Without thinking Gesei straddled Dustan some when he pulled her down on him though didn't seem to notice. Clearly she was loving this and she loved him so much. She didn't understand this though she knew she liked it and she knew that he was liking it. She did love the sound that he was making... the loud purring.... she loved that sound.

Dustan smiled when he felt her straddle him and he pulled her closer to him. THis was somtehing he knew he loved and was going to continue to love. He gently ran a hand down her back as he pulled her closer and found himslef sucking on her tounge slightly. HIs hand then touched her skin and it felt amazing against his.

Gesei couldn't help but moan when she felt him sucking on her tongue... it wasn't a normal kiss... it was allot better and she loved it. It sent a chill and thrill through her body and rattled the already unstable feelings that she didn't understand yet. It was like she both wanted to ask him what this was and she didn't and just wanted to find out on her own.

Dustan smiled when he heard her moan and conitnued to suck on her tounge. He then found his hand slowly going up her shirt and hoped that she didn't mind. Her skin felt great against his hand and he wanted to stay close to her like this always. He continued to kiss her and suck on her tounge.

Gesei shivered some at his touch though was loving it none the less. She moved a bit after a few more minutes of them kissing and tried to pull her tongue away so she could catch her breath... after all she couldn't hold it as long as Dustan could and she wasn't about to try... and she kinda wanted to go ahead and ask her question.

Dustan smiled and when he felt her pulling away he guessed that she needed to breath. So he releaced her and took in a deep breath. He then looked at her lovigly and kept her close to him.

Gesei took in a deep breath, let it out, then smiled to Dustan happily and rested her hand on his cheek lightly. "I... kinda have a question.... though I'm not sure if you could or would answer it." she murmured softly as she nuzzled him and hoped that he could have some answers

Duatan smiled and leaned into her touch, "ask away." he said and reahed out and touhed her cheek, "and I will answer it as best ask can." he said as he smed at her lovingly.

Gesei smiled some and also leaned into his touch. "Well... like... what's the feeling that I get when we touch?... when our skin touches the other? When we make out or even just kiss deeply? I know.... it feels more then just passion... it burns some and almost like a want... but I don't know what it is." she said softly and looked at him and wondered if he knew what this feeling was that she was having so strong.

Dustan smiled when he heard her and stroked her cheek, "that feeling you have and I have is somethig called lust and love. We want each other in every way possible and to bold each other close. We love each other to give each ourselves to the other. That is the feeling that we are having." he said to her softly as he gently stroked her cheek.

Before and some while Dustan was talking Gesei had been blushing slightly from not knowing what the feeling was and actually had to ask. She then smiled at him a bit and nodded some. "Ow okay... well that does appear to be true for us.... we are getting married after all." she smiled happily and leaned into him some though still had her position so if he wanted to start making out again they could. "And I do love you, so very very much.... I don't know what I'd do without you to be here for me and to love me." she smiled softly as she nuzzled him some.

(sorry for that last post that I put and it's shortness and some lack of grammar and the obvious lack of concentration on it XP I was just about to pass out when I typed it and I actually started to type the wrong thing XD that's when I knew it was time for bed XD )

((it is okay, I have had this happen to me))

Dustan smiled when he heard her and pulled her closer to him, "and I love you more then anything. If I didn't have you in my life I am not sure where I would be now." he said adn then kissed her gently. Slowly he let the kiss become deeper and deeper as the want and lust came back.

( X3 so how are you?)

Gesei smiled and kissed him back and also felt those feelings come back at full force after only a moment of kissing. Slowly she let her tongue run across his lips and hoped that he would accept it... she did love the feeling of his tongue around hers... it made that feeling get stronger... that feeling he had called 'lust'

((I am good, how about you?))

Dustan smiled when he felt her tounge against his lips and let her in right away. He wrapped his younger around hers as he pulled her closer to him. He purred happily and it became louder with each kiss they shared.

(good... sore XD went to a lock in on friday... it was fun and I got to see my best friend X3 )

Gesei loved the feeling of his tongue around hers and knew she would always love it. She knew she loved him and would always love him and stay close to him till the day she died... or until he said he didn't want her anymore though she didn't see that happening. She tugged playfully at his tongue and hoped that he wrapped his tongue tighter... she really liked that for some reason. She really wished that she didn't have to worry and fear death... though what could she do? She was only human after all... she knew that he would be devistated if she died and wondered what might happen to him or what he would do.

((cool that must of been fun))

Dustan pulled her closer to him and purred louder when she tried to pull away. He tighted his tounge around hers as he kissed her and found his hand going up her shirt again. As he did he could feel that something was on her mind that was troubling. They should be both enoying this right now so he decided to do something. He let her tounge go and moved to her neck. He gently sucked there as he nibbled on her neck and hoped this would rid her mind of any thought.

Gesei was loving the feeling of his tongue around hers and blushed some when she felt his hand up her shirt though didn't mind... and how many times had he put bandages on her and had to clean her up? Of course for most of that she wasn't awake so she didn't know how he did it. She then gasped softly when she felt him nipping and sucking on her neck and all bad thoughts were cleared from her mind. She then moaned softly and her fingers clenched in his hair some and unknowingly pulled it.

(ow I was just wondering... does he have his hand going up one of her sides, front, or back?)

((back))

Dustan smiled when he heard her moan and held her closer. He conitnued to nibble and suck on her neck. The sound of her moan was like music to him and he knew she had forgotten everything then. His hand conitnued to go up her back and he wondered if she would mind if he slipped her shirt off. Well he would find out since it would come off soon. He made small circles on her back and kept her close as he nibbled her neck.

Gesei loved it when he was sucking and nibbling at her neck and could feel that feeling get stronger and felt it grow to more of a want for him and things that she didn't quite understand yet. The only thing that came to her mind now and worried her was the fact that she did indeed have scares all over her back and some on other parts of her body though she knew mostly they were on her back... she hoped that that didn't bother him any.

(thanks X3 ow shall bbs has to take shower XP )

Dustan moved his hand gently on her back and traced the scars. He knew the scars on her back and remembered when they where being treated. Once he got to a point he decided it was time for a change. Quickly he flipped them and at the same time pulled her shirt off. He smiled as he was onto and looked into her eyes, "you are beautiful." and then kissed her gently before kissing down to her neck and then started to kiss eveywhere else he could now that her shirt was off.

Gesei was shocked when he flipped so he was on top of her and had taken her shirt off. Of course as a natural response from something that she wasn't use to was to move and fidget a bit and was unsure though didn't much care since it was something that her fiancee was doing. "Thank you" She blushed some and seemed to love it as he he kissed anywhere he wanted and didn't seem to mind in the least.

Dustan smiled when he heard her and continued to kiss her everywhere. Slowlly her started to pick spots on her and sucked gently before moving onto another place. He ran his hands over her sides gently and wondered if he could get her to moan for him.

Gesei moaned softly when she felt him sucking on parts of her skin and loved the feeling completely. she still didn't understand though she knew she was loving this and knew that he loved him... she would always love him. By now there were no disturbing thoughts in her mind... she just couldn't think of anything and that was probably a good thing too.

Dustan smiled when he heard her moan and knew that he wanted her know. IN a second his shirt was off with hers and he kissed back up to her lips. He then kissed her passionately and knew that he would only ever love her. He ran a hand down to her pants and gently tugged on them to let her know that they where going to come off next.

Gesei didn't know what to do when she felt him tug on her pants though she did kiss him back just as pastionetly and loved it when he kissed her. She was a bit unsure right now... weren't they suppose to wait? Really... she didn't actually care... her feelings were clouding her mind though that didn't matter... she knew they were getting married and they were the only ones for the other.