Simon smiled and hugged her back. He would make sure that she was happy and if that ment her having a semi normal life then so be it. "well I am your gurdian angel" he said as he smiled at her and kissed her head.

Natali smiled and nodded. "The best guardian angel in the world..." she whispered lovingly and kissed him. She knew that nothing could be kept a secret from him anymore. She had to tell him the truth about her darkness. About why she left suddenly that night. She had to.... "Simon.... Tonight... I have to show you something... But you can't interfere...." she whispered softly staring at his chest. She couldn't meet his eyes when it came to this. She had to kill someone once a mounth... It was hard enough keeping it from others... Much less telling him...

Simon nodded, "okay." he whispered to her and gently stroked her head. he had no idea what she was goin got show him but he would do as he was told. She knew best since she had more expereiecne with what ever it was she was going to sshow him.

Natali nodded and looked into his eyes. "Thank you..." she whispered softly. Sadness and shame filled her eyes and she quickly looked away. "Lets make something together." she said lightly trying to change the subject.

((can we skip ahead to night time?))

Simon smiled and nodded, "sounds great." he said and only wanted to have a smile on her face. What ever she was going ot show him wasn't going to be nice he guessed.

((yeah we can))

((sweet life!))

The day passed and Natali spent it painting with Simon. It turned out to be more of a paint war and they ended up covered in paint. As they walked towards his house the sun was begining to set and she could feel the darkness's hold on her tightening. She stopped in her tracks and looked at Simon. "Its comming..." she whispered and as the sun dissappeared darkness rushed at her and she began glowing with intense purple light. Her eyes glowed purple and the darkness encased her. She then stepped out of it and looked like evil. She was dressed in a killer black outift and an evil smile adorned her lips. The darkness was whispering loudly and she smiled and nodded understanding. She then headed down the street a knife on her thigh catching in the lamp light.

Simon followed her and couldn't take his eyes off of her. She looked amazing and dangerous. He stayed a good few feet away from her just incase but continued to follow her. She was still Natali and he would accepted every part of her. He just wondered what the darkness was telling her to do but when he saw the knife he had a feeling it had to deal iwth blood.

Natali smiled walking into a club and immediately looking at an unsuspecting guy she took control of him. Smiling she walked out the back and he followed like a little puppy with his tounge hanging out. When he got out into the fresh air he snapped out of the trance and was confused. "Hey girly!" he called and Matali materilalized out of the darkness with the knife in hand. "Looking for me?" she asked and surprised he laughed. "You think your scary?" he asked but fear found it's way into his voice. "Oh I know I am..." she whisperer and shoved him into a wall. He tried fighting but she was too quick. She stabbed his knee making him fall and ripped the knife out of his knee. Smiling she laughed. "Not exactly what you pictured us doing was it you bastard." she hissed and lashed out again cutting him across the face. The knife flashed again and barried itself into his arm and was yanked back out. "Finish him!!" the darkness snarrled happily at the smell of the blood.

Simon leand agenst the wall and watched her silently. His face held no emotion and he didn't cry out for her to stop since he knew that she had to do this. But he glowed in the darkness of the alley and he sighed softly. This wasn't his Natali, this was the darkness that was controling her and he knew that there would be a big difference if natali was in control instead of the darkness. But she was the only one who could figure that out and he just sat there and watched.

Adri appeared out of nowhere dragging chase along with her. She tripped and cried out.

Natali watched the man struggle for a few seconds before stabbing him in the heart. She smiled standing up slowly and he gave a gurgle and died. The darkness attacked him hungerily and fed upon him. Natali watched in silence and finally the darkness's hold on her lifted. She blinked her eyes returning to normal and looked away from the man's body that was being reduced to dust. but the blood stains on the ground did not leave and proved what had really happened. She smiled as the darkness whispered to her lovingly and took the form of a man. She smiled up at him and he stroked her cheek. He then dissappeared after kissing her cheek and she was completely released. She turned and saw Simon and looked away. She didn't have anything to say. Surprised Natali looked out of the alleyway and saw Adri. She ran to her friend and picking her up and setting her back on her feet she hugged her friend fiercely. She needed comfort....

Adri hugged Natali back. "I'm here sweetie. It's okay. I'm here." Adri said soothingly.

Natali cried and hugged Adri. She didn't want to be this monster. Simon deserved better then the likes of her. "I killed.... I killed...." she whispered horrified. She knew Adri understood. She was the first person she had ever told about this. She hated feeling like a monster... But she was one... "Im a monster..." she whispered between sobs.

Simon ran over also and heard what Natali was saying. He layed a hand on Natali and shook his head, "no, your not a monster. your a beautifull girl who just needs to find control." he whispered to her and gently stroked her head.

Chase was passed out next to them.

Natali shook her head and flinched at Simon's touch. It burned because she was so in tune with the darkness right now. "Help chase..." she told him as her sobs began turning into sniffles. SHe still clung to Adri like a small child and knew that she wouldn't be able to sleep for a few nights.... this was going to horrifie her because she had shown Simon.... And despite what he said she knew he was wrong... She was the darkness's servant and because of that she was a monster.

Simon nodded and went to Chase. He knew that she needed Adri and some space and he still didn't think that she was a monster. She had to just learn to control the darkness and then she could find a way to make the darkness do her biding.

Adri held Natali and stroke her head. She spoke soothingly.

Natali calmed down and looked at Adri. "Thanks.... she whispered and looked at her friend. " do you like the new hair?" she asked softly noting her new bangs and the white under the natural pink hair. " i was needing something new..." she said softly being brave and trying not to think about what just happened.

Chase soon came around and shot up. He smield when he saw Adri next to him and looked at Simon. "so where have you been?" he aske dand simon started to explain about what had happend after the library.

((Waiting for revenge to relpy))

((yeah but she is off))

((right...))

Natali turned to Simon letting go of Adri and looked at him and then back at the ground. "See?.... No more secrets..." she said softly. She let her hair hide her face from him and knew that this was her one big flaw. This was the thing that could make or break their love...

Simon looked over at her and reached out. He gently brushed her hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ears. "yes, no more secrets." he said softly and then kissed her gently. "and I still love you." he said as he pulled away and looked at her. NOthing could break his love for her and nothing would.

Natali looked up at him surprised and kissed him back. Hearing his words brought joy to her heart and she wrapped her arms around him and hugged him. She was so releaved that he still loved her that she kissed him again but this time with all her love and passion for him.

Simon smiled and kissed her back with all the passion and love he had for her. He would never leave her and his love for her wasn't ever going to be broken. His love for her was for eternity and that was soemthing that could never be broken from a angel. As he kissed her he wrapped his arm around her and pulled her closer.