Raven growled at her, "well guess what things change, the guy you knew before is gone and now you got me. So you better learn your place in here." he said as he glared at them, "your my servent, not a guest. You are to cook, clean, and do what ever I feel like telling you too. And If I haven't told you to do something then your to stay in your room. Got that." he said and then a evil smirk filled his face, "and since your not in yur room your punished." he said and raised his hand and moved to slap her. Bit when it touched her cheek it was gentl, like he did t want to hurt her. His eyes were filled with confusion and he pulled away, "that was a warning." he said but his voice sounded different as he headed out of the library.

Viv listened to Raven shrinking away from him a bit though when he was about to slap her a slight whimper escaped her lips and she flinched though then just felt his hand gentle on her cheek. She looked up at him when he spoke then walked out of the library and frowned a bit unsure. She thought about leaving the library and giving up though then decided against it taking her chances on him hurting her so she could see if she could figure out what was wrong. She didn't care what he did she needed to figure out what was wrong. She looked through at least 10 books until she found something and started reading over it carefully. It was a book that told about curses and spells and she found one that kinda made sense for what was wrong with Raven. She was looking to see if there was any way to get him back to normal though was having trouble finding something useful.

(are you also thinking that he actually hits her once before he turns back to normal when he sees her reaction? X3 I think that would add drama to this and make it kinda interesting XD but that's just me being mean to charas again X3 )

Raven growled as he left the library and wanted to bite his own hand off. He wasstill bring kind to her even though he had battles for control of this body. Something about that girl made the real raven stir and made him protect her. Well next time he wouldn't be as lucky. He would make sure that she remembered that raven was dangerous. He would find a way to kick her around and make her cower in fear of him. She was only a pathetic human, nothing worth the attention of someone like him. She was worhless and scum, nothing else.

((yeah that sounds good to me))

(YAY!!! SITE'S BACK UP!!! X3 hi! )

Vivian soon found something and started to search the library again before she went quickly to her room with about five books in hand and didn't see Raven as she shut her door so quiet not even he would hear it. She quickly searched through each book and found some useful stuff... though some of it she couldn't use since it involved demon powers and of course she was not a demon. She did find a few good things that did help though she didn't like them... it invalved doing or showing Raven something that he hated most to snap him out of the spell though the only thing she could think of was her pain... this would be hard since the only way she would get hurt was if he hurt her himself... so she just had to wait and probably ignore anything he said to get him mad.

((yeah I know!!!!!!!))

raven walked about the house as the real raven battled to try and take over again. Yet the evil side wouldn't let him and continued to beat him down. He had to try and gain control before someone got hurt and he never wanted that. If he hurt viviyan he wasn't sure if he could live with himself. The thought of hurting her made him slip up and the evil side pushed him back all the way, so that there was no way he could try to get control. A evil smile appeared on ravens face and he started to look around, "now where are you, my little piggy." he said and started to head to the library. But when he got there she was no where to be seen. Quickly he got her sent and smiled as he tracked her down to her room. He kicked the door open and then growled when he saw her, "did I ever say you could take my books?" he growled as he glared at her.

Vivian looked up from where she was skimming through the last few chapters and nodded. "Yeah... you said I could take any book from the library and read it yesterday." she said softly hoping that that would bother him... this was her chance to get through to him... if he hit her, she would cry and beg him not to do it again... that should be enough to bring him back... she hoped. She looked around to make sure her kitten was hidden not sure if he would hurt her or not and was glad that she was no where to be seen or heard... she was probably asleep under the bed.

(this is actually like The Host... the book that I wanted to base an rp off of XP the two girls share a mind and always fight so the other could take control X3 I'm actually reading it right now.)

Raven growled at her deeply, "well like I said before, things change. Your no longer alowed to take out books." he said as he moved closer to her. Darkness seemed to roll off of him with each step he took closer to her. When he was close enough he glared down at her and then a creepy smile came over his face. "if you dont start learning these rules your going to get punished.. like this." he said and for once when he swung at her he hit her. He slapped her hard across the face.

((I saw that book around but never read it))

Vivian shivered then closed her eyes tight knowing what was coming when he said that. She felt the hard slap and at first gasped then whimpered and held her face as she unwillingly started to cry some. She looked up at him tears rolling down her cheeks and already her cheek was a deep red and starting to change colors a bit. She couldn't hide the tears and she didn't want to... she hoped that this shook his normal self free since he hadn't really seen her cry before and if she had it was never aimed at him for something HE'D done... only things he'd fixed. This did bring back the fear though and it was in her eyes clear as day and fresh.

(you should X3 I'd kinda like to do it with you though I need to talk to Alex too XP I was supposed to tell him about it a few days ago XP )

Right when Raven saw the tears he screamed slightly as a war broke out in his mind. He held his head and after a few seconds Raven stopped screaming. His eyes were clear and you coudl tell it was raven that was back in control. When he looked at Viviyan and saw the fear in her eyes it hurt him. Gently he reached out and wasn't sure if he should tell her but then let his hand drop, "I-I'm so sorry." he said softly and looked down at the floor and felt horrible. He had hurt her and he never wanted too. It didn't matter that he hadn't been in control it was still his hand that had hurt her.

Vivian cringed at Raven's scream though then looked at him and when she saw it was him she smiled slightly and got up hugging him right away. "Ow thank goodness I was right! I knew what was wrong with you! I just couldn't figure out how to help until I knew my pain would fix it!" she said in a breathless sob as she hugged him and was glad he was back. The pain was still in her swore cheek though and she winced some when it touched his chest and the tears still fell though involuntarily so.

Raven was surprised that she hugged him but carefully hugged her back. When he heard her he relaxed a little bit and held her a little bit tighter, "thank you, but never make me hurt you again. I dont want to see you cry or get hurt like that again." he said to her softly as he looked down at her. Gently he reached out and wiped her tears away. He felt horrible for hitting her but was glad he was in control.

"Really I didn't make you... I really didn't even mean to though I was going to try and get you... er... that thing mad anyway to get it to slap me... it wasn't you at all it was that demon though it should be gone now from what I've been reading." Viv said softly then hugged him more then wondered some if he could heal the bruise that was now on the side of her face... she knew that they would both like that better then it being there.

Raven nodded when he heard her and held her close to him. Gently he whispered, "thank you, I am not sure what I would of done if you hadn't done that." he said to her softly. Gently the black mist started to come out of him and slowly started to take care of her face. Raven knew he hadn' tbeen in control but he still felt like it was his fault.

Viv smiled some and felt the wound slowly vanish then smiled some more. "You know, I would do it again even if it hurt more just to make sure that you stayed the same... you're too nice to be controlled by something so mean and hateful." she smiled some as she hugged him yet again and did like the feel of him hugging her close and now it was even better since her face wasn't hurting anymore.

Raven held her closer to him and smiled when he heard her. He then looked down at her, "you know your a brave girl to deal with me and I am indeted to you now." he said softly. "and I never want to hurt you again, your tp special to hurt." he said as he looked at her. She really was a special person and he was glad to be with her now.

Viv smiled some nuzzling against him a bit with a great smile on her lips. "You're special too... you're really nice and kind and you saved me from more then just being slapped. I knew it was still you ever time that thing tried to slap me but your hand came down gentle and kind on my cheek. From what I've read, it takes a very strong spirit to stand up to that spell and keep it from hurting who it wants." she smiled some as she looked up at him and then suddenly a slight want hit her... she wasn't sure why but she knew it was there. She kinda wanted to kiss him... maybe just to see what it would be like but still... she just wanted to kiss him even though she wasn't sure why.

Raven chuckled when he heard her and smiled when he felt her nuzzle his chest. "well I am the spirit of the nigt, I haveto be strong to do everything that I do." he said to her softly and was glad that she thought he was kind and caring. "and I would never of let him hit you. I don't want to see you get hurt and I am sorry for not being able to protect you better." he said as he loomed at her and found himself wanting something. He wanted to know what it felt like if he pressed his lips to hers. Yet that wouldn't work out, a spirit and a human could never work out.

"It's okay really... it's not like you meant to and from what I've read so far it's not really like you could stop it... that was a really strong spell... it's almost impossible to get free without help. But you did and that's all that matters." Viv smiled some and knew it was wrong to want to kiss him... they weren't supposed to like each other like... like like each other... it didn't work that way, she wasn't a spirit they weren't meant to be together. Yet as she looked up into his deep teal-blue eyes she felt something in her melt and she wanted to kiss him even more then before... she wanted him to hold her close and never let go... though she knew it wasn't right... they weren't right for each other.

Raven nodded, "and your the reason I am okay. Thank you again." he said as he looked at her and felt the want to kiss her now more then ever. But it was wrong, they couldn't. They were from two opposite and it wouldn't work. So he knew he had to move before he did something stupid. "how about if I go make you something to eat. I am sure that your hungry right now." he said as he smiled down at her and hoped that she was. It would give him a reason to get away from her. Yet he didn't want to, he wanted to hold her close and be with her. But it would be to hard for them to be.

"Yeah I am kinda hungry, want me to help?" Viv smiled some though still felt the want... the bad want to kiss him and for him to hold her close. She was sure the look was in her eyes though she couldn't hide it. She also knew it was wrong though she couldn't help it... it wouldn't go away for anything.

Raven smield and nodded when he heard her. Yet he didn't want to pull away and he knew he wouldn't be able to without kissing her. But that wasn't a option, it would only cause trouble for them. So he forced himsel to step and start to lead her out of there with a arm around her. "no, you deserve to be waited on. So what would you like to eat?" he asked her softly.

"I don't know... anything's fine with me really." Viv said softly though still felt the want for him to hold her closer then this and to kiss her... oddly she really really wanted him to kiss her.

(sorry it's short XP )

Raven wanted to pull her closer to him and kiss her but made sure that he didn't. It would only hurt them both since they wouldn't be able to be together. When they got to the kitchen she got her to sit down and started to pull out some food, "so do you want a burger or a home made pizza?" he asked as he looked at her and msiled.

((tis okay))

Viv felt a little bad when he let go of her but sat down where he wanted her to and thought some. "I don't really mind whatever... you know that." she smiled softly and yet as she looked at him she felt a tugging and looked down a bit feeling kinda bad. It wasn't right of her... they weren't meant or made for each other, yet they fit so perfectly in each others arms. She whimpered mentally at all the thoughts and wanted to do something about them though she couldn't... she wouldn't, he acted kinda like he wanted her yet she could kinda feel that he didn't at the same time, ow what a loathsome feeling she had about that. Her body and feelings really wanted to reach out to him and ask him to hold her close though she just couldn't do it... it wasn't right!

Raven nodded and smiled, "pizza it is then." he said as he pulled out some dough he had made a few days ago. Hethen proceded to pound it and get it into the right shape. With each punch he gavethe dough he fought with himselve and the want to pull her close. It would t be right for them to be like that, they were from two different worlds that normally should never connect. Yet here she was living with him. Just the thought of her being that close to him wanted him to pull her closer to him. He wanted to feel her against him and to kiss her. But he couldn't, it would never work out. He finally got he pizza dough ready and put the sauce and cheese on it. He then stuck it in the oven and smiled at her, hiding thr fight inside of him. "it should be ready in about 20 minutes. I hope you like it." he said and with each word to her the want to hold her grew.