ive learned that its my life... i wont let them control me... even so some how they continusly find more and more ways to chain me down

some how every time i get a collar... they go missing

hm, thank fully my mom doesn't go through my stuff, but collars and stuff all got moved to chicago so I would never have to worry about it again.

*sticks out a tounge at Okami* I'm not THAT much younger.

I've been writing blog-post thingies on writing for a writer-friend. (my mom doesn't understand the point). He's paying me for each blog post thing I complete, and my first check should be arriving soon! Yay monies!

Kasorin! It's been forever since I've seen you around! ...Well, I suppose I'm partly to blame for that because I seem to disappear from here so much. Anywho, good to see you back again. ^^

Writing sounds cool. I've never gotten paid real money for writing--I only got paid in pixels and digital gold. xD

And on a random note, I am sunburned, and it hurts to wear things like shirts or straps on my shoulders. I want a tube top for the pure sake of being able to be decent while being sunburned. X_X It also hurts to wear my glasses, but not much I can do about that. Ugh.

awwww i so sorry your sun burned!

Yeah, it is quite sad. And it's not like I didn't put sunscreen on either. @[email protected] I usually don't get burned. I don't know why it randomly happened.

And I have a new cell phone! It's pretty and white. <3

whats its make?

oh, nice, I get to bug and call you again!!! anyway......

hahaha wanna call me instead....?

hm, it is ok, well I am writing a snail mail letter to Mark, for thanking him on making my life easier on my trip. and cause it was fun. Mom left all the milk and stuff in the fridge,, grr... and here Mark says I take advantage of people's kindness, when she doesn't even clean up her own mess.

maybe you both do... just in different ways?

hm, well mom and i both do, but it is a pain in the but when it was a tell her, what about the milk, it will go bad, and she went, oh it is in a closed container, it doens't matter. With mark standing right there who occassionally takes care of my empty house...

mmmmm i hate when people leave the milk out>.<

yeah, well it would have made the new fridge stink too. Mark nodded to me, and said he;d take care of it. But I like to clean before leaving so I come home to a clean house, that didn't happen this time....I have a half completed desk in my room, and a dirty living room. blarg. I come home to a mess as well, but less of one.

im sorryO.o so ummm why is therre only half a desk?

cause we didn't get it ordered till while we were in chicago for a week, then low and behold, building it took way too long, mom and I getting grouchy does not help.

ahhh.... i see =/ *hugs* no more gouchy pants...

yeah, that was most of the week that my poor boyfriend had to deal with, I'm one side, but annoyance is mom's at times.

my mothers nothing more thn a basher>.> all she does is bash on me and believes my brother is like perfect.. this smorning was just wonderful...

hm, that is never fun either, mom tells me she is tired of blah, and cleaning up my work, , blah, and it isn't liek I have my fair share too.

mmmm i turn 18 in 12 days... and im going to run as far as possible ( but still find it so i can go to work and stuff)

hm, arren't you still in school though? or are you done with high school then?

im done though i have to go get my deploma.... still

Hm, well then i make my recommendation to get out once you can, but do so without hard feelings for everyone. It is going to be annoying, but it is important to not have the hard feelings go miles.

thats why i didne just run away XP thats why im still sitting here really...