| Fullmetal Phantom |
02-23-2008 03:44 AM |
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Your Existing Situation
Working to improve her image in the eyes of others so as to obtain their compliance and agreement with her needs and wishes.
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Well...this scares me a little bit. o_o Yes, as a matter of fact, I HAVE recently started making changes in that area...including changes I never thought I would make. However, it's not fully accurate - it's not so people will AGREE with my needs and wishes, it's more just so people won't think of me as some kind of awful, hideous person. :/ I...kinda don't have that much self-confidence, and I'm a bit afraid of other people seeing me the way I saw myself before I started trying to make those changes.
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Your Stress Sources
Unfulfilled expectations have led to uncertainly and an apprehensive watchfulness. Badly needs to feel secure and protected against further disappointment, being passed over, or losing standing and prestige. Doubtful that things will be any better in the future, but inclined nevertheless to make exaggerated demands or reject compromise.
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Aside from the exaggerated demands and rejecting compromise thing? True. Totally true. o_o That's...mildly creepy.
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Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way of gaining relief. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity providing no turmoil or emotional agitation is involved.
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.......well, that just might explain that dream I had a few weeks ago! D: :oops: But yeah...though I know nothing on the sexual activity thing, COMPLETELY true. I'm afraid to go back to work (I hate my job), I really, REALLY want to move (my parents drive me insane), and I feel completely trapped with all that. >.<;
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Your Desired Objective
Suffering from the effects of those things which are being rejected as disagreeable, and is strongly resisting them. Just wants to be left in peace.
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...no comment. At least not past...true.
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Your Actual Problem
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, emptiness, and an unadmitted self-contempt. Her refusal to admit this leads to her adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude.
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...and that kinda didn't HELP the situation, either. >.>; But...true. I feel...a bit creeped out by this.
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Your Actual Problem #2
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants drives her to the exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes her method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.
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False. I haven't reached THAT point yet. I'm not that crazy. >.<; Although lately I HAVE been questioning whether or not anything I do has any value...but I sure as hell haven't been doing new things just so I can DENY that they have any value. That's just silly.
I'm tempted to try taking this and doing it in the OPPOSITE order of how I really feel. See what happens then.
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