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Kane couldn't help but keep blushing as he went through the uncharacteristic motions. "Well can assure you, I've never done this before." The lawyer gripped the hair a bit harder, and pulled back a bit to expose Dean's throat. Though he had to admit, it was .... interesting. Unusual. Maybe the flush across his cheeks was part excitement at trying something so entirely new, and out of his comfort zone. Maybe it had something to do with Kane, and doing what they were. There was a rush to it all ... He could understand now, just a bit, why the other man kept going and sitting down on the other side of the lens.
He tightened his grip on the leash too, pulled it taunter and wrapped part of it around his hand as he leaned in closer. For a few seconds, Kane forgot about the cameras, even if their flashing was always at the corner of his eyes. "You really looked relaxed. " It made Kane feel relaxed too, well somewhat. What a strange mixture of feelings rushing through him. |
Cass seemed to be having a heart attack off to the side, but it was apparently her telltale motion of positive thought. As if she could send her thoughts to whoever was being photographed at the time. Dean smiled a bit. "It's because I am relaxed." He said easily. "This camera stuff's second nature to me." They called a pause, and Cass instructed Kane to release the leash but for Dean to keep it on. Then Cass had someone approach, instructing Dean to take his shirt off and to put his hands behind his back. When he did, the shirt left where it was, he felt cold metal on his wrists. They were fake handcuffs, with a little lever to release them without the key, but they were made of real metal. "I hope you don't get freaked out when they bring out a few other things." Dean said, and looked around, shifting his shoulders a bit and opened his mouth when a gag was introduced, cinched at the back gently because it was a shoot and nothing overly serious. Since he couldn't speak now, Cass had to offer Kane the words Dean normally would. "Mm-kay, Kane, you're gonna hold the leash up above Dean's head and you'll hold this in your other hand, position it just under his chin, or along his jawline. Move it a little every few seconds so the cameras will get a good shot of all the little positions you move it in." She put what looked to be a thick ruler with a thinner handle in his other hand. "That's a really simple flogger, nothing serious today. You'll be in a little more of this shot, but it's from below the shoulder and behind so no one'll be able to see who you are." She backed away, moving her hands as if rolling a giant, invisible spool of string. |
Kane paled. He made as if to back away. But the way everyone looked at him, with such expectation, it had him moving forward again and accepting the leash with trembling hands. He went through the motions, though he kept shaking a bit. "Don't freak out, he says ...," mumbled Kane under his breath. A bit angrily, he tugged what he held up, and shifted the .. .well he forgot it's name. Lifting it up, and up again till he was using the thing to tickle Dean's ear.
Now he was acutely aware of everyone watching. The cameras kept flashing, and Kane had to fight to stay still. It was hot under the lights. And he'd had to get rid of his own shirt because of the extended participation of his limbs in the shoot. They talked about everything like it was so normal, so run of the mill. To them it was normal. Kane was the odd one out, and now he was all tangled up with the photoshoot. Oh the things he did for friends. |
Dean couldn't speak but he could see the flex in Kane's arms and shoulders, how his tense muscles worked beside the thoughts in his head or the feelings in his heart. Now he felt... tense. Or was it anger? Whatever it was, it was helping. Dean felt himself shiver unconsciously, and closed his eyes. His body simply wanted to react and that wouldn't do. Not now, at least. When Cass clapped her hands, it meant they were about finished, at least with the pieces that needed a filler. Pulling the lever down on the cuffs, Dean released his hands and pulled the gag off as he stood, smiling at Kane. "You did wonderfully!" Dean exclaimed, grasping Kane's arms and pulling the dark decor off, handing it to Cass as she approached so she could put it up. He unhooked the collar, winding the thing around his hand. "Don't worry, Kane, when the official shoots are done these shots are burned so they can't be sold off the books by random creeps." He patted Kane's shoulder. "And you weren't caught in any shot from the front or above the shoulder, so you're safe. What'd you think?" He handed the leash and collar to a runner as they passed, and retrieved his shirt from the floor, fanning it out before putting it back on. "Interesting, isn't it?" Dean's hair was messy now, but he didn't mind that. He ruffled it a little more at the thought. |
Kane was relieved when everything was over. He smiled shakily when Dean pulled off the jewelry. It was odd, but... He almost didn't want to see the things go, or for the things he'd been holding to be taken away. It was like being part of that photo shoot had made Kane realize there were a lot of things he didn't know about. Things that could possibly make his life so much more interesting.
Before he could stop himself, before even bending down to grab his own shirt, he asked something he never thought he would. "Could I get one of the pictures?" That was proof enough that he had thought it was interesting. He blushed and stared at the floor. |
Dean came to a sudden and immediate stop and nearly fell over from the momentum keeping the rest of his body going. "Have one...?" Dean was, oddly, speechless for the first time in a very long time. Then a huge grin broke out on his face and he turned directly to Kane. "You want one? Really? Like, one of these you just got finished with, not some other random shoot that was going on upstairs or next door or somewhere, right?" He clasped his hands in front of his face and managed to stop himself from bouncing up and down rapidly. "Oh I'll have to ask the editor and the renderer but I'll see what I can do! Hell, I'll get one of the cameras and bring it to you, go sit over there." He pointed to one of the stools near the table that held the props and items Kane had seen already, and some he hadn't before. "I'll be right over after I wrestle a camera away from one of these neurotic photographers." He slid away, dodging a runner and zoning in on a man flitting through the photographs he'd taken from the side. |
Blushing, he gave a sharp nod. "Yes, one of those ones. I can't think of what other photo shoot I helped out with." Kane started grinning. Dean was just so excited! Back to being is overly bubbly self, the other man was definitely the life of the studio. With a shrug, the brunette bent down to pick up his shirt. He slipped it back on before going to the stools Dean had pointed out.
People were looking at him now, like they hadn't been before. Some of the runners edged closer to him, and that had Kane shifting away. He wasn't used to having eyes on him, assessing him ... Undressing him mentally. They had seen more of him then most people ever did. They had seen him starting to get fascinated and taken in. Kane groaned and flopped across the table. |
It took a single glare to get the photographer to hand his camera over. They weren't used to Dean looking angry, frustrated, annoyed in any manner. Serious was a skin he didn't even wear well. He took the camera carefully and hurried across the room again, shooing the runners. "Scatter off!" He barked. "Do I really gotta treat you like flies?" The young men and women sidled away, going to their jobs. Some hurried off in different directions and a couple left the room entirely. He sat beside Kane, patting his back. "Hey, wake up! That wasn't even a warm-up." He unscrewed the lens and brought up the display. "So these are from two positions." He said, and handed Kane the camera. "Left and right to scroll obviously. Pick the one you want and I'll write the number down so I get the right one, eh?" He smiled, sitting back a bit and watching Kane. Somehow it was differnt than having photos evaluated for the final cut right now. This was Kane, and he was going on pure interest, not on angle, lighting, casting, scene, or situation. |
Kane sat up bolt upright. "I wasn't sleeping. I was trying to hide my face." He shuddered. "They kept staring at me.." Then the heavy black camera was give to him. Kane leaned over the small screen with a frown. He could definitely see that Dean was an expert at this kind of thing. And these were just practice shots too! Even what parts of Kane could be seen looked good. Though he rather thought he'd messed up a bit. The light just seemed off on arms that had shaken too much during the photo shoot.
He didn't like the ones from the second shoot. But in the first ... He chose one of the latter ones, when you could almost see Kane leaning in. Dean just had a look that showed something more. It was a kind of soft expression Kane hadn't seen on the other man before. "This one." He tilted the camera around so Dean could take a peek. |
Dean laughed. Everyone was curious about newcomers, whether they were visitors or new runners or light riggers or fillers. Kane, having come as a visitor then turned into a filler, was just a little extra for everyone to take in and talk about. He watched Kane flip through the pictures, some better than others, but they were just reference pictures. As long as details could be seen, that was all that mattered, so inexperienced fillers were forgiven until they were necessary in the final shoots. When Kane showed the camera, Dean smiled. "That's pretty good. I can almost see you to the side." Dean took the camera, pulling a pen from his pocket and writing the photo number on his wrist. "There we go, I'll remember it that way really easily that way." The photographer was nearby, and when his things were offered back, he snatched them away and wandered off, muttering curses. "I'll ask Miss Editor about getting a copy of that picture, okay? No questions asked." He added quickly, hoping Kane wouldn't feel too exposed because of that. |
'You don't look like you're just posing in that one. That's why I picked it." The explanation was probably a bad idea, but he still felt like he needed to offer it up. Things grated across the floor as people moved them a bit, getting them ready for the final photo shoot. Kane started tapping his fingers across the table top. He shifted on the metal chair, and ground the heels of his feet against he floor one after the other. Why was he so fidgety? Kane just couldn't sit still, no matter how hard he tried.
"So I really did alright? I didn't pull too hard or anything, right?" There had been times when Kane had tugged and pulled. He thought his hands had strained with the leather a little too much sometimes. Not to mention when he'd pulled Dean's hair. Then too he'd been unsure about the amount of strength he'd used. "I didn't hurt you or anything, right? " |
Dean was immediately flooded with warmth, and felt such a strong pull toward the other man he didn't know if he could handle it sitting still. He did, however, grasping his knees so he didn't look odd, or jump at Kane where he was. "That's... Yeah, I guess so." He smiled brightly, thinking about it. He'd been so intently focused on Kane that he'd forgotten where he was for a fraction of a second. His eyes had softened, his expression had a bit of a half-lost tone to it. Maybe Kane saw that too. That in that instant there was no one else in that room except him, Kane. He snapped out of his thoughts and grinned. "Naah, you didn't hurt me." He brushed a hand back through his hair and it laid down more. "To be honest I like it a little rough now and then." Dean gave a mischievous grin, brushing his shoulder against Kane's. |
Kane narrowed his eyes. "You're trying to make me blush on purpose, aren't you?" Dean was always pulling him into situations that made red cross his cheeks. Even now people kept glancing over at the both of them. It made his skin crawl, and not in a good way. There was only so much they could do though. The set had been changed a bit. It was more decorative then before, with slightly different props. Silken pillows and shimmering cloth draped across a base. Gold glittered at the edges of everything. It looked like something you'd find in a harem.
"I haven't experimented. I just know good old fashioned traditional." Not that now his interest in other things hadn't been picked. All because of those pictures. It wasn't necessarily a bad thing, but it definitely took Kane by surprise. He hadn't expected that of himself. |
"Nooooo." Dean said seriously, and shook his head hard. He said what was on his mind regardless of what others felt about it. But he was watching the scene change, and smiled a bit at it. "Yeah?" He tilted his head. "Sounds so boring." The words came out in a sigh. "Anyway, looks like they're gonna do some official shots..." He shivered. "With another model. Ooh, look, here he comes now!" Dean pointed as the door opened, and someone entered. Just because his eye was on Kane didn't mean he couldn't look, however. Kane wasn't fully aware of himself anyway, and that meant Dean couldn't be penalized for eyeing others around his friend. This model had blonde hair, very long, and a thin but toned body. A dancer's body. He was long and tall and had pale green eyes and a sharp face and high cheekbones, and eyebrows that were always set to 'intense'. And he was barely wearing anything. Very obviously a sub, he knew from just a glance. Dean grinned, leaning against the table behind him and absently glancing up. In the shadows above them was a form that looked suspiciously like a cross, and he hoped Kane wouldn't ask about that particular item. |
Kane shrugged. "I think you look better any day of the week." Truer words about another man, Kane had never said. He barely even glanced at the newest model. Instead his cloud colored eyes wandered through the studio. There was an almost cathedral set of metal beams holding the ceiling up. Something hung from there too. Straight bars, horizontal and vertical ... Was that a cross? Kane frowned and glanced at Dean, before turning back to the shoot. Definitely, he preferred Dean's darker looks.
Freezing, Kane let out a long breath. What was he thinking! Actually comparing the way men looked the exact same way he did with women... He shook his head hard and lifted his hands to mess with his hair. There was no way he could be doing that, and yet he was. And always with Dean right at the center of things. "Don't call me boring. I mean, it's not like I don't want to try new things ... I just don't have anyone to try them with." There were always options, more then he thought, but he didn't want to choose any of them. |
Dean smiled, shaking his head when Kane ran his hand over his hair. "Well... maybe you do." He shrugged a little, eyeing Kane then turning back to watch the shoot. What he'd said buzzed in his head. "I think you look better any day of the week." God, did he really say that? He was dying to get Kane to say more, or elaborate on what he'd said, but there was no way he'd push. Not when the walls were crumbling down on their own. He wouldn't push and risk a complete collapse that crushed one or both of them. But he did want to hear it again, in a way. "So you prefer the dark side..." Dean said offhandedly. The current model was pale, but in an appealing way. He was manhandled by a few women, posed this way and that on dark velvet and gold, then took a few minutes to be draped in dark cloth that hung off his body the right way and would eventually completely fall off. |
Now that was a comment that left only a little to the imagination. Kane dug his fingers into his legs, and forced himself not to bolt for the door. Just because the situation was a scary one, didn't mean it was necessarily bad. Novelty tended to create fear and uncertainty. This time wasn't any different. "Yes, I prefer the dark side. Or maybe I just ... prefer you." There, it had left his lips. The hesitant, newborn, thoughts that had just begun to flutter through his mind.
"Really Dean ... you keep flirting with me all the time." Fishing for compliments and testing the waters, that's what Dean always seemed to be doing. "From the second we met." Even before that. The man had kept staring at Kane, making him feel uncomfortable. Now the things that were going on in his mind, well it was unbelievable... |
Dean bit his tongue and groaned inwardly. Anything he wanted to say would be stupid and hurried and wouldn't even make sense. He gave himself a moment to focus on the shifting form who was currently the doll of the cameras, then breathed out. His hands were itching to touch Kane, his lips and tongue wanted to taste him---no doubt he tasted as good as he smelled, spicy, slightly warm, sweet. He settled himself, though, with a slow breath out. "Well I can't help it if I'm drawn to how damn gorgeous you are." Dean said at last, looking Kane's way. God, he loved the guy's chestnut hair. Maybe it smelled like gingerbread. "And hell, I might come off as desperate sometimes but I kind of am. Doesn't mean it stops me from seeing perfection and hoping I can take a chance again, y'know?" He shrugged a little, looking away and to the scene again. |
Kane blinked. Then blinked again. He knew he needed to consider his words carefully. With that in mind, Kane twisted around, stretched out his fingers and arms. There really was no reason at all to look at the figure doing his thing for the cameras. Nope. Kane's mind was too busy thinking over Dean's somewhat expected, surprising, words. "Well, I never said you couldn't take one." He might have acted that way though. Kane remembered always trying to make the boundary lines quite clear during their short acquaintance, but then things had gone and blurred tremendously. So much so that Kane even thought his phase of experimentation might include a whole lot more then he'd ever thought possible.
"You really meant it before, when you said you cry sometimes because you're lonely?" Kane couldn't help but remember that part of their conversation yesterday. |
Dean wrinkled his nose but didn't comment. He'd been shown the line since meeting the guy verbally for the first time, that line Kane had set and had made very clear that he didn't want to cross. True, Dean had pushed it, but Kane hadn't exactly fought too hard to keep the line where it was. He'd even agreed to be a filler without much question. And no only that, but he'd actually asked for one of the pictures before it and the rest were destroyed. One of the pictures of Dean, and where Kane was just very nearly within frame. Did he like it? Did he have intentions? Dean almost smiled before schooling his features and looking at the man. "Of course I meant it." He said quickly, then looked away. "I don't exactly admit my emotional undoings willy-nilly, now. Most nights it's pretty lonely. See I live on nearly the top floor on one of the high rises along the strip, and my room faces the ocean. So when I look out there it just looks so... empty, y'know? Kinda sucks to come home to a cold apartment. Thought about getting a pet but figured I'd be gone too often so it wouldn't be too fair for it." Dean leaned up when Cass came by to retrieve a box from behind him, then returned to his laid-back position on the table. "You live alone I take it, don't you feel the same way sometimes?" He glanced sideways. |
It was uncanny, how similar they felt about returning to an empty apartment. Sometimes it felt like entering a void. There were never any happy voices to welcome you home. There was no warmth. Only a cool, cold, interior ... And it never felt like it would be filled. "I know exactly what you mean. It's like walking right into a fridge." Cold, unfriendly and empty.
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Dean nodded eagerly, sitting upright. "Yeah. Or like a freezer... I have such a nice view but it doesn't really make it better. That's why I'm always with a friend, or hanging around with someone and putting off going to home or looking for an excuse to stay out until I just have to go home. Or looking for someone to take away the edge for a while... That's getting really stale though. I don't wanna risk myself with random hookups anymore, I mean, I think I'm getting a little old for that stupid idea." Dean smiled. He did think that, but no one would know by taking a look. He wanted something sturdy, stable, and serious, something that would actually last and he didn't have to worry about where the other half would be or what they would be thinking, or if they wanted to leave. He wanted to go home and feel someone was there, and see them, and be able to rest beside them in the evening. |
"I don't even have anyone to hang out with." Kane shifted a bit, leaned back against the table. He turned his melancholy eyes to his new friend, who he didn't know at all what he thought of. Would Dean stay a friend, forever relegated to that zone? Kane really couldn't figure that out. "Well now I do. Do you need to work some more? We could do some of that hanging out you keep talking about. I promise, I won't end up a random hook up." Now he could laugh about it, the flirting and obvious attraction he could tell Dean held for him.
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Dean smiled brightly, his sullen demeanor suddenly melting away and brightening almost immediately. "I don't think you have it in you to be just a random hookup." He said brightly, and leaned over a bit. "We could do that hanging out thing if you want. I got a few more shoots to do upstairs, but I oughta be done by two. Wanna come?" He poked the visitor pass on Kane's chest. "That's still valid. And upstairs we're gonna get some new poses." He tilted his head, speaking into Kane's ear. "Gonna bring out chains and some silky ropes and stuff." He chuckled quietly, pulling away and standing, stretching his legs. Those metal stools made everything below his waist fall asleep. |
Two? Kane glanced at the watch on his wrist. Silver gleamed as he checked the time. "Sure I can stick around for an hour." He tilted his head to pick up Dean's words. He laughed. "You're such a tease!" Kane shook his head, still smiling. "I gotta say, you probably play havoc with everybody's hearts. Or do you just act this way around a select few?" Honestly, either way seemed to fit Dean's social butterfly personality. The man just kept grabbing everyone's attention. Dean did it so automatically too! Kane knew he'd never have that kind of charisma. Sometimes he'd tried, but he'd always fallen short and ended up embarrassing himself.
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