Nooooo! You're not allowed to go shower! I'm still here~ Don't abandon me! Come back, dragon!

...I almost used multiple exclamation marks despite my love of grammar--see how very spazzy I am. xD (But then I didn't, so I suppose it's not that bad yet.)

...I think last night has made me needy even though I'm sober now. >_< It's like the touch was it's own sort of alcohol...

Oh bugger. Not another drabble idea. I think I'm probably just going to try to ignore it and go to sleep anywho.

...probably not. xD

ah, yes this is why i stay clear for a bit, I am like that too, it takes a long while for everything inside to be built back to normal, and even now you know it is there, gahh. Also whole talking about it thing is fun too, but dangerous and such, but whatever. I want to talk to jeff now, he parties too.......I don't know people I swear.

Oh, um, should i PM emerade or soemthing? or should I let it fizzle, I am kind of wanting a jester's cloak from the art commish, but not sure. I could ask full metal about it in advance, but ahck, I would have to change stuff, and or I guess i could draw in other class, wish I could in freehand or shop, but can't.....grr.

Oh forgot to remember, on thurs is when I get all the gold too cause i am lazy. That will be fun.

But it shouldn't be there anymore~ It should've just gone poof! along with all the other happy floaty feelings. TT.TT

And my computer isn't recognizing the contraction "should've". -.-

I don't want to go to class! It's too cold! Waaaaay too cold. It says negative one on my temperature thing, and that's not counting wind chill. TT__________TT

What happened to that random semi warm period? I liked it. I want it to come back~ TT.TT

I think it would be better to get the cloak from the art commissioning thread just because it's "free" and all, since you need all your gold for those wings.

I don't want to go outside! *whines* ._.

that is why I want the cloak. the wings oh the wings. Anyway it was -25 yesterday, no wonder it was so cold.

Happy floaty feelings i figure is liek being relaxed, you can't tense all at once, and yes that is really hard to deal with but it takes time. Oh so me love Gab (ok not really but he is awesome), he says no use having long hair if you don't take care of it, and i guess he conditions it every day which makes all sense. I wish I did that....cause his hair is pretty.

ok fan girling again.

...you could tense all at once. It just wouldn't be very healthy or natural. xD ...but then again, relaxing all at once isn't exactly either. ^^;

I sorta don't want to drink again just because this is taking so long to get over. It's like those times very rare times when I had a very brief episode of drama because so and so was going through such and such, and I don't pay attention to anything else. I go to class and I go through the motions, but my mind really isn't there. It's back there, far, far away, across campus, with that person.

lkejfdiosnewfdiosfj. I want it back~ TT.TT

...but then again, I really don't. >_>

This is very bad for my academics. ._.

And I have soup! Yay! ^^

...I kinda want cajun ramen. ..It was pretty good. >_>

yes tensing all at once is bad, it takes forever I think, not sure how to get over the feeling. for I want to not drink enough to get alcoholics, and I know that is a huge fear of Liz's.

Other than that, eventually I figure something will happen and we will have something else on mind and this will move closer to back. As I said, I still remember, but I just let it go a bit.

...You don't realize how long it takes me to get over these things. >_>

Like it seriously takes forever. And then the whole me writing about it isn't really helping. It's just sort of keeping it alive until it's made a nice little hole in my heart that it can nestle itself into. If I stopped writing and became too busy, it might help.

However, I can pretty much tell you it's too late for that. It's made a hole and it's begun eating me inside out. It's too late. It won't end until I'm eaten alive.

...drabble idea! *flees* xD

you are giving me drabble ideas too, Ivam never realy over it, I just learn to not talk about it, but that lwas because drinking person with me is in cali, oh how I miss him. And he is single.....too bad I can't do anything, I guess he all of a sudden stopped loving her. Also noticing i like straight haired guys, i thought I did, but I have dated curly hair people, sad.

Psyrien likes guys with straight, semi wavy hair that goes woosh! ...yes, I know that made perfect sense. xD It's kinda funny, all the guys I've liked share a lot of the same physical characteristics. xD

They all have a dark tanned complexion, naturally black hair, and have not super tall builds (there's one exception to this one, but blah). Oh yes, and I found them to all have pretty hair. xDDDDD <- such a sucker for pretty hair.

Will you see stanford guy again? Maybe over the summer?

I hope so, actually over summer i believe we are both working, so yeah!! It is fun to work with him, though I have my fun with the kids too.

Tom or mene, not sure which, I should drabble now, or later. I so would chose him if I was actually perusing him, but he knows not that, so yeah.

Also mene means I close the gap between you and I in gold,. should i buy wings when I get enough, or should I ignore and get it all later?

I'd say get the wings as soon as you can. That way it will be out of the way and you can focus on other things.

Your choosing mene over real, live, breathing people! I'm ashamed of you! (Not really. xD)

Well, I still think you should actually go to lunch. I don't want to go to crown. It's too cold to walk that far. TT.TT

I need more chocolate! ...I could go get more chocolate if I didn't make such long posts or if I went fishing, but I need the gold. Waaaaah. I am torn. Chocolate or gold? I love the event items and the event commons. I don't know what to do! *runs around in circles*

Maybe gold first and chocolate later. ...But blah. Silly, silly expensive wings. I really wish I could buy both. TT.TT

I wish I started saving for this earlier. Okay, this time I'm not going to buy anything but event items. ...I should really just start storing gold on my mule so I don't spend it. >_>

Next time, next time.

mule, what mule??

Also prefer gold, but you are soo much closer than me, I want wings by tonight but not sure if I can manage to get the 400 gold more to get it. You are closer. Maybe drabble for a couple hours or soemthing.

I think you can do it. I believe I went up like three hundred in the past twelve hours or something. Wings by tonight would be nice, but I don't know if I'll get them by then. I'm thinking that it would be good to get up to 4k and then buy the wings, so that I can buy other things too.

Need more chocolate. See, the foxie is going to become worth a LOT some day. They're so adorable.

I don't wanna go to crown! It's too cold! TT.TT

I want to sketch, but the thing that I sketch isn't here, and I require it to be present. Well, I at least have to see it again. ...and then it would be slightly odd to draw it in Crown.

Meh. I don't want to wash my dishes. Perhaps I'll just wash them when I get back. xD

Well, I must go. Bye~

yes they probably will, I love them soo much ,i am glad I only got one belt. The foxies, have 4 I think. I want another but should probably get a second belt. Also 4k eh. That is a bit hard. Sorry I called you during class but arrg, can't tell you online, it was actually like um, can you leave or something ,but understandable i guess. She has a lot on her mind. I on the other hand is stuck where she is and having to deal with constant affection. listening to Zanarkend does help not. Also I think Liz doesn't really appreciate good music, it was weird to watch her when Tom was playing out of corner of eye, it was like a listen and then leave a bit, and talk about how piano is out of tune and such, it was weird, cause although he played parts it is amazing still, it made me smile really large, I was all happy too.

yeah, i am wondering whether i should be fully right in the head before anything, but stupid affection thinks otherwise. I think stay single though through V-day or something might be good.

Ohh so tired, must stay up.

Well um, not sure
how come you have 3.5 :( I want more.

HOW COULD SHE NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH IT? @[email protected]

But, but it's amazing~ It was drabble worthy! *is utterly confused*

...I'm hungry. We want pasta--the olive oil and herb one, but bah. So we can't use kitchen tonight? TT.TT

...and now that we've spoken for awhile, I've forgotten what I was writing. xD ...so I'll just click submit now~. ^^

thank you, yes it is drabble worthy. I don't get it all, but whatever, her theory, and yeah, I think it is bad a bit she thinks she can sing, and here mom tells me I am slightly off in my tuning and on my cello. Mom has perfect pitch ear, bah her.

I can't get over the fact that it's actually warm by my desk! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ...yeah, I know I just said this in the other chat, but nywahahahaha. It makes me so happy. ^^

I don't care about the other window all that much. As long as my desk is warm, it's good. Otherwise, I get cold when I want to do my homework and I feel like crawling into bed when I can't.

For some reason that one line in this Fray song always gets mixed up in my head. Instead of "somewhere along the way I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness" I keep thinking "somewhere along in the innocence." ...o_0 And that is totally and ironically wrong. ...but yeah, it could actually make sense in a twisted way.

Oh look, that's an almost drabble idea! xD

peko peko desu.

Also silly drabble ideas. So yeah, I am figuring cause we have all that budget every year, I should bind the drabbles sometime. Even if it is cheap, it would be nice. Also yeah,. then instead of random, I would need to title all of mine, like you would do yours. Maybe 3 hole punch, or hold them somewhere so I can go to kinkos and bind my life decently pretty. Though I might be coming in with a stack of books. I wish we had a budget so I could do that, like start a club for that, but why would iit have a poetry club is way beyond me.

Yes that is interesting. But it is funny, And also about the fray.

xDDD IIT with a poetry club. Ahahahaha.

And I would really love to have a book, but then I wouldn't. See, that would tie all of those drabbles to me with such a finality and certainty. Now they just sort of float around online. And yeah, if I owned an actual book, there is a chance that someone could find it and go "Oh~ What's this?" Yeah. I'm a little too paranoid about that.

But I can see where it would be nice. I do like going back through my drabbles and rereading every so often to see how I've been. It's interesting. ...and when I get a bunch, I go back and analyze my life through writing. xD Yes, I know, I'm a TOTAL DORK. Blame it on my AP English class making me such an analytical freak. ^____________________^

...that could be another reason why I'm so cynical about things. See, it really is the school's own fault. They've made us think about things. And now we can't have blind faith.

Need more chocolate~~~ TT____________TT

yes, poetry club is amusing. But hten free printing. I guess iit gives paper like nothing else to students too, like SGA has 50 dollars a semester for paper (who uses 500 sheets?)

Five hundred? o_0 Who in the world would use that many pages? That's insane.

And I made like a eighty gold profit on fishing today! Yay! I actually get a profit now~ ^^ ...I should start fishing on my mule more too. Then I can actually have a store of gold there too. ...but blah. Then I'll need to actually put gold into that account. Well, I will anywho after V-day. My mule shall be like my bank to ensure that I don't use all my gold on random things. ^^

And fishing gave me a whole bunch of chocolates. ^^ Muwahahahahaha. ...oh. If I put money in my mule, I could go fishing there and get chocolate and event items there. Hmm... *ponders* Anywho...

BAH. Brain died, and I completely forgot what I was going to say. -.- I shall now go and sulk in a corner.

Um, well we get 250, so yeah, that is enough for us too. hence I could probably make a permanent record of drabbles over a few years. Maybe when all is said and done we waste money on that or soemthing. I have like 220 last time in printing. Let's make sure we get our worth from iit.