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Woofie267 10-17-2013 03:28 PM

"Yeah. Good plan." Dean shrugged and got to his feet. "Come on, let's go get something to eat, I have no idea when Sam is going to come out and I don't feel like waiting for him."

Mageling 10-17-2013 03:33 PM

Runa nodded.

"Sure," she said. She made sure she had her phone and wallet, and then headed for the door.

Woofie267 10-17-2013 03:34 PM

Dean took his time finding a place to eat, and then actually eating. So it was getting decently late by the time they headed back to the room.

Mageling 10-17-2013 03:53 PM

Runa was more than ready to settle in to sleep when they got back to the room. She glanced at Cas, not sure if he was going to hang around or leave, but she didn't bring it up. Far be it from her to tell an angel what to do.

Woofie267 10-17-2013 05:01 PM

Cas just settled down in a chair, letting the other two settle in as well. Dean yawned and headed for the bathroom to change before he flopped over on his bed.

Mageling 10-17-2013 05:05 PM

Runa went into the bathroom after him, changing and coming back out to settle on the second bed.

"This is nice," she sighed, mushing her face into the pillow briefly.

Woofie267 10-17-2013 05:06 PM

Dean snorted. "Yeah, better than normal," he said, stretching out and pulling the covers up as an afterthought.

Mageling 10-17-2013 05:11 PM

Runa just mumbled something into the pillow and snuggled under the covers as well. It didn't take her too long to fall asleep.

Woofie267 10-17-2013 05:16 PM

Dean managed to get a few hours of good sleep before the nightmares started. He twitched under the covers before he made a low sound. It didn't take him long to thrash himself awake, his breathing harsh and panicked. Cas was next to him instantly, checking him over.

Mageling 10-17-2013 05:45 PM

Rune woke up to the thrashing.

"Dean?" she asked cautiously as she got out of bed.

Woofie267 10-17-2013 06:13 PM

"I'm fine," Dean told both of them, sitting up and putting his head down in his hands as he tried to calm down. Cas sat next to him carefully, trying to figure out how to help.

Mageling 10-17-2013 06:59 PM

Runa knew exactly what was going on, she knew the signs.

"What was it this time?" she asked quietly. "The rack? The pit?"

Woofie267 10-17-2013 07:05 PM

Dean jerked at that, looking at her, his eyes wide. "What?" he demanded, sounding a little hoarse still.

Mageling 10-17-2013 07:07 PM

"Your nightmare," Runa said. "Don't try to tell me that isn't what it was, I know better than that. So what was it?"

Woofie267 10-17-2013 07:13 PM

"The rack," Dean said after a few moments, the admission slow and painful. "After I'd gotten off." Because when he'd been on was terrible, yes, but because he was who he was, he always beat himself up more over what he'd done to the other pour souls.

Mageling 10-17-2013 07:36 PM

Runa nodded.

"The rack was bad," she said softly.

Woofie267 10-17-2013 07:43 PM

Dean looked at her for a few moments before he nodded slowly. It had been bad. But there was nothing he could do to change it now, and he shivered a little. Cas shifted closer to him.

Mageling 10-17-2013 08:11 PM

Runa was quiet for a moment.

"I was there, too," she said, a bit hesitantly. "You probably don't remember."

Woofie267 10-17-2013 08:25 PM

Dean looked at her before he shook his head slowly. No, he didn't remember that. Of course, he'd tried not to pay attention to his watchers.

Mageling 10-17-2013 08:29 PM

Runa glanced at him, just waiting for the inevitable explosion.

"That's why I was so careful, when we first met," she said. "I wasn't sure if you remembered or not." She was quiet for a moment. "I told you there were a bunch of us, right? Azazel's spawn?"

Woofie267 10-17-2013 08:33 PM

"Yeah, you mentioned that, said you all went Gladiator on each other," Dean said. "I kind of guessed that was in Hell." But he hadn't guessed it was at the same time he was there.

Mageling 10-17-2013 08:46 PM

"Some of us did," Runa said, nodding. "But there were a lot of us. And, well, we were being taught. Trained. The most talented got to move on, the others were culled, one by one." She was quiet for a moment, gathering her thoughts. "Maybe you remember, there was a group. Some adults, probably two-thirds kids. Youngest was maybe ten. I remember, every day we'd be gathered up around the rack to watch. Sometimes we'd be ordered to practice." She looked down, fidgeting with her night shirt. "And it went on like that, until the day we were gathered up, and there were only a few of us left, and Azazel looked at us. I'll never forget what he said that day." She looked at Dean briefly. "He said, 'come with me. Come see. Today's the day I break a righteous man.'"

Woofie267 10-17-2013 08:50 PM

Dean closed his eyes, fighting hard against his emotions to keep control of himself. Cas settled his hand on Dean's shoulder, over his mark. Dean half-way wanted to shove them both off and go for a walk, a drive, anything to get him away from this discussion. Which was now over.

Decision made, he got up. "I'm going for a walk," he muttered, not even bothering with his shoes right then as he headed for the door.

Mageling 10-17-2013 09:05 PM

"There was one more thing," Runa said. "It wasn't long after that that I became an only child, because Azazel was just so furious. All of Hell was buzzing over the fact that an angel had interfered with the plan. I came topside after that, I didn't want to be the next target."

Woofie267 10-17-2013 09:08 PM

Castiel looked at her and inclined his head a bit. That had been a wise decision.

"Doesn't sound like there was much love lost between your siblings," Dean muttered. They'd gotten out around the same time. It was kind of interesting, but he wasn't touching that emotional mine field with a ten foot angel sword. "I'm going to get pie. You want pie? I want pie." He grabbed his shoes, pulling them on haphazardly.


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