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@broken-I won't ask. But that sucks anyways.
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I believe all the items are sitting on her mule so they're not confused with her own. ^^
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I had a horrible experience last auction even though I won but .....I dont really want to go through that again after hearing the mod that was doing the action cursed because I won......that was sad....she was supposed to be nice to everyone even if I am not her friend....I mean where is her good will in all this if she will be that way.
I dont like the boa much not really, I wanted the sash and I got it and I made a great effort for it I mean it and then a friend hold the vpin for me and Im paying her in payments.thank God I found someone like Allie |
-huggles- Maybe one day if you're very lucky and are a very good girl...like near your birthday or something!
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a lot of people were againts me because I won last minute against someone that has a lot of friends.....plus I won in an atipical lets call it, way and changed a post in the same exact second the auction was closing and that post enterd before this person's post but with a bigger sum ...so I won and nobody liked it , but the mod had to admit it was legal, and so I won....but I cried and didnt want to wear the item cause I was feeling horrible.....it is all on Aeris' thread for discussion about the auction....idk...I was feeling horrible, then secret and some people helped me out to feel better but it wasnt nice.
worst thing was to read the mod cursing cause she will had to give me the item..... |
Jayms - Awwwww.....pretty sure the auctions are going to end in december. XD
Trinity - I'm sorry to hear that. I had a similar experience when I won the hairpin....a bunch of people starting claiming I hadn't won and made all this drama and I really had a hard time enjoying my win because I would post my happiness in a friend of mine's thread and then they would come in and say "You didn't win...." :? One of my friends did that too with my first pendant, she held it for me and I paid her in installments. :P |
This is why I hate auctions! is determined never to even think about entering one- I'd be mortified if people hated me for winning. I mean you guys can probably already tell but I like to be liked. I do as much as possable to help others so theyfeel good and in turn like me -is selfish- People have hated me enough in real life for me to risk that online *huggles you both*
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Jayms - that used to be me.....but I'm broken now. I'm only nice to people who are nice to me now. >.>
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I'm broken too. Only in real life. Online is my sanctuary. I need online to be nice to me because of what happened during school...
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Aww baby.....real friends (even online ones) never hate....I wish people understood that *hugles* I would never hate you, you are very important for me, since I know you I feel I have someone who is REALLY a friend...I mean that from the bottom of my heart...
Yes auction was horrible but it was my only chance to have that item for a reasonable price so I wanted to give it a try and saved like forever to enter....I cried real life tears for how people treated me so hatefully and i didnt celebrate...I was soooo happy when I won ...and then...a second after they started...I wanted to die...and at that time of the day none of my friends were here to talk I felt so lonely and hated ...didnt even dare to wear the item...It was horrible...I am a very sensitive kind of person so...I dont think I will try again...and if I do...I wont cry ...I will do my best and to the hell with the rest ... @BrokenHearted I want to hear your story cause you know I have been feeling like I live in "stepford" Idk if any of you have seen that movie "stepford's wives" or read the book ? but it is about a town where everything is always fine and wonderful , no complains, no hate....but i think a lot of people make mods god and goddesses and really they are not, some work really ahrd...some others abuse....( i know cause i have some friends among them and they tell me things and wowwwww I even know why MIKE left) |
I won't pry but yeah my real life is literally shit and shambles right now. Having all this online torment has dstroyed my only sanctuary. I'm rebuilding brick by brick tho.......... :cry:
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awwww sometimes I feel the same way....sigh finally someone understands my feelings...
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Seen the origional and the remake. I wish I lived there. I never had any real friends growing up I had To, Lauren and Kat but they were rarely there for me all I had was people who used me for one end or another or people who abused me...Even with boyfriends. I have a hard time trusting people in real life now. I Daren't even show a bit of weakness. Like it took a year and the ambulance before I admitted to my boyfriend that I had a certain weakness. Because all through my life every weakness I've shown has been exploited. I mean my sisters been quite badly hurt because she's my sister and I love her. I've hid online since I was like 13.
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Im so sorry to hear that angel....I have had good friends but like one or two...I am older than you but I started living when I was like 23 , before that I had no one .....I had a bf when i was 13 and then nobody till I was 23 can you imagine ? that is how I put on weight destroyed myself image and became online addict.....sad but at least online can give you some love if you know how to get to people....I am the kind of stupid who cries real tears when she is hurt in virtual life...how silly !!!
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Trinity - I don't think it's stupid cause I do too. ^^; No one likes being hurt....even online. A guy I've never met can call me fat and it will still hurt my feelings.
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I'm more hurt online than in real life. I mean after my last boyfriend Keith what can hurt me now? I have the huge scar on my arm from the gash and the mental scars from something far worse...But online everyone is so nice to me so someone not liking me sounds silly but it makes me cry in real life. I had no one there for me in real life till I hit college. I had my big sister Lynn but she was all the ways in America, and my Maria all the way in London...but no one I could touch.
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girls...we have eachother ok? from now on everytime we wnt to cry we will pm eachother ok? I know it is not the same but it is nice to have someone you know will love you and read you with attention like a big sis would....right?
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Yush. I fully plan on PMing you if I get hurt again. *huggles*
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*huggles trinity*
Jayms - JESUS GOD. I'm friends with a beautiful person whose outsides show her inner beauty!!!!! You are NOT fat...I'd kill for your body. Trinity - that is an excellent idea. <333 |
thankies *feels loved <3
Im overweighted but Im not ugly no I am pretyfull and so are you girls we need to learn to love ourselves a lot !!!!!!!!!!! Fullfill your hearts with love for yourselves everyday and you will start seeing the changes! I know sometimes it is very hard, it is for me to believe my own words but well i know it is the best I can tell you !!! |
Hehe, just in case you clicked on the double image and not the single one. I'm a red head :P
I'd hardly say I was beautiful, but enough to get onto catwalks and into photoshoots. I even have a computer background make for people to download all of my photos so comments like "you're fat" and "you're ugly" hurt deeper because they're obviously meant to hurt me and make me have an eating disorder rather than being truthful... |
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