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[Oh, no D:]
Jun knew that the likely hood that he had these dreams for a long period of time was slim. While Asher may have had a lot of memories Jun didn't think that he would remember all of them like those other dreams at least he hoped he wouldn't. Jun couldn't help, but smile at Vincent's purring. He felt relaxed there with Vincent. "You're Welcome?" Jun said a bit confused he didn't know what he did to be thanked. He smiled down at Vincent anyway because he was happy to see him smiling now. Jun felt tired though, but he didn't want to sleep though he doubted that those dreams really allowed him to rest. They seemed to take up more energy from him. |
(I feel like I should mow some more....but I don't wanna.)
"Maybe...you'll have dreams about better times soon...instead of those times." They had plenty of good times....he hopes Jun remembers those times soon. So the dreams will be good instead of bad like they have been. He just nuzzles into Jun a bit at his confusion. "Thank you....for being here....and not leaving." His voice gets smaller as he goes and his ears twitch. "I think most people would've left during the first crying spree...." He chuckles a bit sheepishly about it. |
Jun smiles at the mention of better times in his memories. He really hoped that he would be remembering them soon because he didn't like remember everything bad. "I hope they get better as well." Jun said though kind of knew they must because not everything could be bad. "I wouldnt have just left you here. Ionia that if someone had left me while I was like that I would not have liked it. " Jun really wasn't the type of person to leave someone alone when he knew they needed someone. No matter how uncomfortable he knew they probably needed somebody. "You're about the only who knows what is going on with me and I really like you. " Jun looked down at Vincent and smiled. He did really enjoy being around him ven if they both cried a lot while they were together. He was okay with that it was better than being angry with each other.
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"Yeah.....cause there were a lot of good times." The tip of Vincent's tail is twitching/swaying happily a bit. "And....remembering only those times would be wrong. Very wrong." Vincent is uncomfortable with himself crying. He doesn't do it often, usually, and it gives him a headache especially since he can't seem to stop it after he starts. Which is also a reason most people would have left by now Vincent smiles up at Jun, his tail wagging more. "I like you too," is all he says before leaning up/over/whatever to kis Jun on the cheek. "I hope you remember the good times soon." They were good and happy times, obviously.
(I stayed up until like 3 in the morning somehow D: ) |
Jun was a bit surprised by Vincent giving him a kiss on the cheek, but smile and laugh a bit. Though he really did like Vincent a lot he knew that it was more than just like for Vincent/Shouki and Asher. Jun knew that he was Asher and that meant those feeling were his as well, but he didn't feel like he was completely entitled to them. "I can't wait to remember them." He said as he looked up at the ceiling then over at Vincent. He really did want to remember he felt like maybe he wouldn't feel like he was being left out of something. "I like your tail, but I don't think I have one." Jun said with a frown. He knew it was a sudden change, but he really did like Vincent's tail. "I probably just worry too much." Jun chuckled a bit at himself. He knew it must have sounded silly
[O.o Oh, man. Do you want to help with the memories because I don't want it to just be me making them up and I don't want to control your character for you, does that sound good? |
Vincent would want to do more if he didn't have a brain. But he does and so he has self-control. Even though Jun and Asher may be the same person...Jun probably isn't ready for that. He smiles a bit. "It'll be a better dream at least..." But what if he has dreams....of him and Asher.....doing...THAT? Oh.....that he doesn't want to talk about. Not at all. "You just don't have one yet....and if for some reason you never have one...that makes it easier to hide the fact that you aren't human. So either way....we'll figure it out." He reaches up to rub Jun's fox ears a bit....it usually calms Vincent when it's done to him....or any rubbing in general.
(Well....I don't have any ideas right now D: But when I have them....I'll let you know lol) |
Jun again was a little shocked at Vincent rubbing his fox ears, but he didn't stop him because it felt nice. "I guess that's true." Jun said as he reached out to touch Vincent's tail. It was soft and jun liked the feeling. "I think it's cute though." Jun said before he looked at Vincent and smiled. It was odd how quickly he had changed from being freaked out by it to being okay and even liking it. Though Jun knew he had been through a lot that day. Jun had just noticed that when he reached for Vincent's tail he had moved closer to him. Jun had never really been a person for much personal space, but being this close to Vincent he could feel his heart speed up. "Umm...I'm sorry." Jun said as he looked down. He felt a bit awkward now.
[Haha, okay. I'll try to keep them to more Asher based dreams and things such as that or maybe when they first meet?] |
Vincent smiles a bit and keeps on with rubbing his ears. His tail kind of twitches as Jun touches it, before it starts wagging. Vincent blushes lightly, not really realizing it, before he starts purring softly. Maybe for the touches, maybe for the closeness, maybe for both of them, but he's purring. He kisses Jun on the forehead and smiles. "Nothing to be sorry for. You keep telling me to stop saying I'm sorry. You do the same. And I don't mind you being this close..." He likes it in fact. It just feels comfortable to him.
(Mmm works for me....especially since that can be rped....since we can make it long :3 Just let me know when...because I have a way I could start it....like Shouki has been missing for class and stuff for awhile :3)) |
Jun saw Vincent blush and it made Jun blush as well. He was a bit embarrassed now, but he chuckled a bit at Vincent's comment about him not saying sorry as well. "Okay." Jun said with a small smile. He leaned into Vincent and rested his head against his chest. He could hear Vincent's purring better and it was relaxing to him. Jun rubbed his face against Vincent's chest a bit before he stopped and closed his eyes. "Vincent? How did you find me here?" Jun asked. He wanted to know if Vincent had been looking for him here or just ran into him. It was also a way to keep him awake because he was beginning to feel tired even though he had slept a lot that day.
[Okay, then that can be how we work in the other memories.] |
Vincent lays his cheek on top of Jun's head, holding him close. He shivers/squirms a bit at the rubbing, unable to help himself. "Ah....well....it was luck mainly...I had no clue where to look or anything..." He sighs a bit. "There's no way I could get a clue on where more kitsune would be born let alone.....one being reborn...so I just.....wandered around until I cam back here....which I wasn't just looking for Asher....I was, but I know how it was for us to go through this....puberty....alone and I didn't want that to happen to others if I could do something about it..." He's kind of rambling, but he just does that sometimes.
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Jun could hear Vincent speaking because he was so close, but he was began to fall asleep again. He was trying not to because he was a little weary of the dreams. He knew that the worst of them should have been over, but there was still a chance that something could surprise him. "Well, I'm glad that you found me." Jun kind of mumbled, but it was loud enough that Vincent should have been able to hear. Jun tightened his grip on the back of Vincent's shirt. "Asher loved you, but I...I.." Jun tried to say it, but he couldn't do it. He nuzzled into Vincent chest and just stayed there. He would have said sorry, but he promised Vincent that he would try to stop that as well. "I'm not sure if I can say it yet." Jun whispered into Vincent's chest.
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Vincent starts rubbing a fox ear of Jun's again. He knows that falling asleep thing. He can tell Jun's going to fall asleep soon (hopefully). "So am I." He says softly, even if it doesn't turn out the way a certain part of him hopes it will. Vincent just holds him close. "It's alright. I can't expect you to just love me or anything. It didn't work that way with Asher either. Why would it work that way with you or anyone?" Of course, some people do fall in love quicker than others, but normal people....it takes them a little while longer. There's no way he's going to intentionally try and push Jun into things. Having him around is better than nothing.
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Jun knew that was right that it probably would take him a while to have the same feelings for Vincent as Asher did. It was just that he didn't want to let Vincent down by not being exactly who Asher was. Jun's grip on Vincent began weaker as he became to fall asleep again. He could faintly feel Vincent rubbing his ears still. When he fell asleep he was surprised that it was just dark not any scene for him to see. He opened what he thought was his eyes, but when he opened them he knew he was Asher. The room was completely different from the one he knew he had fallen asleep in.
Asher sat up from the bed he was laying in and he ruffled his black hair with his hand. He still lived with his parents though he had tried to move out. They would not let him so he had to stay in their home. His parents were gone at the moment. They had to go somewhere for business so he was left alone. Asher got out of bed and went to change and shower. Once he was finished he changed into a black t-shirt and a pair of jeans. Since his parents were gone he could leave the house without any worry of them questioning him. Asher left his home to walk into the town near by. They leaved further from town which Asher was convinced it was a way to keep him away from people. He walked into town and down towards the market. |
It won't be a let down to Vincent. Some is better than none in his mind. A friend is better than what he had before, nothing. He was lonely and having Jun around period is better than being alone, which is why he can more easily accept the fact that Jun may never grow to love him. They might just be friends and he'll just have to deal with it if it happens.
In Jun's dream, once he gets to the market, there are many stalls set up. Some areas are selling fresh produce and meat, others are selling clothes and other things. A somewhat dirty boy has his on stall set up in the bustle. He's somewhat small. Apparently the stall doesn't make enough to feed him as much as he needs....but he is still a growing boy so it's hard to keep up with that hunger sometimes. He has a bandanna like thing wrapped around his head...which sometimes twitches and he seems to be wearing something akin to an ankle length skirt. He had been missing from the market lately, but he couldn't stay away anymore. He needs what money...or food...he takes food for payment....he can get from what he sells. He has various replicas of Japanese/Chinese paintings. Smaller of course, but they look like the originals....except newer and some are in different color inks....which he bought with previous sales' money. He also has some beaded jewelry which females seem to like if they're the kind who can't afford the expensive things that some are selling. (If it isn't okay that it's a market style with stalls and the like-that you see in other towns/countries...let me know and I'll.....come up with something lol...and obviously he just went through the transformation/puberty thing and is trying to hide it :3 ) |
Asher wondered around for a bit taking his time looking at stalls. He knew his parents wouldn't be back anytime soon so he was going to take his time. He had been down to the market before with his parents, but they always told him that it wasn't open all the time. So, he could only go with them. He knew better now that he had walked down there without them. he knew that they were just trying to protect him, but it was annoying sometimes. He just turned 15 so he was old enough in his mind to do certain things. His brother had left when he was only 16 so Asher thought he would be the same, but his parents hadn't given him any independence since his birthday. He walked down the road and came across a stall with a boy in it. He looked like he was about Asher's age maybe a little younger. "Hello." Asher said as he walked up with a smile. He looked around at the things the boy was selling. He liked some of the pictures. "How much for the pictures?" He asked as he looked at the boy. He kind of wondered were his parents were. "Do you work here with your parents?" He asked casually. It wasn't often he got to talk to boys his age let alone anyone his age.
[It sounds fine to me. Awe, he sounds cute. I just want to take him home and feed him all he wants.] |
"Hello..." Shouki smiles back at him, his ears twitching a bit underneath the bandanna thing. "Ahhh.....I don't really have a specific price to tell you the truth. I let people offer....money or things...whichever they can afford." He sometimes has vendors that will offer him some of their wares for his and he'll accept depending on whether he wants it or not. He shakes his head a bit at the question. "No, I haven't seen them in a few years." They left him to his own devices back then. He's still alive so he must be doing something right. "Did you come here by yourself?" He tilts his head a bit. Most come with friends or family...or someone, but this one seems to have come alone for some reason.
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Asher tilts his head a bit at his statement about not seeing his parents. While Asher didn't like his all to well at certain points they were still his parents. he shoved his hand into his pockets looking for any money. "I came alone my parents are out on business. So, I thought I could get away." He says giving the kid a little wink before he looks down at his hand. He didn't have all that much money to buy anything with. He had been too excited about getting away from the house to think to bring more money. "Well, I don't have that much money...Though?" Asher raised his finger to his mouth as he thought about something for a moment. He looked down at the boy and smiled once he figured it out. "Would you like to have a nice meal at my house?" He asked. He figured that the kid would like that. He looked like he didn't eat all to often. Asher also liked the idea of having someone else around him at his home. "If that wouldn't be too much of a problem." He didn't want to cause the kid a problem.
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"Ah okay then." Shouki smiles a bit. "That's understandable, wanting to get away once in awhile. We all do." Shouki likes to get away every once in awhile too. He just looks up with shiny eyes, his tail wagging furiously in his skirt like clothing. "Do you mean it?" It would be a very mean trick if he didn't mean it....and Shouki would be very disappointed...especially as his stomach growls angrily and unhappily. "You can pick two of them any two you want if you mean it... and some bracelets if you want." Food is good. And he hasn't eaten in awhile so he likes it even more.
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"Of course I mean it. I wouldn't say it if I didn't." Asher said as he looked at the boy for a moment. He didn't know if the boy didn't trust him or people in general. Ashe hadn't had much contact with other boys his age. "Umm...I'll take that one and that one." Asher said as he pointed two pictures he likes. He was going to give them to his mother once she got back. Asher looked up at the sky then at the boy. He wasn't sure what time it was at the moment. He didn't want to take himm away from his job if he would lose money. "If you would like to go now we can or I can come back later?" Asher asked him. He also knew that the boy may think he was going to try to leave with his items. "I can leave the pictures here until I come back if you want to wait." He said trying to make it sound like he wasn't trying to steal his items.
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Shouki is kind of used to people at least trying to completely screwing him over at times. So, it wouldn't surprise him if this wasn't one of those times. Shouki gets the two that the boy pointed out and rolls them up for him. "They're dry so they'll be fine." He wouldn't have them for sale if they were still wet. "Ah....I can go in a few...just got to pack up everything." Which he works on doing. He never leaves his wares here when he's leaving. He doesn't trust others to not steal them.....even if they aren't worth that much. Once he gets everything together, he smiles at Asher. "Let's go!" He stomach gurgles.
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Asher took the paintings from him and held them in his hand as he watched the boy work on taking down his things. Asher thought it was a smart move to take his things with him or someone would try to take them. He was young and people probably did try to use him. It was just sad to think that for Asher. He was such a sheltered child though so some real live things did not make sense to him. "Okay." Asher laughed as he heard the boys stomach. Asher reached out to grab the boys hand and began to pull him along. He glanced over his shoulder at him and smiled. "My names Asher by the way." He said with a smile. He thought it would be better if the boy actually knew his name. It would be awkward for them to sit at dinner together. Asher at least knew that from countless dinners with unknown people that his parents brought home. "It's a little walk to my home, but it's not too far." He said before he turned his head to look forward.
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People have stolen his things before which is partially why he is the way he is now. He just picks up the bag of wares. Shouki kind of squeaks as his hand is grabbed, but once his brain computes what's going on....he smiles a bit. He just follows/is pulled by the boy. "Ah....I'm Shouki....nice to meet you Asher." He listens to the other talk. "Ah, that's alright. I don't mind walking." He's walked further before if there was a need for it. "What's your house like?" He hopes it isn't all big and awesome....he'll feel intimidated.
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Asher pulled Shouki along happy that he had someone to bring back to his house. He knew that he was risking it with his parents, but he felt like they would like him. Asher needed a friend and it wasn't like it was harming anything. "Well...It's an old house. I don't think it's all that big. It's just seems that way." Ashe said as he thought about it. They began to get through the little woods. "Do you have anything you would like to eat?" Asher asked since it was his payment he deserved to be able to at least pick what he ate. Asher wasn't too much of a cook, but he could make somethings. He would attempt what ever Shouki wanted. He walked up to the old house and opened the front door. "Here we are." He said as he turned to smile at Shouki. The front room was a little one that was decorated with his mothers flowers. Asher held the door open waiting for him to walk in since he was carrying things. "You can put that in there."
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Shouki is just looking around as he's pulled along, trying to remember the way back. He doesn't go anywhere much. He's always at the market trying to sell things pretty much. "Well....big to you....and big to me.....might be a bit different...." He says softly, not meaning to offend or anything-the other is offering him food. "Ah....nothing in particular....any food is good to me." His ears twitch, loosening the bandanna a bit. "Anything that tastes good is fine by me." He goes into the house, staying in one place while he looks around. He feels like he should've taken a shower before coming in there. He feels dirty.
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"Yeah, that is true..." Asher said a bit depressed that he had forget that. He felt kind of stupid now that Shouki mentioned. Asher tried not to think about as he walked in and took off his shoes. "Are you sure that you don't want to choose?" Asher asked to make sure that he really didn't want anything. "I don't mind making it." He said as he walked further into the house. The living room was decorated to look older than it really was. "Well, if you're sure about that." Asher said as he walked into the hall that would lead him into the kitchen. Though truthfully his mother had told him not to go near the kitchen when they were not there. "If you want to wait in the living then you can or you can come with me." Asher didn't care which he chose to do. It was better for him to do what he was comfortable doing.
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