Chris just smiled back at her for a moment, also needing to get some of his breath back. "I love you too..."

Julia let her hand interwine with Chris feel hand. She hand in to his hand that was on her cheek. "I'm dreading the clock..." She whisper her eyes lowering. "I would rather us tell people then hidden it and have to go through this dear."

Chris looked at her, guilt in his eyes, then kissed her softly on the forehead. "Love...we agreed not to tell anyone...for the sake of staying in the same group so we could spend alot of time together. As well as keep our jobs."

Julia sighed. "I know..." She lowered her head and let go of chris then went back to eaten quitly deep in thought.

Chris thought he'd said something she didn't want to hear, he didn't really have an appetite anymore. He'd felt like he hurt her feelings or something deep inside her.

Julia wasn't really hungry any more but kept eatting slowly. "I do love you Chris..... I just don't like hidding were together any more."

(had to cook dinner)

Chris looked slightly uncomfortable. "I...ok. I understand....I'll move to a different group. Would that make you happy?"

"no it wouldn't... being away from you is the last thing i want..." Juila sighs and rested her head on Chris's shoulder.

Chris sighed and gently stroked her hair a little. "Then what should I do?"

"I don't know love..." She sighed and hugged him.

Chris looked at her, not knowing what to do to make her happy. It was torturing him...making him feel like the reason she was so upset was his fault and he didn't know how to fix it. He pulled her close to him, getting rather depressed.

Julia nuzzled him to him. "I don't know what we can do. I don't want to be away from you but I don't want another girl trying to touch you. Even if she will fail."

Chris sighed and just held her for a moment, until he got a message from Mike. Chris' eye twitched at the message, but he wouldn't let it bother him right now. "Well...I can refuse to let her hold it over us."

"Hot can you do that?" Julia said nuzzling in to Chris happily.

Chris sighed. "I could talk to her, make her understand that nothing is going to happen between me and her. No matter what she does." Then he kissed her head softly. "Though...that may result in her revealing us anyway."

Julia french kissed Chris."lets try it and hope for the best."

Chris kissed her back, smiling softly at her afterwards. "I will try...if it doesn't work...then I'll deal with it."

"Chris we deal with it because I won't lose you."

Chris smiled at her and kissed her again, softly this time. "Ok. We'll deal with it."

"I love you." She moved and sat in his lap instead of her own chair happily.

Chris smiled and kissed her softly again. "I love you too." He held her in his lap for awhile, until Mike started pestering him again. He sighed. "Mike wants me."

"He dose what up hun what dose he want?"

Chris shrugged. "Something to do with an idea....and he says....bring Leo and you, but not Marie."

"She won't like that but lets go." Julia got off Chris lap and quickly started to put alway the food. "Why don't you call Leo ok While I clean."

Chris nodded slightly and stood, kissing her cheek. "She won't like it at all." Chris took out his cell and called Leo.