Nice, Cami. Very subtle. :)

Hello there everyone. :)

Kale! Long time no see Where ya been,missy?

Hey there Kale!!! :glomp:

Cami - that sounds perfect, actually. Man oh man hopefully she hasn't totally freaked the poor guy out! It took MONTHS of living with my husband before he'd even consider getting married, and all along he kept on saying he would never do it again. :P

Steel; Just stressed and not wanting to be on comp too much.. and found myself obsessed with FB games.

Izu; Hey there! How are you?

Hehe, gotta love the Facebook game addiction. I've got it bad. *huggles* No stress for you!

I'm alright. Absolutely tired after taking the kids swimming. We had a fun day.

I'm also debating on whether or not to get out of the car when we dropped the kids off. The ex told Aaron to tell me to stay in the car, and Aaron to be the peacemaker told me to go along with it. Well dammit I'm 26 years old and if I want to get out to give the kids a goodbye hug, what is wrong with that? Oh, apparently I 'force' myself on them, but while we were at MIL's house my stepson crawled up in my arms and fell asleep in my lap. I never once suggested it, he wanted to be there. :P

D's father was kind of the same way. XD Actually, her mom and dad have an interesting story. Her father was 27, already divorced, and definitely not planning on getting married again, and her mom was 18. Her mom basically told her father that they were going to date, and then that they were going to move in together, and then that they were going to get married. Period. <<,, And then when they were married, she informed him that they were going to have kids, even though he didn't want to.

*hugs Izumi* We all know the ex is a first class biotch.

@Cami: Haha, nice. It definitely sounds like she's attempting to follow in her mother's footsteps.

Cami - Wow...I couldn't do that in the relationship. I was fairly happy not being married, but part of it was for medical coverage and I had kinda a scare with a pap smear and needed to go in to be retested but really not having the money to go through with it. Well I think it kind of scared Aaron at the thought of me not being there, and realized that he wasn't as opposed to marriage as he once thought.

My husband has tried to tell me that he doesn't ever want more kids, but he would do so for my sake. I told him right then and there that I couldn't willingly bring another child in this world unless he wanted it just as much or more than me. You know, a part of me is absolutely jealous of all her friends and family who have had the opportunity to have kids -- I love kids and just how much life they bring into everyday situations, some of the silly things they say based on their observations, and I love getting a handmade drawing from a child and I actually have a couple on there from friend's kids on my fridge that I thought were too cute to pass up. I love how even though I'm 200+ person, my stepson will always draw me looking skinny with really long legs. It trips me up every time. :P

Steel: -huggles- Yeah, definitely addicting.. considering I was once against facebook.. since I hate having pictures taken of me.

Izu: Well, least you had a fun day to have tiredness follow you.

I'm totally addicted to facebook. I just finished all my dailies not too long ago.... :sweat:

@Izumi: Awww!!!! *hugs* Also, my "dailies" are totally more like "hourlies". It's TERRIBLE! Haha.

@Kale: *sigh* You're so cute though! Silly girl.

Ugh, I may have to head out soon, ladies. I'm still soooo tired.

Awwww but the night is still young, Steel!

I'm trying to play some more arcade. I need to push myself to get that money for the scepter now that I bought out all the other stuff I wanted from the girl's shop. :P

Haha. I'm trying to stay up. Hey, you don't happen to have a purple nightstalker sash I can borrow to check out with this outfit, do you?

Izu: I think he'd love the kid just as much as you did if you had one. <3 My sister-in-law thought that she never wanted kids, but now that she has one, she absolutely adores him and is always sending us pictures of "the cutest baby ever"

My dailies are rather hourly as well. I think at the moment.. with nothing to do on Menewsha.. I'm kinda looking for something new. I want to do something with my time instead of sitting and staring at a screen.. but I should try to chat more.. Just depressed some I guess.

I understand that, dear. *hugs* Anything you'd like to talk about, or just general depression?

I sure don't, Steel. :(

Awww Cami that sounds like such a happy story. <3 I think I want to finish up my education and work with kids, as I do enjoy my free time but at the same time I do enjoy spending time visiting other friend's kids. When I go over to one of my husband's highschool friends, I get one child on each knee hugging me and kissing me on the cheek. They're so adorable! And even her youngest, Jacob, has really warmed up to me too. He is *such* a cutie.

Edit: I'm here to talk to too, Rus. *hugs* If ever you wanted to talk about it. I suffer from bouts of depression too, so I understand totally those feelings.

Aww! I'll be a fantastic aunt one day, but I'm pretty sure I'd be a terrible mother.

I always thought that of myself, steel, but I have such an incredible love for my two stepkids. I mean I've had to work on distancing myself because their mother makes every attempt to 'put me in my place', but at the same time I really look forward to spending time with them, and when they're not here I'm always in the store and see something that I'm like ohh that'd be perfect for stepson or daughter...even when it's not christmas time. :P

It also felt really good to show my step daughter my college ID - her mom has told her she's going back to school to get a degree but failed to finish getting enrolled. (For one reason or another...she made up an excuse about the computer the school sent her not being any good...) Now I feel like a part of me wants to finish the degree to set an example for my stepdaughter.

See, I'm somewhat like that. My problem is 1) I suck at the word "no". I really have a hard time saying it to kids. Which is a problem if you're their parent. And 2) I'm prone to getting really, really cranky and having fits if I don't have some time by myself. And kids don't really do privacy until they're almost in their tweens or so. Heh. Plus, if I had a child with a learning disability, I don't know what I'd do. I would probably react the worst possible way.

Edit: Hehe, nice, Izumi!

Just general depression really. Lack of anything to do.. equals boredom and depression lately. >.<

Now that I *totally* understand! Is school not in yet? Or have you already graduated?

i've already graduated.. and I'm not in college yet. So.. just work, but I've been getting very little shifts lately.