"Unmei is helping my father... I... I wish he would just die so we can live in peace." Vixen said quietly with her face in her hands and then stiffened at his words but didn't say anything about it. "Valefar... please... never leave me." Vixen said quietly as she looked at him with tears in her eyes and you could tell she was scared that either someone would take him from her or that something would happen and that he actually might leave her.... she didn't know why this thought came up... but it did.... she was scared that if she ever lost him she would just.... well she felt she would drop dead as soon as she found out.

"I guess... even after so many years... it's still hard to believe you love me so much... when you hate almost all other angels." Vixen said softly then smiled softly as he kissed her and kissed him lovingly before looking at him and then frowned some. "Valefar... you're not upset that my half brother and sister came to find us are you?" she asked softly since she knew he hated all full blooded angels... well excluding Kaji... but she hoped he wouldn't hate her siblings based on her father's actions.

"Oh Valefar is that what this is about? Look allot of people don't have siblings.... or loose their siblings.... but the difference between those and the ones that do have them is that allot of the time those people find someone they care allot about and are best friends with, though you're not blood related, you can still call them your brother or sister, like Charlie." Vixen offered softly before leaning up and kissing Valefar lovingly on the lips. "And besides, having two full blooded angel siblings while you are a tainted isn't too much fun." she smirked lightly before nuzzling Valefar lovingly.

"No they don't hate you... they've both actually been wanting to meat you for quite some time but I told them it was too dangerous and to wait until after the war.... I sent them a picture of all of us a few years ago before Nero vanished on Mela's birthday... they were talking about visiting then but things had already started to get bad and I told them not to come." Vixen explained before leaning into Valefar and wrapping her arms around him. "And really... before my sister was born I shared everything with Setta.... I learned how to talk to her and sometimes I even called her my sister... for the longest time I thought of her higher then my sister but now I feel the same about them both." she said softly with a slight smile.

"Yeah they're both asleep... I had to stay with my sister until she finally went to sleep though cuz she's really shakin up." Vixensaid then nodded and gave a soft yawn seeming rather tired now.

"Valefar... why do you hardly ever come to bed with me anymore?' Vixen asked softly as she looked up at him with soft loving eyes and you could tell she missed him coming to bed with her and cuddling with her.

"I say it now because I've been noticing more and more recently..." Vixen said then looked at Valefar sadly and nodded before kissing his cheek softly and going in and up to their room where she shut the door, got changed and then sat on their bed and looked at the album they had from their wedding, honeymoon and since. She looked at all the happy pictures of them and Mela but mostly just them. Soft tears fell and hit the book as she sat there and put her face in her hands and cried. What had happened to them? Why did they seem so far apart now? After all these years? after all the loving, passionate and sweet moments they had shared? Why and how could this happen?

Vixen stared down at the pictures her tears slowing a bit as she was getting tired and slowly put the book away then laid down and curled up in the dark room. She didn't fall asleep though... she just couldn't... she felt sick, she just wanted Valefar to be close to her like he used to be.

Vixen was a bit surprised when Valefar came in and laid down. She slowly looked over her shoulder and looked at him softly wondering what seemed to be wrong.

Vixen slowly turned over towards Valefar and looked at him softly. "You're... actually in bed before I fall asleep..." she pointed out and looked at him softly but you could tell she wished he would come and sleep with her when she went to bed more often... it didn't seem like they got to spend much time completely alone or without his violin recently... and it was really starting to worry her.

"Well... I can't actually sleep half the time when you're not beside me... I find it very hard to even try..." Vixen admitted softly as she scooted closer to him and hoped he didn't mind and would hold her close like he used to.

Vixen nodded and kissed Valefar lovingly before curling to him with her arms around him and was soon fast asleep hoping things would be better in the morning.

Once morning came Vixen was up a bit after her normal time and headed to get her siblings and talk to them in the library where she started to explain how everything would have to happen. She told them that it was getting better for angels in the demonic kingdom because of Mela but that the king and queen still really didn't like angels that much. She explained to them that Valefar didn't much care for angels either and that the most she could probably do for them right now was to help get them a house or apartment somewhere close to the gates of the castle. She told them that they could not enter the gates after dark without telling her first and that life would probably be hard for them for awhile. They told her that they understood and after awhile she sighed and told them that they would probably need to talk to Cresil, Usha and Valefar after awhile about living arrangements and maybe jobs for the both of them until they could get a place to stay of their own.