Intro:
After the teen titans fight slade one last time after he came back, Terra is killed by Slade's new apprentice and now things are quiet. How will Beastboy feel about Terra's death and who will help him when he needs it.

BB was in his room after the battle with Ana and Slade. Ana had killed Terra that very day but they were luckily able to scare off Slade and Ana for awile. A week had went by and BB stayed locked up in his room without hardly coming out except to maybe go on some walks or get food. The basics basically.

Raven sighed as the other Titans were attempting to get Beast Boy to come from his room. She knew that he was depressed and that he didn't want to see anyone. But that didn't mean that she was going to let him wallow in his grief. She sighed and phased her way through the wall and then hovered above the filth on the floor. She sighed again and then moved a bit closer to the bed.

"Beast Boy?" she asked quietly.

Beastboy heard a voice and ignored it, in fact he had been ignoring everyone outside his room for the past hour. He tried to sleep several times but nothing was working. He finally said "Everyone just go away"

Sighing once again she drew a bit closer to him and tapped his shoulder. Knowing he wouldn't turn around didn't stop her. "At least come out and tell them that you want to be left alone, or else they're not going to leave you alone." she said in a quiet voice, watching him in a detached manner. Why was she trying to get him to come out, she was his friend but she didn't do cheering up people. It didn't work with her dark and gloomy self.

"Come on man! You makin' us worry here!" said Cyborg.

"Yes, please. Beast Boy, you make us worry..." Star Fire added in a concerned voice.

"Let's leave him be..." Robin suggested before he walked away a bit dejectedly.

"But Robin, shouldn't we make sure he is alright?" Starfire asked trying to stop Robin.

Yea man, we can't just leave him like that.

"Doesn't matter, if he wants to be like that, then let him be."

"Raven leave me alone" Beastboy responded sitting up facing her, his eyes showed he wanted to be alone but they also showed he wanted someone to understand.

"Beast Boy, you've been in my mind before. I think it's alright if you talk to me." she said as she laid an hand on his shoulder, trying to comfort him and not knowing if she could. It felt a bit awkward cheering him up, he usually cheered everyone else up. She sorta missed his goofy smile and the way he always messed up her meditations. He wasn't okay and she knew it.

Star Fire, Cyborg and Robin all walked awak to their rooms feeling a bit useless in not being able to help their friend.

Beastboy stood up quickly and then said "Without Terra here, it's hard to handle anything, even less than emotions themself" Beastboy was upset but he seemed more angry than usual. "I wish Slade and his new apprentice was here,I'd kill them both" he stated.

"Beast Boy, you don't mean that... I know you love Terra. But you can't go around killing people as revenge." she sighed, wanting to calm him and knowing that anger wouldn't make it all better. She knew that better than anyone what anger did to a person and didn't want Beast Boy to try anything stupid...

(Ok I am back, I bought a new book and I am ready to get back into all of my rp's)

"But..." he didn't finish his sentence and just then he hugged Raven "Thanks for trying to cheer me up" he spoke even though he was still unhappy and then a BANG came to the door as cyborg yelled "DUDE, WE'RE GOING OUT FOR PIZZA, WE'RE EVEN GONNA BUY YOU YOUR TOFU EXTREME PIZZA GET OUT HERE SO WE CAN LEAVE" Beast boy's eyes went wide, none of the titans would ever buy the tofu extreme pizza that he totally had loved.

Raven didn't smile but instead phased through the wall, and waited out side for Beast Boy. Knowing full well that he'd come crashing through the door happily, and possibly in tears of happiness. But that was BB for you wasn't it?

(so sorry my pc crashed on me)

Raven was right, BB did run out the door and grabbed Raven by the hand taking her along with him. Food was always a way to get BB's attention and everyone knew it. Even though he did love Terra to the ends of the world, he thought there may be another way still but didn't want to hurt his friends like he has been doing lately.

(I was gone for a month -_-' I think you're ohkay lolz)

Raven allowed herself to be pulled along, her thoughts were actually in almost complete chaos. She tried to martial them but her head hurt a little. She was wondering what was wrong as she walked beside her friends. Hoping that she would calm down, and maybe lost the headache along the way. Cy was talking loudly about one if his fights with someone as Starfire cooed over the really extreme parts. Robin only laughed and joked along as she glanced over a Beast Boy, her head throbbed. She shook her head slightly and then took a deep breath, watching her friends contentedly.

(I was gone for a month too lol)

They soon enough arrived at the pizza palace place and ordered 3 large pizzas to share. Starfire chose the everything pizza including squid and several other weird things they hardly knew. And of course she had her mustard bottle with her and ready. Cyborg and Robin chose to order the everything meat pizza with extra cheese. Beastboy thought and then said to the waitress "I'll have a large pizza with half cheese and tofu pepperoni, Rae" he turned to raven "you chose the other half" he smiled.

"Pizza is fine." she said in her normal slightly depressed tone. Nothing was really gonna help right now, she was a bit happy to see BB feeling better. She again didn't smile but instead continued to watch them, they were very good friends. She was always a bit unhappy when they became depressed, but she didn't always know what to do about it.

"STARFIRE, LOAD UP ON THE MUSTARD!" Cyborg yelled watching her glass overfill with mustard. "But I love this delicious new taste, it reminds me of-" "Dude it reminds you of everything" Beastboy spoke shaking his head "You should try the pizza with anchovies" Beastboy added "Don't you hate eating meat Beastboy?" "Yea, but she doesn't" "Don't we know that" Robin agreed. "Rae, you okay?" Bb asked.

"I'm okay..." she responded not bothering to look at him, her mind definitely somewhere else. Her head was still throbbing and it didn't feel nice. She didn't want to talk about it, and needed to be in the dark to make it feel better. But since Beast Boy finally seemed happy she could put up with it for a while.

(sorry been super busy lately)

Beastboy ate along with everyone else when the food came out and soon they were laughing and talking. Cyborg and Robin were challenging eachother and Starfire was eating or drinking the heck out of the mustard bottles she had brought with her somehow. beastboy sat there and watched the sun going down some "Maybe we should head back, the others are quite busy, want to go back early Rae?" Beastboy asked sincerely.

"Sure.." she said with a shrug and got up silently, turning and walking away ahead of them, none of them but Beast Boy noticed of course, and she was fine with that. Once she got back she was going to lock herself away in her room then chant for a while before going to bed, she needed peace and quiet, her headache wasn't relenting.

Beastboy walked with her "Would you mind if we talked some? I mean about anything, just you know, hang?" Beastboy asked sort of cute like but figured she would say no to him. Instead he said "Nevermind" quietly as they went back in silence. Starfire was in her room sleeping apparently and Robin was looking up information on villains while Cyborg was updating the tower.

"Uh, anyone decide to make anything to eat?" Beastboy asked but got no answer "Fine, I will make it myself. Rae do you want something to eat or some tea?" Beastboy asked as he headed into the kitchen knowing she didn't like to eat tofu things that he made and most of the time she had tea to keep with her.

netherdancer: Okay, here ya go, just edit your next post and I will edit mine so we can get rid of the silly posts here where we were talking.

"Beast Boy, talking is the last thing on my mind, can you make me some peppermint tea?" she asked quietly, rubbing her temples again, she was glad Beast Boy did feel better, but her head was truly aching, and that was never good. She needed to meditate a little to make sure that her focus and barriers were still good. Though she supposed spending a little time with him wasn't going to hurt too much. So she gave him a small crooked smile and sat at the counter, resting her chin in her hands.

Kia_: Next post!

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"Sure thing" Beastboy responded as he made the tea "I was thinking we need a break from everything, we're all working too hard" Beastboy added as he started the meal of tofu and a meal without tofu. "What do you think Robin?" BB asked but got only one response "No" "Come on Robin, we might doing what we always do but I think BB is right, there is a time for work and a time for playing. And relaxing is what we need to do" Cyborg complained trying to get Robin to say something but Robin ignored him.

Cyborg walked away sighing, he was going into his room "Tell me when the food is done Beastboy and I don't think Star is eating, says she is not feeling well" Cyborg left into his room as Robin went back to typing trying to find Slade still even though he had been gone after all of this time. Once the tea was finished in the moments it took, he placed it down next to her "Careful, its still hot" Beastboy warned just being himself, just less funny.

Kia_: It's cool...

"Robin, Beast Boy is right. If we work ourselves too hard, things won't end well. And as a human you know it's worse for you. We need some rest, please." she said softly, rubbing her temples and trying to get him to listen to reason, he usually listened to her as she was the voice of reason, but sometimes his stubbornness is so very high that no one could get a thing through to him. And they hated that, nothing would be solved if they ran themselves into the ground. Starfire rarely felt bad as well as herself, if they weren't feeling good nothing good would come of being stressed or angry and such.

She knew that if she took on anything more she would possibly lose control, and that wasn't a good thing. She needed her control right now. Especially after this last escapade. Slade was important, but not important enough that they should sacrifice themselves just to find him and then not be able to do anything.

Robin sighed "Fine, where should we go then?" Robin knew that if they stayed in the tower he would get obsessed with finding Slade more and more. "Thats a good question, what do you think Raven?" Cyborg asked as Beastboy finished up on the food putting it on the counter. "Well I made some hamburgers for you guys, some soup for Starfire, and Tofu for me" Beastboy spoke up. He took his plate of Tofu and stuck it in the fridge, he didn't feel hungry right now.

"I'm staying here, I have a headache. I'll be in my room after I eat, but why don't you guys go to the arcade or the club or something. Have fun." she said with a wave of her hand, picking up the cup of tea and bringing it to her, she sipped it little by little and sighed as it calmed her nerves. She would go lay down soon, she had talked a lot today and been with her friends. She was normally in her room all day. She was going to go lay down really soon, she promised herself.