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she sniffed,pulling herself together."n-no,you didnt.im crying,cause...well,i guess you could say i did something wrong.im sorry,i shouldnt have jumped you like that.dont worry about it,its n-n-nothing..."
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His arms hesitantly moved, wrapping her in a tentative hug. He held her losely and thought. 'Hmm...How can I make her feel better? I remember what made me feel better when I was sad...' He pressed a kiss to her forehead. "Don't cry. You didn't do anything wrong. I like hugging you. Just...not all the time, okay?" |
she gasped slightly.her face went so red,she was sure there was heat radiating off of it."oh! i,uh...th-thank you...it wasnt that,i just...its just that...oh,i-im sorry,i cant say it.....it would ruin everything...i guess thats why im upset." yes,that was it.she couldnt tell him how she really felt,for fear that it would ruin thier friendship.but if she didnt tell him,she would be lying to him,and to herself."what do i do...?" she asked,not realizing she said it out loud.
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Gaara pressed another kiss to her forehead in an attempt to comfort her. He stepped back, raising an eyebrow. "Do whatever you want, I don't care." He smiled tentatively at her, unsure what she was going to do, and waited patiently for her to do something. |
right then,she made her decision."i-i know what to do.just...please forgive me.i have to tell the truth." she took a breath.how would she say it? "gaara,i....since we were little,i...and it only got stronger when i saw you again today..." she gulped,and tears ran down her cheeks."its just that,ive always had a crush on you,ever since we were yyoung.and,when i saw you today,and after spending time with you again,i realized that...i-i love you!" she started to sob.it was done,she said it.now there was no turning back.she fell to the ground,crying for all she was worth,and trying to hide her embarassed face form him.
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He picked her up bridal style and brushed her tears from her cheek with a kiss. "You silly thing...you thought I'd be mad at you?" He laughed, genuinely and from the heart. "Silly girl...I'm happy that you love me. No one else ever has, you know. It's really really nice to have someone who cares about me." |
gemini looked up,her face streaked with tears."r-really? its not a bad thing? th-then,he lied...but....well,thats it.i said it,and i guess it doesnt matter weather you feel the same.thats how i feel.i-its ok,im not the kind of person...im not meant to be loved.thats what he said...so,i know you dont feel the way i do.thats ok." she seemed to be talking half to herself.
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He frowned. "Who said? Who said you couldn't be loved, Gemini?" It didn't show, but Gaara was pissed. How could anyone tell one of his friends that she couldn't be loved? "Of course I love you." He kissed her forehead comfortingly. "You're the very best friend I have." |
she looked down."my father.he always said...but...he was right.im your friend...and thats it.just your friend.ill never be anything more,even though,i feel more than that...but you dont.so it must be true." she was glad that he still thought of her as a friend,but...that was all shed ever be.he probably didnt even realize what she meant..."ah...ive made a fool of myself again...you dont even know what i mean,do you? when i say i love you? you dont understant exactly how i meant it...but thats ok,i guess.i can be...just friends..."
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"He was wrong. Very wrong." He frowned deeply. "Hmm...what other kinds of love are there?" He used a finger to raise her chin to look at him. "And who said I only think of you as a friend?" |
she blushed again."i,uh...no one,just,you said...but,um,well,other kinds...thats tough...like,theres family,and theres frinds,and theres parent-to-child,and then theres...boyfriend and girlfriend.which is totally different..." she didnt know how to explain.did he even know what boyfriend and girlfriend ment?
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"It matters what gender two friends are?" He looked slightly confused. "We love each other differently just because I'm male and you're female?" |
"uh,er...oh,jeeze.its really complicated.hm...i really dont know how to explain it,its just something you feel,and you know it when you feel it." she stumbled to explain.but how could she,if she only just discovered it herself? "i guess the only way to understand it is to feel it,but...obviously you dont.hmmm......well,is there anyone youve ever liked,but you liked them in a way that felt different from the way you would like your siblings or your friends?" she half-hoped he would say no,but this was all she could think of.she held her locket close,like she often did when she was troubled.the only other thing was...no.she could NOT do that.he didnt even like her hugging him,never mind that.even though she really wanted to..
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"I don't know...you're really my only friend. But I like you more than Naruto." He smiled, but still looked confused. "Is that what you mean? You like me more than your other friends?" (Is Gaara about to be kissed, hmm? XD) |
((who told you?! lol))
gemini went red.again."well,yes,thats kinda...i guess you coould put it that way.some people say,like..more than friends.uh..." oh,no.he still didnt get it.she would have to...but,would he let her? damn! i want to,so bad...but....will he get mad? oh! ill just have to find ot! this could be called a test,i guess.if he kisses back,then... she gulped,worked up her courage,and,before she could lose it"something like..." she said,just before kissing him.her heart was pounding so hard,he must have been able to hear,and FEEEL it.she was kissing him! |
He stood still, frozen. He'd never been kissed before...and he wasn't exactly sure what she was doing. It was...kind of nice...but... "Umm...." He pulled back slightly. "I'm okay...you don't have to comfort me." He nodded as though to accentuate the statement. |
she fought back tears.it didnt work."n-no,i w-wasnt...oh!" she started to sob again.she jumped down,and started to run,crying so hard she could barely see.she kept stumbling,nearly falling,but she had to keep going.if she stayed,she would just have embarased herself even more.what had she been thinking? to KISS him! how stupid could she get?! she stumbled again,and fell.and didnt stop falling."a-aaaahhh!!!!" she screamed,still crying,as she fell right off a cliff edge,nothing but a raging river below.is this it? am i being punished for trying to love someone? father said this would happen...i wasnt meant to love,or be loved.its over.at least i got to see him again... she thought as she fell.
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Gaara's sand swept in front of her, saving her from certain death. He pulls her to him and kisses her back just as she'd kissed him. "Don't cry, Gem-chan." |
gemini thought for a second that she had died."g-garra? how..you saved me? i...thank you!" she clung to him,crying hard form shock,and happieness."i-im sorry.i just..i got carried away.i tought...b-but,mabey father was wrong...i love you,gaara-sama,more than anything else.please forgive me for being so childish.i love you...i love you." she sniffled,trying to stop crying.she looked up and smile wakly at him.he had kissed her.a real kiss...her first kiss.she gave him a weak hug before falling and half-passing out from exhaustion,and shock.she was still concious,but her body wouldnt move.
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He carried her bridal style to the ambassador's mansion and up to his room. He lay her down on her bed, ignoring the wide eyed servants. He lay down beside her and put an arm around her. He didn't sleep much, but he did want to create a comforting atmosphere for her. |
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gemini felt herself blushing.her body felt heavy,she couldnt move.when he laid next to her,she could almost see herself as a kid again,laying on the rooftop with him,watching the stars.things had been so simple then.feeling cold,she used what strength she had to cuddle as close to him as possible.soon,she was asleep,smiling in her dreams."ga-chan..." she mumbled,obviously dreaming of thier time togrther as children.she had always called him that.
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He stroked a hand down her hair, wondering what she dreamed of. When he heard her call him 'ga-chan' he smiled. It was nice, seeing her again. It had been a long time since he'd had reason to smile, but it seemed like he was smiling all the time now. |
she woke up suddenly when his hand accidentally brushed one of her ears.her face went instanly red.she sould have told him,her ears were very sensitive,and if they were touched by a male,it sent her into a state somwhat like being in heat.she quickly controlled herself."uh,er,um...wh-where am i? g-gaara? i-i oh,my head hurts.y-you touched my ear..." she added,seeing his almost-confused face."th-they...theyre very sensitive..." she said.she certainly wasnt going to explain the whole thing to him,no,she would die of embarassment.why did her face have to be so red?!
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He raised an eyebrow, withdrawing his hand. In the process, he accidentally touched her ear again, for longer this time. He lay on his side and watched her silently for a moment. "Are you okay, Gem-chan?" |
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