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Lucas looked at her. "Mayku please don't hold back....just tell me what really is the problem" he said then looked at her worried. "It's because of Nick isn't it?" he whispered."I think they are. They are probably in their room playing with their dolls." Leigh said and stroked her cheek. "Lucas and Mayku are in his room" he said wondering what they were doing.
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Mayku looked away biting her lower lip with her eyes close. She knew this must have hurt Lucas terribly and it hurt her to even consider it. "You're not him... You're nothing like him... And you could never be like him..." Mayku said softly not opening her eyes again or turning her head ashamed of the look that she didn't know he could see. Moky looked at Leight as he said the last part with worry and deep concern clear in her eyes. "Why did they go in there? They were in the living room... What are they doing?" She asked worriedly.
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"Mayku....I promis you I will never do anything like that with out you wanting it." Lucas said and taking her by the chin he forced her to look at him. "I love you too much to hurt you." he whispered and kissed her softly."Don't worry they aren't doing anything like that." Leigh whispered. "I trust Lucas." he said and kissed her softly.
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Mayku nodded before kissing him back and the look was clear from her face. She slipped her arms back around his neck and her fingers started playing slightly with the ring on her finger and she wondered quietly where he got such a beautiful ring such as this. "Ok" Moky murmured and put her arms around Leight's neck as he kissed her so when he leaned back up she would be sitting up as well.
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Lucas smiled and kissed her deeper. He wasn't going to go any farther.....just stay like this. He smiled against her lips knowing she was messing with the ring.Leigh lengthened the kiss then pulled back. He smiled wrapping his arms around Moky and sat up. "You don't trust Lucas do you?" he asked raising an eyebrow.
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Moky sighed as she looked up at Leight. "It's not him... It's all men that are around Mayku... I-I never trusted men after I watched what happened to her... I couldn't just like she is terrified it will happen again... She went into a three day panic when he... When he... Came back..." She murmured shaking her head as she had flashes of the horrible memories that tormented her worst nightmares. "I didn't trust you or Lucas at first... I especially didn't trust Lucas the day after Mayku was almost killed even though he had saved her I still didn't trust him... Though I'm starting to learn to trust both of you." She said softly knowing that he probably didn't know what had happened to Mayku since he wasn't there when she told Lucas.
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Leigh had no idea what to say. He just looked at Moky. "Moky you can trust me and Lucas......well Lucas more then me on somethings......but we are here for you two.....we are and always will be." He said and kissed her head.
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"I know... You just have no idea of what we went threw when we were younger... I think Lucas understands my concern." Moky said softly and leaned her head against Leight's chest with her eyes closed. She would tell him what happened if he asked though she didn't know if Lucas already had she knew how much the story had bothered him especially when she had told him she didn't know when Mayku would wake up. Mayku pulled away softly and smiled at Lucas before leaning her head against his chest. and closing her eyes slightly. She was so comfortable in his arms and near him that it made her hope that she would just let her fears go and knew she would try harder when they got married.
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Leigh stroked Moky's head gently. "Well then what did you go threw when you two were younger." he said softly wanting to know everything.Lucas smiled and rested his head on Mayku's. "So when do you want the wedding...and when are we going to tell your sister?" he asked wanting their wedding day to be exactly how Mayku wanted it.
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(I believe this started when they were 9 though IDK for sure)
Moky sighed and thought for a second. "We were about nine at the time. We had bean training for most of our young lives and had always bean pushed around... But one day I came to our cabben the cabben that me and Mayku shared, and found her being tortured by Nick a male in the camp that we had trusted and who was also suposed to be whatching over us. Well he pulled me in and shut the door and holding a knife to my neck. He treatened that if we breathed a word of what happened he would kill us in front of each other as slowly and painfully as he could... This happened every night until one day he got... Board." Moky said shaking her head then going on. "I whached helplesly as he raped her... As for me he had tied me up and gagged me so I couldn't scream for help... He did so many bad things to her... At the age of fithteen neither of us were vergines and Mayku was pregnant with Neko... Nick had managed to keep it a secoret by... By... Forcing her into labor three months before she was due... And yet Neko still survived." She murmured softly slight tears coming to her eyes as the horable memories hit her hard. |
Leigh held Moky tightly. "I am glad he is dead. Other wise I would go out right now and kill him my self." he said. How could anyone want to harm Moky or Mayku? "Well the only good thing that came out of it was Neko." he said hoping to keep Moky's tears at bay.
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Moky nodded and tried to smile but couldn't it hurt too bad. Mayku wasn't the only one to get pregnant though it wasn't Nick that raped Moky it was another man in the camp... The child died inside of her. It was the most horible thing Moky had ever went threw other then the dayly tortures of seeing Mayku hurting so bad.
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Leigh held Moky tightly and kiss her head. "I promis no one will ever hurt you again." he said wanting to she her beautiful smile. He kissed her softly then pulled her closer. He never wanted to see her hurt again.
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(You do know non of that was said out load right?)
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((wow no I didn't. sorry I am just a little tired. I will edit it.))
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(BLOCK! AGAIN!!!)
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Lucas looked down at MAyku and kissed her head. "Do you want to go tell Moky we are engaged?" he asked hearing both Leigh and Moky's voices coming from there room.
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Moky couldn't help the erge to want to pull away from his good grip on her when a spasm of memeries hit her from when she had bean raped and it scared her teribly. Mayku nodded with a smile. "I kinda hope Leight hasn't said anything to her about it cause I want it to be a surprise... Though I think it should wait a bit... Her and Leight are talking and it seems there's a bit of tention running threw her... I hope everythings ok." She said trying to think of what could Leight have said to make her sister feel this way. "Ow what was he thinking when you told him mot to say anything?" she asked curiosly.
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Leigh looked down at Moky shocked. "Did I do or say something?" he asked seeing fear in her eyes.Lucas looked down at Mayku and nodded. "He was thinking we were going to make love." he said shaking his head. "You could tell y the look in his eyes. He can be a little perverted sometimes.....but that is cuz he has had a bad family experience." LUcas said and kissed her head.
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"Ow..." Mayku said as the only thing that would come out at the moment. "Can I punch him when he's not holding Moky?" She asked with a frawn. "It's nothing don't wurry it's just something old and I should get over it." Moky said shaking her head trying to hide the pain even more.
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Lucas laughed and nodded. "Sure....but I don't think he will get mad....he will only laugh" he said and kissed her head.Leigh looked down at her and kissed her head. "Please tell me so I don't do it again" he said softly not wanting to hurt her.
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Moky sighed as she thought back to when Mayku and Moky were in the camp just a year after Mayku got raped. "Mayku wasn't the only one who got raped... We both did... A year after Nick started abusing and raping Mayku I started trying to find ways to help Mayku without talking and tell the authority's at the camp... It almost worked... Neck found out and was furious... He... He got one of his friends in camp... and... and..." She said shaking her head then berrying her face in Leight's chest. "I got pregnant half a year after Mayku... and... And... he didn't make it..." Moky cried unable to hide the pain of what had happened.
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"Oh Moky" Leigh whispered and held her tightly. "Don't worry no one will ever do that to you again." he whispered and kissed her head. "Not even me" he whispered again and rocked her gently. He pulled her into his lap while he did and he was soon full of anger. He wanted to kill that friend on Nick's.
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Moky smiled but moved her arms so Leight didn't have such a tight grip on her and she didn't feel the old memories ripping at her mind telling her not to trust Leight. "Leight... What's wrong?" She asked with a soft yawn as she leaned her head against his chest lightly looking up at him.
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"Nothing....I am just mad at the man who did that to you" Leigh said looking down at her. "Do you know who it was so I can take care of him?" he asked kissing her forehead.
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