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"Why did you need to wash your clothes? Weren't you wearing clean ones when you came here?" he asked and raise and eyebrow in surprise at what Rude said about him and his brothers. "Worried?" he repeated and chuckled. "Careful with what you say Rude..." he said. Kadaj was surprised to hear Rude say he was worried...it actually made him happy inside, but he pretended not to care. He pretended to be cold and mean. "I think I'm pretty old to go out whenever I want...and my brothers don't mind me going out...they just worry if I don't get home quickly..." he snapped and glared. He took a few steps towards Rude and smirked. "You be very careful how you act and what you say around me Rude...especially when it's about my brothers." he said gently.
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Rude shrugged. "Yeah, they were clean...it's just, on my way here I got a little bit of dirt on them. The bike slung it up on me. I shivered as he spoke. "I wasn't trying to be mean. I promise. I was just asking if you were ok." Rude said and backed away as Kadaj came closer. "Look, I'll just be quiet ok? Just calm down and don't kill me." he said and kept backing away.
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"A little bit of dirt is nothing to get naked for...but whatever..." he said and rolled his eyes. He smirked seeing the fear in Rude as he backed up. "I won't kill you...you haven't done anything wrong yet...and as you can see I'm FINE!" he said and frowned. "I don't need you worrying about me rude...I already have two brothers that do that enough...I don't need anyone else to worry about me...much less someone like you." he said and shook his head. He took a deep breath and sighed as he walked away and back to his bike.
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Rude suddenly got pissed. "Someone like me? What's that sapossed to mean you smug little bastard?" he yelled as Kadaj started walking away. "I'll have you know I don't give a damn about you! Rufus just doesn't want you dead yet, so I have to be sure you stay alive. I'd love to see you die anyway!" Rude couldn't stop talking until it was too late and he realized what he'd said and who he'd said it too. He gasped a little and now knew he was dead meat. Kadaj was going to kill him dead. Rude looked to Cloud's bike, wondering if he could run for it and speed away before Kadaj decided to have revenge for Rude's harsh talk.
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Kadaj had stopped walking when he heard whet Rude said. "You'd love to see me die?" he repeated as he turned to face Rude. "Say that again Rude..." he challenged. "I'm not in the mood to fight, but it looks like you are...so I'll fight with you if that's what you want.." he said with his hand on the hilt of his sword. Kadaj took a few steps towards Rude and glared at him. "Go ahead...say it again..." he repeated angrily.
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Rude couldn't see why he'd ever been scared of this punk. He was just a dumb, immature kid. "You heard me you dumb whore! I'd love to see you die and suffer. I want to see you beg for mercy as the pain becomes to much for you to bear. Then when it hurts so bad you wish you were dead, I hope you're just left alone to die in silence and misery." he didn't know why he was talking like this. Rude knew he was being cruel, but for some reason he was just completly pissed that Kadaj said 'someone like him.' Rude had felt like Kadaj was personally insulting him, which really he had insulted him. That didn't sit well with him. For some reason it made his chest ache.
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Kadaj listened to him and chuckled. "Ah, being the little tough boy now huh?" he said and smirked. "Rude, you will never see me like that...not you, not Cloud, not anyone..." he explained and rolled his eyes. His cellphone rang and he answered it. It was Loz. "I'll be right over Loz...I was just thinking about stuff, but don't cry Loz...I'm coming home..." he said and smirked as he hung up. He looked over at Rude and rolled his eyes again before walking over to his bike. "Be grateful that Loz called..." he muttered and glared at Rude.
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Rude grabbed him by the waist before he could get on his bike and kissed Kadaj. He hadn't been able to hold back any longer and now he was taking what he wanted. Kadaj's lips were soft and felt nice. Rude just kept kissing him, massaging those soft lips with his own. He didn't rove his arm from around Kadaj's waist as he stared into the silver gained man's eyes. "Do you see why I was worrid now? I care about you Kadaj. When I'm around you I get nervous and feel all giddy inside." Rude wondered if he was going to kill him for this.
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Kadaj was about to get on his bike when he felt an arm go around his waits, and then felt Rude's lips on his. Kadaj's eyes widened in shock, and he was even more shocked when he found himself kissing him back gently. When Rude finally pulled away to speak, anger and confusion filled him. "Rude..." he said calmly. "I have two brothers that care about me...I don't need anyone else but them..." he muttered and glared up at Rude. He tried pulling free from Rude's arm but couldn't. "Rude...I have to go comfort Loz now because that's what brothers do...he misses me...so let me go!" he said and sighed. "About what you just did..." he said and smirked. "We'll most likely meet again...and when we do...we can sort this mistake out...because I know that's what all of this is, a mistake." he said and tried to pull away again.
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Rude shook his head. "It's not a mistake." he said. "I know exactly what I'm doing and I know exactly what I want." he kissed Kadaj again, still refusing to let the other man go. "You like this, don't even lie and say you don't." Rude whispered low in his ear. "You need more than your brothers. They're great and all, but can they give you the relationship I can?" he asked, staring down at Kadaj. He still didn't plan on letting the smaller man go.
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Kadaj didn't kiss back this time and glared up at Rude. "Leave me alone Rude, or do you want me to call my brothers for help?" he asked and frowned. "I...it doesn't matter if I like it or not Rude..." he said and sighed. "We are two completely different people...we are enemies." he said to him sadly. "My brothers...are the WORLD to me!" he yelled. "No one...not even YOU would be able to make me happy like they do, you can't replace them...all I want is them...and mother." he said and frowned. "Let me go Rude...." he said and glared up at the man.
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Rude looked down as Kadaj glared at him. "Hmm, I may not be able to make you as happy as you'd be destroying the world, but I really could make you happy. I'd prove it to you but I'd need a chance first." Rude sighed. "Youre beautiful, like a rose, but if I try and get to close I'm stabbed by the thorns." Rude kept staring at him, but Kadaj clearly wasn't interested so he let go after tracing a single finger over Kadaj's lips. "Very well, we will remain enemies since that is what you wish." Rude said icily. he walked a few paces away and started back up the fire that had been going earlier and laid by it, staring up at the sky.
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Why was he lying to himself? He loved Rude...."I'm just scared...of what everyone will say..."he said as he looked at Rude lying on the ground. "Shouldn't you go give cloud back his motorcycle?" he asked him and sighed as he walked back to his own motorcycle. He got on and looked over at Rude for a while. "We'll probably meet again Rude..." he said and ran a hand through his silver hair before starting the motorcycle.
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Rude nodded. "Yeah, I need to go give it back I guess." he said, still looking at Kadaj. He sighed. "You can't worry about whatever anyone else thinks. You have to make yourself happy." I said and then watched him run a hand through hos hair. "Yeah, we'll meet again, even if I have to come find you." he said with a smirk. The sun was starting to rise and the sky was many differant colors. Rude couldn't help but think Kadaj looked beautiful in the lighting.
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"Yes you do...I wouldn't want Cloud to come looking for you and see us like this..." he said and shook his head. "I...I just wonder what Loz and Yazoo would say...I bet they would threaten you or something..." he said and chuckled at the thought. "They would probably accept it but keep their eyes on you." he said and smirked back at Rude. "You, come find me?" he said and laughed. "Oh Rude, I don't think that would be the wisest choice...unless I'm alone...if my brothers are with me I suggest you stay away." he said to him.
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Rufe shrugged. "I'm bot really scared of Loz and Yazoo. You're pretty damn scary at times, but they are just your followers. They'll never be as good as you, no offense." Rude knew that Kadaj was powerful. That was the reason he'd never told him about his feelings before now.
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"Well, you should be scared of all three of us..." he said and smirked. "Glad to know that I scare you Rude, and I didn't think they were my followers...nice to know though, I guess..." he said and shrugged. "I should go now...I'll be waiting for you tomorrow where I first found you..." he said and smirked. "Until then...goodbye Rude." he said and sped off to his house.
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Rude went back and parked Cloud's bike so he'd never know someone ha use it. He laid in his bed and thought of seeing Kadaj again tomorrow. He was starting to feel like he might be in love with him. He knew he'd always liked Kadaj more than a friend, but now it felt more like true love through it was forbidden. Kadaj was his enemy, yet he didnt want to be enemies anymore. People weren't going to except them being together.
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Kadaj sighed and arrived home. When he entered, Yazoo and Loz where pacing the living room. "You took forever, I was going to call again..." said Loz. "Sorry..." said Kadaj. "What made you take so long?" asked Yazoo. "I ran into Rude...and we just talked..." he explained. He really didn't want to tell them the kissing part, he knew that they wouldn't accept it and probably go kill Rude if they could.
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Rude took a shower and then looked at Cloud and Reno who were all tangled up in the sheets, pressed against one another. Rude rolled his eyes. The two woke up with hangovers from the devil and Reno pulled Cloud closer after the two took strong pain pills for their headaches. Reno kissed Cloud softly and Rude walked out, wishing he had Kadaj here with him. He couldn't wait until later when he meet Kadaj again.
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The next morning, Kadaj woke up to the sound of motorcycles. He got up and went to the living room. On the door was a note saying that Loz and Yazoo had left to train with each other. "Perfect..." he said and left to shower. While showering, Kadaj wondered what Rude was up to, and if he would even show today. Changing and brushing his hair, Kadaj walked outside and hopped onto his motorcycle and rode off to the bar where he had found Rude.
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Rude got in his car, loud rap music making the car shake as he rode back to the bar. He got out and stepped inside, looking around for Kadaj. He didn't see the silver haired man and so he sat at the bar, waiting to see if he'd show. He heard a motorcyle outside and peaked out to see Kadaj. He snuck out and behind Kadaj, slipping his arms around the other's waist. "Hello Beautiful." he whispered in his ear.
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Kadaj parked outside the bar and felt arms around his waist. At first, Kadaj tensed up wondering who the hell was holding him. When he heard Rude's voice in his ear, he smiled and stood up then turned to face Rude. "Hey..." he said and smirked. "Let's go inside big boy..." he said and pulled Rude back inside the bar. "I'm surprised you showed...I honestly thought you wouldn't. " he admitted.
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He frowned. "Of coarse I showed. I couldn't wait. I've been excited since last night to see you again." he said an kissed Kadaj lightly. Rude followed him into the bar.
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"Well I'm glad." said Kadaj as he ran a hand through his silver hair and kissed him back. "My brothers are out there somewhere...I wouldn't want them to see us like this ever." he said. He was still nervous about the whole thing, they were enemies...and enemies shouldn't fall in love with each other.
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