(There needs to be more because you have not found Rosalin so there is no way to reply I can't just appear out of thin are.)

(that any better?)

(No because you have not said if you have found her.)

(I don't know if she's gonna be in the library or not T~T; or if she's gonna be in her room or where she is I was just guessing that she was in the library so that's where Sinsue went... I don't like saying that someone else's chara is in one place or another because I makes me feel like I'm godmodding and I hate doing that so that's why I said she looked to see if she was in the library.)

(I don't care if you put my character somewhere Serenity is the only one to go into the library because Rosalin has her own library in her room.)

Originally Posted by Sinsue Hoshigo

"Oh... no no I was just saying.... it'll take me some time...." Sinsue said though saw that Sebastian had already turned and started walking off. She soon stood and walked around looking for Rosalin hoping to find out what she should do. She still wasn't sure if she wanted to combine her two sides... she hoped that her sister would know what that would do... because she surely didn't. She looked up once she realized she had gotten to her sisters room she took a deep breath then knocked on Rosalin's door and still wasn't exactly sure how everything would go down with this.

(There now is that better? I changed it and she knocked because she knew better then to just walk in)

"Come in." Rosalin called out knowing that Sinsue was at her door.

Sinsue slowly opened the door and walked in still thinking though did have a bit of a look of worry on her face. "Rosalin... I need your help... I need to talk to you... about my other side." she said quietly seeming really unsure about this... but she didn't want to be stuck with two sides forever... it REALLY wasn't fun having two different sides.

Rosalin looked up from the book she was reading. "What do you need?" She asked.

Sinsue took a deep breath then let it out softly. "I want to know what you think will happen when I combine my two sides... I'm... scared... I don't know what to do. I'm worry that I'm not gonna be myself anymore." she said softly as she looked at Rosalin really unsure of what she wanted to do.

Rosalin sighed as she put away her book. "You are not going to change much, all that will happen is your going to be more confident and less prone to what people might try to do to make you do. But you can't fear the merging because if you do you will lose your mind all together. Take time to think this over, don't rush this." Rosalin fell silent letting her reply to sink in.

Sinsue took a few minutes listening to Rosalin before slowly nodding. "I'm... just really worried that after the merge... I'll be more like Setsudan and not in the good way... I don't like you two fighting... I still don't think she's fully accepted you... but I don't want to be in anymore pain. And... really I want everything to at least go a little bit back to normal... I know allot has changed... but still." she said softly with kind of a heavy look about her... like she was carrying a great burden on her shoulders... which in a way she was.

"Sinsue." Rosalin growled angry. "You will neither be more Sinsue or more Setsudan. And you will never be normal again not after everything that has happened. Now leave and think over what I've said." With that Rosalin turned back to her reading.

Sinsue shivered a bit as she heard her sister growl at her then got up and left like she told her to. She took a deep breath as she was walking down the hall and let it out though it was a little shaky as she realized that Setsudan was back conscious. 'You know you're just hoping that she's right... but you know she's wrong, why do you listen to her? You KNOW I'll never go away... but are you afraid of being even more rejected by her and Serenity that you won't tell them what exactly you are? What you turn into every few days or suffer by going a little crazy?' Setsudan sneered at Sinsue as she started to feel sick and leaned against the wall half way towards the door close to Serenity's room. 'SHUT UP! I smell different like that! And I can't turn back right away... I would be killed so why don't you stop trying to get my family to hate me, hm? You know if I die you die too. And besides what would it achive for you if Rosalin knew what I really was?' she growled mentally back though her body was crippling on it's own as she just felt so sick and noxious(don't know if that's right). She was pale a bit and shaking along with her eyes being a bit out of focus as she spoke to Setsudan and didn't realize how bad her body was reacting to the argument. She hadn't even realized that her knees kinda thudded a bit when they hit the floor.

Serenity walked down the hall to her room, where she found a convulsing Sinsue. Her eyes widened before hardening as she reached inside of her pulling on her magic. Quickly Serenity pushed her magic out and into Sinsue's mind. Feeling the problem Serenity separated Sinsue and Setsudan. Once that was done she looked for the darkness that plagued Setsudan and quickly built a strong shield around it until they could find away to destroy it before any merging between Setsudan and Sinsue could begin. Serenity pulled back her magic and was pleased to si that the convulsions had stopped.

Suddenly Sinsue felt the preasure in her mind vanish and noted that Setsudan had been pulled away deep into her mind and sealed there. She blinked a bit as her eyes focussed and she looked up to see her sister standing there and realized she had fallen to her knees from the mental strain. She slowly stood and turned looking at her sister her mind clear and her eyes completely back to normal. "Serenity.... thank you but... what did you do?" she asked softly feeling 100% better now that her two sides weren't clashing and could actually think now for once in so many years.

"I sealed the darkness that plagues Setsudan until we an destroy it. But in doing that I have also sealed her way from you too." Serenity explained.

Sinsue looked a bit surprised though then smiled a little. "Thank you Serenity... it's been so long since I could actually think clearly... I feel so much better." she smiled as she stood and you could just tell that she felt ten times better... her eyes looked like her own once more, and she didn't look so stiff, she looked relaxed and... happy.

Serenity just nodded before walking away and rurning back to the library to see if she coyld fine any books about mind magic. If not then she would have too wait until she returned for her second year of Hogwarts.
(This will be my last post at least until I get my lap top back which might take a week because my key board stopped working and its hard to post on my phone.)

(key thanks for telling me)

Sinsue watched her sister go and sighed a bit before walking to the room Sebastian was staying in and took a deep breath before knocking on his door. She kinda wanted to talk to him... though now that she was here she wasn't sure what exactly she wanted to say... she kinda wanted to talk to him about... them... she still was unsure... but she was sure that she liked him... at least a little.

"Come in." Sebastian called out, before putting the book he was reading away.

Sinsue heard Sebastian call for her to come in and opened the door then stepped in looking a little unsure as she thought. "Hi Sebastian... I just wanted to talk about what you mentioned the other day...." she said a slow soft blush appearing on her palish cheeks.

Sebastian stared her for a moment, his eyes racking over her body, taking everything in. He smiled gently motioning for her to come in. "Please sit. What is it exactly you want to talk about?" He asked.

Sinsue seemed a bit sheepish as she walked out of the door way and had shut the door behind her before walking over and sitting on the bed. "I... don't know how to feel... and Setsudan's attempts to try and take over hurt... I mean... Serenity helped me... but... that's not what I wanted to ask you about.... how do you KNOW that I'm you're mate? I guess I just don't really understand..." she said softly and really was confused... and wondered if he knew about what Setsudan actually was.

Sebastian smiled. "You smell delicious, I have never come across any female that smells as good as you. And there's the power that you have yet to fully come into because you are so afraid of your other self. I can fell it deep inside it calls to me telling me you are my perfect match. Does that answer your question?" He asked.