Marcy moaned softly and deeply as she lightly curled her fingers in his hair and pull softly. "Stop teasing me love! It's not fair!" she complained softly and wanted him to just take her already.

(I'm guessing next morning when he goes back to his tent with that smell all over him still?)

((you got it))

(you need to start it... Kitsune has nothing to do until he comes in XP ow and Koinu isn't in the tent right now... maybe she might be at breakfast or something...)

Angel got up and left before Marcy woke up, he couldn't stand this. He went back to the tent and walked in sitting on the chair and waited for her to say something, he didn't know what to say anyway. He knew Koinu was getting breakfast.

Kitsune stared at Angel and her noes wrinkled some at the smell. "How could you..." she whispered and her voice was laced with both pain and rage, how could he dare cheat on her?! It wasn't right! He was her husband! She loved him and she thought he loved her! If he loved her why would he do this to her?

He looked at her. He knew what she meant. He loved her, but he couldn't stop it, how could he explain that? "I can't explain how, it just happened." he said. "that night you were taken she had invited me over for dinner, I thought it wouldn't be harmful, and then a very small part if me took over, when she kissed me, and it's been hard to stop it after that, she just gets that side going and I can't stop myself. I do still love you and I feel absolutely guilty for doing this to you. I don't expect you to forgive me, I know it's a hard thing to forgive. But I can assure you, to avoid it happening again I'll make sure to steer clear of her, and if she comes to aid me if I get hurt, she wouldn't try anything then, I'll let her help me then walk away until I can sit down and not be tempted by that side that I will control better, it's a very faint side, and easily controled." he said. He hoped she'd forgive him but if she didn't he understood. He sulked into the chair further then what he was.

"What else should I know? did you also cheat on me while I was gone?! Angel, we're married, how can I trust you?! I get hurt with at least six broken ribs and what do you do?! I go into a coma and you go and have an afair!? Then you don't even come looking for me... you send others to find me... yeah you really make me feel loved! Maybe I shouldn't have even come back..." Kitsune spat more anger filling her voice and becoming acidic with each word. She was hurting so bad and nut just physically though emotionally and mentally too.

"It's not like that. I was going over that night for the company, that's all, then she took advantage of my weakness." he said. He didn't know what to say to make her believe him. "And when you were missing she was stopping me from looking for you, if she hadn't I would have found you and killed Thoedore myself in a day or two at the most." he said. "I know your angry, I'll give you space if that's what you wish." he didn't know if she wanted to even be with him anymore. "She used me, okay, I did everything I could to stop it, but she used my weakness to get what she wanted, saying that I knew I wanted it too. But I did want it from you and I knew that I would wait for you to heal. I never knew she would do that, if I did I wouldn't have left you that night and I could have stopped Thoedore."

"How can I believe you? How do I know you weren't cheating on me that whole year and a half? You told me you would never cheat on me... and no I don't want you to leave... I don't want that to happen anymore..." Kitsune said her voice still laced with anger and pain as she spoke and slight tears were coming to her eyes though weren't falling... they just stayed there.

"And I didn't that year and a half, I didn't cheat on you, and I didn't want to, like I said, she used me, used the fact that I was weak to get to me." he said. "Please believe me, I was torn by guilt every second that she had me do that." he was filled with pain and guilt. All he wantyed to do is to cuddle with her and to have her believe him, and trust that he won't do that again, because he won't.

"Then why didn't you stop?" Kitsune whispered as the tears finally started to fall and looked at him and felt like she wanted to hug her and hold her close... and yet she didn't want him to even touch her at the same time.

"Because I had strange feeling about her, and I missed you, she kind of reminded me of you, that small feeling turned to lust, and I fought it, I fought it because I knew you would come back and if I did act on that it would have hurt you and me, I didn't want to do that to you. But she manipulized that feeling and had me give her what she wants, she used that, and my weakness, my worry and turned it to get what she wanted." he said. "I wanted to, I really did, please I wouldn't lie to you, I am begging you to forgive me."

"I... I don't know if I can....." Kitsune said quietly with a small sob and looked away from him as the tears streamed down her cheeks and she felt sick to her stomach like someone had punched her though ho ohe had since they had tended to her wounds.

He fought the urge he felt to go over and hug her to try and comfort her.He stopped fighting it and hugged her close to him. He didn't care if she hit him. He wanted to make sure she felt better, maybe he wasen't helping, but he continued to hug her. He let out sobs himself, the grief and guilt getting to him like carma.

Kitsune looked at him still crying a bit and wasn't sure what to do.... though she wasn't sure what she wanted right now... and she couldn't move, she was hurting way too much thanks to her ribs. Though she didn't push him away.... she kinda wanted him there and to know he was there. "Don't leave me.... ever, ever again... I don't what what I'll do if you do..." she whispered in a sob as she looked at him the tears still falling and she was still mad at him though didn't want him to let her go right now... she wanted him to hold her even though it was hurting her ribs.

He laid down with her, he didn't care if he was hit, so her ribs didn't hurt so much. "I won't, to be completelky honest i went over to her tent last nioght to tell her that I couldn't do it anymore. I can't, I won't hurt you like that ever again." he didn;t know what else to say, he couldn't stop the pain he felt, he had hurt her bad, and he knew it.

"Okay... could you please go get that smell off you though... it's so strong..." Kitsune whispered and flinched slightly at the shift and that seemed to hurt her slightly... though she wanted him there so she would let him lay there with her... though she did want him to go and wash up some since that smell was giving her a headache really bad.

"I'll wash up quickly and I'll be right back." he said. "I promise you you won't smell this scent on me again. Not like this. I do need to communicate with her sometimes, but I won't let her get to me like this again." he said. He kissed her cheek. He went out of the tent and to the wash house for the guys, he brought clean clothes so that he could wash the ones he was wearing while he washed up. He washed up and got into the clean clothes. He made sure to wash the clothes good whiloe he was in the water. He then hung those clothes up on the clothes line outside the bath house and ran back to the ten h laid down with her again and hugged her close to him, making sure to be gentle. "Is the scent still their love?" he asked her.

Kitsune listened to him and watched him go and hoped that he wasn't lying to her... though she felt he wasn't. She rested her head on the pillow and wiped the tears away and now felt very tired. She looked at him then scented the air slightly when he laid down next to her and wished that she could curl up to him... though she knew she couldn't even move. "Yeah... it's gone... thank you" she said softly the moved a bit and wanted to kiss him though she flinched at the slight movement and knew that she wouldn't be able to move for a very long time.

He figured out what she wanted and He kissed her. "I promise you that I won't do that again." he said and he laid down next to her. He hugged her gently and let her fall asleep in his arms.

Kitsune was soon fast asleep and felt a bit better now and loved knowing that he was close and holding her close and lovingly. She knew she would forgive him.... though it would take awhile before she fully trusted him even with him promising her that he wouldn't do that again... the fact was, he had done it and he had hurt her really bad by doing it.

(what do you think we should have happen now?)

He knew that it would take a bit before she completely trusted him again. He was happy that she would forgive him though, and trusted him enough to let him do this. He knew he could make it up to her, he would, and could.

(? You didn't answer me T~T )

((oh, oopsie, um we could skip to a point where Kitsune is healed, maybe a couple of weeks or so and have them get sent to war, and have Angel get hurt in battle, Koinu is back at the cabin withg Trish and Thomass?))

(okay... Though how will that work out? Maybe we could have them both get cought or something? Idk I'm tired XD )