((I am going to take over Saix, so you're not having a conversation with yourself))

Saix looked at Demyx and sighed as he said," You know I can't tell you that, but I can tell you who is on a mission and who isn't. However, what I can tell you is that Zexion did go to Twilight Town not too long ago. If you left now, you should be able to catch up to him. Zexion looked around he was sent on a routine reconnasance mission to spy on the local heartless population. It was a simple enough task, and for a perfect pro like him he had completed the mission with ease. Closing his lexicon he took a breath of fresh air into his lungs. The missions helped take his mind off a lot of things. Demyx. Xemnas. Even his own reports. He was in his own little world. Walking to the seasalt ice cream vendor he bought one and left heading towards the train station where he went in, went up the stairs, and out to the balcony that overlooked the whole town. He took a bite of his ice cream bar, looked out to the setting sun, as he he began to cry.

Demyx nodded. "Thank you!" he exclaimed, opening a portal to Twilight Town. He resisted the urge to hug Saix before running in. He blinked quickly as the bright sunlight nearly blinded him for a second. 'Keep forgetting that the sun seems to always shine here..' he thought. He shook his head quickly and began his search for Zexion again. He looked and looked and looked before sighing as he stood outside the station tower. He looked up and smiled when he seen someone up there. He hurried up the stairs and walked quietly over to him. He frowned though when he seen him crying. "Don't cry." he said, wrapping his arms around him in a hug, hoping to comfort him.

Zexion looked out towards the setting sun when he was suddenly embraced from behind as he heard Demyx say,"Don't cry." Zexion looked up to see Demyx standing above him. Zexion really didn't care if anyone saw the two of them. The could watch, he didn't care. He leaned into Demyx's arms as he let out a sigh. Everything became right in the world as he closed his eyes. He would really need to treat Demyx when they got back to the castle.

((By the way how high rating can we get this, because my next post we might have to take it to PM's depending on what you want.))

Demyx smiled lightly as Zexion seemed to relax. He really hoped he wasn't the reason why he was sad. That would just make him feel terrible. He idly reached over to wipe away the tears and rested his head lightly on the shorter male. He would stand here for as long as Zexion wanted him too, without complaint.

He was truly in love with the blonde. He really was. He might have called him a brat, but that was just a ruse, especially around Xemnas. Zexion wanted to show Demyx just how much he loved him. Turning around in Demyx's arms he looked at Demyx as a grin appeared on his face. He knew exactly what to do. Placing his hands on Demyx's shoulders he pushed until Zexion was on top of Demyx. Zexion looked down as he locked his lips with Demyx in a searing kiss as he bit Demyx's lip so he could deepen the kiss. "Xemnas could go to hell for all he cared," thought Zexion. "He was with his one and only."

Demyx was happy to be spending this time with Zexion. He would have been perfectly content just sitting here with him for a long time and wasn't expecting him to be kissed But he relaxed quickly and kissed him back. He wasn't sure what he did to cause Zexion to kiss him, but quite honestly, he didn't care. He slid one arm around the other's neck, pulling him closer and allowed him to deepen the kiss.

He felt Demyx slide his hand around his neck to bring the two of them closer together. It felt like pure ecstasy when he was kissing Demyx. Opening his eyes he pushed himself off of the taller one to look down at Zexion. "I don't want to scare you, but once I start this, I don't think I can stop are you prepared?" The last thing that he had wanted to do was scare the blonde away, now that he had him exactly where he wanted. Was it wrong to lust for the blonde as Xemnas lusted for him? He didn't want to turn into another Xemnas with the way that he treated people. The last thing he wanted to do was hurt the one he loved.

Demyx almost whined when Zexion pulled away, but he stopped himself. He sat up slighlty and nodded. "Yeah. I'm prepared." he said. He wanted to be with Zexion more than anything in the world. He grabbed the front of Zexion's robes and pulled him towards him so he can kiss him again. Nothing can ruin this moment for him.

Zexion smiled to himself as he heard Demyx say,"Yeah. I'm prepared." He felt Demyx begin to pull him towards him again. Zexion smiled wickedly as he began to zip Demyx's cloak open reveling at the paleness of his skin. Instead of going to kiss him he went for his neck instead biting gently and sucking on it. Running his tongue in lazy circles on Demyx's neck to see if he would get a response. He continued this until he had Demyx's cloak drapped over one of his shoulders, and beginning to pool around his waist. Zexion did the same and was soon rid of his own cloak. He had on a pair of silk boxers on underneath. He continued to push the cloak off of Demyx's shoulders taking it slowly as to not scare the blonde.

((I am thinking that possibly my next post will be in a private thread depending on your response. Also hopefully this one wasn't "too" racy))

Demyx almost whined when he realized Zexion wasn't going to kiss him again. Almost. He inhaled sharply when he felt the others' lips on his neck. He moved one hand to the shorter mans' hair and pulled him closer, wanting more. He used his other hand to lightly run his fingers over Zexion's chest, loving the way it felt.

((Heading off to private PM's until the rated 'R' scene is done))

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[a lot of inappropriate stuff here] Zexion rolled him and Demyx so that that they were spooning with one another, Demyx's back to Zexion's front. Zexion was quite tired, but his first priority was Demyx. Looking over Demyx's shoulder he noticed that Demyx was...

Demyx finally got his breathing back to normal. He turned his head slightly so he could smile lightly at Zexion. He struggled to keep his eyes open, kinda surprised with how tired he was. He knew people were normally tired afterwards, but he didn't think he'd have so much trouble staying awake.

Zexion noticed that Demyx was trying to blink back sleep. He smiled to Demyx as he readjusted Demyx so that he was more comfortable. Usually such acts didn't leave him feeling tired, but this one did since he too found pleasure. He yawned loudly, and said," We have a busy day ahead of us tomorrow. We should get some sleep." Closing his eyes Zexion felt at peace for the first time in many months. He felt at ease as he let his mind drift to safer areas and times.

Demyx nodded briefly before closing his eyes. "Alright..." he muttered, drifting off to sleep. The time he spent with Zexion kept repeating itself over and over in his head and he smiled lightly in his sleep. He was not looking forward to getting up tomorrow and going to work.

Zexion opened his eyes the following morning, or what he assumed was morning. He had artificial sun lights that would come on when the sun was in the sky so it replicated the sun. Zexion knew that he would go mad within days if he didn't have sunlight, but being blinded by it every morning was always a hassle. Blinking his eyes a few times to focus them he noticed his arm was wrapped protectively around a figure with blonde hair. Blinking again, the memories from the previous night played within his head. "That really did happen," thought Zexion. Zexion was glad that his imagination wasn't playing tricks on his this time, and that it was in fact real.

Getting off of his bed he walked over to the bathroom that was attached to his own private quarters. He took a quick shower and came out as he was towel drying his slate colored locks. He went out of his room to the the small kitchenette where he made himself some coffee. He took a deep breath breathing in the rich aroma of the freshly brewed coffee. He was about to take a sip when he heard another equally annoying voice. It was Larxene. She was always so bouncy in the morning, a regular old jumping bean. "So," she drawled eyeing Zexion with her aqua colored eyes. "Who was with you last night? You were pretty loud with whoever you were with. I could hear it through my wall." Zexion almost dropped his coffee as his face turned beet red. "I certainly have no idea who you are talking about," said Zexion as he tried to remain calm. "Surely such accusations from you were warranted by something that I had done to you previously." Larxene looked at him and said," God, you are so dull." She then turned on her heel and left through the open door to the kitchenette.

Why was Zexion so embarrased. "I mean it wasn't like I was denying it, but I also wasn't confirming it either" thought Zexion as he took another sip of his coffee. Why was he so ashamed. Why was so he so afraid of admitting it to himself. Then it clicked. He wasn't scared if any of the other members figured out. For gods sake, Axel was with Roxas. Everybody knew about it. He was afraid if Xemnas heard about it, and acted accordingly to protect what was his. His fears were soon realized in another form when he heard a cough from behind him. Whipping around he was face to face with eyes of liquid amber. He was face to face with his greatest fear. Xemnas.

Demyx stretched and yawned loudly when he woke up. He sat up slowly and looked around the room confused, rubbing sleep from his eyes. 'Where am I?...' he thought. He blushed a dark red when he remember. 'Right. Now I remember.' He looked over to the place where Zexion was sleeping, but frowned lighty when he saw the other was gone. He shrugged before jumping up and going to take a shower before going to the kitchenette to get something to eat.

Demyx hummed lightly to himself when he was done with the shower, emitting a happy, postive energy about him. He couldn't help but be happy. He paused in the doorway though when he saw Xemnas standing so close to Zexion. His stomach clench painfully and he hoped that Zexion wasn't in trouble because of him. That would make him feel terrible.

((this is my last post for the night. I fell asleep twice on my keyboard while writing this, so it is bedtime for me. I can't wait to read your response tomorrow morning, or whenever. Have a good rest of the night/morning))

Zexion back up further and further away from Xemnas as Xemnas closed the gap between the two males. Zexion backed so far he felt the end of the countertop digging into the small of his back. Xemnas took one of Zexion's hands and gently kissed the back of it. Zexion tried to pull his hand away, but he was held in a vice grip. Xemnas used the hand that he was holding to bring Zexion closer to him by yanking him forward. Zexion in his surprise, dropped the cup of steaming hot coffee onto the ground where it clattered loudly and shattered into hundreds of pieces. Zexion was trapped in Xemnas' arms. He fought and struggled to get free, but immediatly stopped when he felt Xemnas' teeth on his ear. Zexion shivered as Xemnas' blew into his ear, and whispered something into it. Zexion barely heard it, but it solidified itself when Xemnas ghosted a hand over his neck and down his chest in a loving manner.

Xemnas turned on his heel and walked out of the kitchenette as he walked past Demyx he smiled at him kindly but his eyes were as cold as ice.

((Wow. I would never be able to fall asleep while typing. But I'm actually off to bed now when I answer this anyway. ^^" I have school tomorrow and am only going to get a few hours sleep.))

Demyx frowned lightly as he watched the scene between Zexion and Xemnas. Even though he make act stupid and unobservant, he saw a lot more than people thought. And he could easily see Zexion didn't want anything to do with Xemnas. But Demyx couldn't do anything to interfear. Not if he wanted to be turned into a dusk. Before Xemnas had turned to leave, he put a smile back on his face to hid the fact that he noticed anything. But the second the Superiour was out of sight, the smile slid from his face back into a frown. He went over to Zexion. "Hey.. You okay?" he asked, concerned. He was going to clean up the mess from Zexion's coffee once he was sure the other was okay.

Zexion felt even more mortified when he saw Demyx approach him as Xemnas walked away out of the kitchenette. Zexion bent down to and began picking up the fallen pieces when he heard Demyx say," Hey.. You okay?" Zexion stood up suddenly and dropped the pieces of the coffee mug that he was holding. They clattered to the ground again. Zexion looked up at Demyx stunned to see him up and about already. He "was" rather hard on him the night before. "Ya, I am fine," said Zexion as he verbally placed a mask over his words. He looked at Demyx's sad expression on his face, and his heart almost broke as he looked away quickly as he felt the onset of tears. "I have some work to do." He pushed past Demyx as he thought he was going to cry. He wasn't going to cry in front of him. He just wasn't.

Demyx watched him silently. He could tell something was wrong. Didn't Zexion trust him enough to tell him how he was feeling? Hoping that wasn't the case, he sighed lightly. But when Zexion pushed past him, Demyx instantly grabbed one of his arms and spun the shorter man around to face him. He looked closely at his face and frowned. "you're not fine.." he muttered. It seemed Zexion didn't trust him enough. The thought saddened him greatly, but he didn't let it show on his face. "....Why won't you tell me what's wrong?"

As Zexion pushed past Demyx he felt a tug on his arm as he was spun around by Demyx. Zexion looked at Demyx and was about to tell him to go and mind his own business, but then he heard Demyx say," ....Why won't you tell me what's wrong?" Zexion was hurt, angry, and most of all confused that Demyx would say something like that. He thought about it for a moment though, and decided that he had had a valid reason to have said that though. Zexion didn't know what to say. He wanted to tell Demyx the truth, but he didn't know how how. His mind went completely blank when he yelled out. "Dammit! It's because I love you that I can't tell you anything! He'll kill you!" Just as he said the last part Saix walked by and gave the pair an odd look as he rolled his eyes, and kept on his way towards his misson.

Demxy froze slightly when Zexion said that. He loved him? He released Zexion's arm and took a step back, trying to get his thoughts in order. He wanted to ask who would kill him, but he couldn't bring the question to his lips. Instead, he just smiled a very happy smile and hugged Zexion for a second. "You love me! That's great!" he exclaimed, leaning over and kissing Zexion quickly. "You don't have to tell me then, if you don't want too." he said, deciding if Zexion really did want him to know, then he'd tell him. He patted Zexion once on the head before skipping off happily. Which probably wasn't the best idea because the second he started to skip, pain shot up his spine. He stumbled for a second and choose to ignore it. At least, as long as Zexion was still able to see him.

Zexion expected Demyx to be a little more upset about what he had said, but Demyx just patted him on the head and gave him a quick kiss as he left and went skipping down the hallway towards various places unknown. Zexion, at that moment, decided that it was probably not the best thing to do was tell Demyx about what Xemnas had told him. He wanted him to not worry about him, and be his happy-go-lucky self.

Zexion walked back out of the kitchenette and towards Superior Xemnas' room and to the fate that he knew that he would get. His fate was sealed, and as long as it protected Demyx from harm he was alright with it.

Once around the corner, Demyx leaned against the wall, biting his lip. He was just now realizing how sore he was. But he expected it. He just hoped he'd be able to keep his composure around the other members. But before he could straighten himself out, Xigbar came up to him.

"Hey little man. What's wrong with you?" he asked, leaning on the wall next to Demyx.

"Nothing." Demyx said, smiling and laughing lightly, hoping Xigbar bought the lie. He could tell though that he didn't completely believe him.

"You sure? You seem like you're in pain?" Xigbar grinned when he saw Demyx's smile falter. He reached out and poked Demyx lightly in the side. His grin grew when the other jumped away. "I know what it is. Don't worry. I'll just tell everyone to be nice to you cause of your rough night~" with that, he ran off down the halls to tell everyone.

"No! Don't do that!" Demxy exclaimed, running after him, ignoring the pain.

((Last post till I get back from Taco Bell. Will do one final post after I get back if I am tired))

Zexion knocked on the door timidly, and it immediatly swung open to reveal a smirking Xemnas who was only wearing his pair of black leather pants that he had on underneath his cloak at all times. He smirked at Zexion before he grabbed his hand dragging him into the room. Before Zexion knew what was going on he was thrown against the wall, as he let out a loud shriek as his head connected with the wall of Xemnas' room. He blacked out after that.