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Now you've gone and made be curious about what you've been up to!

ah, well we can sit together later, it is no big deal actually. It was so relaxing, and I watched the next episode of super natural. I love it!! Vampires!!!! Pretty vampire people!! Anyway, I like it, but it is insanely plot intensive so we will be re-watching it. Luther!!

going to live in crown for the last two days... And I plan to be here all day. Damn, why must you and I be working all the time. staying up till 3, I wasn't even up till then. Gahh, I was in bed ands we thought we should be sleeping at like 1:30.

wee, I have invaded again!!!Sorry for not being on recently crown ate me.

UE life in general is eating me.

Just as a warning, I probably won't be on hardly any next week 'cause the orch's goin' off on a stupid, stupid tour.

that is fine, I am on but not on, I really should be in crown, but gahh, tired and MSI. though you know that feeling when everything goes through your head in and out and you still feel isolated, yeah, that feeling, that is me in this room right now.

Drabble topic, maybe, I don't know can't do anything cause I am too tired.

Ah, well we are all busy and such and I am back online now, kind of. Too tired.

someone should post. please?! Anywya, I am done iwth my stupid paper, now i jsut have to print it off and turn it in. to hell with me turning in first drafts, I like them. they take long enough to do already. And i now have 10 hours of break before studio tomorrow, it sucks. my whole weekend mostly blown from one paper.

oh, I know I feel weird by saying this now, but me is silly and am in a relationship, but I like it, but I miss him, and feel bad for being awake yesterday. should not have eaten chocolate turtle.

Also why is there an apple on my desk, if only it was an orange, than it would compel me so....sleep deprived me...that is not good. Doing taxes tonight too. I just spent all day in my room, I am stupid... like went to bathroom and went to take a shower and that is it. Oh, I guess for ramen too, but still, I feel very very lazy. modeling sounds in order. oh it is april, must go buy manga, but budget...hmm, that isn't the best.....but then i can have soup box.

I feel like I am talking to myself, maybe i am, yeah visitors, problem solved.

Wow Alysa. That was a wee bit on the ADD side. We all have those moments though. And I can't believe it's only 7:00! I was let out WAY early from orchestra. I like it. Going on tour tomorrow! I have to get up at 6:30 AM! And be on a bus packed full of music majors all week. Come this weekend, I'll need a break.

Should I take a summer class? I kind of want to, but I don't really want to take the one that I need to take. Physics. I would much rather take photography or something fun like that. I really want to take that Korean class at CU....but then I though that maybe I should take Japanese so I don't for get stuff, but Mom said I shouldn't take Japanese. *sigh* I need advice.

I'm not ADD...I swear. Actually it was a case I was uber happy or something and wanting people to talk to me again.

We had music students from middle school and high school invade my cafeteria, it was funny.

Summer class this year, how bout not, I am thinking on taking it possibly next year or soemthing.

Oh I'm definately taking classes next summer. That's the only way I'll be able to keep up with Japanese for Spring 2010.

yes, defiantly. page 50!!

Also glad to say I missed a fire alarm due to annoying rain.

Also I swear i am not getting sick, I swear!!

So It is class again.

I am getting apacolyptica tickets if it stops raining, please please weather, i want it to stop. then I will actually be doing something with my life. Ha ha, yeah right.

Sigh, am depressed cause I am dooming relationships agian with stupid thoughts. i realyl shouldn't do that. Oh, and listened to music yesterday that fit mark, it was scary, but hilarious, yeah, that is jsut me, beign weird.

MSI was boring, very very boring yesterday, not only no wii, but people just not wanting to interact. how bad can it be I tell you. it was like sit and do nothing, I was even tempted to leave during merlin the movie.

My avi needs clothes again too, it wants to do a light blue or green outfit or purple or full black, but no, I have no t-shirt to make it with. But I still want the pudao of time and the oriental fan!!

I also need to find a way o use the gold wings....no idea, and the new staff I got.

I can die happy now!! Chocolate, and Liz in happy mood, and end of hana kimi and my happy life and situation of relationship being cute almost 20 hours ago!! It is soo great. Chocolate!!! AND YEAH HAPPINESS. i should sleep more than I will.

Hmm... It was good tonight.

But life has taken a downwards twist. Isn't irony splendid? I thought nothing could bring me down, but I was stupid. Chocolate does not make one invincible.

I shouldn't have gone to ssv. I hadn't been trying to see him. Really, I hadn't. I was just going to watch a movie. And I didn't even see him at the beginning, and it didn't matter. I didn't need to see him. I was perfectly happy, and I didn't need to rely on him for my happiness.

But while this is true, he can still bring me down. Or more specifically, they can bring me down.

It's not that I can't stand happy couples. It's just one.

Uggggghhhhhhh. I hate life. >_<

I'm so glad I'm not experiencing boy drama. It's the worst kind of drama.

Instead I'm experiencing exhaustion from the tour. It's amazing how four days on a charter bus can wear one out.

It's also amazing how after five concerts of the same pieces, I'm able to withstand having them stuck in my head. Humanity is perplexing.

ahh, well personally I absolutely despise the whole person wanting to kill me issue too. That is a living nightmare for me too. But yes boy issues are close to the worse. Actually best friend issues I find top them all.

Yeah. I can agree with that. I had a rough time at the end of sophomore year. And that kind of lasted through senior year, too. And then, of course, there's that whole Renee thing.

Never actually had best friend drama. ...never really had boy drama either (well, there was a bit of it, but not nearly as much as now, which then again really isn't THAT much). >_< Whyyyyyyyy. I liked my nice, quiet but still incredibly awesome and not at all dull high school life. TT.TT

lol! I don't know. In some ways I like my life here at UE so much better than in high school, but at the same time, there are some things about high school that I like better than here. In general, I think I like UE life a lot better, though. I do more. Which really isn't saying a whole lot because I really don't do that much here..... And I know a lot more people.

I agree. In general, I must admit that iit way exceeds that in high school. Though I defiantly still have a mother friend, but she isn't as bad as Britt was, speaking of which I did see Britt's mom at pearl street.

Past that for once mark is hanging out with the group, it makes me happy, i wish i could be more happy,. b ut I am not fully right in my mind so that is not all that surprising.

Interesting to hear stuff with him, but still, oh well, the music is odd in this room.

I also know that I am very ADD at the moment. but still.

Anyway, I am happy with the new items!!

ADD indeed. xD

Well, I'm not entirely sure if college exceeds my high school. College is pretty fun, but high school was pretty awesome with my lovely rebel, intelligent, apathetic class. It's just that I've come to love them so much, especially in the last two years. I dunno, I suppose it's more of college vs. junior and senior years in high school. I'd have to say that they're definitely different, but they were both pretty awesome.

...I do like drabbling in this state. The words just kinda flow. ...But I should probably go to bed now, seeing as I did actually have to wake up early today--erm, yesterday by now. ...Well, technically, I had a bunch of sleep because I just sorta died in the car. I kinda felt bad though because I didn't really know the people in the car that well. But when I woke up randomly and looked over, the other guy was asleep too, so I didn't feel so bad. ^^; Yay for other people sleeping in cars!

Okay, yeah, bed now.

Ok. Seeing Britt's mom is kind of creepy, if you know what I mean.

Since we're on the subject of parents, I'm SOOOOO mad at my Dad. I'm his daughter and he tries to put picking me up from college onto my aunt. JERK. It's going to bother me all day. He's the one always saying that he wants to spend time with ME. Well, Buddy, here's the perfect opportunity: you'd get a whole TWO days with me in the car, but NO. You can't waste your precious unemployed uneventful time to pick up your own daughter, who's you repsonsibility, by the way, from college. It's a little hard to bring back everything with only one carry-on and two duffle bags, you know. And I'm NOT leaving behind my violin. Plus, I can't exactly store anything here because Moore's being remodled and therefore there's no storage space in Moore. Grrrrrr.....

I think I'm done ranting now.

Yay! Jenn and I are going to make andagi again! Yay for Japanese doughnuts and Asian Beef Noodles! Yummmm.

Oh, and I applied for a job at Borders this summer and submitted my application for summer session to CU. Now I just have to decide which class to take if I'm accepted (which I undoubtedly will be. It's CU for crying out loud).

yeah, I heard Mark fell asleep too, it was funny and well liked. we all died. Well strawberry smoothie today, and I did put up the evil sign.

As for parents, yeah, dad was all mad and such, it was weird, and then of course, he had to be with psyrien in the car and such too. but I do forget people can't die and sleep like I do as much.

mom i haven't talked to much, actually that matter I haven't seen all that many people, and yah, should probably lay a bit off from seeing people as much, I am in the whole, this is why making friends and being in a relationship hurts so much, kind of thing, but it is more than defiantly my fault and such, so I am just bullying myself.

Well off to drabble, don't worry about above, i just wanted to write that somewhere.

Yes, I haven't checked this in awhile. It's weird. I feel like today is Tuesday. >[email protected] ...I really need to start actually doing my dwelling homework on wednesday nights again.

Oh noes! What am I to do when my crown desk is gone and I have to draft my final? Dooooooooom! TT.TT ...I'm half tempted to just steal my desktop and say that I DID clean my desk, and it got stolen. xD

Apple cobbler was nummy. ^^

Oh~ And I've discovered another boy with a hat and pretty hair that works in shop (yes, I really am a sucker for the pretty hair thing).............. >_>

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Just because I couldn't resist doing that face thing. xD

But I found it terribly amusing that every time I tried to check something out, he would go on and on and babble about screws and drill bits either because he thought I was horribly, horribly inept or to keep me there; although the previous is probably true to some extent, I would like to believe it was the latter. xD Ohohohohoho.

...I don't know why I just did a Megumi laugh. I really don't. o_0

La da da~ Well, I should probably go off to bed, so I can wake up for homework tomorrow. Night~