I couldn't take it anymore. My mind was going crazy. She was so close and she looked down at my lips too. Maybe she wants me to do it? Maybe she's scared of me doing it? What should I do?! But my instincts pushed me out of the way and took over. I guessed that was why I'd gotten into trouble so much in the past, I just did whatever my instincts told me to do. They were usually the most fun and adrenaline inducing, spontaneous acts. I threw my questions out the window and got lost in the moment. I was looking into her eyes, feeling her breath against my face, when I leaned in closer and touched my lips to hers, my lips parted a little. Her lips were cool and smooth, soft against my mouth. It made me want more instantly. My body stiffened as I realised what I had done and I moved back just the slightest bit to see how she reacted, my eyes worried.

His instant move didn't shock me. His lips, the hottest ever, touched mines. They were ever so soft and so demanding. He tensed and backed away. I looked at his eyes. The moved slightly side to side in his pupils. I loved this feeling. I loved that he had tried it first. "Yes..." I leaned in closer...

I was overjoyed when she said yes. It was the best feeling ever. I couldn't believe it had worked. She liked it, she wanted it! I smiled and kissed her again a little stronger, my arms wrapping around her waist. It was much better than I imagined. The thought of me kissing an angel came into my head making me go crazy. I moved my legs so I could get closer and move our bodies. I gently leant her backwards whilst kissing her so she was laid against the pillow. I knew I was already hot, but now my skin tingled with excitement. I pushed myself up, my hands on either side of her on the bed, breaking the kiss to murmur quietly "Angels are very good kissers". I was slightly deluded, my head light from the excitement, but I wanted to tell her what I was thinking, in hope she would too. I was dying to know what she was thinking right now. I kissed her again, addicted to her cool, soft mouth. I buzzed with happiness and wondered whether if I did this earlier, she would have had the same reaction. My body felt on fire, my mouth demanding on hers. I whispered not moving away "What was I going to ask?". I had completely forgotten and this made me smile.

When I had said yes his eyes danced. So happy. So joyful. He leaned in and kissed me delightfully. I loved his hot mouth on my cool lips. His hands on me. He shifted himself and got in closer. I was just enjoying as much as he was. He pushed me back softly and while kissing me tenderly. My head on the pillow and his lips on mine. I lingered his lips. He let go and told me something that made me smile. He leaned back in and the taste of his mouth made me ask for more. I was happy that he was happy. His body against mine was opposites and that's what made us mix. Being this close to a person made a new person. I had never even thought about kissing james. But I bet he did. He was so excited when I told him yes. Right now I didn't care if we were late or if we were about to change or die. It was just him and me. I smiled at his smile and question. "I really don't remember..." The kiss was so remarkable that it knocked us off topic. Sitting in the girls dorm, in my room, from last night...we had been so happy. All our difficulties running off. And I bet this made up for the embarrassing moment he just had. I decided on asking him. "But I have one...." I shifted a little but never leaving his eyes. "Does this make up for before?" I grinned. He said he didn't want me to do anything but it looked like he wanted for me to do this. But why were we doing this? I mean I was trying to stop us from getting attached, but the moment was so perfect I didn't want anything to come between us. I didn't let my smile fade. Today was a day when the only thing that mattered was James. The guy I apparently like...

I was looking down on her, looking into her eyes, smiling as she spoke. Well, if she wants to kiss me, then what I did when I was a stupid kid musn't have made her like me less. "Sure, why not" I said, grinning. I was too distracted, I couldn't stop. I went in to kiss her again. I knew I would have to stop sometime, but I also knew I would not be able to. It was so addicting, my body was uncontrolable, I just let it do as it wished. My hand moved up and I placed it softly on her smooth neck. My mind was moving so fast, absorbing every little detail and imagining so many things. I became more aggressive, kissing with more force. I didn't mean to. It just happened. When I realised I was being too rough, I leaned away. "Uhh. Sorry, I got carried away" I said quietly and guiltily.

I was glad this made up for it. I did something non embarrassing and liked it. James leaned in for another kiss and I softly lay my head on my pillow. His heated hand moved to my neck and the kiss became very forceful. When he apologized, I laughed. I pulled his shoulder in and kissed him ever so softly. One of my hand was on his shoulder and the other behind his head, in his hair pulling him closer. My lips parted slightly and I could feel his hot breath turn in. I let go and laughed at us. "Works for me..." He was uncontrollable. The way he wanted me was no more than how I wanted him. I wanted him to myself. To never die. To live this life long. With james. I smiled at him with my hands still on him. "Uh...." I jumped back to reality. "When would you want to go....to your dorm? I mean don't you miss it or whatever? I know I would..." I was just making sure...

I looked at her as she spoke, her eyes lit and smiling. My lips pursed to the side in a thinking motion as my eyes were locked on her mouth. I knew it was going to be hard to stop. "Yeah, I guess I should" I answered. "What do you mean 'miss it'?'" I asked with a laugh. Her hand was touching my shoulder and the other behind my head. The way her fingers went through my hair made it seem she was wanting more, trying to get closer, not wanting to let me go. It was amazing to think she liked me back that way too. We seemed to be on the same wavelength. I leant sideways on the bed, proping myself up with my arm, still slightly above her.

I slowly let go of him and kept my hands on my self and sat up slowly never leaving his eyes. "Just....I don't know..." I shrugged. "Thought you would like some time alone or whatever..." I pulled my hair back behind my ear. This time I looked at him with my eyes staring and I didn't smile, I kept my face straight. "That's what I thought...that guys like you.....like to be alone...." I didn't know what I was saying but when I had first came here I had a thought of how guys wanted to be more alone and girls out there. Inference. I smiled when he didn't respond directly. "Just forget it.....forget it..." I laughed at my stupid explanation. "Sometimes this angel and human thing gets me confused.....just forget it...." I know I had said it a lot but it was just something that I had kept to myself and I thought since I had told him everything I thought this would go to. But I shrugged it off. The moment had me into the zone. I had missed class sitting with james and kissing him. I would have never thought. I sighed.

I didn't understand what she was trying to say. The way she spoke seemed like she was nervous, and I frowned trying to think why. I looked into her eyes "If it wasn't for you, I probably would want to be alone..". I wouldn't know what she meant about the angel and human thing. I still didn't understand her. I still hadn't asked her those questions. What was I going to ask anyway? "But if you want some time to yourself..?". I knew I should get changed anyway, so I moved to stand up off the bed.

I sill sat on the bed, now sitting up all the way. "I don't want you to leave...." I muttered looking down. I looked up at him. "But...I do need to change and clean up..." I laughed looking at my black shorts and tank. He probably wanted to change to. I looked at the clock. It had been and hour and maybe a half since we woke up. It hasn't been so long. I knew I don't have bad breath or my hair is all messy because I didn't even sleep. James looked presentable to me. But because of all the sweating last night...he probably wants a cold shower. I grinned at him.

I grinned widely when she said she didn't want me to leave. It would be hard to walk away from her. "Yeah, me too.." I said and asked "Do you have a shower, somewhere?". "Maybe you could change while I'm in the shower.." I said, trailing off and looking around the room. Her room was so much neater than mine. I hadn't realised she was still in the same clothes, I was pretty distracted a moment ago.

I got up and smiled. I gave him a 'okay sure' look. "Of course we do...." I grabbed his hand. "Come on. I'll show you." I pulled him out of the room softly. I led him down a hallway and then to the right. I never went to the one downstairs one because that one was to dirty because of everyone using it. So the girls never came to the one upstairs. Because they thought I was contagious. Oh well. Cleaner for me. I stopped in front of the door and let go of his hand. "Enjoy." I smiled and made room for him to enter.

"Thanks" I said to her with a smile. I pulled off my t-shirt as I stepped inside the bathroom and threw it onto the floor lightly. After closing the door I got undressed and turned on the shower. It was very clean and everthing worked, unlike the boys' shower where the taps of the sink continued to break over and over and the floor seemed to be convered in many toiletries. The cool water ran across my skin and felt refreshing. I found some shower gel, that didn't look too girly, and used a bit to wash my shaggy hair. I couldn't seem to make my mind think of anything other than the angel in her room. When I got out the shower I took a small towel to dry and put on my boxers. I grabbed my clothes, walked back down the hall rubbing my hair with the towel and knocked on her door "Anna? You dressed?". However I heard voices downstairs. There were girls in the doom? What time was it? I knocked again impatiently. I couldn't let them see me here.

I walked back to room going to my closet. I put on my white button shirt and skinny blue jeans. I was tying my hair up when I heard a knock. Oh it was just james. I heard voices from downstairs and glanced at the clock. All ready? I rushed to the door and opened it. I pulled him in and shut the door. "That was quick... I whispered to james, kind of panicked. We had been in my room for that long. School was all ready over? Wow. If school went that fast for me everyday I would love going. I pushed that out of the way and stood in front of the door looking at james. I just wanted him to be safe and hopefully not in trouble. This may be a little off...

I was relieved when she swung open the door. She pulled me inside, so I guessed she had heard the voices downstairs. "Is it lunch already?" I said, thinking how fast the day was going. Water still dripped down from my shoulders and I dropped my clothes to the floor. I looked at what Anna was wearing "Wow, you look really good..". I wasn't usually one for getting panicked over situations, and even if I was, it didn't last long. I was very easily distracted and I'd only found that out since I met Anna. I was still rubbing my hair with the towel as I looked at her.

I confused my self. It was only lunch..."I think so...The day is going fast...." Time flies when your with someone you like.
He was still wet. I hope he found the bathroom to his liking. I blushed lightly and smiled when he told me I looked good. "Uh..thanks..." I don't think I will ever let james get out of my dorm. I like him a little too much. The change was almost here. But this was a good way to end it. I went back to my dressed to fix the bottles of makeup and such that fell when I rushed to the door. I put them up one by one.

I nodded. The day was going fast. I wiped the towel across my chest to dry the water while voices grew louder walking through the corridor. I thought I heard the name 'Anna' in conversation. The girls must be wondering where Anna was, since she hadn't turned up for class. Then I heard my own name and cringed. I'd forgotten the last time they'd seen me was when I walked off up the stairs of the girls dorm. Could they know? I kept still, trying to hear. I heard footsteps across the hallway very close to the door. I looked at Anna. "Oh Annaa.." a girls voice spoke. "Are you in there?". It was that girl again, her voice was unmistakeable. She sounded like she was teasing, but she still sounded disappointed for some reason.

I stopped fixing the bottles and froze. I looked at the door and then at james. I motioned james to go into the closet. I walked to the door and opened it that all they could see was me. "Yeah..." It was that stupid chic. They were probably wondering where I was the entire day. And they weren't even my friends. They're just jealous..."What do you want?" I muttered looking her in the eye. I was positive that they would not see james because I wouldn't even get into my room. They probably also want to know about james because I remember her telling me to stay away...and the last time they saw him was last night...wondering up to the girls dorm....

"Nothing. just some..." she pushed me aside and went into my room....oh I hope she doesn't see james. But she won't. I stayed positive. She went in and spun around
"Information." she continued on. I kept my eyes off the closet but focused on her.

I'd jumped into the closet and now was unfortunately standing on shoes at the bottom. I tried to stay completely silent as I balanced my weight upright. I looked through the thin gap between the doors to the closet. Oh god, this would not look good if she opened the wardrobe. I was in my boxers for god's sake! That's when I remembered my clothes on the floor in the room. No, no, noo.. I had little hope that she wouldn't see them and put two and two together. She seemed to be looking around the room, displeased. The other girls crowded at the door also scanning the room and looking intimidatingly at Anna. I frowned, trying to see through the small line of light against the darkness of the closet.

I was looking at the girls curiosity. She looked around the room and so did I...my eyes froze on the clothes on the floor. I looked at it for half a second and looked back at her. "Why are you here?" I folded my arms. The clothes weren't noticed yet but they were there. I avoided my look form them. They probably thought they were mine. Yeah.
"Oh anna darling...." she walked around me but I didn't feel anything close to being a punk. "Do you even remember what I say?" She stopped and flipped her hair.
"information......questions.....starting with..." she went to my dresser and picked up a bottle and dropped it back knocking others down. "Where you were....today?" Oh god. I just wish this lunch was over.
I answered her by a small laugh. All the girls eyes went to me. I said "In here." I laughed as I said it.

The girl laughed with a smirk "In here? Are you ill or something?" She leaned her body forward towards Anna with her arms folded, with a scrutinising look on her face. She looked disgusted at the idea of her being ill. Though I was pretty sure she didn't see Anna as normal or healthy in the first place. I knew what she was thinking, she knew that Anna wasn't ill just by looking at her. She'd also know that I hadn't turned up to class, but she wasn't the smartest person I'd ever met anyway, so she wouldn't be too observant. My skin was nearly dry and I tried to shift my weight quietly as my legs were aching balanced on the uneven surface with bare feet. Something I wasn't expecting occured then. The worst thing that could happen. I held my arm tightly in my grasp. I struggled hard not to let out a noise from my mouth as my face eyes squeezed shut. This could not be happening, I thought. The pain wasn't just in my wrist, it was inside my body. My knees bent, I was trying to press down the pain, submerge it inside of me.

I glared at her. "No." I looked at her in a mean look. My eyebrows were slightly down and then went up when I heard a small gasp. From the closet. Not now. Not here. I looked at the rest of the girls. "Excuse me but I have things to do so please..." I touched her lightly to the door. What I wanted to do was push her.
She didn't budge but turned to look at me. "Not so quick. Anna." She sat down on my bed. Oh my god, the anna inside of me was going to burst out. My fist curled up and my teeth clenched. James was in the closet. I could feel him begging. My seeking skill was bursting.
"So......" she made her self more comfortable just to bug me. The others just watched. "Do you happen to know where james is?" She grinned at me.
I knew how to keep my guilt back and I wasn't such a bad liar if I knew what I was lieing for. Lieing for james was intense. I could not be revealed. "No. He's probably in school. You told me to stay away from him right?"
Her eyebrows went down in a dis from me. "right...." she looked around and got up. "I will find out anna....." She pushed me as she left the room with the other girls. They stopped in the doorway and laughed at me. And they were gone. I stood there just watching the empty doorway.

I slid down the side of the closet, so I was sitting down on the shoes. It was pitch black except for the thin stream of light. I could just about hear that the girls were gone through the pressure of my pounding head. I couldn't move, I just tensed my muscles in hope the pain would stop. I stayed absolutely quiet in case any of the others heard me. Were they not gone by now? What was with me? Was I changing? Please, god, not now. The time when Anna said she would be gone.. when the change happened, flashed behind my eyes. I couldn't let this happen now. I didn't even know what was going to happen to me, never mind what was going to happen to Anna, when I change. I had heald my breath for a while and I had to let it out. I exhaled, though regretably, it made a panting noise. I cringed realising I let out sound. If the girls saw me now, it would be even worse. They'd think I was going mad, too!

I heard a sound from the closet, james. I shut and locked the door. I ran to the closet and opened it. He was on the floor dieing of pain. "Oh my god james?" he didn't look so comfortable on the shoes and all. I pulled him up and making him lay on the bed. He was panting. Going out of control. I didn't care if I was going to die or not. James needed me. Now. "James....it's okay...I'm here..." I comforted him. I held his wrist doing the thumb technique. I wiped off sweat from his face while his eyes were squeezed shut and his face twisted in pain. "Shh....it's okay...your going to be fine..." I kept his face in my hand soothing it. I may not do much but what I was doing was at least something right? His wrist was being calmed but I didn't know how to do the rest. I did all I could. I held back tears. My tears for james. Not for me. I didn't want to loose him yet. I wish he wasn't even in this nonsense....my lips curled back slightly.

I tried hard to walk and forget the pain as she lead me to the bed. It was much more comfy on the quilt and I sunk into it. I could feel Anna's cool hands on me, on my face, my wrist. The girls must have gone, I couldn't imagine how they'd react seeing this. I was so grateful that Anna was here to help me, but I absoluelty hated her seeing me like this. I must have looked so weak and childish. I didn't want her to see me as helpless, I wanted to be tough. It was amazing how her fingers could make me calm. I breathed heavily, trying not to sound too loud and give away just how much it hurt. I opened my eyes to find Anna's face. I smiled "Bad timing, huh?" with a small laugh. The pain was calming and my body felt exhausted. It had never hurt so much, and this worried me greatly.