Hm, been a while since I've ended up in this neck of the woods. Heyla, loves.

Hey! I remember you! Long time no see~

hey, wow, I remember you too. yeah, much work is fun, also wouldn't mind getting paid overtime at LARP....18 dollars and hour sounds real nice (scary to think my overtime might be mark's pay).

EIGHTEEN DOLLARS? I WANT YOUR PAY, WOMAN. TT.TT

...I also want your chocolate. xD

It is slightly boring here. I stay home, and I go to work. I miss hanging out with friends at whatever odd hour that pleases me. My friends aren't just a walk across the street (or up the stairs) away. They're car drives, and I can't drive, making me reliant on someone else to get me there. Of course that means that if my odd hour doesn't please them, I don't get to go... which is quite often.

And I miss boys. Yes, I know that this island has them, but I don't really get to hang out with them quite enough. I love my girls, but I just miss certain personalities. It's not the same. I don't ever get to be as close to the boys down here as I was to the ones up there. I dunno. It's just like there's no convenience to do so here. If I wanted to stay up late with a guy--or even just a girl--watching movies, it would have to be arranged with a ride home or a sleep over and yada ya. No, it's not the same.

Of course, not going out means that I save money. *sigh* Yes, that is a good thing. And yes, I can go out with my parents, and they'll pay for stuff. xD But bah. I miss friends.

And I know that up there I had this whole shpeel about friends truly becoming your family unit because that's all you had, but it's still different. There is no defined authority in the group--we're just sorta clumped together like a bunch of orphans with no leader. In a real family, you have parents that you listen to and must obey; it's not just a group of siblings.

I suppose you could say I'm college-sick? xD Well, not that badly. It's just something that kinda popped into my mind. ...And wow, this is a really long post. >_>

i am tooo!!! please!! but yeah, i love lack of authority and the group of orphans.

*glomps*

Hmm... I'm thinking that I actually like your faerie wings better. The all red looks nicer. Well, it matches more of the stuff I want.

...Then again, my avi's a boy now, so everything's different. xD

he he, yeah, not sure what I really like, I wanna get the violet wings, saw them going for 2.5 k, yeah, um I want it soo badly, but do i have enough....no....

Aw, come on, you could get 1.5k quickly! I know you can! xD

And I have discovered that my stomach does not like mac nut oil... T^T It makes my stomach unhappy, but it's not like I have to throw up or anything. It just sits there unpleasantly in my stomach. >[email protected] Meh.

I just wanna go sit on my bed and curl up and read, but for some reason I don't have time to. Because my dad is still home (he didn't get a job yet, though he is running around for many interviews and whatnot) we always do STUFF. He'll take us out to buy little necessities or the food for dinner, and we always end up staying out longer than planned. I don't mind it on occasion, but I just want a day to bum around at home.

...In my other post I complained about this, but I guess I mean I still want a change of atmosphere. It's still my dad here wanting us to go do things, not friends or my mother.

I dunno, going out with my mom is different. It's more like actual going out to have fun than my dad's going out to go get something.

And now I'm rambling. >_> *runs away*

aww, rambling fun. I miss hearing people all the time too. You started work yet? Also what is the exact date you come back to iit?

Yep. Started work. I'm being trained as a hostess and will probably be ushered into learning waitressing just as soon as I learn the ropes in my own restaurant (I had to go to a different Zippy's to get trained because the trainer was over there). Not entirely sure if I want to be a waitress. I mean, yes, tips = <3, but you have to be so very, very SOCIAL. Ugh. It's not that I abhor people, but I'm really not that interested in to being so curious as to ask how are their children and oh is that so and really put my whole heart into it. I can smile and laugh and be polite, but I just don't really care... Yeah, I'm purely there for the money. >_>

And I believe I'm coming back on the 17th... Well, at least I leave Hawaii on the 17th, but I'm pretty sure that means I get there on the 17th too, if not a bit later or something. Happily, the flight got moved up or else I would've been coming in at like the middle of the week. @[email protected] ...yeah.

I dunno, I really wanna go back to college. >_> I miss you guys~ TT.TT ...but watch, I'm probably going to be complaining when it's time to leave, saying I fell in love with home again and can't bear to leave. xD

ahh, well then I am only in 3 days before you, and mom is staying so hopefully we can go grocery shopping. well hopefully is the word. Also we can do some other stuff, so um. Also waitress sounds weird, but fun with it.

Yumm strawberries.

Yeah eagle's landing parties~~!

Speaking of strawberries, my mom just bought this HUGE costco box. ^__________^ And they're really, really sweet. <3 ...The only thing that could make them better is eating them at an Eagle's Landing party. TT.TT *wishes very much that she could teleport up for the summer one*

Grocery shopping! ^^ ...after being in college, it suddenly becomes a very exciting outing. xD

Oh! And someone is finally home now! Yay! See, I woke up early and there was no one here. It was slightly depressing because I know no one really abandoned me or anything, but it was just semi lonely. But now someone's home again! Yay! ^^

Hmm... And I need to go scan some shirt designs for zippos. I did some last week, but never got around to scanning them. ^^; ...but now they wanna stick members names in there too... @[email protected] I dunno if I should try to rework designs for names or not. And then if I want to actually letter them myself, I have to go hunt down a list... >_> I dunno. Bah. We'll see.

But I did make a pretty spiffy design with a half a tiger head only defined by solids (like the stripes and eye) with petals coming off of it. I'm rather proud of it because the tiger actually looks like a tiger and not a leopard. xD

ohh pretty, my back hurts... really i need to write more.

Aww. How come? You aren't getting those muscle spasms again, are you? -.- You better not be! You're not supposed to get them when your not in archi school! ...but then again, I would say that your life could be considered just as bad or even worse than archi school... >_>

*hugs*

I just watched a ton of Supernatural today that I stole from my friend, and I got to squee ecstatically over it like how I did when I watched ProDai because I was by myself. xD ...Well, I technically didn't get to fangirl very loudly for the last couple episodes because I watched them from Demetri in my bed and my family is sleeping. *sigh* It was much more fun in the afternoon when everyone was out and I had the nice big TV and no one to care about my obsessive squeeing/shouting at the TV screen. xD

Sammy = <3

Oh yes, and while I was on the mainland, I had forgotten just how many pretty asian boys with awesome hair there are just walking around here. It's like ripe fruit on trees! You could just pluck them off and there'd still be more! ...okay, odd analogy, but it's late at night and I'm still running on fangirl-ness from Sammy. xD

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Kay, add on because I shouldn't be double posting but I just discovered something strange. Well, not really strange, but it kinda made me go "eh? o_0! ...oh, yeah. Makes sense. Kinda. ...Whatever." Anywho, ya know Edgar's profile on facebook? Well, I was facebook stalking and I run across his bumper sticker wall and pieces of flair wall. And on both of them there's those ones like "I don't bite. ...unless you're into that sort of thing" and "I don't bite. ...No wait, that's a lie." I know they don't really mean anything, I mean, hey, I have those stickers too, but they were given to me. I didn't add them, but he did. And then those thoughts jogged my memory and I remembered some remarks in conversations that hinted at it.

Of course, I could be completely wrong about this, but I don't think so. ...Yeahs, well, it just kinda popped into my head and I needed to share it with someone. But yeah, interesting... Hmm.

That doesn't seem like ashlie's type though, but maybe that is jsut me. Yes that is funny, I remember those remarks on facebook, I find them hilarious, and so take them out of context for what I do/did while with someone. It is also one of those odd things most of us know how to not, it is just an extra perk, or extra something (not sure how to say it).

Sammy!! I so had a dream that caused me to curse liz from making me watch that show today, involving a werewolf that could control other people perceptions of reality. Stupid dream still lingers. Of course worse considering everything else and such, and I haven't been able to multi task all week and such....gahhh.

Oh so curiosity, what happened if you found a nearby kendo club at a college in chicago? Going to mention now it is free (like most clubs). I remember pretty long haired guys!! and asian guys.

Creepy thing, IO know 3 toms and they all have semi-long hair (like tom at school or longer). I am perplexed and confused by this.

As for back spasm's hopefully not. something is going on, and i know not what.

I know it doesn't seem her type, but yeah, like you said, I think it's a perk thing.

You know the next episode of Supernatural that I'm going to watch involves a werewolf, right? xD

I do remember that there was a kendo club at the place where we discovered the pretty-faced and pretty-voiced Stephen Poon. xD (I remember the school was U of I or something like that, but I usually mix it up with one that sounds similar. ^^;) And if I found said club and it wasn't too hard to get to, I would try to join it. Of course, that would mean having to ship all my crap up here (ELWKfJIOSDTHESTUPIDHUGEARMOR >_<), but I would definitely do it. I miss it when I'm up there. Heck, I miss exercising in general.

Of course, I would probably check it out first, just to scope it out. I would like a sensei to actually be there or at least someone higher ranked than me (which pretty much is a sensei at least of low sensei ranking) or of equal rank. Well, I'll settle for equal or better skilled too. The thing is that I don't want to go to the mainland and practice with people who tell me everything wrong. I dunno, I'm a bit of a skeptic, and I'm rather loyal to my dojo's teachings. ^^;

But I would like to join. Yes, very long explanation, I know. xD

LSDKJFDLKJFLKD. The tom's I know are like that too! o_0 What is it with tom's and pretty long hair? I just don't get it.

Oh, oh, oh! And I found this really pretty coal silk dress today that fit PERFECTLY and was SUPPOSED to be only twenty dollars. But baaaaaah. It was thirty. I know it's still a good deal, but I was going to buy it sheerly on the basis of it being twenty dollars, since it was cheap and pretty--I'd find some place to wear it to. xD But alas, it was thirty, so we put it back. However, mother said that she might buy it for me if it's still there when she goes down to pick up my brother from work....... >_>

...T'was pretty. ._.

Yes, for some reason unbeknownst to me, I'm gaining a collection of girly clothes. >_>

there is actually 4 of us on this thread.

Also Psyrien, I think I will just call you, I need someone to listen to me cause well...I was having a hugely fantastic day, then....and yeah, just need a optimistic point of view that says it doesn't really matter or soemthing....

Yeah... it's kinda sad. Where are the other people in this thread? >_> <_< ._. They used to come here at least. ...Maybe they got scared away? TT.TT

*glomps you* I'm sorry, my phone was dead all yesterday, and I haven't revived it yet. ...well, it's in the charger, but I forgot to turn it on. <_< And I'm going to be going to work soon and I get off late, so unless you want me to call at four in the morning or something, it will have to be done tomorrow. ._.

Baaaah. Work. xP

ohh, ok, well mark might be going to assess kendo..... was why i brought it up.

so I had such an awesome time at the renn fair, and I blame myself for not getting sleeep again. I did, then well, mark called me finally and I curled into a ball and talked half dazed, then insisted on staying up...me stupid. it is cool today....gahhh. Also I have a puzzle ring!!! And I have new stuff to paly with, and mark's present for christmas. yes me silly.

umm *peeks in* hehe hello

hi pirate princess!!!

hello :mrgreen:

I don't know what happened to psyrien, but how are you doing pirate princess?