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Finally, Victoria tilted her friend's head upwards, pressing her lips lightly to Kisa's. The one thing she had been fighting all night. The only thing left to do was wait and see how this would turn out.
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Kisa eye's popped open and looked at Vic. unsure. She broke the kiss she had never really felt that way towards her friend and she had a boyfriend before she moved. She had know idea that Vic felt this was she wasn't sure what to say, what to think, or what to do.
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Victoria turned her head away. Wasn't exactly what she expected, but rejection was rejection no matter how you spelled it. She cleared her throat and stood, making an exit. Upstairs she went. She had never felt that way before. Why did she now...?
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Kisa tried to grab Vic wrist but she was to quick. Kisa got to her feet and walked to the stairs and paced lightly. She finally decided to go up to Vic room. She knocked on her door. "Vic I'm sorry I was just really surprised. Is that really how you feel?" She stood there hoping that Vic would answer her. Kisa still unsure if it was something she herself was interested in.
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Victoria was leaned against the door. "I don't know, Kisa. I just... I'm fine." She said, pushing herself away from the door and towards her window.
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"No your not other wise you would have ran off like that." Kisa replied and paced at the door. "Vic don't you even think about climbing out the window. I'll be in the living room when your ready to talk." Kisa said and walked back down the stairs and sat on the couch lightly touching her lips with her fingers.
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Victoria scoffed to herself. If she hadwanted to climb out the window, she would. She sat on the sill, her legs dangling on the outside of the condo. It was nice, the breeze coming in. A good place to relax and reflect on what an idiot she was.
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Kisa shifted on the couch and then got up to pace lightly. She was struggling with a mix of feelings that coursed through her body, and not really knowing what Vic was thinking made her that much more confused and unsure of what to do. She occasionally stopped and looked at the stairs and then would go back to pacing.
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Victoria shifted to the side, leaning against the sill as she relaxed. She looked out at the scene she was offered. What a scene that was. She had to admit, she adored living lakeside. She shifted and dressed herself in dry clothing. She was wearing a pair of black silk pajama pants and a white spaghetti strapped shirt. She pulled her hair away from her face and looked in the mirror at the pierced individual looking back at her. "You're a mess..." She spoke to her reflection.
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Kisa muttered lightly to herself. "I don't know. I like Vic just as a friend don't I." She placed her fingers to her lips again in thought she walk to the stairs and sat there on the steps still fighting and trying to figure out her feelings but it didn't help that she had no idea what Vic was thinking or how she felt.
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Victoria didn't even know her own feelings, much less Kisa's. And so, she laid out on the floor, staring towards the ceiling. The floor was cold, cool, relaxing.
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Kisa couldn't take it any longer she never had a time were she felt that she couldn't talk to Vic and she didn't want to start. She stood up and walked up the stairs to the door of the room Vic was in. She knocked lightly. "Vic can I come in?" She asked in a light calm voice.
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Victoria remained on the floor. "Yeah, if you want to. It's unlocked..." She spoke, cooly.
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Kisa breathed out lightly and turned the door knob and opened the door and look at Vic on the floor. She walked in shutting the door behind her. She walked over to Vic and sat on the floor on her left side. "Please talk to me Vic."
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Victoria turned her head towards her friend. "I'd never stopped talking to you. What's up?" She questioned, looking up at Kisa from her spot on the floor.
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Kisa looked into her eye's. "Why did you kiss me Vic?" She asked her.
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Victoria shrugged and sat up. "I don't know why I did it, Kisa, it was just something I felt like I wanted to do..." She responded.
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Kisa took Vic hand in her. "I'm not mad at you for doing it I'm just a bit confused. I hope you know that I'm here for you and I don't want us to start keeping secrets from each other. I can't get my mind off that kiss Vic. and I think there is more there then something that you wanted to do."
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Victoria shrugged. "If there is, I don't know what it is. Even now, I feel like I want to do it again, but I know you're going to pull away and I can't seem to relax without it on my mind." this had started after she had been turned. Was it a side effect?
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Kisa still holding Vic.'s hand. "Vic I really don't know what to say or what to do you know I'm straight unless there is a twist in being a vamp."
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Victoria pulled her hand away. "Yeah, I know. I get it." She said. Her skin crawled as her friend mentioned 'being straight', as if her kiss had disgusted her. She stood and moved back towards the window, sitting down on the sill.
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"your so stupid Kisa." She said lightly to herself. She stood up and looked at Vic sitting on the sill. She walked over to her again sitting on her left facing the room. She hugged Vic and lightly moved Vic.'s face to face hers she moved forward and kissed Vic on her lips and let it sit then pulled back. Hoping to help them both with what ever need to be decided.
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This confused Victoria. And she pushed herself of the windowsill. It did not help. Frustrated, she knocked something off of her dresser. "What are you doing, Kisa?! Don't do that to me!" She cried before rushing out and into the bathroom, slamming the door and punching it when she was done. Kisa didn't need to be fueling the fire if there was going to be no water to quell it at the end of the road.
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Kisa watched as Vic ran to the bathroom. She was at a loss at the fact that she actually liked it, but she didn't know if Vic would believe her. She just sat there on the window sill the wind getting a bit harder.
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She pressed her back to the door and let her head fall back against it. She didn't know what she was going to do. She had no idea what was wrong with her.
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