For Master's Pleasure
 

M'kay Players -

Soubi: Shotacon

Ritsuka: Elerra


So let's go!

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Looking out over the city Soubi leans comfortably against the rail of his master's balcony. The setting sun casts a deep orangish glow across the sky giving Soubi's skin a tanned look. His mind wanders here and there as he waits. He waits for his master to finish his school work. He waits for his master's attention to pass from the things of this world on to him. His right hand comes up to fiddle with a stray strand of hair that had escaped his high ponytail. 'I wonder what he's working on. He doesn't let me help him because he finds it distracting. But a part of me really wants to know. I want to know what about it captures his attention so fully. . . . .' His mind wanders more and more, but still always comes back to the boy inside the room behind him.

Tugging harder and harder on his hair he finally reaches up and pulls the pony all the way out. His hair cascades about his shoulders, having grown longer in the past few years, and comes to rest pas his mid back. Shaking it out so it lay flat he finally gives in and turns to watch his master. Through a small parting in the curtains he can clearly see his master sitting at his desk. Head bent over a paper with writing indiscernible at Soubi's distance from it. His head cocks to the side to get a better look, his hair fanning out as he does so. 'Master, may I come in tonight? Or do you wish to sleep early tonight, as you do so many nights? Will we sit and talk? You are still so small Master, will you let me hold you as we talk? Will you turn me away outright, accusing me of being a stalker? I waited tonight master. Waited for you to finish your work. Aren't I a good boy?'

Soubi shakes his head, chucking at his last thought. At how truly childish he becomes at times. 'Only when it comes to Master though' He muses. He cocks his head to the other side as the mourning bay of a dog echoes through the town catching his attention for a moment. 'At times I feel the same way mister dog' With a sigh he look back through the break in the curtains and his heart skips a beat as he spots his master closing the notebook he was working in. A soft smile settle on to his face as he moves to the side so that he is clearly visible through the part in the curtains. Settling in place, Soubi stills, and waits.

Homework was always an pain, especialitly after coming home to a mother that abuses him. All Ritsuka wanted to do was to go to bed and dream it away. But at lease the weekend was coming up, he didn't have to spend all day at home. Ritsuka looks at the notebook while he finishes up his math before he closes it. Hearing the wind from his open window, knowing there was one person who was always there. Ristuka sighs, looking over to the open window. Soubi... looking down at the desk. He sighs deeply and stands up from the chair then stretches. His tail sways side to side alittle while he puts his books back into his bag.

"How long are you going to sit out there?" he would finally say. Usually Soubi helped himself into his room but not all the time he did stop him by going to bed. But tonight was different he wasn't tired at all so maybe they could talk. Ritsuka turns seeing Soubi's figure standing at the window. Putting his bag down at the desk, he pushes the chair under his desk. He had change clothes before doing his homework but he only put his pj pants on. Ritsuka grabs his shirt and slips it on before he sat down on the bed. Waiting to see if Soubi would come in. Soubi was always there no matter if Ritsuka didn't want him there. Soubi was always somewhere close where he was. If it was at school waiting for the gates or at home on his balcony.

Soubi watches as his master stands and moves over to his bed. His smile widens as he watches the boy put on a shirt. 'He has taken to sleeping in just pants as of the last year. Putting a shirt on, I will take that as he may not intend to sleep quite yet.' When Ritsuka sits on his bed facing the window Soubi feels a small thrill go through him. Without a thought he moves to the sliding balcony doors and pushes one to the side. As he steps inside the breeze from the outside causes the curtain to billow about him, keeping him half hidden most of the time. His hair mimics the curtains as a particularly strong breeze blows into the room. Smiling at the boy Soubi reaches back and slides the door shut, never taking his eyes on the smaller one.

Stepping further into the room he reaches up and pulls at the feathered collar of his ankle length black coat, the black feathers soft under his fingers as he pulls the article off to lay it across the back of his master's computer chair. The reaching down he straitens white flat collared shirt split down to his mid chest, smoothing out the wrinkles the coat has caused with a few tugs. Testing his boundaries Soubi steps to the middle of the room and stops, letting his arms sway playfully. “Good evening Ritsuka. Did your studies go well?” he asks. He has no real interest in the studies themselves, but information on how they went will help him gauge the boy's mood.

Ritsuka looks up watching Soubi. It nearly takes his breath away everytime he enters his room. He bits his lip looking away, sitting up in bed. Leaning against the wall folding one leg up to his chest, wrapping his arms around it. Ritsuka brushes some of his hair back out of his face, looking up at him. "Its good just finish studing for one of my exams. I just hope I past it..at lease I don't have to worry about anymore tests since theses are the finals before school lets out." sighs deeply. Stretching alittle before he looks Soubi. It has been years since Soubi came into his life and so many had changed alot.

Ritsuka never really admit it cause it wasn't the type of person he was. No wonder why his true name was Loveless. "Anyway I don't really want to talk about school." says Ritsuka. There was always some things he didn't want to talk about school and home was two things. Cause he just felt like he was living a different life at school same way at home. "I think my mom is getting better but its still bad between us..just as long I don't get on her bad side." not sure why he was talking about his mom but he just let Soubi know about it. Her mom had change alot since Seimei's death and not sure if things would ever get better.

Soubi's heart throbs as he thinks about “That woman” who has caused his master such pain over the years. 'It would be so easy to stop the pain, if only Master would let me. I could do it. In a word, and he would never have to suffer at her hands again. Why does Master not let me? I don't understand. . . .I hate pain, but he lets her hurt him. I don't understand. . . . .' Sensing that Ritsuka isn't in a hostile mood, Soubi moves closer, sitting carefully at the end of the bed. The springs creek softly under his weight, the blankets crinkling ever so slightly. His smile warms as he looks upon his Master. Reaching up he takes off his glasses, setting them on the beside table. “I am glad things are getting better Ritsuka. It is good to hear. We don't need to talk about anything you don't want to.”

Shifting he looks about the room, making note of any small change to it since he was last in there. Some papers on the desk, the trash bin had moved, the tag board had some new things tacked on it. 'Master always keeps his room so clean. I have seen the rooms of other children his age. None are this clean. Is this too because of “her”?' Looking back at his huddles master Soubi leans to the side, stretching across the end of the bed on his side. Propping his head up on one hand he settle the other on the bed between them, his smile still firmly in place. His thoughts never betray themselves to Ritsuka on Soubi's face. He knows some things he can never say to the boy. His hair fans out behind him, a soft goldish tint in the florescent lights from above. “So, what would you like to talk about Ritsuka?”

Ritsuka looks over watching him. Soubi was very handsome it still puzzles him so much on why he tends to stay here. Ritsuka was so much younger than Soubi and even thought it had been years ago they had met. He still felt strange that Soubi loved him so much. It was still taking time to get used to it. "Oh I don't know...how was you day?" says. he lays back on the bed staring up at the ceiling. "Please don't tell me you stand outside my school all day. You bound to do something before school lets out." says. He always find Soubi outside waiting for him outside of the school gates. It made him under if he does anything else doing the day he goes to school.

Ritsuka looks down at him there was something he wanted to say but he was still nervous to say it. And it has been an while since Soubi made any move towards him. Nibbles his lip alittle "Soubi..." says whispers. "Ca...can I come over to your house tomarrow?" says rubbing his head alittle before he sits up. "It has been an while since I came over...and I think it would be best to be away from the house at lease for an while." looking at him "But if is not ok..then I'll understand.."

Soubi rolls over on his stomach, staring up into his master's eyes as he speaks, head propped up on both hands. He feels a warm tingle as Ritsuka inquires about his day. 'Master shows so much interest in me. Makes me happy' When Ritsuka asks to visit Soubi's apartment his smile widens into a truly happy one. Sitting up he slides up beside the younger male, sitting sideways so that his lags are stretches out towards the end of the bed. 'I can feel Master's heartbeat. So fast, I wonder what he's thinking. So warm . . . . . .' Leaning close he whispers into Ritsuka's pointed ears, “You're always welcome, Ritsuka.” Sliding up a bit further he turns and props his back against the headboard.

Reaching his arms out they snake around Ritsuka's stomach and chest, pulling the smaller one against him. His master's warm back pressed against his chest sends a soft wave of contentment through him. Burying his face into Ritsuka's hair he tells the smaller one about his day. “I got up early today. Kio wanted me at the studio early to pose for the painting he's working on.” He chuckles lightly. “He was so upset when I refused to pose nude for it. I told him he was not going to be the first man to see me naked. That it's someone else's right.” Soubi smiles against the back of Ritsuka's head as he imagines just what the boy's face looks like at the moment.

Taking a deep breath he breathes in the boy's scent. 'Master is so shy. I wonder if he understood that it is him. It is his right to see me first, and to decide if another will ever see me at all. Master is still such a child in so many ways' Humming lightly he goes on. “I prepared two portraits today, and got commissioned for a nature painting. As soon as it was time I left and went to the school.” Leaning his head down he rests it on Ritsuka's shoulder. “I know how Ritsuka doesn't lie me smoking in front of the school so I smoked one before I got there.” He lets his breath caress the younger one's ear as he speaks. “And then, Ritsuka was there.” Soubi falls silent, resting his head gently against Ritsuka's.

(Sorry I haven't posted. I been busy working and such plus getting ready to go back to school for more training.)

Ritsuka wanted so much to feel like he was normal again. And Soubi always seem to try to help him out even if the other was abit older than he was. But he didn't mind it since it would just be one more year before he was able to get out on his own. He wonder what kind of future that would be. Ritsuka blushes alittle feeling his breath pass across his point ears while Soubi spoke. "Thank you, Soubi" says relaxing at lease it was one place he could hang out without feeling the wrath of his mother. Feeling Soubi shifting behind him, his eyes watches him.

He shivers feeling Soubi's arms wrap around him and gets pulled close. He closes his eyes feeling his warmth resting his body against Soubi's chest. He could feel the other breath by his ches moving. It was so warm and comfortable. It was always something he wished his mother would give him but she never did not since his older brother's death. Listening to what he was sayng he couldn't help to think what Soubi look liked naked. And clearly he would be the person that would see him naked and not Kio. He would remain speakless while picturing something that an teen shouldn't but then it was common at his age.

Closing his eyes while listening to the other humming. Yea it was true he didn't like Soubi smoking infront of the school nor anywhere really. It was bad for him and his health but he never said anything about it until now. "Soubi...can you please quit smoking?" says. He turns his head abit to look up at him. "Smoking isn't good for you..and you know how sad I will be if something happens to you..."