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"Rex keep Jin from passing out." Ren got in to Fare car and once people were in and bucked up he took off fast breaking the speed limits he had to get Jin to the hospital and get his tummy pump or they would lose him at this rate.
Cody blinked and chased after Fare. "I'm going too." He followed his boyfriend wondering what going on. "Whats going on?" Cody climbed in and bucked up. Cody's mom blinked at the two. "What going call me when you know." She yell out the door and sighed looking at the food. The stop making more. Those Cody's father would be up soon so it won't go to waste she thought. |
Fare was almost in tears. "Jin... he. he took to many pills he's trying to kill himself." he said as he gripped the stearing wheel till his nuckels turned white. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know what to say. He speeded off. "There going to the hospital." he said to Cody. He didn't look at Cody once the whole way to the hospital.
Jin looked at Rex. "I'm sorry Rex..." he said softly. Rex glared at him. He didn't want to talk to Jin right now. He thought he knew Jin better then that. "Why..." was all he said as he looked out the window. Jin shook his head. "It's not what you guys think..." he said softly, as he went in and out of constionness. |
Ren got to the hospital quickly un like last time and turned off the car and darted to the back sit with Jin. "Let just get him in we can talk about this later." He grab Jin and darted in to the E-room area. "We need help now!! Please he took many of the pills." The nurse blinked seeing Jin in here for a second time in two day. She hit the call button and other nurse rushed out and places Jin on a hospital bed rushing him in to a room quickly to be looked at. The nurse got the info from Ren while they were told to sit and waite.
Cody hand wanted to comfort Fare but with Fare the way he was cody was scared too. He just lend back in his sit his heart raceing from fear feeling maybe he could not have come. Fare driving right now was scaring him as he just closes his eyes wanting the ride to be over with. |
Rexs eye turned lighter as he helped Ren get Jin out of the car. "Stay awake" he told Jin as they weeled him away. He didn't want to leave Jin in the girls hands. He wanted to stay by his side. He knew that there relshionship would never work, but he still didn't want Jin to hurt.
Fare didn't say a word till he got to the hospital. He found Rex and Ren by the front counter. He could see them from the car. He gently took Cody by the hand. "I'm sorry love. Jin was my only friend for a very long time." he said softly> he walled into the hospital. "Where's Jin?" He asked. Jin opened his eyes again. To find the miss shaped light beings touching him. "Who are you ?" he said softly. He wasn't sure where he was at, the last thing he remembered was Rex saying stay awake. |
Cody didn't say anything back still thta neverous uneasy feeling as he got out of the hummer and followed behind Fare. Cody really didn't not feel he belong here even if he wanted to comfered Fare.
Ren looked of to Fare and sighed. "He in the opperation room. There going to have to pump the pills out of him..." He sighed. "I'm not sure what got in to him those he seem find when we talked this morning." |
Fare broke down a little. "Its all my fault..." he said softly as he grip got a little tigher around Codys hand. He mealted to the floor where he just sat there. He wasn't sure what to do. Jin was the one who taught him so much about himself. Jin was the one who taught him how to calm down when he was about to have a panic attack. "I should have stady." he said softly as he let go of Cody's hand and cuped his face in his hands.
Rex just sat across form him, he didn't say a word he just looked at Fare, and wondered what made him so dame spetial. |
Cody went down to the groudn behind Fare and wraped his arms around him. In a very soft voice. "Could can it be your fault.... He did this of his own choice you had nothing to do with it. Don't belive your self Fare... Please its going to be ok."
Ren blinked when he heard the voice he didn't expect Fare to bring Cody with him. But as he looked at Cody he blink. He mutter under his voice. "Codys.... a boy...." Ren blinked. |
Fare looked up at Cody his eyes filled with tears. "It is my fault. I should have been there for him. I could have helped him. He's helped me so much... Cody..." He buried his face into Cody's sholder and cried. He didn't knkow what else to do. He wasn't even paying attention to the fact that Ren just found out Cody really was a boy.
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Cody cuddled Fare. "Love its going be ok but how were you to know any of these its not your fault."
Ren just blinked mutter to himself. "Cody....a boy.. that means Jin was right..." He blinked and sighed. "So Fare on a side note never thought you liked guys, those Jin picked up on it right way. Weird. " He looked at the younger boy and Fare and sighed. "Its not your fault Fare I knew you would balm your self if some thing like this happened. You'll make Jin sad if he find out you were crying over this." The Ren looked to Rex. "You should not have called Fare yet until we had all of the facts because now he a puddle on the floor." |
Fare looked up at Ren and was "you just now figured it out?" he said as he started to laugh a little before he got up off of the ground. He didn't like the fact that Jin was suffering. He did feel like it was his fault, but the guys were right there wasn't a thing he could do to help his friend now.
Rex shrugged. "I though he should know." was all he said as he got up and walked out of the hospital. He just needed some fresh air. |
"Rex... hey you better be back soon." Ren let Rex walk out then looked to Fare. "Yeah... well Cody looked like a girl eariler... and well he a boy... I never thought you like guys Fare it never cross my mind I alway thought you were just shy of the girls because they flocked to you and over whelemed you."
Cody got up off the floor and stayed behind Fare his arms wrapped around him not saying a word. The nurses came back out and looked to the guys. "You friend Jin is just starting to wake up he will able to have guest in about 10mins he going to be just fine those it was a close call." She said. Ren nodded. "Thanks, I'm going go get Rex he going want to be the first to see him like you want to Fare. I'll keep Cody with me when you go in." Ren left to go find Rex he wonder wher ehe was now. |
Fare hugged Cody back "thank you my love for coming with me." he said softly in Cody's ear. he looked up at Ren. "Ren I've liked boys for some time now. I just thought you guys wouldn't exsept me if you knew. After all this is a boy band. Girls are crazy for us, and what did you mean by Jin is right? he knew I was gay?" he said softly not sure what else to say.
Rex looked up at the starie sky. "I wish." he said, the he heard Ren comeing. He rolled his eye as Ren came to him. "What?" he said kind of annoyed. He didn't mean to be so short with people, it was just that he was worried. |
Ren just flicked Fare in the head lightly. "You Baku" He was speaking japaness to Fare the word for idotics. Then laughed. "We are your friends we'll expect you... Those surispedly I'm the only straingt one." He laughed. "The fan will mostly like grow because they will try to win you guys from girls and that wold Moa thing back home. The fans will go nuts and I'll get more girls its win win for me. Now off to Find Rex we will talk later."
Then Ren found the snappy Rex. "Come on back inside we can go in and see Jin soon. He going to be ok those he did say some thingy about it not being what we think." Then Ren smirked. "It be he we trying to make up for the pills he missed which well isn't a good thing either. I mean we think he tried to kill him self but if he said its not what we think its some thing else. Come on lets go see him. Hey and don't give up hope on winning him over either." Ren winked to Rex then waited for them to walk back inside together. Cody cuddled Fare. "I would go any where with you. Those once I know what was going on I wasn't sure you wanted me here." Cody kissed Fare. "Those I am glad that me coming help you." |
Fare looked at Ren he laughed back little. He still felt a little guilty, he had to remember that Jin doing this wasn't his fault. He smiles "really? Rex to?" He asked. He was shocked he never would have Rex was gay. "So you think the fan will be okay?" He asked softly. He really didn't care that much, because he had Cody now, and he wanted the world to know. He looked down at Cody. "I love you, and want you with me where every it maybe." He said softly.
Rex just nodded. Though he didn't think he could ever win Jin over. He loved Jin enough to leave it alone. He walked back into the hospital. |
Cody kissed Fare nose. "Would you cheer up the nurse said he would be ok." He he saw the other two walking in. "Well it looks likes Rex is back so you'll be going in to see Jin then so I'll wait out here with Ren like he said too."
Ren smirked and saw the pair then shook his head. "Come on Fare, Rex you go see Jin first I'll keep Cody company seeing he won't be able to go back and see Jin like we can." The manger finally showed up with a paniced look on hsi face seeing three of his stars here. "I got here as fast as I could... What going on some one spill and quickly. You boys are going to give me a heartattack you know thta right." He was breathing heavily and sat down When Ren moved over to him and guilded him in to a chair. "Its going be ok. Hey where your out of the country back in Japan? For the week." Ren asked. "Yeah I went back to get things ready for you guys. When I got the news Jin hand was broke then when I landed got the message that he was once again in the Hospital for OD-ing." He looked to Ren. "Is he going be alright?" Ren nodded. "His hand will heal in two weeks and the od ing well we caught it in time. He will be fine. Ren and Rex are going in to see him now. why don't you give them time then Go in alone to speak with him." Ren looked to Cody. "Cody come over here and sit with me your going to have to met him any ways." The manger blinked as this little boy who was clinging behind Fare let go and moved closer to Ren to sit down. |
Fare looked at Cody. "Thank you. Sorry we couldn't stay for the picnic."he said aofrly as he then turned to Rex. "You should go in first. You guys have been friends for a long time." Fare said as he looked about the hospital waiting room. He was quite tired from the night before, mostly cause of Cody, and how much fun they were having. He also felt a little guilty for not being there for Jin. He looked back at Cody then followed the nurse back to Jins room.
Rex looked down at his friend. He could tell that Jin was in a lot of emotional pain, just by the look in hos eyes. He gently ran his hands threw his dark hair. He was unsure of what to say. So he just smiled down at his friend. What he really wanted was just to hold his friend. Jin slowly a opened his eyes he couldn't talk very well, bit he gently grabbed Rex's hand. "I'm sorry." He whispered to hos dearest friend. He didn't mean to hurt anyone. He was just trying to kill the pain that overwelmed him. |
After they had left Ren smirked to the manger. "Ok I like to intro you to Fare girl friend." He laughed. "Yes Cody a boy." He laughed.
The manger blinked looked over Cody. "His... what?" "This is Fare lover" Ren smirked. "Oh great... another thing I'll have to worry about. The news will have a field day with this." Cody was nevously sitting next to Ren listening. |
Fare gently peeked in to see Jin. "Hey." He said as he walked over to the bed side. Fare made sure to not bump into any of the wires. He looked over at Rex, he had the same blank exapresstion he always had. "Jin I'm sorry." Fare said softly to Jin. He gently took his hand. "You scared me." Fare said softly.
Jin's eyes lit up when he saw fare. He didn't say a word till fare took his hand. Then his eyes filled with tears. As he softly began to speak. "I'm sorry Fare." he said softly. Rex just walked out of the room. He couldn't talk all he could do is leave. |
The manger sighed. "Really... He gay... I should have guess it but now I'll have to spin it.."
Ren just laughed. "I got the prefect way too." Him and the manger chat while Cody neveouly waited for his boyfriend to get done seeing his friend in the hospital he turn off his cell phone because there were not subpose to have them on in here. |
Fare gently whiped the tear out of Jins eyes. "Why are you sorry Jin. Its okay." he said softly sitting on his friends bed. He looked down at the hepless boy that laid on the bed. "I'm the one that should be sorry my dear friend. I wasn't there when you needed me the most." he said as he forsed a smile on his face. He wasn't sure what else to do.
Jin could see that his friend did care. "I'm sorry to try to come in between you and Cody." he said softly. He tried to at brakefast. "It's just that..." he paused. Fare looked into his eyes. "Stop looking at me that way. I feel like your looking into my soul." Jin said softly. Fare quickly looked away, he didn't want to make Jin feel unconfitable. "I'm sorry Fare." he said as he let go of Fares hand and faced the other side. Fare tried to talk to him. "Jin..." he said softly, but Jin wouldn't look at him. Tears flowed down his rose red cheeks. He longed so much to tell Fare how he felt. Insted he just left it where it was at. Fare was confused. "Okay..." he said softy as he walked out of the room and down the hall, back to where Cody was. Fare fermly took Cody's hand. Tears filled his eyes as he sat down. A nurse with long black hair came into the Lobby. "Jin asked to be alone right now. So no more Visitors." she said softly as she walked back to the back rooms. |
The manger looked at her. "Oh no he seeing me wither he like it or not I'm paying for this trip I need to talk to my artist."
Cody hugged Fare softly. "You seem worst now he is going to be ok right?" Ren sighed. "So what did he say to you Fare." |
The nurse looked back at the manager "I'm sorry sir, we can't let you go back there." she said fermly.
Fare was numb for a moment. "All he said was he was sorry.... Thats all he said." Fare didn't know what to do. Jin had always been the strong one. He had alway been the one to help Fare. Now that Fare wanted to help him... he couldn't Fare couldn't feel a thing at that moment. He looked down at Cody "He's more then just a friend... He's like a brother..." he said softly as the tear slowly floated down his cheek. Jin just laid there crying. He didn't know what else to do. He had held in his emotions for far to long. He called in the nurse, he needed someone to talk to. He just didn't want to talk to his friends right now. He felt alone even though he knew that there were people out there in the lobby who loved him. |
"Well I am his boss and well Also his guaild while he is here I have a right to see him. I need to talk to him now." The manger restated.
Cody wrapped his arms tighter around Fare. "You are helping him by being here for him . He know you care." Ren looked around. "Hey is Rex still in there because I didn't see him come back out this way." |
Fare looked over at Ren. "No he left before I did." he said softly. He looked at Cody and softly kissed him. "Thank you my love." he said softly. Tears still welling up in his eyes.
Rex sat out side trying to fiuger out what to do next. He loved Jin more then anything. He knew he had to let Jin go. It was the only way that they could stay friends. He had love Jin far before Fare had come into the pic. **would you mind playing the nurse that goes into Jins room** |
(sure thing.)
Ren sighed. "Well that more complaiced then I first thought." Cody kissed Fare back. "What ever happen has to be importanted to him so you just have to waite it out to see ok?" One of the nurses enter the room. "Did you call for me?" |
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