((Revert to this: Two for the Moon, Original if your confused.))

-I don't..I don't know what I'm thinking..but maybe we should just not speak to each other until after we find out whose baby this is...then sit down and talk about what we are going to do.- She thought whens he suddenly heard him in her mind. She saw him walk down to the Mausoleum and tell them not to let them him. Sighing she walked back home and curled up in her bed. She never wanted to get out of it again, it was the only warm thing she had left that wouldn't leave her.

She was woken up around midnight by knocking on her door, she jumped up thinking it was Balthazar. Running downstairs she tripped half-way down and landed smack on her stomach. She felt the sharp shooting pains and heard footsteps rushing through the house and running to her. She knew she had hit her head pretty hard on the table in the hallway in front of the stairwell. But when she woke up, she was in the hospital. Again.

Balthazar had returned around midnight to talk to bekki, knocking on the door. when he heard he slam into the ground he rushed in finding her unconcious on the floor. Taking her to the hospital he stood above her waiting for her to wake up. until eventually he fell asleep in the chair next to her bed.

Bekki looked around and pressed the nurse button to get something to drink instead of waking up Balthazar. The nurse walked in slowly, clearly trying to figure out a way to say something. Bekki watched as the nurse walked over and placed a hand on hers. Her eyes widened as it clicked. "Oh god...I.I.I lost it didn't I?" She whispered trying not to wake the snoring werewolf in her room. The nurse nodded and sighed. "The force from the impact caused the embryonic bag to rupture. The baby would have died with in a week, we scheduled an emergency abortion and were really sorry for you and your husband, but there was no way to save it." She said pouring Bekki a glass of water. Bekki nodded, she felt empty inside, She forced a smile as the nurse walked out. Then she broke down and cried.

Balthazar woke up as Bekki started to cry, "Bekki? are you alright?" he asked groggily, his mind wasnt really registering anything, and he had yet to open his eyes. "Im sorry for the store, and everything...." he said sadly still not opening his eyes. he didnt know why but he didnt really didnt want to look, he was afriad that she would hate him, or that she would be hurt and it would be his fault.

"I.I lost it Balthazar..the baby...i.i.it's dead." She cried as she looked over at him. She pressed the nurses button and the nurse came back in. "C..can I see it?" She asked softly. The nurse nodded then left and came back a few moments later with the little fetus wrapped up. It was already the size of what a four month old fetus would be, and it was covered in fur from head to foot. "Oh god.." Bekki breathed as she looked at it. It was clearly hers and Balthazar's, and it had small patches of brownish blondish fur along it's back and head.

Balthazars eyes sprung open as he heard her, "What we what??!!?" he asked in confusing, all the groggyness had disappeared. Then as bekki asked to see, he looked at her kissing her forhead,"Im so sorry baby, this is all my fault.. i never should have..." his words were cut short when he saw the baby his anger flared, it had been his. His mind seemed to explode "NOOO!!!!" he yelled picking up a piece of random equipment and throwing it through the wall and window that faced the lobby. his canines grew and his eyes changed almost immediatly, and with one look he turned stairing at bekki, -Im sorry, this is my fault- he wept into her mind as a single tear ran down his face. then he turned running through the window facing the outside, crashing and landing on the ground below, shaking off the glass he ran for the closest woods, throwing his clothes as he went.

Bekki closed her eyes and cried more as the nurse screamed. She flinched as Balthazar threw her heart monitor machine and jumped out of the bed. -Balthazar please. I don't blaim you!- She yelled after him. Leaving the baby on the bed she ripped her clothes off and pulled out the wires that were in her arm and shifted into wolf form and chased after him.

Balthazar ignored her as he started shutting his mind off from her, just before he cut all communication he said one thin -I love you i always will... but i cant see you with out knowing i killed our baby.- he said then his mind faded from existance. He ran first to teh mauseluem stopping to talk to vojo breifly, before laying down trails in all direction and running off into the night.

-It's not your fault...I tripped down the stairs..- Bekki followed him, but once she got to the mausoleum she was stopped by the guards. "Let me in, I know he's in there!" She yelled as they stepped in the way of the entrance. "Will you at least send Vojo out to talk to me?" She asked as one of the guard slipped inside. She curled up on the steps waiting to see if he would come at least.

Vojo slowly walked out with the guard, "Bekki! How nice it is to see you" he said smiling. as he walked up to her, then remembering something he stood above her, "Follow me theres something i was told i should do." he said as he started walking away. eventually he made it to the waterfall and sat down waiting for bekki.

Bekki followed him and sat beside him. "He left didn't he?" She asked staring into the water. She closed her eyes and let out a soft whine. "If he's gone, I want to join the body guard program, something to get my mind off of him." She said sadly. She didn't want to sit at home thinking of him all the time.

"Balthazar told me to let you do what ever you wished, on one condition... that you use the room that he used, he left you something." vojo said looking at her, he already knew what had happened but now he wanted to help her get better. "Now we should probably start your training, which means youll have to start from scratch at the mausoleum." he said smilig, then he got up walking towards the training pits.

in the room where bekki was to stay balthazar had place a small box, containing a ring, and a note -I love you, i do.. i just blame myself and i cannot see you with out feeling that pain right now. but you said you wanted to so here.- the small golden band was placed perfectly inside. As balthazar ran in wolf form one thing glimmered in the moonlight, a small golden band on his foot.

((Lets just skip to after her first training session.))

Bekki walked slowly towards Balthazar's old room. She was bruised and bleeding, and felt sore. Vojo had warned her that it was going to be hard for the first few weeks, but in time it would be easier. She opened the door to Balthazar's old room and eyed the bed with a small smile. Dragging herself into the room she collapsed on the bed and felt her head hit something. "Ouch, what the?" She asked as she grabbed a small box. She read the note and a tear ran down her face. She opened the box and gasped at the ring. She picked it up and placed it on her finger and stared at it. -I don't know if you can hear me..even if you can I doubt you'll answer..but Thank you, thank you so much...I love you so much Balthazar and I'd wish you'd come back...I don't blaim you.- She thought to him, where ever he was. Sighing she collapsed on the bed and passed out.

Balthazar was to far now to even hear her, he sat on a plane headed for germany, hoping she had found the ring. he was headed to work, already contacting the vampires, he knew he would have a few mor jobs before he could even face her again.

Vojo smiled as he passed bekki's room, looking at the box, "that was the same ring i gave my wife." he said softly as he walked in to the room. He saw bekki passed out on the bed, "He loves you you know, we only give that ring to the one we share our life with forever." he whispered into her ear, as he tucked her in. then slowly he backed out of the room smiling as he shut her door.

Bekki didn't hear Vojo as he walked in and tucked her in, but she woke up early the next morning tucked in and stupidly thought that perhaps Balthazar had come back, but sighed and shed a silent tear as she remembered what had happened. She smelled food and got out of bed and changed into the clothes Vojo had given her for training. She headed towards the smell and sat at an empty table and ate. After she was done she went and trained with Vojo, she repeated this for months until she was stronger, smarter, and faster. She was fully transformed and now her wolf form was as big as Blathazar's had been. She still had a picture of the two of the on the window ledge next to her bed. She would randomly send him messages, hoping he would hear. It was about three months later when Vojo told her about her new mission to body guard someone, along with another werewolf. She had just finished practice and was putting away the stuff when he came up to her with the file.

Balthazar had finished a few jobs at the time but none kept his mind off of bekki, he knew he shouldnt have left but he needed to, for them, for himself he thought. The vampires had called him telling him he had another job and this time with another wolf, he sighed knowing that that would make it all worse, "Great now ill be wanting to see her even more." he said to himself every time he read the file. the other wolves file said they were new, and he was suppposed to teach them. he arrived at teh job a day early knowing teh other wolf would come in the middle of the night he decided to sleep in the only bed untill they came in.

Bekki arrived early for the Job, she was supposed to be getting trained by a "highly skilled" Werewolf while protecting a high class Vampire for a month. "Great, just what I need, yet another uber macho male who thinks he can steal my heart and run off." She sighed. She ran a hand through her now blue hair and entered the hotel. The room was pitch black, she had read that she would have to share a room with the other wolf, yet another misfortune. She spotted the bed and walked over to it, kicking off her boots she plopped down on it, and found herself laying on someone.

"Get off!" balthazar said, his voice was slightly deeper, and he now had scars from head to toe from a job that entailed protecting a vampire, who didnt want to be protected, and an eventual fight that ensued. "If your the other wolf, theres a set pillows at the bottom of the bed, if not get out of the room before i kill you." he said the last bit in a growl. Balthazar had grown harsh, his time away from bekki, had made him what he used to be a killer and a protecter nothing more, though he still wore the simple ring on his finger, as a reminder.

Bekki growled at the man and sighed. "How about you sleep on the floor and give me the bed...I'm not comfortable sharing a bed with a stranger anyways." She said angrily. Her voice had gotten a little louder then it used to be since she had to be used to yelling to get her way with the other wolves in the Mausoleum. She had a scar right below her right eye, which was now just a thin white line, from a fight she had gotten into when one of the other wolves had tried to claim her, She was taller, she guessed that if Balthazar stood next to her she'd reach his chin now, when before she barely reached his shoulders. She growled and pulled the blanket out from under the man so he fell on the floor then jumped on the bed and laid down. "That's better." She said with a soft laugh. She pulled the rubber band out of her now blue hair and let it fall in it's natural wavy curls around her head and yawned.

Balthazar hit the ground rolling, he was getting angry which wasnt a good thing especially with a new wolf. With out missing a heart beat he grabbed the other wolf by the back of the shirt and pants picking her up, then he walked over placing her on the floor at the foot of the bed plaicng the pillows next to her. "You sleep here, till i say so." he said going and laying back down on the bed. "Tomorrow we have work so you better get some sleep." he said pulling the blanket over him and closing his eyes.

Bekki gasped as he picked her up, she couldn't see his face in the darkness but his voice sounded a little familiar. Her body seemed to remember his touch when his hand grazed her back when he picked her up, but she ignored it. She growled at the man and tossed one of the pillows at his head as she curled up at the foot of the bed, as far away from him as she could get. She laid there looking at the ring she wore around her neck. Silently she whispered her prayers. "And good night Balthazar...Where ever you are." She whispered almost too quite for him to hear.

Balthazar had his eyes closed and couldnt really understand what she had said instead he just ignored it, "I hope you dont talk in your sleep or ill kick you out." he said then kissed his ring and closed his eyes and fell asleep. ....-sleeping- ....
When he woke up he didnt even bother looking at the other wolf, the light had woken him and he knew later today the client would be coming, standing up out of bed he went to the shower, just before he got into the bathroom he threw a pillow over his shoulder at the bekki, "get up and get ready. the client is coming soon." he said slipping into the bathroom.

Bekki shot up when the pillow hit her and blinked in the light as she watched Balthazar's back retreat into the bathroom. Mumbling to herself she walked over to her bag and pulled out some clothes and her toothbrush then sat down combing out her hair as she waited for the guy to get out of the shower. "Whats your name anyways? All your file says is your last name Ray, no picture or describing features." She called out to him as she worked her ring out of a tangle in her hair.

"Thats all you need to know, My name is Ray and thats all i should be called by." He said as he turned on the water in the shower. "The reason that i dont have a picture on there is because i dont exist, well no longer. " he shouted over the water, then he stepped in the shower, after a while he turned the water off and came out of the shower, walking out of the bathroom wrapping the towel around himself, His head was shaved and scares were all over his head and chest, he looked even more fit then the last time he had seen bekki.

Bekki looked at his face...he seemed familiar. Shaking her head she shoved past him finally getting her ring free of her hair, her tattoo on her shoulder peaking out form her tank top, the wolf paw with one toe missing. She shut the door behind her, and brushed back her blue hair. She hopped in the shower quickly then hopped out. She blow dried her hair and combed it up in a messy ponytail and pulled on her plaid button down shirt, a favorite because she had stolen it from Balthazar when he wasn't looking during the short period he lived with her, and a pair of jeans and stepped out after putting a little cover up on. "Where are we meeting this guy at?" She asked opening the door and standing in the doorway brushing her teeth.