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Jin looked up at her. "Can I talk to you?" he asked softly looking up at her with his big brown eyes.
The nure looked at the manager. "Sir you'll have to take it up with my boss. I'm not the one who makes the rules. He'll be here in the morning." she said as she turned around once more. Fare nodded to Cody. He was still hurt that Jin couldn't talk to him about what was hurting him so much. "Your right my love." he said softly as he sat back in his set contmplaiting what was going to happen next. |
"Sure you can." The nurse said then walked over to the bed and sat in the chair next to it. She know he was on sue-a-side watch and this would help me find out what was wrong with him for the doctor.
Cody laid his head on Fare chest lightly. "I know I am right." The manger was pissed. "Look get the doctor here now... and let me in to see my artist. I'll pay doublt his price if you get him here now and let me go see him." Ren smirked. "Well I'm off to go fine Rex see you soon." |
Jin looked at her, his eyes still tear filled. "Have you ever been in love with some one?" He asked softly.
Fare was forcing himself to breath deeply so he wouldn't have a panic attack. When Cody layed his head on his chest it helped him calm down a little bit. Fare pulled Cody into his lap. "I need to be cuddled." he said softly. The nurse shook her head, as she turned around. Her face had turned a little red. "NO!" she said as she walked up to the manager. "Besides the hospital dosen't have his number to reach him. Now sir if you would just have a seat with the others I'm sure he will want Visitors soon enough." she said as she began to walk away once more. |
"That bull and you know you." He know they had to have the numbers of the doctors but he huffed and moved to go sit in a chair with the rest he was pissed off and he really wanted to yell. He had to fine out what was going on with Jin he was his manger. The manger should know so he can fix the problem quickly.
The nurse smiled. "Yes I have been." Cody nuzzled in to Fare. "I'll cuddle you as much as you like. Just calm down and we can deal with this together." He smiled up to Fare his arms holding Fare tight. The manger looked to Fare and Cody. "Ok so ren told me the story about you two.... So Cody was it do you even have a passport??" Cody turned to look at Fare Manger and nodded. "I went england with my family once and we need one it is still good." |
Jin Just looked into the girls eyes. "Have you ever had them fall in love with some one else." he wasn't sure how to say what he wanted to say, so he said it the best way he could. He did want to be alone any more. He just wanted to find the one person who would love him the most for who he was.
Fare looked into Cody's eyes and his heart beat became more regular. He then looked over at his manager. "He told you everything?" he asked. He then looked down at Cody. "You have a passport?" he asked. Rex looked at the door as Ren came out. He rolled his eyes, and thought about walking away. Shortly after he desisted to just stay there. "What?" He said not looking over at Ren. Instead he looked up at the sky. |
"I'm shocked you left his side you really should have stay. He needs you more the fare, even if you don't see it. Or him for that matter." Ren lend aganist the wall and looked to Rex. "You know last night Jin told me some thing after...you two hooked up..." He smirked. "He said it was to perfect. I think he scaried." Ren smirked.
The nurse shook her head. "No but I think I can what you mean those my friend was in love with this guy and he was in love with another. It was really painful for her." Cody smiled to Fare. "Why are surisped on that?" |
Fare shruged he sat there with his arms around Cody. He held the boy close to him. He was glad he had Cody, he couldn't hold up with out him. Cody was the one person who could calm Fare down just with a single touch. He blushed a bit at the thought of Codys softly touch.
Jin looked away from her for a moment. "I'm torne bettween what I can have and what I want to have." he said as he rolled over. He looked at the wall and stopped talking. He just closed his eyes and wished he was any where but here. Rex shrugged and still didn't say a word. He wonder why Jin would run away if it was so perfect. |
Ren correct himself. "He said it was just to prefect actly... I don't think he was expecting that at all. When you with some one you love ever thign seem different in bed... exspecaity if the other feel really close to you. I mean you and him have been friends for a while now. It could be he scaire it will wreck the friendship now that you two did that. Or maybe he just scaired he might actaully like some one other then Fare and he hasn't got it through his head yet. Which is more along the lines I'm going with this."
"Well Some time a dream is just a dream. Well as they say. You can want or dream of that person all you want but in the end that all they are a dream. Som time what you really need is right infront of your eyes you just have to open them to see that." The nurse said. Cody smiled to Fare. "Can we go to where we can use a cell phone so I can call my mom and explain what happened?" The manger looked to Cody. "So how old are you any ways." When Cody reply 15 the manger just looked at Fare with that his a minor look in his eyes. |
Fare shrugged at his manager. What could he do? he was in love. He loved this boy with all of his heart. "It's okay his mom dosn't mind." was all Fare could seem to say to his manager. Far looked at Cody and gently pulled him into a kiss. "We can go out side and make a call." he said sweetly.
Rex looked at Ren. "I want to belive that..." he said softly. All he had ever wished for was that Jin would looked at him the way Jin looked at Fare. He was to lost in his own thoughts to really reply to what Ren was saying. He had spent a wonderful night with Jin, just to find that he would throw it all away the next day. Jin was done talking to the Nurse, but he liked what she said. It made sence, though he didn't think it applied to him. If only he could tell Fare how he felt... He was sure he could win him over. |
"Oh well your manger trying to get in back her eI heard him before I enter in." The nurse said
Ren smirked. "So just give him time the boy will come around." Cody smiled and sliped off Fare lap holding Fare hand. The manger jsut sighed. "Fine but your going to need his family ok for him to go to japan with us or he can't go." |
Jin rolled bank over. "Please let him in. Just him though." He said as he sweetly smiled at her.
Fare walked hand in hand with Cody. He looked back at his manager. "I know." He said softly. The thing was he was hoping that Codys mom would be fine with in. They had a good school program on the road. Rex still stood up there looking up at the now cloudy sky. |
Ren lightly placed a hand on Rex's shoulder. "The only way he going realzied it will be painful to you. Your going to have to watch him get rejected by Fare..... Its the only way for him to heal and beready for the relationship with you." Ren sighed knowing this is just how it was going to be.
Cody smiled and they walk out no where near Rex and Ren then he turn on his cell phone and called his mom. He did not let go of Fare hand once in all of this. The nurse nodded. "Sure I can do that." The nurse left and went out to the waiitng room she spoke with the nurse she heard that had a fight with the manger to fine out who he was and walked up to him. "Follow me Jin will see you know." "Damn right he will, If he had said no oh he would have been given a piece of my mind. Let go I need to see him." Soon the nurse lead the manger in to Jin room. "Here he is I'll just leave you alone now." She left. The manger moved closer to Jin and took his hand not saying a word. |
Rex looked over at Ren. " he shouldn't have to be in pain becase he loves..." Rex said as he walked back into the waiting room. He sat down in the closest chair to the door. He waited in hope that Jin would call him back.
Fare held on to Codys hand softly. He notised that Rex gave him some dirty looks. "Hey Ren whats Rex's problem." He asked a little Confused. He thought that they were all friends. Jin looked up at his manager. "Everything is going to be fine now." He said softly as he took hos managers hand. |
"I'm glad, your like my son you all are. I just need to know what going on so I can make it better fore you." The manger said.
Ren followed and moved over to Fare and smiled. "Don't let his look bug you he even giving me looks. He the most worried about Jin trust me on that one. He scared to lose him and worried because of these. I never told you Jin broke his hand last night before this. But when you went to see him I'm sure you saw it." He sighed. Cody was busy telling his mom what happened and why they rushed out of the house. |
Jin looked up at his boss. "I cant boss." He said softly. "Nothing can make this better. Not until he's mine." He said softly. He was lost for words he didn't know what else to say to his manager. "Your like a father to me, and I don't know how to tell you what I'm feeling." He gently pulled his hand away.
"Why is he doing this? Did something happen between him and Rex that I didn't know about. Did he hurt himself becase of Rex?"he asked. He was getting upset. He didn't know why he just knew that Jin was hurt. |
"Fare its not like that. Not at all calm down and hold Cody would you. Jin did this to him self its no one fault just remember that." Ren said.
The manger looked to Jin and moved some Jin hair from his face. "Who he? That little boy Cody who with Fare?" The manger had it all wrong but it made since to him because Jin didn't start acting out until Cody showed up. Cody hugged Fare as he talked to his mom in length. |
Jin laughed a little, it was a pin stricken laugh. "No its not Cody." he whispered. He was hopping that the manager would get it. He didn't want to say Fare's name out loud, it would hurt just that much more. "How much longer do I have to be here. I would reather be in my own bed." he said.
Fare looked at Ren. "I know he did it to himself, but there has to be a reason behinde it." he said as his face lightened up when Cody huged him. He pulled Cody into his arms and didn't let go. "I just don't get it..." it was after that when he started to think back. Two time's Jin had said that they were moving to face. "It is my fault. I wasn't paying attention to Jin.." he said softly. "He needed me and I wasn't paying attention. |
"Fare don't you dare say that ok don't you dare. Its Jin fault because Jin did it to him self no one else you understand me. Think of Cody what will he do if you beat your self up over this." Ren said.
The manger blinked. "Oh dear, why didn't I see this sooner." He kissed Jin forehead. "Your going to have to stay in him for 48 hours because it was a sue-a-side attent they are calling it. So now you have to be watched that whu the door not a loud to be closed." Cody held Fare tighly after he hung up the cell with his mom and turned it off. "She would like us to go back to my house after this those are you ok with that Fare?" |
Fare tried hard not think about it. He didn't want to be this way, but Jin had been his friend for so long. When did it change? he thought to himself. He then heard Cody speak. "What my love.... Oh yeah we can go back. I would love to spend more time with your mother. She should get to know me better... After all I'm your boyfriend." he said as he softly kissed Cody. "Ren I'm trying not to blame myself for this... its just that." he stoped. "I'm going to take Cody home, and I'm most likely will be staying th enight again." he said as he looked down at his watch. "Its all ready 7:30" he said softly.
Jin looked at his manager. "Yeah." he said softly. "So now you know." he said. he didn't want people to think that he would comit suiside over this, but saddly it was true. He no longer wanted to live without Fare by his side. |
"You never told him so when he met Cody it was a blow to you?" The manger sighed and sat by Jin bed side.
Ren nodded. "I think thta is for the best now. I'll go bug Rex then and cheer him up." He laughed. cody smiled to Fare and kissed him. (brb breakfast lol i know its 2pm) |
Jin just nodded. "I thought... Cody's a girl right? So how could Fare love me. When he dosn't like the same sex." he said softly as tears formed in his eyes once more.
Fare took Cody by the hand. "Let go see your mom." he said as he forced himself to smile. He ran his free hand threw his hair. "I'm sorry about this." he said softly as he pulled Cody closer to him as they walked. Rex looked over at the door waiting for some one to either come in or, for someone to come out. "Jin." he said lightly wishing that Jin would just slightly look at him the way he looked at Fare. |
The manger shook his head. "No like I said Cody a little boy. Those Ren did introduce him as a Fare girl friend. But he was joking. He a 15 year old child Fare pick up and oh my head spinning on the media getting there hands on that news. Those in Japan it won't be so bad was Ren pointed out."
Cody nodded and followed his boy friend to the car. Before Ren stop them. "I want the hummer back here your keys." He said. (be back in 40 minsw) |
Fare smiled. "I was waiting for that." he said. He gave Ren the hummer keys back and took his keys back. He then opened the door for Cody and then walked around to start the car. "I'll be back some time tomarrow." he said as he shut his door. He looked at Cody. "I love you." he said softly as he kissed him with such great passion. that even he was suprsed.
Jin's eyes widdened. "He a boy?" jin couldn't belive what he was hearing. So he was right... He was right all along. He knew that Fare was just like him. He knew it from the moment he laid eyes on him in middle school. |
Cody blushed. "I love you too." Cody enjoy the kissed and kissed Fare deeply back hoping this feeling never would go away. He smiled when the kiss wa broke once inside the car with his seat belt on. "Ready to go spend gtime with my mom?" Cody turn his cell back on to make sure it was on.
Manger nodded. "Yes he is. I have to say I was temped to make him dress in the girl clothes again but Ren was agiest it." Ren smirked and took his keys back. "Thanks" Then walk in to look for Rex "Yo?" He said as he enter the door and moved closer to him. |
Fare turned the car on and began down the road. "I just hope Jin will be okay." he said softly. He didn't look back at least not for the night. It took him about 35 min to get to Cody's mom's house. He opened his door and walked around to get Cody's door. He took Cody by the hand and softly smiled at him.
Jin just sat there for a moment taking everything in. "Cody really did look like a girl..." Jin said as he looked up at the mannager. Why didn't he tell Fare how he felt before. He knew the answer, and it was because he thought he had all the time in the world. Rex looked over at Ren. "Yes?" he said. He looked back down at his feet. |
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