We kept walking across the sand. The sand wasn't fluffy and deep, it was soft but of a harder base. She looked at me as we walked and I smiled "This is one place I go.." I said "When I'm not at school" I laughed. I should really have said 'went' seeing as since I had met Anna, I had felt no need to spend time on my own to calm down. I thought of smoking as my portable beach, as I couldn't always come down here to breathe in the air and make me relax. I also hadn't smoked as much since being with Anna. Maybe that was something to do with her protection over me. She could heal my injuries, and she could ease the pain of an attack. "Do you like it?" I added, my eyes squinting until a grin appreared on my mouth. There was little places on the beach between sandhills, making the wind still. My hand in hers felt soft and right, like they fit together and caused a ripple of pleasure up my arm and through my fingers. The gentle breeze blew at my hair which had grown longer over the past week. I usually just cut it myself, no care to how it looked.

I looked at the sand and how it contrasted with the sea. I laughed lightly at what he said. So he came here...when I would be looking for him in our first few periods. The beach was small but it had so many things to adore. The sea, of course, and the beautiful sun was finally breaking through the clouds and trees. He asked me if I liked it and...Of course I did. They was nothing to not like. "I love it...its so...beautiful..." I said as I looked at the gorgeous beach up to his face. The breeze made his hair, that was so long since we had first met, swish to a side. I looked into his eyes deeply, his brown eyes were so...explaining...to everything. I smiled a small but ever so warm and nice smile.

I turned to her as she said it was beautiful. It really was. I remembered the many times I had fallen asleep here, and had the most peaceful dreams. I nodded slowly when she said it and I was glad she liked it too. I looked at her as we walked. She was shorter, so I looked down with a smile. My eyes explored every contour of her face, her lips and her eyelashes. "Beautiful.." I repeated, I fixed my eyes deep into hers. I looked away realising my head gradually moved closer. I was so happy to see her smiling again. Somewhere inside me knew this was the place to help her feel better.

He looked over at me trying to get the full me. He had said beautiful and I it felt like it wasn't meant for the beach but for me. I had never thought of myself in that way, being an angel made me like this. But it was still me. His eyes deepened into mine and I looked back in the same way. I looked at his face too, trying to see him as well. His forehead was covered with soft brown hair and his eyes were smoldering mine. I looked away when he did...and his head was moving closer to mine. Who would have ever thought a beach and James would make me feel all right...maybe the James part but this place knocked out all my difficulties. It was quiet after he spoke and just the small waves hitting the sand beneath our feet.

I saw her eyes look around my face as I did to hers, which made my smile grow. When I had turned away I looked towards the sea seeing very far out the ocean. She hadn't realised, but we had been walking further out. The beach was only small, and we were close to the waves creeping closer towards us and then pulling away. I stopped on one leg as we continued walking and pulled off my shoe and then the other one, letting them fall to the sand behind us. I looked back at her mischeviously and pulled her hand as I moved towards the water. "Coming?" I asked, though I wasn't really giving her an option, holding her hand. I inhaled as my foot touched the cold shallow waves moving along the sand. The bottom of my jeans absorbed the water as another wave followed and I laughed with enjoyment.

I watched him look off and I smiled. I watched him move us further and we were close to the waves. I saw him take his shoes off and I wanted to take mine off as well but instead I just followed where James was going to take me. His shoes lay on the sand behind us and I laughed lightly at him. As we walked james was enjoying the sand under us. He laughed and I couldn't help but feel warmer and laugh with him. I held his hand in mine and his skin wasn't as hot which made me calm a bit but my skin was overly cold and I loved the feeling of our body temperatures collide.

The water flowed around my ankles as I walked further into the water, releasing Anna's hand. The water splashed lightly around me as I moved and I looked across the blue landscape. My jeans had splashes of water up my legs and the edges were heavy, under the water. I walked further feeling the waves hit me every few seconds. I could feel the smooth sand between my toes and I breated in deeply. This is life right here; not school, not cars, not jobs, not people. I never worried about any of those anyway. I considered myself lucky though. I had nothing, a family who hate me, schools which hate me. I had nothing to care about, but now I had Anna to worry about. Maybe I felt as though I took responsibility for her, because I had nothing else to protect. Out here everything seemed so clear and I could think straight. I looked back over to her behind me with a smile, as I had walked quite a bit further.

I watched him walk into the water and saw the peace on his face. His jeans splashing in the water, he seemed so calm here...as so did I. It was a place where everything that was started...flies away, kind of like when I would phase and go to my place...where I would feel happy, my happy place. But I think that is going to change now...this beach soothed the disruptions and I couldn't help but take in a deep breath. James looked back at me and smiled, I smiled back and took my shoes off, leaving them behind me as well. I walked into the soft sand as it melted through my toes. I looked down at them and laughed. I walked a step leading me into the water and the water was something different, not as cold as my skin and not as hot as James, it was calming, and I had forgotten about what had just happened...I looked up at James and laughed as the water played with my toes.

I watched her looking down at the water as she stepped into the sea's edge. I walked slowly towards her not making a sound. The sun came out and made the water shine blindingly bright when it hit each wave. I couldn't help but laugh, spoiling my cherade as I picked her up from behind. She was so light, which made me feel bad for her carrying me up to the head angel. Though I suspected her to be stronger when she was an angel. "Further" I said and I laughed as I half-ran in the direction of the sea. The water splashed out around us more vigorously and I felt really happy at that moment. I span her round in a circle before putting her down on her feet. The water coming up to our knees. My face was illuminated and my grin showed my teeth as I laughed.

The water twined itself with my feet and it made me laugh more. Just when I was about to turn, James picked me up from behind, I hadn't even noticed him get there, I laughed as he said to go further. He ran in the water and it splashed here and there against us and I smiled at it. He spun me around in the water and I let out a joyful laugh. When he set me on my feet I splashed a wave of water onto his arm and laughed as it hit my face, the water was so soft. It was up to our knees now and I didn't even care if my clothes would get wet, I was having fun.

Her laugh was so nice to hear and when I set her down she splashed the water at me. My eyes smiled as much as my mouth and I splashed her back, the water hitting her front. Patches of water seeped through my shirt, making it cling to my skin. I ran backwards, the water pushing against my legs, stopping me move as fast. I never thought I'd enjoy being here as much as I did, with someone else. I'd never had someone to spend this much time with, and I thought that it was so unfortunate that I had only met her just recently, and it was already nearly time to say goodbye. I tried not to think about it though, and my mind focused on the good things. The way she laughed, smiled and flirted. The sun shining off her skin and hair.

I saw how he smiled when I splashed him. He splashed water at me and I put my arms in front of me in defense. I giggled and saw him run backwards in the water, he was enjoying this much as me. I spun in the water and loved how the water spun with me. I laughed at the swishy feeling. I looked up at James and smiled as he watched me. It was that same James I had saw in my room, happy. I moved my arms under the water and asked him "what?" with a small laugh. It was so weird how such a small, unknown place can make everything all right.

She noticed I was looking at her and she asked a question, making me more aware. I smiled without answering, slightly dazed. However, a bigger wave came in an hit me in the side, making me lose balance for a moment. I smiled thinking I'd stood up properly, but my legs caved on purpose, making me go straight down into the water. The cool water instantly soaked my body and I opened my eyes under the water. It wasn't very salty, and it was quite clear, though I couldn't see much. I stood back up taking air into my lungs whilst laughing. My t-shirt pulled down, saturated and sticking to my muscles, and my hair dripped across my face.

He laughed when I asked him, I smiled back at him. A wave came in from the side and hit him making him fall. I giggled and ran diligently through the water as it splash around me, to James. He got up and he was wet with his shirt stuck to his skin and hair dangling in his face, this made me smile grow. Something in the wet sand beneath made me twist and hit the water, but it made me float and light. It made me say a laughed shriek as I hit the water, as I hadn't seen it coming. The water toyed with my body and my hair floated in the water. I got out and shook my head making the water splatter around us. I laughed at us, we were having fun...my white shirt stuck to my skin like his and you could see my pale skin seep through it, and my jeans were heavy as I ran and my hair was wet with droplets falling back into the water. I smiled with a small giggle.

Her hair was wet and sent thousands of droplets of water out around her. I wasn't paying much attention to that, seeing as her white shirt was wet. I couldn't help it; it had gone practically see-through. I knew my eyes would give it away and my lips parted. I tried to look away as to stop her from knowing I was looking. Oh well.. what time is there to be polite? I thought, looking back, raising one of my eyebrows with a flirty smile. I walked the couple of steps between us and put my hands on her waist, feeling her slim body under the wet material. I put my body just touching hers and whispered flirtatiously in her ear, leaning my head down "Well you've won the wet t-shirt contest" with a laugh. I leaned my head back and licked the water off my lips.

I smiled at him and saw him watch my hair and down to my shirt. I saw how wanting his face was and I hadn't realized that my shirt showed me like that. I looked down at me and my shirt showed my black bra seeping through, and I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, I watched his lips part as he looked at my front. He raised an eyebrow at me and walked towards me putting his hands on my waist and whispered in my ear. I laughed in a semi flirtatious way and felt our wet bodies touch. He leaned back and licked his lips, and I smiled at him with my hair still hanging wet. His shirt had gone completely wet as well, showing his chest. I didn't look at it too long, I watched his face and his eyes, the were sparkling with the sun,

The water had washed the dry tears off her face, and her eyes were refreshed looking back into mine. I was so glad that I had made her happy after a distressing event as before. I hoped she knew I was always here, and that she mattered the world to me. My hands travelled to the bottom of her back, one above the other and I moved our bodies closer together. I wanted to feel her in my arms, but this time when we were both happy. I wondered if she would have liked me if she wasn't my Guardian Angel. "Where have you been hiding all this time?" I asked rhetorically shaking my head with a smile. I had many questions still unanswered, but I was enjoying the moment, this time the silence didn't matter. It wasn't uncomfortable for me. Being with her and touching her didn't need words.

I watched his eyes gleam and his hands moved down my wet back. It felt so nice to be here with someone you truly like, he pulled or bodies together. The situation we had in the car made me wonder about the "love" part and how much we did like each other. I pushed that thought out of my head and focused on the present. He asked me a question that made me smile. Where had I been? Why hadn't I ran to James the day I heard his name. I answered him, looking up because he was a taller than me, with a small laugh showing that I was always here, never did I hide from him. "I was never hiding..." I said in a small voice, it sounded better than before in the car...it was hard to see his face now that we were melted together, the sound of the waves hitting at our legs and making us alive. My hands moved onto his arms, feeling the water drops touch my hands.

I smiled a crooked smile at her response. "I wish I'd of known what I was looking for then.." my voice was deep and soft. She had been there all along, watching me and I never knew. Of course that didn't fail to bring on a little regret, but I shouldn't be able to blame myself for something I had no control of. I could feel her front up against mine, yet slightly lower, making me tingle inside. Our earlier conversation before we had headed out sprung to mind subconsiously and without my permission. I could have stayed like this all day. Somehow it felt more passionate being in the water, maybe a large part of that was the fact we were on very good terms right now. I could feel the wind hitting my soaked t-shirt and making it cold against my skin. It didn't effect me so much because of my temperature, but I worried that it effected Anna. "We should get out of the water. You're going to be freezing". However my legs made no attempt to move, enjoying where we were. My head was bent down slightly as her head was below me.

I smiled at what he said. Maybe I was the one who needed to find something, and never thought about it or looked deep enough to find it. Some things just can't be perfect but some can make it fairly close, and this was one thing I wanted all my life. And I got it, right here with James. I felt his chest lean onto me and I felt warm, even if his shirt was soaked. Even if we were in water. He asked to get out of the water, for my sake. I didn't want to, I wasn't cold at all, not with James next to me. I looked up at his eyes and said "I like it..." with a smile. I did, the water was better than the cold breeze. I looked at the water and drew on it with my finger randomly.

I smiled as she said how she liked being in the water. She must have enjoyed this moment as much as me. Her finger traced delicately on the surface of the water. I watched her face as she looked down at her hand, it was so peaceful and smooth. She was way too perfect for me. I was a troublemaker, who deserved no better than what I previously had. Since I got to know her, I realised she was too good for me. I took one of my hands and stroked her cheek, lightly tilting her head up with my fingers. I looked deep into her eyes and couldn't wait any longer, pressing my lips together to show it. I parted my lips and moved closer and touched my lips to hers.

I traced along the surface of the sea and felt James hand stroke on my soaked cheek. I liked it in the water, it was better than anywhere else. He tilted my head up so he was looking me straight in the eyes. I watched how his lips closed and opened, wanting something. Slowly pulling us together, our lips touched each other. My eyes gradually closed as the kiss relaxed me. My hand flew down into the water and I went up on my toes so I could reach his lips better. Even if our lips had water on them, I could still feel and taste his hot lips. I still couldn't believe I had been crying just a while ago, and a person could make it all better.

I felt her go up on her toes, reaching higher. My eyes closed, focusing on the feel and taste of her lips. My muscles tensed, and my hands grasped at the wet material on her back. I pulled away for a second and looked at her lips, throwing myself into the kiss once more. I was buzzing inside and my cheeks blushed with excitment, my skin heating up. I seemed to get carried away with her. When I kissed my old girlfriends, I kept going because It was just what I did. With Anna, there was a spark, something there that I'm slowly becoming addicted to. Each time better than the next. I wondered if she felt it too, but my attention was taken from me completely to think about even the fact that the day was going by and that there were other people closeby.

His lips moved slowly with mine and I wanted to taste him. He pulled back to look at my lips and he came back, and I felt his hot lips once again smother with mine. I smiled in our kiss as I was so delighted. My hands slowly trailed up his arms and wrapped around his neck. The only person I had ever kissed was that one boyfriend and had felt nothing, nothing at all. But with James my body felt warmer inside, like I knew that he was always going to be there. The water played around us and our legs touched as we moved closer.

Her hands left a cool tingling path up my arms, making me shiver inside. Her arms were around my neck pulling me closer and our bodies could have merged into one. My arms wrapped securely around her waist, my hands further up her back. It was indescribable how great it felt. Fire blazed across my skin and I tried to keep my breathing steady with this over-excitement. My energy levels shot up instantly and I didn't want to stop. Luckily her cold body and the water were cooling the blood rushing around my body.