it some time, it'll work out for the best?

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 09:14 AM

@Tori: It's all just getting worse. bleh. I'm starting to argue with my ex over it now. I mean, god. It's just like when my ex broke up with me--but we're not breaking up.

My head hurts and I don't know if I can cry anymore @[email protected];;

I'm exactly like that. I have always been the person to go to for comfort--silent comfort though I did become the advice giver--and that's fine. I don't mind that. My problem is.. I don't have a shoulder to cry on here in town... My bestest friend is in Seattle right now till saturday... and she's not the same anymore either... she's really distant...

Well.. she was a little but she said it wasn't that. She said it was a bunch of things that built up. I wish it was just college stuff.. and school for her, but she's just upset with me and I can't do anything to fix it *sigh*

Clorissa 01-10-2008 12:02 PM


Awwr..Tetsu :( I'm sowwy. I'm like, totally useless in this situation. I'm only 14 x.X
I'd say go with Tori's solutions, cause Tori's smart ^_^.
I can also offer an ear to listen with and a shoulder to cry on.
*Hughughughughuggg~*

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 12:15 PM

<3 Sokay Clorissa :3 Thanks though~ I think I'm doing a little better now. Talked to a lot of good friends here and calmed down quite a bit. I dunno what's gonna happen with her an' me but whatever happens happens. My mom said the likelihood of me keeping my highschool friends would be pretty slim just because everyone changes, annddd seems she might be right. But! I'll get into college and go make more friends to see face to face and just discuss common grounds about arts and all. Techniques and styles, and homework! xD; I really want to make friends I can go to a cafe with and go over artwork with and stuff like that.

I don't know. Maybe I'm just too mad right now to deal with it all xD; I'm annoyed that she told me I didn't care just because I never ask her the story of her day or anything.. I dunno. I just feel that I don't need to ask about people's lives. I've always been like that. If they want me to know, they tell me, but I won't pry unless I feel the need to. Not even to my own sisters.

ToriKat 01-10-2008 11:23 PM

*hugs Tetsu* Are you feeling better today? T_T<3

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 11:24 PM

@Tori: *glomp* Yeah, a bit ^_^ I slept a little bit and I've been watching movies and funny shows all day~

How're you? <3

ToriKat 01-10-2008 11:27 PM

@Tetsumiro: *hugs again* Comedies always pick me up when I feel down. ^^

I'm okay. My roommate is back, and we've just been talking. I'm just slightly disturbed...>_>; I have a really weird thing where...I don't like younger guys romantically or anything. So I get teased about it a lot. Anyways, she made kind of a scrapbook thing for our room. Her brother came by and was like, "I thought you said she was a virgin." And she told him I was 'cause I'm always saying I'm a basket case and stuff. And he wouldn't believe her. So now she's teasing me that he might have a thing. D:

*sits in hole*

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 11:32 PM

@Tori: Awwhh! *HUGGLE* It's been a long time since my friends teased me like that >.>;;

I watched Whose Line? and now I'm watching Mulan x3 I've been working on a depressing picture xD; Art is a good way of coping xD; very good way.

*squishes in hole with you* <3

Clorissa 01-10-2008 11:33 PM


Guyyss! I've started arting again... Do you think I'm good enough to open a cheapie little shoppette?
Here's a little sample of the arty's I'd do:
http://img.scarletempire.com/img/Poipoi911.jpg
Noticed it was Poi's birfdai and was in an art-tastic mood, so I decided to make somethin for her ^_^

So how is y'all this fine evening?

xuvrette 01-10-2008 11:39 PM

*looking around* Tori~ Hi peoplez.

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 11:40 PM

@Clorissa: Hey! Oo I think you could open something <3 I'd even get something after I get one of the gowns I want xD <3

@Xuvrette: Hi there :3 How're you?

xuvrette 01-10-2008 11:44 PM

Hello, Tetsu~ I was just wondering, had you seen me on this thread yesterday? XD
I was trying to show off something everywhere. :D

Tetsumiro 01-10-2008 11:47 PM

@Xuvrette: xD I don't recall seeing you--though I may very well have missed you?


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