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I'm hoping that it'll clear up soon enough.
If so... I'd be so happy. :3 Someone asked me "If you could be anything in the world, what would that be?" I replied "I want to be free..." ...Because family is being a choking hazard as the day passes. |
Yea, I know.. I feel your pain >.< it seems like everyone is always complaing about something...
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...I'm graduating hopefully this term.
I want to. I really do. But I wouldn't want to pursue being a lawyer...just because it's a high paying job. I want to have a job that at the end of the day, I feel fulfilled enough to have. Or have some time off to give to myself. I want to rest, pick myself up and fix what's remained. College has broken my character pretty badly. ._. |
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I used to be optimistic, carefree and happy to go to school. I love learning---seeing and discovering new things.
I've become apathetic, uncaring and I find school a drag more then ever. I also have high feelings of distrust now. |
Aww.. that's really sad White -hugs-
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Yeah. I can really see a big difference from way back and now. Although people tell me 'What were you expecting? Something like HS? Give us a break!' ...Maybe I was too babied/coddled since HS was like bonded to some extent. But then, you really can't help but feel disappointed when people are all immature/pathetic/do half assed jobs on their school work during groups, aye? And among many other things. I mean, I got spoiled since back then, everybody worked. Nobody slacked off and it was all smooth and lovely like when the reports go. |
Meh.. I don't think it's smooth right now in highschool.. I feel like an outcast.. and I always do the work.. so I don't think I will have a problem with college..
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When I was in Elementary, I was a real outcast.
Though when I had a chance to transfer school, I suddenly bloomed and discovered my hidden selves---thus giving me chance to discover and all. It was amazing---like some strange OOH AAH rush but at the same time so prone to making mistakes. But I do try my best not to make them! ._. I transferred to college with the same spirit and got broken. Ah well. |
The thing with me is that I am in a small highschool and I think it's stupid how people care about what you do and stuff.. so I chose the way I am... and I still remain cheerful.. if it wasn't for all the things that are going on with my friends right now >.<
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...Our college is full of apathy.
There's no unity. Or warmth. I am not used to it. Not ot mention I really didn't make many friends here. I guess I just clashed with everybody. And---the last friend I could say was, changed when her boyfriend came over. She became whiny, distant and feeling victim since we all didn't like him since he cheated on her. Not to mention, she's gotten so difficult to get hold of. She used to be online a lot and available for talk but has been swept away by games she and her boyfriend play. Since he now lives with her -he flew from his home country to be here with her- you rarely see her online. ._. Otherwise... Everybody just abuses the word 'friend' to get their way in things. |
Aww.. that's really sad white.. i feel like people abuse the word friend with me because I feel like I have a big heart that it gets hurt alot >.<
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You see. I bake.
So when I go about with muffins, people I know then smile and go 'Hi friend' then plunge their arm into the container. Before I didn't mind. But after reflecting, I realized I didn't owe these people. So now I go '...Why do you only call me so when I have food?' Or something like 'No. They're not for you' Four years eventually teaches you to put your foot down and defend yourself. It does...it really does. |
Good Luck with your threadd.
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Thanks Mr. Dumb..
Yeah.. I know what you mean white.. in our school it's gum.. and people are always asking if they can have a piece.. and i give them strange looks when they are not my friends and ask.. why??? |
Kyahahaha. Gum. x3
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Dessert;
You may want to save up a bit more. Crowns go for about 5,600 to 6,500 gold. :'D |
Gush.. you know I can easily have that gold in like 2 seconds flat if I knew someone was selling one >.<
White you may think gum is funny but when you chew through a pack a day and a pack is like a dollar you waste 100 dollars in gum a year in school because everybody wants some >.< |
Haha I agree dessert.
:'] Gum is good. Everybody wants it though. |
-tries to take Nate's crown-
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...Eew.
Don't worry I also laugh at people who try to get my brownies. I don't know. It's all---Arunno. ._. Sad. Ah well. Let's learn to be more selective? |
I don't mind.. I don't get hurt too much anymore...
but brownies do sound good.. to bad I have to go to school tomorrow.. so yea.. good night >.< |
I wonder if I am scaring people away >.<
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Naw.
i`m not scared quite yet. :33 |
But you are scared slight??
That's funy.. being scared of someone who is sick >.< |
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