-I've made my decision, if I have to find another werewolf to help me then so be it.- She thought then smiled as Balthazar walked in and kissed her neck. "Were getting along just fine, just talking about random things." She said kissing his hand. "Sleep good?" She asked.

Vojo only smiled at Bekki, as he shut off his mind. Balthazar smiled "good as long as your getting along i think i can keep you both, What type of things?" he raised one eyebrow looking at both of them. "I slept as good as i could, some one kept kicking me in their sleep, which by the way.. kinda hurt after breaking a few ribs.." he said biting her neck a little.

Bekki gasped and jumped up in her seat as he bit her neck. She blushed, not really one for P.D.A and smiled. "Life." She said after a few seconds. She smiled at his joke then bit her lip. "Sorry, You shouldn't have slept by my feet." She said kissing his hand again. -You could always send him off to train, then make it look like we were attacked.- She thought to VoJo, gently slipping under his shield.

- I will not say wheither or not i will do it, i have not decided, now think about what you just said . what would happen if balthazar thought you had gotten attacked? What would he do?- vojo though with out even taking his eyes of Balthazar.Balthazar smiled "Well aren't we mrs vague this morning? and where else should i sleep? unless you want me to sleep on the floor." the last part her looked at her sternly then laughed.

"You could have slept up near me." She said with a laugh as he tried to look stern at her. -I know, I..I..To tell you the honest truth, I only have two years left to live. And I already know one of those years are going to be spent in a hospital bed as a vegetable. Already I can feel my heart starting to slow down.- She said keeping the smile on her face. "Who want's breakfast? sausage and eggs sound good?" She asked jumping up and opening the fridge.

"Well there wasnt enough room at the top with you, plus you would have woken up with a wolf in your face" he said laughing. Then he bent down kissing her on the lips, "Anything with meat sounds good to me Baby." looking strait into her eyes.
Vojo looked at her quizically -Well then, that makes the desicion have to be made faster, but i will not do it now, you need to tell balthazar, and if he wont then... i will - he thought the last bit he said reluctantly. knowing he would do it for his grandson, to make sure he was happy.

-That's the thing, he already see's me as weak and fragile, if I told him...he'd be afraid to even touch me thinking he might hurt me..How could I even go about telling him?- She said as she kissed him back on the cheek and started frying the sausage and eggs. Once she was done she set the big plate of eggs and sausage on the table so everyone could get what they want. "I wouldn't mind, I've always wanted a pet." She said sticking her tongue out as she washed the pans.

-You would have to tell him, i dont know how but you do. He wouldn't understand otherwise, why anyone would. - vojo thought smiling at balthazar and bekki.
"Pet?!?" balthazar said before standing up and grabbing Bekki, "Ohh your going to pay for that. " he said as he bit her shoulder lightly. Then he grabbed a sausage eating it quickly, "You up for another round of last night?" he whispered into her ear, biting on it lightly. For some reason he couldn't take his hands off of her, it felt wrong to like he always needed her there.

Bekki chocked on her eggs when he asked her that. She blushed and looked down. -Your right, I'll tell him today.- She thought to Vojo. "Sure, But afterward, I..I need to tell you something." She whispered to Balthazar with a soft smile. She finished her food then took her plate to the sink and washed it.

-Ok good then, i will leave you to alone- Vojo said standing up "I have to get some things for the trip home ill be back in a bit."
Balthazar nodded at vojo then slowly walked up behind bekki, Grabbing her around her waist "Gotcha," he said kisiing her neck. Then he turned her around, "Im so glad your ok now," he said just before he kissed her, his arms pulling her in close. "I love you" he whispered.

"I love you more." She said jumping up so she was sitting on the counter. She wrapped her arms and legs around him and kissed him deeply. "There's so much more I need to tell you...But it can wait." She whispered as she kissed down his lawline and gently nipped his ear lobe, she loved him so much, and hated keeping this from him.

"Really?!, you think you love me more." he said pulling away from the counter making sure she was still wrapped around him. he walked into teh other room this time not even laying on the bed instead he pushed bekki against teh wall, taking both her hands and putting them above her head. slowly he kissed down her neck, holding her in place with his body.

"Okay, equal shares." She whispered as he held her hands above her head and kissed down her next. She loved feeling his body against hers. It felt so natural. "Oh god, Your so warm." She moaned closing her eyes. She'd never get used to his warmth, every time she touched him, it felt like the warm lick of flames on her fingertips.

"Good" he said "Of course im warm, who would keep you warm during the night?"As he bit into her arms. Then he kissed his way up her neck, nibbling on her ear then kissing her on the lips, with one hand holding her hands he kissed down her chst, ripping her shirt as he did. "You have no idea how long ive wanted to do that." he said looking up at her then kissing her.

Bekki gasped as he bit her arm and kissed him back and giggled nervously as he ripped her shirt. "I've wanted you do that for awhile." She said biting her lip bit to stop from moaning. She wrapped her legs around him tighter and pulled the ripped shirt off her shoulders and sighed. "Great, now I have no clothes." She sighed with a laugh.

Balthazar pressed Bekki against the wall harder, so he could feel her breathing. He kissed down her next biting into her other shoulder, harder then he had before, careful not to break the skin though. then he looked up as she slid off her shirt.
"Well what are we going to do now that you have no clothes? i guess we have to stop and go get you some." he said sarcastically though pulling away and turning towards the door, smiling the whole time.

Bekki gasped as he bit her shoulder again then walked away. "N..no. I'll be fine. I'll find something I'm sure." She said grabbing him and pulling him back to her. "Stop being a tease." She whispered as she wrapped herself around him again and started kissing down his jawline and to his neck, gently nibbling on it then kissing back up his jawline, his chin, his cheeks, his nose, his forehead, everywhere but his mouth.

Balthazar smiled as he waslked over and sat on the bed, pulling bekki even closer to him. he smiled as she kissed him, "Calling me a tease and look at you." he said putting his hands on her face so he could kiss her lips. "Well how long you want to tease?" he said finally smiling as he looked at her.

"No more." She promised pressing him down against the bed and kissing him deeply. She closed her eyes, breathing in his scent, enjoying his feel, his warmth. She looked down at him and smiled. "I love you Balthazar, no matter what." She whispered coming back down and gently biting his neck.

"I love you too, Bekki. Forever. I would go with you to the grave if i have to." Balthazar said kissing her again. He growled slightly when she bit his neck, his fangs coming out slightly. He didnt even notice as his eyes swirled changing completely. His mind went clouded, his thoughts became undistiguishable as his instincts took over.

Bekki froze when he talked of going to the grave. She needed to tell him. "B.B.Balthazar...I need to tell you something." She said sitting up. She saw his eyes and scooted back against the wall next to the bed. "W.w.what's wrong with your eyes?" She asked looking scared.

"What do you need to tell me?" he said looking at her as she backed against the wall. "What is it Bekki?" he said standing up and walking towards her. He put his hands on her face looking at her, stil un aware of his own changes, "What is it love?" He looked at her moving his hands down to hers, kissing each of them.

"I..I..I'm dying. I was born with bad arteries, meaning my heart is going to stop one day. Already I can feel it going slower. The doctors gave me 25 years..and one or more of those years is going to be spent in the hospital as a vegetable. T..that's a lesser reason why I want you to change me, I love you, and I don't want to die and leave you..If you changed me it would stop from killing me." She said holding onto his hands but looking down, afraid to see his face when it sunk in. She allowed a few tears to fall as she waited for his response.

"Ill go with you," he said putting his hand at her chin raising her head so he could look at her, "ill die to, we'll go together." He wiped a tear from her check, "I love you i will love you forever." he talked but his mind was still clouded, and he couldn't shake it. His grip tightened on her hands, and he didnt even realize it, his fingernails were growning, but he couldn't control it at all.

"No Balthazar, I don't want you to die for me." She whispered then gasped as he tightened his grip on her hand. "Ow, let go, your hurting me." She cried trying to get her hand out of his. "Balthazar, what is wrong with you?" She asked noticing his nails growing longer and his eyes changed.