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((Meh too XDD))
"Dude....did you kill him?" "Oh god I hope not!" "Wait..I think he's till breathing..quick, check his pulse!" Kane felt two fingers slide across his jugular...he was still alive, but his head throbbed like he'd been hit by a transfer..not that he had, but it was the best he could think of at the moment. "Ughnnn..." He tried to stand, but fell forward onto his knees. "What...the...." He held onto his bloody head and looked over. "Risa?" He asked quietly. "What is she--" He struggled to stand, but fell on his face the second time. "Risa..." He whispered and reached for her...it was like his dream...only this time...her face was dark and angry. ((Sorry my computer is being a Douche the storm here kicked me off)) |
[LMFAO ur comp is a feminine product ^.^' I hope to see u on tonight :D]
::Panting heavily I stomp one last time, harder than ever. Chidori let out a gasping shriek and her eyes went still, he body limp. I kicked dirt on her and spit out more blood and walked over to where Kane was collapsed. I glared at the boys who had hurt him. I kneel down to pick him up and one looks at me, then to Chidori-she wasn't moving. He stepped back, then ran to Chidori , picked her up, and they all disappeared into the night. I breathed heavily, my body ached, my clothes were battered and torn, blood ran down my chin and I looked down at Kane. I looked into his eyes, mine still clouded with hatred. I see blood trickling from his lip and i lean in closer to him and suck on his lower lip vigorously, to stop the bleeding. I say not a word; I had hoped he'd never see me like that, but i guess it was too late:: |
(( (0v) v(o.o)v (v0) *looks for Sonic*))
"Risa..." Kane whispered as his classmates ran off...Chidori wasn't looking so good after Risa stomped her ribs....he'd heard the distincive 'crack' that meant probably two or more of them were broken...he prayed that she would live...he blanced when Risa attached herself to his lip, but otherwise didn't move...his stomach was doing flip-flops..and he recongized the feeling....as fear. "Risa....you....you didn't....didn't kill Chidori...did you?" He asked tenatively. "If I'd have known it was to be like this I would.....I should...Oh god forgive me..." |
::I regain my senses and look at him, battered and then I look down at my hands. I fall to my knees and just cry. I look to him "I...I have to go... i need to run... I have to go away..." My eyes are filled with tears, my body is battered, torn and bleeding. I look around quickly and pull off my shirt, letting my wings burst out. I look up to the sky::
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Kane's eyes widened as Risa began to cry.
"Risa answer me! Is Chidori DEAD?!" He tried to stand, but fell to his knees, gripping her wrist as she unfurled her wings. He clung to her, blood mixing with tears that he couldn't hold back. "Ri...Risa...please...just..tell....tell me.....I can at least try to help you...don't run away from this.....from me...please." |
::i pull my arm from him and yell "I DONT KNOW.... I sure hope so..." I look at my hands covered in blood "I'm.. such a monster..." I cover my face and grit my teeth... "I dont deserve to live.. this is why I stay positive.... why I dont fight or get angry... I...lose my grip on my emotions... I lose my mind, and all reason..." I look to the sky "i have to leave, I cant stay here.." I pick up my backpack and stuff my shirts into the bag.::
[i hope youll be on for a while ^.^] |
Kane fell forward onto his side and curled into a ball...he prayed that Chidori survived...he didn't like the thought of her death being on Risa's hands. He rolled his eyes around to Risa, his face bloody and pitiful.
"Don't...don't...go..." He whispered..eyes blurring in and out. ((Actually I'll be on til one..or until this stupid video loads DX Stupid Youtube!! slow on my bad computer.)) |
[*cry* Youre leaving me so early???]
::I pick him up in my arms and jump into the sky "I need to hide... i dropping you off at your house." Flying quickly, we reach his house. I land in his front yard and put him down gently. I look to him apologetically "Im, sorry Kane...please, take care of yourself... Ill miss you..." I kiss his cheek softly, and leaving a tear roll down his face, I turn my back to him and spread my wings, ready to fly away:: |
((I know...but Mom just went to bed and I don't want to wake her up..gomen))
Even before Risa had gathered him into her arms, Kane was unconcious. His mind faded in and out to black, and he was completely unaware when she lay him in his own front yard. "Where do you think you're going?" Juri stood in the doorway arms crossed, a mix of worry and sadness over her face. |
[emo.... *sigh*]
::I look over my shoulder at her "away, please tell Kane... to be happy, and that Ill miss him dearly..." With that, I flew off, I flew to the schools outside pool and dove into the water- the smell of sweat and blood covered my body; I couldn't go home, the police could be there... I wasn't welcome anywhere... I cried in the water, the pools underwaters lights were on. I went under the water, flapping my wings to speed myself in the water. My body ached, I prayed Kane was alright... i was going to miss him... it was about time I 'left the nest' anyway and hid away... i had always thought of flying to a secluded area, where i could be alone,and free. I just didnt want to hurt people, and I didnt want them to hurt me. I came to the surface and looked to the sky, remembering my kiss with Kane and laugh pathetically to myself "My first...and last kiss..." my voice carried over the water and i just sob and weep, alone in the pool.:: |
Juri's eyes ran over as Risa left...wherever she went she hoped that she would be happy...although she doubted it.
"Kane you moron." She muttered as she lifted her brother into the house. "Why did you have to go and get knocked out...you might have been able to stop her....now she might be gone for good." She fell beside the couch, her face hidden on his chest. "Idiot.....I was betting on a sister-in-law...if only for a short time..." |
::I look to the sky and close my eyes; the cold water around my body, even though my clothes, felt great on my wounds. Why did I hate Chidori so much? Was I jealous of her? Do i really love Kane that much that I'd kill someone for him...? I climbed out of the pool and laied on the ground, soaking wet. I put my arm over my face and breathe deeply "Kane...forgive me... you're too good for me... I dont deserve someone like...you... or anyone..." I closed my eyes::
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((I'm gonna use a time skip K?))
The next day, and Kane went about his usual ritual. Get up, get ready, go to school. He didn't even care when the late bell rang as he entered the courtyard. He didn't want to have to face up that Risa was really gone...that the fight between her and Chidori had really happened...if only he knew that...if only he knew what would have-- He cursed rather loudly as he entered the classroom, turning his burning gaze to each of the students and teacher in turn. Then it happened...as he thought it might. Shinjuku, Kane...will you please make your way out front..you have visitors. He sighed and gathered his things...the Police would want a word with him. "WHAT HAPPENED OUT THERE!?" One of the detectives screamed at his slamming his fist on the table in front of Kane. "I already told you...those guys tried to jump me...Chidori started it with Risa and Risa won...that's it." "That's not good enough!!" Kane's head sank. "WHAT DO YOU WANT THEN!! YOU WANT ME TO SELL OUT RISA!? WELL TOO BAD I CAN'T!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE SHE IS!!!" He stood and lashed out at the wall in the interrogation room, busting his knuckle yet again. "She's gone....she left and I don't know where...I begged...I begged her not to leave me.....but...she...." He sank to a corner curled into himself. "She called herself a monster......and then left." |
::i found myself sitting in a tree in the school yard near the school. I had to see Kane one last time, even if I couldn't speak with him. I had to know he was alright. I saw 2 boys walk by and listened in on their conversation, "I visited Chidori in the hospital... 4 busted ribs, punctured trachea, a broken hand and arm.... shes stable but will be in intensive care... since she cant speak, she cant or wont say who or why they did this to her..."
I breathed a sigh of relief; I had hoped she lived, but in the darkest part of my heart, I wished for her to die.... I was so full of hatred, anger and pain that i always felt it was better to not express them feelings to anyone, or though any actions. I saw the detectives walk by, in their tall sleek black suits. I ducked behind a branch where I sat (im still in my school uniform, and my wings are tidily under my clothes, but im still in the clothes from yesterday so theyre torn and bloody still):: [*tackleglomp* i missed chuuu!!! How was your weekend???] |
((Fine, well, kinda fine I didn't get to RP and they made me work..>.> How was yours?))
Kane was in the interrogation room for another three hours before they released him, Juri had come and they had no evidence to hold him...even by his own admittance, it was the other boys that had jumped him and Risa had fought with Chidori....there was nothing they could charge him with. Outside the station, Juri paused as she let her brother out the door. "So...she's really gone..." "I don't know Juri...They're going to be asking a lot of questions at school...but I doubt she's contacted anyone there....if she had...the police would have mentioned it in there....I just hope she's....nevermind...I'll meet you at home.....later." Before Juri could say anything, he ran off leaving her on the police station's steps. He ran, where to he didn't know...he only knew that he ran, to escape...he blamed himself for Risa's reaction..if he'd only stepped in...if only he knew what was going to happen....When his lungs finally gave out on him, he was leaning against the enterance to the school...he didn't know why he was here..but he moved inside and slumped against the outer wall and slid to the ground...this wasn't how it was supposed to be...this wasn't what he promised Risa....he should be with her..not running away...He slid his head against his knees and sighed. This was all his fault. |
::I saw Kane run by and saw he was kind of distraught. I didnt want to bother him, maybe he was rushing back to class, but I was just glad to see he was alive and alright...
I jumped down and walked toward the gate of the schoolyard when I was approached by Sano (he was at the fight) "Chidori is pretty messed up, you know.... and there are alot of people looking for you..." I stopped and looked to him "Tell her i'm sorry..." He spit and walked up to me and put a hand on my shoulder "I'm the one who should be apologizing... I shouldn't have listened to Chi when she told us to come bother you guys... I think we should all get together and have a talk or something, this senseless fighting is becoming stupid and dangerous, all over a guy..." I looked to him "What hospital is she at?" "Hikari Medics" I nod and walk off, knowing where Im going to go next. First home, to change, then to visit her.:: [meh okay, i started my new job, mostly training ¬.¬' I was going through rp withdrawal so i started another one, XDDD] |
((XDD I noticed What job do you have now?))
Kane sat behind the wall, for what seemed like forever, the last bell rang and he watched as the students filed out of the building. A few glanced his way and gave him even more room. The guys did nothing but glare, while the girls skirted his figure and ran to catch up with the rest of the students afraid to be alone with him. Just as well... He thought. I'm nothing but a coward....that can't even keep one promise.... He sighed and stood, if he was going to mope all day at least he could do something productive in his pity...he could go visit Chidori...at least...at least apologize for his stupidity...He rose and made his way there. |
::Going into my home, my mother greets me, hugging me tightly "Risa! I was so worried about you!! Whats all this about you beating up a girl??" I scowl and pull away form her "Long story mom, Ill tell you later. I'm going to visit her, so i'll see you later.."
I head upstairs and put on a long black dress and wash my face; I didnt feel much like showering, I bathed in the pool last night anyway... I headed out the door and walked to the hospital, picking up a bouquet of daisies on the way:: [Toys R us XD its ok so far... mostly training videos and crapola I already know] |
Kane pressed his hand to the glass that seperated him and the figure lying on the hospital bed. Chidori looked even worse than that night...but then again, the halogen lights didn't do anything for anyone's complexion.
"Moron....you should have known better...Risa might have been weaker, but you've been harrassing her for a while Chi....still..that's no excuse for my stupidity...I should have stopped you...should have stopped Risa...but I thought...I thought...that she needed to get it all out of her system...you..you just...happened to be the one that pushed her too far....Chi...just survive.....I don't want your blood on her hands....please.." His forehead hit the window and he sighed heavily. Seeing her like that was going to give him nightmares for the rest of his life...he was sure. ((Meh I keep forgetting to do this: Toys R Us huh? Lucky, I don't have a job right now, but if I did, it'd be grocery stuff...can't get a fun job around here...)) |
::I walk into the smelly building; it smelled of death and doctors... I hated it. I walked up to the receptionist and she pointed me in the right direction. I walk out of the elevator that her room was on and approach with caution; I saw Kane there and I had no idea how he was going to react to me. I stand beside him quietly and sigh deeply, looking in the window. I was suprized no one was in there visiting her already; i closed my eyes, almost about to cry, that I had done this to her, it pained me to know that I stooped to her level.
She was asleep in the room, battered, bruised and swollen. I bit the bottom of my lip, wondering if I should enter or not.:: |
"I was wondering when you were going to come out of hiding." He muttered.
"Risa...you shouldn't be here...not now....the police are looking everywhere for you.....Chidori almost died...because of me...." He slid his arm in front of his face and hid his eyes. "I'm sorry Risa...this...this is all my fault." His knees buckled, but he stood firm. "How can you ever forgive me?" |
::i look to him "None of this is your fault; I know theyre looking for me. I just wanted to stop by and pay my respects to her, and to make sure youre alright. Dont blame yourself, Its my fault, I should have told you..." I looked down and fiddled with a flower petal "I...dont think we should see each other anymore Kane.... I didnt want to get anyone mixed up in my life and my probelems to begin with...." I sigh deeply, a tear rolls down my cheek. It hurt to much to tell him this. "After here, im going back home to pack, then I'm going to hide.... I cant stay here, I don't want to be caged again... I hate the cage..."::
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Kane laughed.
"She's not dead Risa....just...hurt." He shook his head. "It is my fault...I should have stopped you..if not for Chidori..then for your sake...I don't know what I would have done if you'd gotten hurt." He smirked and slid his hand in hers. "If you leave this time...I'm going with you...you're not leaving me behind again...they'll never cage you, not so long as I'm around." |
"i laugh "i know, but i feel like she should be... Is it wrong to think that?"
I look over at him "if you had tried to interfere, I would have hurt you too... my mind loses all focus on those I love and focuses on the ones I hate, and... yeah..." I grip his hand and smile at him "Kane.... You cant leave Juri, she needs you... I.." i paused "...I dont need you.." I tried to make that sound not mean, but it came out that way anyway. "If im in hiding, noone will find me, and Ill be fine... we need to severe our connection with one another, I need to be alone, and stay alone so If something happens, noone else will get hurt because of me...::: |
Kane shook his head.
"It's not my place to say what's right or wrong. Even if you had hurt me...better me than Chi....better...me...." He returned her grip and shook his head. "Juri...Juri would want me to keep my promise....If you're hiding...we'll worry about you....plain and simple. If you're alone...what happens if you get hurt because of someone else...I can't take that chance." |
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