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[taking magic pills] & Sasha1985 - Eternally Hateful - [Twilight // P.R.]
This is a private roleplay between [taking magic pills] & Sasha1985. Please be considerate of that and do not post.
Name: Jacob Black Age: 17 Appearance: Click Personality: Short tempered but loyal. Very protective. Easy going, but can be serious when needed. Likes to look for a fight. Other: He's a wolf. He hates vampires. He has a personal grudge against Edward Cullen. |
Name: Edward Cullen
Apperance age: 17 Real age: (for the year 2010) 109 Apperance: (Sorry I don't know how to post pics so im just going to describe him if I can.) Short copper brown hair, eyes ranging from golden butterscotch to onyx black (depending on his thirst) pale granite skin that sparkles when out in the sun like thousands of diamonds. Very athetlic body very strong but not bulky, long fingers. Personality: Usually easy going takes a lot to rile him up, VERY protective and a bit overbearing at times loves to get his adreniline pumping very intelligent which sometimes makes him smug. Is trying with all his might not to be the monster that he fears he is. Looks for fights when he is upset. Other: He's a vampire he hates wearwolfs always calls them "dogs". He has a personal grudge against Jacob Black. |
Jacob walked along the beach at La Push, thinking. Thinking of her, of HIS Bella, and how she was too blind to see what was right in front of her face. He picked up a smooth stone and threw it at the water in frustration, causing it to skip along for a while due to his strength. Oh what he wouldn't give to have that filthy leech break the treaty so he could break his face. But Jacob would leave that up to him.
'Stupid bloodsucker,' he thought with a smug smile on his face. Jacob knew he could take him on, and he was fairly confident he would win. Sure Cullen was fast, but he was no match for a wolf who had speed and strength. Even though Jacob knew he could take down the leech, he wouldn't do it. At least not without Bella's permission. He didn't want to be just like those cold hearted monsters, he didn't want to hurt her. Sighing out of frustration, he ran a hand through his hair and started walking back to his house. It would be a lot faster to shift and run, but right now he wanted the privacy of his own mind. As he walked he looked at the spot where he first met Bella that day her humans friends had come down to the beach. He loved her then, but she didn't know. She wouldn't have cared either. Shaking his head, Jacob tried to forget about the girl. It looked like she had made her choice, and it wasn't him. 'Stupid bloodsucker,' he thought again. Oh what he wouldn't give to tear him apart limb by limb. |
"I'm so sorry Edward." Bella said softly "I just think being with Mike is better for both of us....I mean it's what you wanted isn't it? I mean since you refuse to change me I can't just wait around getting old while you stay heartbreakingly beautiful. Besides I just...I just....can't....be what you want anymore......and...." Bella stuttered out sighing at the end. "I just think this has to be goodbye....." Bella said not even looking at Edward. "You know I only want whats best for you....what makes you happy....if what you want is mike....then I will get out of your way and if you don't want to see me at all anymore I can....no I will leave you alone....I just want you to know that if you ever change your mind i'll always be there for you if you want me. I told you i'd be here as long as you wanted me and since the day has arrived where you became smart....I will leave now." Edward said with a soft voice and a weak smile trying not to look the way he felt in side he would save that for later. "Thank you for understanding Edward...Goodbye...." Bella said then turned around and walked to her truck and drove away Edward watched her as she left his whole heart crying out in absoulote heart ache he just wanted to die but he didn't want his family to be involved again like they had been when he went to Italy. "Hmmm." he murmered to himself. The only way I know that I can dispatch of myself besides involving Italy is the dogs.....but I can't break the treaty because I can't put my family at that kinda risk......I know I'll just tell Jacob what happened and tell him to meet me in the meadow where its the most neutral ground that way we can get this over with just involving the two of us. Edwards hand flashed to his phone dialing Jacobs number glad that he had tracked it down long ago when they were at a somewhat peace. As the phone rang and rang Edward paced back and forth finally Jacob picked up the phone. "Hello Jacob? It's Edward Cullen." Edward said trying to keep the stress out of his velvet voice. "Bella has left me for Mike Newton. I would like to settle our differnces man to dog but I will not violate the treaty and put my family to risk and I beilive that you would like the same. Meet me in the meadow in an hour or two." Edward said his silky voice starting to give way to his greif so he did not say anything further he just listen for Jacob's responce while he continued his paceing.
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Just as Jacob walked in the door his phone rang. To his surprise is was his least favorite of all leeches. He listened as Cullen explained what happened and felt rage welling inside of him. What had he done to make her choose Mike Newton. He listened to the proposition and agreed quickly. "Alright leech. I'll be there. Don't expect to come out alive."
Jacob didn't wait for a reply, he hung up the phone and ran outside. He phased and let his brothers know what was going on. 'I'm meeting Cullen in neutral ground. Don't come along, and don't pay attention. This is between me and him.' He listened as the others made their comments. Most of them agreed but Sam wanted him to stay and forget about it. 'I am the rightful alpha of this pack and I will enforce it if I must.' Sam didn't like that idea, so he backed down. Jacob laughed to himself and started making his way to the meadow. He would go slowly, not wanting to waste energy. He changed his mind then and decided he better go and eat something, to give him the extra energy. He couldn't be sure when the bloodsucker fed last, but he wanted to be as strong as possible. This was going to be the fight of the century. |
"Oh, I am counting on it...." Edward said after Jacob had hung up the phone. Edward went to his room avoiding everyone in the house he didn't want anyone to see his mood and he was counting on the fact that it was Jacob that would be the one to dispatch him because of the fact that Alice couldn't see his future if Jacob was in it but he still had to work fast just in case she had seen his future just pop out of exsitance. He wrote letters to all his family and one to Bella describing what he had done and that they should not break the treaty over him because he didn't want his family or the pack to get hurt. Edward put in each persons letter personal notes of love and respect. As for Carsiles (sp?) he put the affection and respect that he held for him and his honor of being his son. He had to be expecally carefull with Esmes letter because he knew she would take it the hardest and for his two brothers he made expecially clear of the fact that he didn't want them to take action against Jacob or the pack and to respect his last wishes. It took him the longest to write Alice's letter because they were very close. Edward quickly put them into envelopes and layed them on his desk where they were to find them easily after he was gone.
Edward made his way out the door with only a few questions of to where he was going and since they hadn't known about the recent Bella situation he told them he was going to Bella's for which they weren't surprised. He decided to run because he didn't want to leave his car anywhere it could be found and be cause for suspition. As he ran he didn't once think about feeding before going because he didn't want to walk away from this fight so he figured he'd make it easier on Jacob so as not to upset Bella any further. Edward arrived at the meadow seemingly being the first one there so he just sat and waited in the spot where he and Bella had last sat on that sunlight afternoon. Edward had gone through every minuete of his time with Bella making his heart ache more than he thought possiable. And then he though about her life with Newton and how she would age and bear children and grow old. He hoped she would be happy that's all he ever wanted for her was for her just to be happy. |
Jacob finished eating his food, which had been a lot. He hadn't realized how hungry he really was. But now he felt full of energy and he knew he would be able to handle whatever the leech would throw at him. He phased and started running, reminding the pack to stay behind and to keep out of it no matter what happened. He also asked them to leave him alone during the next few hours and they all agreed, phasing back into their human forms one by one. Sam was the last and he tried to convince Jacob one more time not to go. But it was already too late as Jacob was almost there.
As he neared the meeting place, Jacob could smell the bloodsucker and man it stunk. He could also smell traces of Bella, and he knew that she had been here a lot before. This made him angry. Why was it that she had a special place to go with the bloodsucker? Why not him? Jacob let anger over take him as he entered the meadow. He saw Cullen standing there and he growled, his growl was filled with pure hatred. Never in his life had he been so happy to see the leech there. He knew Cullen would be able to read his thoughts, so he didn't phase. 'Ready to die, leech?' |
As soon as Edward was finishing his review of his and Bella's time together and the thoughts of his family and making peace with his decition (sp?) for death he smelt Jacob near by and opened his eyes seeing Jacob entering the meadow growling hearing his thought about his readiness for death. "Yes." Was all that he could say gathering his strength to give Jacob at least a little fight making him think that he was wining a fight not becoming his exicutioner. Edward's lip drew back in a snarl as he got into a fighting crouch.
"I'm ready when you are dog." Edward said to Jacob. "I promise you that it will be the fight of your dreams for I have nothing left to lose." Edward stated. Edward started to circle Jacob waiting for him to make the first move not wanting to kill Jacob just wanting to make it look like he was fighting when in fact he was just waiting to die and he knew Jacob would be more than happy to grant his wish. But Edward knew Jacob wouldn't want to just kill him he would want the honor of winning a fight and that Edward could do but trying not to hurt or kill Jacob would be the hard part. |
Jacob watched carefully as the bloodsucker circled him. He was trying to look for the best place to strike without giving it away. He didn't want to give the leech the satisfaction of having the upper hand. He snarled as he watched, bearing his teeth, and he crouched down, getting ready to strike. Something wasn't quite right, but Jacob would worry about that later. Right now, it was time to kill a vampire.
As soon as he saw an opportunity, he took it, lunging at Cullen, mouth open. His teeth made contact with the leech, but he wasn't sure he had hit his target spot. He clamped his mouth down and tugged. He let go and backed off before quickly charging at the vampire again. This time he hit the leech hard and Jacob smiled to himself. But the smile didn't last long. Cullen was putting up little fight and this didn't satisfy Jacob, so he let go and backed off, staring at the vampire through narrow eyes. Something was wrong with the leech, something big, and Jacob was curious. 'I thought you wanted to fight. Not come here and let me use you as target practice.' |
Jacob had gotten in a few good bites on him but Edward was so mentaly gone that he didn't even feel it and didn't care. Edward faught back a little but not neough to hurt Jacob. Then Jacob looked in his eyes seeing his utter misery and not the rage that should be there while he was in a fight with Jacob. Jacob asked him why he wasn't really fighting back, Edward tried to cleared his head to make up an excuse but he couldn't come up with anything so he figured that the jig was up and he would tell him the truth and maybe Jacob would have pitty on him or he would run off to find someone who would.
"Well the real reason I came here today was for you to kill me. Because I knew that your hatred of me would get the job done but I knew you wouldn't just kill me but I don't wish anymore pain upon Bella because if I hurt you she wold be upset so I was trying to do two things at once both my death and keeping you safe for her." Edward said with utter sorrow in his eyes and anguish on his face. "She was my only reason for exsiting.....now that she doesn't want me I will leave her alone.....for good." Edward said looking down. |
Jacob watched the bloodsucker and listened. He tried to ignore the feeling in his gut but he honestly felt bad for the guy. Now Cullen knew exactly how he had felt this whole time. Every part of Jacob was telling him to grant the leech's wish. He was a shape shifter, a wolf, whose sole purpose was to destroy the creature in front of him, but he didn't have the heart to do it. Besides, this was a much better punishment for Cullen.
'I'm not going to kill you today leech. Come and find me when you're ready to fight for real,' Jacob thought, trying to conceal his real reason for not killing Cullen. He couldn't believe he had a soft spot for this guy, but he knew just as well as anyone what it was like to not be wanted by the person you loved. He turned and ran through the forest, trying to forget what had just happened. He had the perfect opportunity to kill the person he hated the most in this entire world and he couldn't do it. He heard the thoughts of his pack members in his head, questioning what just happened, but he didn't answer. Instead he snarled at them, letting them know he wasn't in the mood. When he reached the beach at La Push he phased back into his human form so he could have some time to think. What in the world was he going to do now? Bella didn't want him, she didn't even want the one person she turned him down for. Jacob felt enraged but there was nothing he could do at the moment. He took a few minutes to calm himself down and went home. Without saying a word to his father, he went into his room and crashed on his bed. He felt tired all of a sudden and he hoped getting some sleep would make him feel better. |
Edward just sank to the ground after Jacob had refused killing him. Edward didn't even reply to Jacobs comment about finding him when he was ready for a real fight even though Edward was sure that he never would be, he just wanted to end his useless existance. Edward got up enraged even more with Jacob for not doing just one thing that would have benifited everyone.
"Why couldn't he do just one nice thing in his pethetic life......it would have benifited both him and Bella along with himself...."Edward argued as he walked home, he didn't feel like getting home to quickly he needed time to think and he hoped that his family had not yet recived the letter that he had left. As Edward walked home he began to ponder different ways of dieing and how he could prevent his family from stopping him this time. He also thought about starting a fight with the pack but he pushed that thought aside quickly...he didn't want anyone else to get hurt.....just him. Edward walk into the big house nobody seemed over suspicious of him they just asked him where he had been and he told him that he had gone on a run. They seemed a little suspicious about his mood being so glum but no one asked him about it. Edward just went into his room closed the door and put some classical music on wishing he could sleep to get away from his head for a while. He tried very hard not to think of anything at all just the music.... |
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