...and I thought I woke up early. I was up at six thirty, but I was like kljeiofjdnewflsjdwth? And I forced myself to go back to sleep. I will on no accord be waking up earlier than seven in college when I don't have to. Besides, what am I to do.

Yeah, and I know you stole your drawings. I was thinking about that when I got back to my room, but I figured you would call me or something. I was awake for awhile.

...and I didn't work on my own. >_> ...Honestly, I really don't think I was in a state to. I felt like I was very close to my limit with that stuff.

And what exactly happened with Tom? Or shall I bug you about it later?

...I could shower now too. This is weird. >_<

WHY AM I UP SO EARLY? AGH. >_<

um, yeah. I was up at 5.... grr

also liz and people went to bet when I woke up.

See, isn't that effect weird? o_0

Aghhhh. And I feel like I'm tensing again. TT.TT Stupid, stupid back muscles. I think after the first time and after all those massages, I've become aware of just how stupidly tense I am. Graaaaawwwww. Curse you gymnastics and drilling staying tight all the time into my head. >_<

I don't wanna go to class...

@Sherbert
Yay! There's another insane person like us! ^______^ ...we also have ramune bottles with the tops pried off with a knife because we wanted to get to the marble without killing the bottle. xD

so yes that is very very annoying. I don't like it all.

Also arg, I have no chocolates!!! I need more.

Do i have to give you more back massages or soemthing, also shouldn't htey be lax because of alchol.

Mitsuwa tomorrow!!!!! I am soo glad, and yeah um, blag. Also had a 2 hour talk with Jessica, ends up she is dating the guy who came by all the time, the civil Engineer, it is funny.

Gah, she knows, well anyway, it was fun and yeah, now in anime club.

YES. YOU NEED TO GIVE ME ANOTHER BACK MASSAGE. MY LOWER BACK IS CURRENTLY DYING. IT DOESN'T FEEL NICE. TT______________TT

And I even tried to sit with my nice kendo posture that usually fixes these things too! TT.TT I think the studio stools are out to kill me.

...Either that or I've become so very dependent on the alcohol and your massages that I'm just now aware of the pain. TT.TT Bother. I liked being numb.

And I don't know how to stretch it out. It doesn't want to go away~.

...back massage? Pleaassseeee~

dameyo

it is silly, and yeah, so it is weird, but I guess Jeremy-sempai has seem my odd resident evil anime. Also yeah, um, no telling Sam I guess, why did he ask? cause i find that we probably won't tell people for a bit, for what happened destroys people's idea of my character. it is bad.

Also um, I look forwards to the japanese sweets fair, supposidly they have awesome strawberry cakes and such... gahh, I want one.

Um yeah, interesting to see the guys get all amusing over ichigo cakes :D I want some!!

Okay. I didn't tell him. And yeah, he asked. He kept bugging me--I almost got locked in a bathroom again, but I escaped through Erick's room, which Erick wasn't in but Ian and his girlfriend........

YES. AWKWARD. FLEE. >_<

Not that there was something going on. ...or at least I don't think so. It was just very weird. And I apologized profusely and scurried. >_>

And I need to buy items of a feminine nature. And I kind of desperately in need them and didn't know that I had like two left till I discovered so this morning. So I'm probably gonna buy some from mitsuwa. ...I'm hoping that they have them. >[email protected] ...And my mommy did specifically ask if I had enough before I left. And I thought I did. Bah.

...I really do like this one emo song. It's lyrics are uberly well written, but the singing is sorta meh. ...but it grows on you. *hugs the song* I luff the well written-ness of the lyrics. <3

And I think soupbox might have not been so good. My stomach doesn't seem very happy with it. TT.TT ...but I just kept eating it because it was yummy, and I was hungry. But now my stomache doesn't feel very happy. TT.TT

Kill Bill was pretty awesome. ^^ Fun movies.

And I really want to steal that chair... >_>

ah yes, awkward, though starting to realize what liz saw probably moved that badly on her, also according ot Tom, Liz and Greg are closer to keep from traumatizing, that was bad. Yes bugging of him is bad, people need not remember of event. First time I saw Mark today though, yeah didn't notice when I walked in, it was weird.

Facebook status is like reading one line of a drabble of someone's life, ahck, so confusing.

ah, well stuff all sorted out, was there something with Edgar and Ashlie, or nothing? Also I am very amused by the blues brothers, that is all I can say. And note to self, must stay away from guys other than Tom for a bit, mental block is very very thin right now, and yeah, could be weird. It was good though Mark and I talked, cause I found out a lot about him, sure enough, him like many of us strange ones here, have a watch over and play with people mentality, it is interesting, also, if I think on it, I get the feeling that Mark's relationship, if only one like I think, then he had a girl in high school that went through college, and then moved, either that or he has issues of knowing to girls in England. Yeah, not mentioning but I feel I should spill small amount of knowledge, he also story tells rather than drabble, so I think I am starting to understand.

Ok one huge block of text done, off to drabble me thinks. Must earn more gold.

Ashlie and Edgar were fine. Edgar was tired from working an eight hour day with like two hours of sleep, and Ashlie was going insane from sitting and studying physics for twelve hours. Both of them stopped by later, and we hung out till like... well, I guess 5-ish? xD Other people may still be there, but I decided I should probably mosey back to my room and not die on the carpet.

And my coat now smells like Edgar. TT_______TT ...not that that's bad, but, but, my coat~

And I have been outside without shoes three times--Liz carried me all three. xD

And it's good that ya got to talk to Mark. You stayed up there for awhile. It worried Liz a bit for some reason.

And I think I'm gonna go off to do a few more drabbles and then curl up and die.

Why in the world is Liz worrying when I am in Mark's room, ok fine it is a bit odd to be up there, but what is she worried about, I mean what is the worst that could happen?

Thinks about this.

Ok never mind, it is the case that I could be dead or something drastic like that , but if she was really that worried, then she doesn't know Mark all that well.

psyrien, I could have used you [email protected]!!!. I needed 200 gold it was bad, I mean I didn't want to sell the items but gahh, had to. You should have bought the lantern from me or soemthing like that. As such sold for 50% :(

Can't buy that lantern, remember?

And yeah, Liz was kinda overreacting. We were all kinda wondering where you were, but Liz just seemed a bit more worried. I figured that you probably fell asleep or something, since you were so tired.

...and I would like to gouge out my womb with a spoon. See, that way it would only hurt then and never again. >_>

Blah. I sorta wanna curl up in a ball and die, but I think I should probably head over to crown at some point. ...meh.

Ah, well um with Liz over reacting, sure I fell asleep in Mark's room, yeah that isn't dangerous at all, though it would be very very odd. Why does she think I would sleep there, actually had I it would have been even mroe odd, cause um yeah, with how I was it would be something like a does he take advantage, or sit or wake me up. (I actually had an issue cause I slept on puppy a lot, like i did okamimyst, it is hard. Speaking of her, I need to call her.

As for Liz, why is she, I am over it, I was over it a long time ago, like when I talked to people amount, I need not worry. It doesn't scare me, it was a done for me, i saw it coming in my mind, so was more or less prepared.

...your avi needs pants. xD

And then it would look a bit more, well, complete. Of course, a shirt wouldn't hurt, but pants would be of the first necessity.

And I hate waking up in the mornings during this time of the month--this is partially why I didn't really want to die at Erick's on Saturday even though I probably could've--I will be veeeeeeeery grumpy when I wake up. ...like I am now. -.-

I don't want to go to class. I just want to curl up in a ball and die in the corner. TT.TT What happened to the time when you actually could spend a day in bed because you had atrociously bad cramps? ...Well, I suppose you still can, but the teachers will be far less forgiving.

I'm not looking forwards to studio. I didn't do anything. Seriously, after I come back and shower I NEED to get there. And then I will STAY there until lunch. I MUST. ...or else I will be UTTERLY DOOMED.

Oh yeah, and I still have your thing of trace with some plans. Shall I bring that over to crown and leave it on your desk or something?

Blah. Class. Ta ta.

Yes I could use those plans at some time.

yes my avi needs pants, or stockings, was going to get those. Yes me grumpy too, and with no sleep gahh. Also it is silly that I had a group meeting at 7:30 today, I soo didn't want to get up!

I have gold wings and they work right now, I can have a black and gold avi and a silver and gold avi!!!

now do i still want the other items from v-day, I wouldn't mind them, but gah, I need to get back my staff and such later too, I likes my half blue outfit, maybe get those later....hm, good idea.

Also I got to keep my happy crown :) I love my EGA crown.

Also it is funny, called demon with my current facebook pic, kind of funny.

gahh, so I am happy. Why mark called me a perfect being is beyond me but it is funny none the less, I swear he just realized that I turned into water and flowed thought him, how I'd make a good friend out of someone i was far drunk with is soemthing of a odd time with me.

Hey, at least it turned out alright. ^^

Any idea of what we're supposed to bring to freehand? I feel like bringing my colors. ...This is going to be a very interesting class. My work is always rather interesting when I'm in these moods. The last time this happened, I got A's on my studio projects from the teachers who NEVER give A's.

And I feel bad crying on lotion kleenex--it's the expensive one! TT.TT <- is chang even when she's crying.

Yeah, yeah. I know that's kinda pathetic. But blah. It's true~ The lotion one is more expensive! ...but it's the only one I have left, so bah.

We have to go to class soon...

yes, Liz has gotten me that grumpy too, that is why I have two or 3 social groups, sadly now I can run to Mark's and yeah, that is bad. And we all wonder why I lock door and don't answer, but gahh.

Also bah you being cold. And in general, my marks went away, me happy. Well me happy for other reasons, damn Eric for being right.

AHHHHH. I just had this horrible nightmare.

I was in studio, and I had thought up this really awesome but unconventional layout idea, and I wanted to get my professor's opinion on it. ...but whenever I started to talk to them, they kept getting distracted or running away. By the end of it, I think I even ran to my old professor and tried to talk to her too, but she ran away too. TT_______TT

And there was something about Betty Crocker and muffins in there.

I don't know. It was horrible. >_<

Yeah, yeah, I know I must be far gone to be having nightmares about studio. Blah.

nightmares about studio eh? that is pretty bad. Well I forgot what I dreamed, but I remember it had nothing to do with my problems, I was very very happy.

I know~ It was bad~. TT.TT

And I woke up extra early today thinking that I had class at 8:35, only to realize that I could sleep for ten more minutes since I ACTUALLY had class at nine. TT.TT Stupid, stupid studio dream.

And I still feel like I can smell axe even though my coat is all the way across the room (though that's not really that far) and I've just sprayed my perfume stuff. ...I don't know. Maybe I'm just imagining it now. ...but it's not an overwhelming smell where I know it's there because I can't deny it--it's like every so often I catch the scent and it's like "huh? Where did that come from?" But it should be gone by now~ Most smell things would be, right?

But then again, axe is known for it's stupidly evil ability to cling to whatever it was sprayed on forever and ever... *remembers the axe wars that went on in her high school* <_< Yeah. Those were interesting times.

And ya know what? It's so hot in my room that I now have to constantly keep the window open or else I feel like I'm dying. >_< Well, it's better than being too cold. I can at least regulate the temperature this way.

Oh yeah, and we are to tell ashlie when and which room we reserve, so that she can get the one next to us. And I told her we'd probably end up in South, so yeah.

...I'm hungry.

then let's eat. I have no qualms about eating now. My neck hurts, I blame Tom. I blame Mark for getting no sleep, well but it was nice once my body actually did sleep, soo relaxing. (I love pillow people). Ahk, i smell distinctly of guy, it is just their oder too, not soemthing like axe thankfully, but I think I have to take shower now, well did, I smell like shampoo again.

also mean girls takes place in illinios, rivaling school of where mark went (WTF i have been watching movies tied to him and didn't know it, funny thing is, I am getting random history now about it.)

Yeah, tom fails at marking, he I think is still slightly naive, but we will see if that can be fixed.

I have absolutely no motivation to do my dwelling homework. I would rather do it later, but silly group has to be having a meeting. >_<

Blah. I suppose I could always do it after because, honestly how long can they take? All the stuff is pretty much done. There's maybe like a few more slides to make about each house.

IEWJSDFLKN. PLEASE DON'T LET THEM ARGUE ABOUT THE PRESENTATION STRUCTURE. AGAIN. PLEASE, GOD, NO.

If they do, I will cry--I will cry bitter tears of rage and agony.

And then I will really be in no condition to do my dwelling homework... >_>

Blah. I should probably just get it over with. It isn't that hard anywho.

And I must remember to include mechanical rooms for water heaters and furnaces as well as coat closets. Blah.

I dislike Chicago lots. They're so NARROW. >_<

To work I go...