I don't mind it being hot in the day as much, but I hate it when it's hot at night. >_<

How does mark have the cookbook? o_0 I mean, I suppose you can order them, but oh the oddity. xD

Oh, and you know what's annoying? I worked so much more than my brother, but his paycheck is bigger than mine because he's a bloody cook! >_< Stupid dollar extra they get. Meh. I should have gone to be a cook there, but I don't know. It looks fun, but hard work. Anywho, we'll see if waitressing will do me any better with tips. Supposedly, that's where all the money's at.

...I just realized all of our avis' accessories are the same. The only different parts are the shirt, pants, and shoes. xD ...oh and the pudao and collar, but everything else is there. When did that happen? ^^;

I adore my open canvas~ <3 You should get it too, so that we can try networking and drawing crazy stuff together! Of course, it should be easy for you since you don't have a silly mac. xD

Ho hum. I'm bored...

ah, really, I thought my hair is different?? for my avi. Also gah on getting paid less, though my back hurts too much, I am not sure what it is, but it hurts, not extremely, but me wanting ot ignore it.

Also ahhck, I need earn another lots of gold to beat you again. I am soo far behind and your gold monthly or whatever is going to over run me :(

Also he might be getting it from ebay.

And i so got my kids to sing still alive together, then they got a portal gun, me a geek.

I meant avi clothing-wise. Not the entire avi because those are vastly different. xD

Take your muscle relaxing things! *prods* You're not supposed to be stressed and have a sore back!

Yes, you are a geek, but that's what makes us love you. xD

...I've been annoyingly grumpy for the past few days. >_< I hate this time of the month. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. It makes me snappy. And it's hot, which doesn't improve matters. And everything just seems worse than it is when it really isn't. -.- It's annoying because I know I'm overreacting and being crabby, so I just want to be left alone because there really isn't anything I can do about it. Stupid chemicals reacting in my brain. Why can't you be normal and balanced? >_<

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

And work called me in AGAIN.

And my mom is mad at me for not working on my dress. But really, I've been working. Today was my first day off, but I just felt completely out of it because of above mentioned reasons. Meh.

*goes off to sulk before she has to leave for work*

aww, poor you. I am going to be under the same issue, I just got away with having that time of the month during eagle's landing. Oh I was freaking out soo much. But yes, crabby you sounds liek it, me crabby and stuff too, and i don't wanna take my medication, for it would knock me out flat, and i might have left it in chicago. But gahh, I don't like hte back issue, it hurts alot, not painful alot, but I vote me bad lifting something and I'll be out of work for a bit, it will be realyl really annoying too.

Also my boss called randomly and was liek since you haven't called I assume everything is ok.....no really, it is my job to run Boulder, don't worry about it. Though it is your company.

Also everyone was cranky today, and mark is ranting. It is cute and stuff at the same time, he isn't happy with his roommates throwing out his food thoug hand he couldn't eat full meals, how sad. But yeah, his roommates are being stupid cause he checks his food all the time, and it was an onion in the back, not his tuna that they threw out so he couldn't make sandwiches today, so not a big lunch for him.

Whhaaa? I would kill people if they threw out my food! >_<

And I'm less crabby now. But work was such a pain. My back started hurting in the middle of it. o_0 Usually I don't get back pains for this time, but I have heard of other people who have and I can't think of any other reason for me getting them. Meh. Perhaps it was because I had to stand for such an annoyingly long time when it felt like blood wasn't reaching my legs. Tomorrow will be fun! And so will friday! And saturday! Ugh. >[email protected]

Oh! Oh! But I finished watching Vampire Knights! I want the season two~~~ I know they HAVE to be making a two because there's no way they can end like that! >_< Nononononono. ...I could always read manga, but meh. I wants to watch! *is probably going to go hunt for the manga right after this anywho* xD

Don't lift heavy objects! *scolds* Just don't! No trying to move around death-a-pults and throwing your back out! I would like my roommate to be whole when I get her next year. xD

You know what would make me less crabby? A hug from a guy. No, really. I'm totally serious. It doesn't have to be a serious hug or anything. It could just be one of those "hi, my name is blah" hugs or a joke. I miss being around boys too much. >[email protected] The ones at work are older or younger or would just take it the wrong way. Besides there really isn't oppurtunity as it is a workplace and it's not exactly a social gathering. It's not the right setting.

Even a hug from a girl would be nice. A hug from someone not in my family would be nice. Or a hug from my family. A hug from someone! ...it's not that I'm dying of not being hugged here; it's just that I want one but can't get one because my family is sleeping when I come home. TT.TT And yes, I hug them anyways, but it isn't the same. I don't really get hugged back... *sigh*

Oh great, now I'm going from being crabby to mopey. >_< Hate this. Hate it. Hate it. Hate it. Rawr.

::hug::!!!!! Yeah, I wish I had the physical contact again, it is really nice, though I did get attacked by my kids yesterday and yeah, that was interesting for I had 3 kids all of a sudden hugging me.

But yeah, hugs would be nice, I miss Mark and julie hugs already, they will come with time, I realyl shouldn't count down the weeks, but I feel i might soon.

Also I have no idea what is going on but I am waking up at 3 every day, it is issuesful when I am up at 3 am randomly.

It is good that you aren't cranky anymore, and poor mark was wanting to rant cause yeah, he was annoyed, and he isn't sure if his roommates are stealing his food cause he brought home burgers and ate one, but now they are all gone....

He is going to kill them if they eat his chili.

Yay! I got a hug! ^^

Yeah, I really do miss being up there because I miss you guys. I really miss friends. I love the ones I have down here, but I just never see them. >[email protected] It's not for lack of trying. I'm just always working... and I hate it that I have to be like this. Why do I always have to work so much? Why do I have to be the workaholic? I'm always working and never have time for them. It's just so insensitive and totally not me, yet I'm always doing it. >_<

I could take off for them and rearrange my schedule if they told me about the plans in advance. But of course, who plans in advance? And so it is another vacation where I barely get to see them. -.-

...I don't know if little kid hugs would work for me, seeing as I really don't like them. ^^;

Food stealing roommates are bad business. Very bad. >_< They should at least ask. I would start chaining down my food in my own fridge. <_< *likes her food too much*

he he,. mark could do that, though right now I think I pissed him off, it is something i neeed to apologize for, i called him while he was researching, bad bad me for not listening and getting suddle hints while at work...bad bad me.

Aww. *hugs you*

Work was a bitch. There was a guy who came in and said "twenty people." Our response was O_O. So he said, "Too much? Okay, sixteen." He was totally lying. >_< He ended up having like twenty five. We had to give him an entire two sections. I felt sorry for the poor waitress, but we didn't seat her any extra tables. That would have been insane.

Oh, but I got a nice fat tip for helping one guy bus his tables. Five dollars. ^^ It would've been eight, but I split it with the other hostess. Yes, yes, I know five and three isn't half, but I honestly miscounted and didn't see the other dollar. >_< Oh well. I only found out when I got home anywho.

But I work tomorrow morning too! Waaaaaaah! I don't wanna! TT.TT I really don't like these work evenings and then work mornings. Besides that, mornings has this REALLY grumpy, mean waitress who wants to find EVERYTHING you did wrong. >_< I really don't like her. It isn't very pleasant working with her. And tomorrow I must remember to call the boy Sam and not Sammy. Sam. Sam. Sam. Really, supernatural has ruined me by making me automatically call every Sam Sammy. xD Though, I don't know if this one would care if I called him Sammy. >_> We shall attempt to stick to just Sam to be safe.

...Don't wanna work tomorrow! TT.TT The morning crew just isn't as fun and nice as the night crew. Plus the night crew is made up of younger and more chill people, so it's easier to talk to them. For the daytime ones, it's their main job, so they stress out about it more, I guess. *shrugs* I dunno. I don't want to be a daytime waitress with them.

And I figured it out. I will definately get more money waitressing. Even though I'd get paid a dollar less on my paycheck, tips overcompensate that, so on the average I should make at least $10 an hour. ...of course, it could be more or less. It depends on the night and how good I'll be. We'll see.

Gah. I'm not tired yet, but I really need to get to sleep soon because work is early. >_<

So is this where I am suppose to show up to zippie's randomly? I could soo pull that off too. Work this week was interesting, I am actually going in costume as shorts and a T-shirt with wings and possibly the chain mail. I need to lighten my load for today cause I am going to LEGo land and yeah, way to hard on us all for me and such.

...o_0 No! You're not allowed to come to Zippy's! xD Naw, come whenever you like, but leave me a good tip. ^_~

Speaking of work, LKEJDFSPOJKLEWNDSIJKFDSLK. RAAAAAAAAAAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. >_<

I hate that waitress! I hate, hate, hate, hate her! ldksjfeLWkfjdlewkjsfdioljqwasdpolkfnjq:EWJk. Okay, so I was serving one customer and she said she ordered a coffee but never got it and wanted it to go. I said alright, so I went to go get it for her because no one else was around me. If I didn't go get it, she would complain about me ignoring her. When I come back she starts yelling at me that I should have stayed at the cash register because people were there now. WHAT THE HECK. No thank you. No nothing. Just ungrateful yelling. See if I ever help her again.

She said she wanted cream and sugar after that, but hell if I would get it for her. Besides, she said I should stay at my station and do cashiering because, of course, that's all I know how to do.

So the other waitress goes to get the cream and sugar because the customer asks her. And then the two go on and talk shit about me, while I'm right there as if I can't fucking hear them. >_< The customer basically just repeated what she said and asked where the other hostess was. The waitress said the other one had the day off and I was "just filling in for cashiering" and that I "wasn't a real hostess." Fucking a. SDLKJFDSL. What the hell does she think I am? I'm just some person from the counter they sent over? No. I bloody went through training all the way at the other Zippy's just so I could help your sorry little asses. Well, excuse me, if I'm can't do anything but cashier then you can seat your own customers, pour your own water, and wipe your own tables.

I really wanted to cry after, but I couldn't. There were more customers, and I couldn't really run away. And I couldn't even talk to anyone because that evil, evil waitress was still there. I hate her. Uggghhhhh. >_<

::hugs:: sounds like someone needs many hugs in person, and yeah, the issue with waitressing is that it is jsut that, the issues with customers along with your co-workers. Not the most amount of fun from what I hear, it drains people alot, and makes them grumpy with world, but in exchange has good money (maybe that is why they pay so well). Anyway, yeah, that sucks, I would want to kill the evil waitress, and aww, can i come to Hawaii!!!! I would love to hear about daily issues in person again. Or daily life, mine is jsut soo odd.

I am on day 4 or 5 of my back hurting...... How much did I complain last tiem before I couldn't move?

I do need hugs. I miss you. And yes, come to hawaii and complain about the evil waitress while she's there to me! xD No, no, I'm kidding. It would probably just make her grumpier. >_> But do come to hawaii! I want to eat sushi with you!

Anywho, my day actually wasn't that bad. That part kinda ruined it, but it started looking up later. A lady gave me a tip for ordering her a take out bento and packing it for her. And the customers after were really sweet. My mommy bought me the CUTEST shoes in the world (they're these beautiful blue and teal high heels--utterly girly, but I love them). And I just ate a cookie. So I'm better now.

I don't know if I want to go to kendo... >_> I'm kinda tired after standing all day at work. I mean, I could. And I do want to see my other friend. She's supposed to be back by now. But baaaaah. It depends if I fall asleep or not.

silly one, go to kendo if you can, it is good for you. Also bah, you are earning gold left and right, must somehow keep ahead of you. Also it is silly but yeah, sounds liek awesome shoes. And going to Hawaii would be great, but I will have to live with San Diego and Chicago one week after the next.

Summer is going slowly, fun, but slowly.

Oh so I called Mark yesterday during my work hours, and he got attacked by my kids, it was hilarious. He got in quest, the testing facilities from portal (funny game) and Batman in Chicago cause of my kids's actions it was awesome, so I fuigured call him to figure out what he would do, and yeah, he was in Galvin, so he was trying to be quite while quest leading, and failing and yeah, kids attacked my phone, but how he sounded in the end was one of those you did something very bad....

Ends up wasn't the case, but I burried myself into a hole cause of it..

I'm not really earning that much gold. >_>

And summer seems to be rushing by in great dollops. One moment it's June and I've got nothing to do. And suddenly it's July and I'm working my butt off. And it feels like it will be no time at all until I have start leaving. And I haven't even done much with my friends.

It feels like moments last forever while I'm in them, but once their gone, time rushes on until I'm in the next.

Time flies.

Time is weird.

Yeah, that is how it felt with leaving and staying ic Chicago, but I know it is really really annoying because I want Chicago to get sooner, also I take that time for granted.

Do you know what Liz is counting to?

it is odd though, at the same time I remember staying in Chicago and could not wait to get my job back, but this past sweek is reminding me how slow my work can be fore weeks don';t go by, and soemtimes hours don't either.

The grass is always greener on the other side. This whole deal about having two homes is absolutely heartbreaking because no matter where I am, I will always be yearning for the other. If only the two could combine, but then that would be disastrous. Two worlds colliding will end in at least one apocalypse.

I am feeling oddly poetic. o_0

And I have no idea what Liz is doing now. I haven't talked to her in awhile. I don't know. Having work and what not has made me just want to zone out and be anti social on the computer when I'm home. I know, I just shouldn't log onto stuff if I don't want to talk, but it's just always there. It takes more effort to turn it off.

I should skip kendo and just stay on mene just to beat you in gold. xD You so know I could do it too. xDDD (probably not, actually. I would probably get sucked away by Harvest Moon. xD)

Hmm... I think I want a nap. *crawls off to go die* Really, I don't like working evenings and then the next morning. It kills me. Besides, I don't like the morning crew. They make me want to cry. Night crew is so much cooler. *hugs them* I feel like I wanna bake cookies for all of them. xD Actually, one of my managers know that morning crews are grouchy. She asks me the ironic question "You're on the dark side today?" It is ironic because you would think that the morning people would be happier because it's sunny and happy outside. Well, maybe it just makes them bitter. xD

Anywho, that nap! ^^

So we are having soo many issues, I am on standby for the earlier flight (that was originally later than the current). I don't think we will get it, but that is cause I am bitter at this point of us getting htere, it sucks, I want to call Mark, but he is at Trek night, si I really shouldn't. I wanna cry at that thought too, but I know it won't help anything. we are at standby, and gahh, I want to jsut be on a plane and leave colorado, it isn't helping at all. Can I curl up and die tonight? it is just annoying , but gahh, what happens if I can't get on any flight. then so one of those, jsut fly us somewhere and get us a flight back, it would be silly, but at this point even showing up at chicago would be nice I jsut need the stupid miles, that was what this flight was for.

Can I jsut go to sleep now,? my plane is silly and all, but the whole can't call Mark is not helping, well he said I could but know that he is at Trek night. bahh, not helping at all, and we aren't getting called. Mom knows she is giving preference ot others too, bahh, I want ot get on the stupid fdlight and leave. Ok, stopping the rant now.

Aww. *hugs you* That sucks. I really hope you get your flight.

I'm sure you'll get a flight somehow. They can't just not give you a flight. Even if it's for tomorrow, I'm sure you'll get one.

I ended up skipping kendo. Yeah, yeah, I know I should have gone, but I feel like I don't get any me time anymore. That and I guess I'm still kinda thrown off about that whole incident at work a bit. I'm pretty much fine, but I just keep talking about it to different people and then I get all gloomy again. -.- I should really just keep my mouth shut, and then I'd be happier. ^^;

But it's good to talk about things.

it is good to talk about things, always good. Yeah I kind of guessed that you were skipping kendo. So unless i am mistaken, you got paid, eitehr that, or tried to beat me or get close, but probably not.

I am finally in San Diego, there wasn't many people after us who got seats either, United is evil, well if Mark isn't 3/4 dead when he reads a whole bunch of chat things, he'll understand, otherwise be very confused. I kind of want to call him since I know he is up, but yeah, that isn't so good cause I don't want to rely on him, but I did like seeing him on game night and such and yeah, ok I'll stop rambling.

No wireless in this hotel :(

Oh well, tiz fine i guess, I stole the wire from my mom.

Actually, no, I didn't get paid. I just decided to lurk on mene for awhile and actually post in gold earning forums for once and not the word games. xD

Blaaaah. I'm kinda bored right now. I think I'll go watch anime. Anime is kind of nice to watch instead of dramas. Drama eps are an hour long and anime eps are less than half an hour. It's much easier to fit into a time slot. xD ...but I still like my dramas more. >_>

And I want supernatural~~~~ I am dying of Sammy deprivation! X_X

And I'm happy you got a flight over. ^^ At least you didn't have to get sent home or sleep overnight at the airport. That would have sucked.

Yewah, silly cause mom jsut got a call that the flight got cancelled, apprently this would mean about now I would know that we have to go to a hotel and leave the next morning and gahh, at that point I would give up and say too bad. I am happy to be over, also I get strawberry pie here, marie calanders, also I am taking pictures of all the stuff at lego land tomorrow :)

No beating me cause you are getting paid :(

I want you to stop lurking so I can actually beat you in the race.

Strawberry pie! ^^

And I'm not racing... I'm just lurking and happen to be close competition. xD Anywho, you'll probably beat me anyways. I doubt I'll be able to devote much time to lurking tomorrow and sunday. On sunday, I believe I am being abducted by my aunt to move furniture again. x_x We just went last week to help her move stuff for recarpeting. Of course, she's having more stuff recarpeted, so we've got to move MORE stuff. ...I have no idea how we're dealing with the bed though. >_>

I can't either, vacation remember. So I have to go to bed soon, cause me tired. Hmm, so if that is the case, I need to devise a plan to be on alot on sunday, I know it won't happen anyway. So it is silly, but ninja night keeps happening during eagle landing stuff, and other things, liek today there is suppose to be a huge capture the flag game in boulder with my work, and ninja night, it is silly. And the next one is the same day as eagle's landing, too bad for the dojo but yeah, have to do fun party, well I guess I don't have to but still.

Mom is snoring, I should probably collapse, but I am awake and wishing to talk to my very dead boyfriend, probably nto a good idea....ok bad me, stop talking about Mark...

Yes, you've mentioned Mark in almost all of your posts here. *sweatdrops* But yeah, I can relate with the very awake feeling.

Ninja night? That thing with those pictures of toilet paper everywhere? xD That looked pretty cool.

Wait, what style martial arts do you do? For some reason my brain has become confused and can't remember if it was kung fu or karate or something else. ^^;

And right now I feel like I have one of those giant anime arrows stabbing through me--a nice, big, fat one that has stalker in bold letters. ._. Honestly, I'm not intentionally stalking. I'm just reading an lj because I enjoy the writing, which is pretty much like reading a book. However, it just feels different because I know this is actually someone's life. I want to go all English analyist on the writing and his character, but it's sort of weird because he's not a character. He's a person. I suppose I can do this because I've only met him once, so he's not really known to me.

What I'm doing is no different from me rereading my own drabbles, but it's still weird. >_> I am such a sucker for good writing that it's kinda creepy. o_0

That and I'm thinking that it would be interesting to see his style and self change through writing. I can't exactly do that to people close to me because I'd be biased. But this? This is an oppurtunity!

Yes, I'm absolutely crazy. And after I do this, it will be horribly embarrasing to meet him and say that "yes, I've read every single one of your lj entries and analyzed your writing style." Dude, I have weird hobbies. xD