((I was thinking that she was kissing him since she thinks it coukd trigger his memories of her))

Derek smiled as he helped her up and headed down the hall. As you walked the halls seemed less cheerful then usual. Slowly you could see ravens room and Derek turned to her. "please remember that raven is in a delicate state a d please don't cause a fuss. Everything can be explained." he said as he looked at her and then motioned for her to head inside.

(that could work X3)

Viv looked around and noticed how everything seemed so lifeless around the halls now and knew that there was something wrong as they neared Raven's room. She then looked at Derek and nodded a bit before going inside only to be caught by the scene of Shine kissing Raven and had to hold back a snarl not sure of how to react really... she couldn't see what Raven's reaction was to this girl kissing him so she would wait. She then cleared her throat a bit getting the girls attention and was fuming a bit but wasn't letting it show.

(okay so do you mind being Shine? Oh and mind you Viv is in human form and her powers aren't so strong right now so it would be a bit confusing for someone who hadn't met her yet XD )

Shine was surprised when she heard someone and turned ti see a girl with Derek. "oh.. Uh.. Sorry, I was just trying ti see if that triggered anything." she said snd didn't really look at the girl. "can I ask why you brought a human here? It isn't allowed." she said and Derek looked down at viviyan, "this is the girl we have been waiting for, viviyan." he said and shine felt hapoy ti know she was here yet hated it. It meant she would take raven... If she coukd get him to remember. "oh, hi, I am shine and I am.. Was.. I dint knkw anymore. This is all very confusing." she said and then turned ti look at raven. He had been staring off into space the whole time and his eyes focused when they landed on viviyan but then they glazed over again, "who are all of you?.. Why am I here?" she asked and shine and Derek sighed. Derek looked down at viviyan, "that is what is wrong."

Viv held back the urge to snap at the girl and almost laughed and when called her a human. "Oh and I haven't been human for over a year... far from it really... when you have two people in your head it's hard to really know what you are anymore." she smirked before walking over to Raven and sitting down on the bed next to him ignoring the fact that the girl was practically right next to her. She sighed a bit and knew this would hurt though felt that it would help none-the-less. She took a deep breath then placed her hand on Raven's heart and then managed to connect their powers. It was something that hadn't been seen nor used for awhile but it seem that she had somehow managed to pick it up somewhere for she was using the ability now. She was regulating his low powers and making them go up as much as she could draining herself of allot of her power trying to keep his up... she just hoped that it worked and that it would bring him back to himself. She could feel tears streaming out from her closed eyes as she pushed her powers into him and could feel her body glowing as she just prayed that this worked.

Raven hardly registered that Viviyan was sitting next to him and looked at her blankly. Though when he felt a hand and then power rush threw him he was wide awake. Instantly everything started to flood back into his head and it hurt. He could feel viviyans hurt too since she was connected to his power and his mind started to work clearly. She had no idea what she was doing. Quickly he pulled her hand away from his chest and made the energy stop. He stared at her in the eyes and shook his head, "dont finish the transfer." he whispered and you could tell he was in pain still form the memories that were rushing into him. Though he remembered enough to know that if she transfered what he ahd given her back to him it would kill her. His energy had saved her life and was bonded to her, just like it was to him.

Viv smiled some when she felt Raven's hand on hers then just hugged him around the neck. "Raven..." She said softly then looked at him and smiled slightly "I knew what I was doing... I wasn't transfering everything back that you gave me... I was regulating your powers... I was leveling them out... I've learned allot about that stuff." she said softly then paused for a moment and frowned softly, she had only learned so much because she had left and it had hurt Raven really bad... she just hoped that he didn't hate her because she left him like that.

Raven smiled slightly when he felt her arms around his neck. Gently he wrapped his arms around her and held her close, happy to have her back in his arms. When he heard her he pulled away onky slightly so that he could see her face. "I am glad your back." he whispered and gently stroked her cheek. He then pulled her into his lap and wrapped his arms around her. He showed no signs of letting go and kissed her head gentky. "please don't leave again.." he whispered and doubted that he woukd be able to handle this if she dissappeared again. His mind was still gaining back his memory now but most of it was back.

"I'm so sorry Raven... I... I just couldn't stand the thought of hurting you again... to have just hurt you once was hard enough on me... I'm sorry I left..." Viv whispered berrying her face in his chest though then could feel a little irritation in the room from someone. She looked up then looked at Shine and frowned some unsure of what to say since she could tell the girl wasn't really happy that she had vanished for a year then came up and was suddenly accepted right away.

Raven held her close to him and just wanted to stay like that and have her close like this. Though he fekt angry eyes in him and it took a little while to understand who it was. Looking up at shine he gave her a appologetic looked, "shine... I.." he then sighed and ran his fingers threw his hair, "this is a mess." he said softly and hoped that she would understand when he told her what had been happening to him. She was his anchore for the past year. He had needed someone to take viviyans pace and she had been it when he couldn't remember. Now that hendid she was more like a best friend to him. He didn't want tonhirt her but hoped that she would listen.

"I... just don't get it... she leaves to who knows where for a year and I stay with you... then when she comes back you just... accept her? I... I just don't understand how that works..." Shine said softly and really was unsure though was a bit upset at the same time... she had been there for him and took care of him while his lover or whatever had just left him... then she comes back and all of a sudden he loves her again? why?

Raven listened to her and when he was going to say something his head throbbed. Goraning softly he just put his head on Viviyans shoulder and sighed. "can we talk about this later?.. I cant think straight, my head hurts." he said softly as he tried to ride the pain that came with the memories that were coming back. He was still trying to sort this out himself and he wasn't sure if he coudl with how his head was now.

Shine frowned a bit but nodded and so did Derek before they left leaving the two alone. Viv looked at Raven softly then just curled close to him and felt horrible for leaving him and knowing that she was the reason he was hurt like this... even if it wasn't physical it was still bad.

Raven wrapped his arms around her and held her close as he closed his eyes. Breathing her in anchored him down more the shine did and he just held her close. He pulled her closer then before and found himself leaning back and falling onto the bed with her. His body then curled around her and he found himself kissing her cheek, "please never leave me like that again." he said to her softly as he held her. "when you leave you take half of me with you." he said softly.

Viv felt tears come to her eyes as she listened to Raven and curled closer to him. "I'm so sorry... I'm so so very sorry" she sobbed slightly without meaning to as she put her face in Raven's chest and cried slightly "I... I just couldn't stand the thought of hurting you... I'm sorry Raven... I'll never leave you again... I love you I really do and I really really missed you." she sobbed quietly shaking some as she spoke and you could tell she had needed to cry for awhile... or at least she had needed to be close to Raven and now that she was she needed to let everything go.

Raven held her close and stroked her head, he had missed the feeling of her hair in his fingers. "I know you left to protect me but I missed you more then anything else." he whispered as he held her and just stayed close to her. "you have half of my power and part of my essense. When you leave you litterally take a part of me with you. So when you left I was starting to lose myself more and [email protected] he said and kissed her head gentky. "a month after you left I couldn't remember you, but I knew I needed someone in my life. That is why shine is here, she was my anchore and now she is like a sister I think." he said and then took her face into his hands and looked at her in the eyes. He brushed the tears away with his thumb and then stroked her cheek, "but I never stopped loving you." he said softly.

Viv listened to Raven closely then looked into his eyes and for some reason felt like crying even more... she had missed just looking at him... just looking into his eyes and seeing the love he had for her. She then hugged him around the neck tightly and cried a little more before forcing herself to calm for a moment and look at him. "I never stopped thinking of you... when Derek said someone new was here though I thought you had moved on... I'm glad you hadn't though... that would have broken me really... I swear I will never leave again... if I have to go anywhere then you'll go with me." she smiled a little then hugged him again before kissing him softly on the lips and really missed the feeling.

Raven pulled her closer when she started to cry and held her close. He had missed feeling her arms around his neck, the feeling of her with him and he never wanted to let her go. When he heard her he couldn't help but smile and then kissed her back. He had missed kissing her, feeling her lips on his and everything about her. Pulling away he looked into her eyes and stroked her cheek gently, "I would never move onto someone else, your apart of me and I would only want to be with you and only you." he said as he looked at her and then kissed her lips gently as he pulled her closer to him.

((hey, do you think we should bring in someone for Shine to be with? or should we have it that she gets pissy when she finds out Raven picks Viviyan and goes on a rampage. But no one can get threw to her when she is going on the rampage till a old friend comes and it turns out that he likes her or something around those lines. What do you think?))

(I like the second thought X3 Maybe her and Viv get into a big fight or something? Like a litteral fight? And both of them take some damage before Shine's friend comes up?)

Viv listened to Raven then smiled slightly and kissed Raven back lovingly and easily just wanting to feel their lips together for now and to also feel herself so close to him and in his arms. She had missed him so much and being close to him was intoxicating right now to her... and she loved that more then anything else.

((yeah that sounds good and maybe we can have it that her friend loves shine or something like that))

Raven smiled as he kissed her back and held her as close to him as possible. He didn't want to lose her now that he had her and he would always keep a eye on her. Just being close to her now was one of the most amazing things in the world. Pulling back slightly he gently stroked her cheek and smiled, "I love you." he whispered softly.

"I love you too" Viv smiled back lovingly before hugging Raven more and nuzzling her face into his neck softly and lovingly.

(sorry it short DX I wasn't sure what else to put and yeah that's fine with me X3 )

((it is okay))

Raven held her close to him and gently stroked her head, "I will never let you go again." he whispered as he kissed her head

(um... okay not sure what to put now... maybe when she goes off is actually like because she comes in and sees Viv and Raven kissing or something and she gets like all upset about that or something? idk T~T I'm just kinda stuck right now...*

((yeah but now about if instead of kissing they are reallygetting into it and like walks in on them when they are about to do it or something))

(he he he X3 that could work, kinda like when Raven's on top of her taking off her shirt or something?)

((yeah exactly))