hiri yea i am slowly working to get them XP why?

ami im a bad kid i carry a knife on me always but i have my reasons...

well I have extra ghost kitties for sale if you want them, but don't want to find a buyer

And yeah, condo nice as it is, apparently people don't wash my dishes correctly, and just rinse then put in my is clean rack.... stupid people

as for the 4th, it does seem like that, though time is passing slowly right now cause Mark left me alone and went home.

but I have new manga!!! and a spiffy desk right now, and mom and I fought over what happened monday and such...apprently she was expecting me to sleep with okami for bed space and made assumption about that. While I made assumption it was okami's choice and that people might not want to sleep in the same bed. GRRR on her. She kept being mad at me for being grumpy cause she was causing stress for me.

*sneaks in*

Er, yeah, been over a year since I was last on Mene. *huggles dragon*

Which manga do you now have? *sigh* I should go find the box my manga is in and actually unpack it. Though it's probably burried in the garage.

Yeah, they probably are, Kas.

I should be making phone calls.... but I don't wanna.... sort of. I should also start a list for France.... sigh. I want summer to end.

hi kasorin!! did you like my humble, home? sorry I wass grumpy most of the time, mom and I worked some of it out, though yeah, she was being odd aboutt numbers apprently.

new manga, I have alot, I jsut bought maid sama, quite funny me thinks.

Yeah, Okami, I want summer to end to. Oh, I never got the mail. *will do in a few minutes*

Yes I liked your home Dragon! It was very nice (and the washer/dryer looked like something a shrimp like me could reach to deal with)

Yeah, I'm odd and notice things like that. It's because I can't really operate our washer without the edge threatening to bruise my ribs.

It's okay about you being grumpy. Your mom was being a little... "dragon's mom" like. The sleeping arangments worked out fine, so no need to worry.

Maybe I should poke at my list for Harlaxton again. I don't care that they gave me one, I need to make a more in-depth, catergorized one for random parts of my brain.

it seems none of us are really a fan of summer this year...

Heh, yeah. It would help if I had a job to do every day to keep me busy. Also, I get to go to England in August so if July could just hurry up and end, that would be great.

And here come MORE vet bills. One of the dogs has a pink eye. Lovely, as if we don't have enough problems in the first place. *grumbles* also one of the kitties was having issues yesterday.

O.O dogs can ... have pink eye!? o.o wow i didnt know that

I'm not sure if they can. Dog has allergies and rubs at her eyes - I guess they itch. She's rubbed her eye a lot, and according to Okami it's pink and has a sore above it. We're guessing its just because of allergies (and praying it's not an infection). if we call the vet, they will demand for us to bring her in to check it even if it IS just allergies so we won't sue them if anything bad happens. And they'll give her a cone so she'll stop hurting them.

Heh, sorry for not being that clear before.

No, the sore is pink, not the eye itself... But Tewei trying to rub her face/eye in the grass and even on the pavement isn't going to help much. That poor sweetie!!!

And the fireworks here a pretty pathetic...you can't even see them, there's so much light polution. Of course, the clouds are low tonight since it's been raining all day... Still, there is much to be desired with the fireworks display of Lexington, KY. Estes' is WAY better. Especially since they reflect of the lake..... *sigh* I miss my CO......

I am so so so sorry ihope that your dog is not well :(

Well, at first when you saw it this morning you said her eye was pink. :P.

and the fireworks, at least the bit they showed on the news, seemed fairly decent. We're just to far away to see 'em with the cloud cover. But yeah, Estes was great. I just prefer NOT to get mosquito bitten watching fireworks.

getting bitten is never fun o.o

I'm leaving Chicago, I don't wanna!! but I really realyl want to stay. I feel bad though cause I ended up being a mess most of the week, and yeah... blarg.feels sorry for Mark, hugs him anyway.

hiri im sure that mark understands ...

Wow, hiriyuu, it sounds like your mom isn't that much to travel with. But I'm sure your boyfriend understands. I mean, I'm sure he would have prefered that you weren't so stressed out and everything, but I bet you would have liked that too.

And look, okami! I'm not be a literary hermit. I'm talking to real people! :P

And I'm just guessing here, but I'm thinking that kasorin is your sister??

*huggles Dragon* I'm sure Mark understands the reasonings behind the grumpy-stressedness. You got to see him, which is the good thing (Inspite of mom-attacks).

Yeah, I'm Okami's sister.

Blah, wet day again. Stupid rain, though at least it's not 90.

never!! I like it when you're not a hermit!! You see, being social can be fun!! ;)

And, yep, Kas is my wittle sis.... Idn't she just the cutest wittle gwirl you ever saw???? :P

And, I will agree with the general public here that Mark understands....

Now to make some dreaded phone calls....

so you two are sisters thats nice...<3 having things in common

Hm yeah, though after mom and I solved everything, I got to deal with why I was a wreck every day, it was not fun really. I was fine the rest of the day. But yeah, Mark understands, but he can walk away from my mom and I's constant fights. Then again, Mark gets on my case for taking advantage of others kindness, but then what does my mom do, she left all the milk and other foods in the fridge to rot there, and said meh, they are in a container... she didn't even bother to keep my own fridge clean, then gets mad at me about the condo being a mess...

I even brought it up with her, about cleaning it out, and she says meh, Mark shook his head and said not to get upset about it. Then again, after being with his family for 4th 9and not my mom), I was in a pretty good mood. One of them was actually surprised that I was going to be gone from Mark for 5 weeks, and considered that a long time, mark told me later her story, and it added up why she said that. (for the record, i am more needy on the constant contact then he is, his thoughts are taht even after zero contact for a short period of time, under a year beingg short, people will come back to him and relationship will pick up where it last was, which is not true cause people change. Anyway, had a more fun time with his family theni did with mom the entire week....maybe that says something, considering the segway tour was cool).

I guess it does say something, but I'm sorry it has to be that sort of a statement. Though, it is great that you get along with Mark's family, that's always a positive thing. And just to bring your spirits up, it looks like there might be a chance for me to be out in CO in mid-July. Mom says she's willing to fly me out to help out with a few things at the house to get it ready for the renters that are going to be there, but that, of course, means that I will need a place to sleep..... In any case, I'll let you know if anything materializes. I have to get in contact with Nattie, Susan, and a few others to see if they'll be out there and available for some hanging out at that time, too, 'cause if I go out it won't be to just do stuff with the house (if that was going to be the case, my Mom would go. And it might not happen at all if she can get someone to help out instead of family).

Of course, if I do end up going, I'll probably go up to Louisville a day early to hang out with Jenn Buck!! God, I miss that girl!! Jenn is, like, one of my best friends up at UE and I didn't get to see her at the end of the semester when I got back from England, so we've decided that we need to get together before we head off to opposite ends of France (she's going to be in Avignon while I'm in Rennes. And she'll be there for a year, too). So, I really really really want CO to work out!!

And all of this speculation makes me feel better after a fairly hard evening going in to the office with another very piddly week of two demos.... And having to say that I can't go on the District Meeting, which my manager really wanted me to go on. I was feeling so low coming out of that meeting. But now I feel better because I got to talk to Jenn Buck for a half hour!! And I'm going to call Nattie, too.

Hm, that sounds awesome, yes i can defiantly house you!!!

but yeha, Mark's family is nice and kind and amazing at times in comparison to my constant fighting, though a bit distanced about themselves, like Mark. But that isn't a huge issue for me these days.

no one can ever walk away from there own mothers without making complications worse, alot of my friends also know of my family problems but.... they dont see how bad things can really get cause they are not there, they are able to just walk away there lucky for it. none of us can see the fullness of others problems....

I am glad that while you were with mark and his family you had an okay time though i am in constant meed of contact with my relations... even though it is.. unhelty for ne to be so connected since i want to disconnect from all people around me and the relation in genreal is not the safest
ahhh so mark learned his distance from his parents then?


seeee i answered but it doesnt really help much

all i can say is i know the whole mother thing but the longdistance i havent delt with in a few years, i hope you can see mark again real soon

Yeah, and from your other thread, the other thing i miss that i get to do while in chicago, is wear collars again, I don' always, but my mom is so against them, that it is annoying to not even have a physical reminder that he and I are together.....

(morre info then you all need, but most of you probably vaguely know it anyway).

Mark's distance is jsut his way of thinking he gained partially due to his upbringing, my clingyness is due to my upbringing and betrayal that happened in it.